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 Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 6:36 am
I feel as though I've failed ya'll as a guild master, and I have. I should be on more, but it seems like one thing keeps happening after another. Not to mention the fact that I'm incredibly afraid. When I'm afraid, I claim up. September first, we're going to be working towards getting me that surgery. Should I even still be a big girl guild master? lol I love you guys and I love the guild and I don't want it to die, or for me to forget about it. I have been trying to come on, but there's just never anything to say, you know? "I'm still scared. Don't feel like talking to anyone. The first is coming in fast." How many times would I have to write that before ya'll got sick of hearing it? lol I just want ya'll to know that I've not forgotten you. I'm just very scared. I love you guys and I'm going to boost Azura up. I don't see Baby, and I'm not on. She seems to be one of the few on steadily. She can appoint help as she sees fit, and she knows the plans we laid down for new forums and such, if she wants to go through any of that. If you don't want to job, azura, my AIM (as most should know) is bioticnabiotic. Message me razz I love ya'll and I hope she takes good care of ya'll. Once the anxiety passes, I should be back to the same ol' mimisi.
By the way, what the hell happened to all the mods? I just saw that. And why's fred back? I had banned him for a reason lol.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 6:57 am
Dear GOD, this is all so sudden! eek
I wonder if you'll still be around to see this...I don't have AIM, guess I oughta go download it now... sweatdrop
Mimisi, I don't see you as a failure. Life just happens to get in the way like that, y'know? If I were heading toward a nervous breakdown with my studies, I'm sure I might end up acting similarly.
I'm sorry you've felt that way. But you know, you didn't have to. xd Would've been best to say things as many times as you need to, to vent it out. I believe we wouldn't be sick of hearing it, we would understand. 3nodding
So take care then, we're always here. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 8:15 am
Just to clarify, it's the insurance changing on the first, which is a big giant step in the direction of getting the surgery! lol sweatdrop
*cuddles azura* Thank you 3nodding
I guess I can come vent here 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 10:47 am
Mimisi, No need to be scared about the surgery and being a "big girl" at heart afterwards. Bottomline is, You were. You can still relate and be a good role model for us to follow after. You've made the journey, Now you can be a guide, For those who are already in the journey or just starting.
Seriously, You'll always Be Mimisi. ! And we'll always adore ya!
Take care hun
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 5:46 pm
Don't worry Mimisi  You are not failing the guild smile We all know that you are busy with your surgery and all. Just remember we are friends, no matter the size, and it'll all be okay biggrin
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 11:58 pm
We do miss you, but we know what is going on in your life. We understand and don't wish to put any pressure on you.
We're always here if you want to talk. Please remember that. Take care of yourself. You'll feel much better when you do, and so will we when we know that your happy.
-hugs- heart
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Posted: Fri Sep 01, 2006 10:38 pm
You're not failing any of us in any way. We all have a life off Gaia, and everyone understands that. Goodness knows I haven't been around lately either (as to what happened to the mods, my new acct (this one) was never made one.).
It's perfectly understandable that you'd be scared about something like this surgery. It's a huge thing. It's not like you're going in to get a hangnail removed, hun. This is life-altering. You have every single right in the world to be scared. But just remember, while it IS scary, if this is what you want or need to do, then it's for the best. It'll be ok. I've known several people who got the surgery, and none of them have regretted it. In all honesty, I've thought long and hard about it myself. But, I have no insurance, so we can't afford it. 3nodding Otherwise, I'd be doing it too.
And whether you stay a larger lady, or lose all of it and turn into a skinny-minny, that doesn't matter and you still belong here. You know that.
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:16 pm
Thanks a lot guys heart It means a lot to me that you all understand.
It's something I need to have done, and it really will be so life changing. I'm afraid of the unknown xp
When I went to the required siminar thing, the speaker was going on and on about 'I hated myself. I was such a fat a**.' And I got scared I'd turn into a b***h gonk lol I know that sounds stupid, but it'll be such a different life, I'm afraid I'll turn into a different person.
I'm glad ya'll will like me wether I'm thick or thin 3nodding Sorry if this reply seems lame but I'm still very worn out lol.
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 4:06 pm
We'll love ya if you are think or thin, Through thick or thin!
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 4:44 pm
Mimisi, the speaker is an idiot. He shouldn't say that kind of thing. He needs to make you feel secure, not throw a biased rant against fat people that want to get skinny. Stupid scream
If you really think about it, it won't change anything, unless you want to.
My uncle did that surgery, lost a lot of weight, and is still the same sarcastic a** he's aways been 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 7:12 pm
I actually didn't let fred back.
it's something very acornesque but it wasnt me this time.
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 7:18 pm
acornio I actually didn't let fred back. it's something very acornesque but it wasnt me this time. lol I was so sure it would be you xd heart I guess it was someone who didn't know he had been banned 3nodding yeah I wrote on the suggestion thing to next time not get a speaker who'd call us fat asses lol. Mimisi will love you all too whee heart
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Posted: Mon Sep 04, 2006 7:45 am
DwarfPriest Mimisi, the speaker is an idiot. He shouldn't say that kind of thing. He needs to make you feel secure, not throw a biased rant against fat people that want to get skinny. Stupid scream If you really think about it, it won't change anything, unless you want to. My uncle did that surgery, lost a lot of weight, and is still the same sarcastic a** he's aways been 3nodding
Exactly. 3nodding I've known a couple people who got it too, and they didn't change anything but size. They were still the same people, just with different shells.
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