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Gah, you know those times where you have an emotional breakdown? Well I had one today. At school. And that totally sucks because I abosolutely HATE it when I cry in front of my friends and stuff. I get embarrased whenever I cry, and I hate it. I dunno...this day has just been...crappy. I know it could have been worse, but still. And now I think all my "friends" are pissed at me now because I didn't want to talk with them about my problems. I ended up going to the guidance counsler, then my mom drove me back home. Yeah, I may sound a bit bratty here, but I've been thinking over alot of things, and I've been getting stressed out alot recently also. I think things just get to me too easily.


And now my eyes are sore. sad

It happens to all of us. I found out some bad news a few days ago and I creid by myself for hours and then thought I was all done, that I had cried it out. Well later that day a friend asked me how my day went and I broke down before I realized what was going on and what I was doing. I was really embarassed but he understood and helped me feel alot better. I figure sometimes we just need people to cry our problems to. It always help when someones there for you to lean on and cry to. Some of just don't realize how much we need other people. I try to deal with family issues and things like on my own or with the people who are affected by the same problem, but sometimes weather we like it or want it we just need to breakdown and have people comfort us so if you don't take care of the problem in private your bound to just breakdown at some point. At least thats how it seems to be with most people.

domokun