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 Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 12:45 am
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Rahu paced about in one spot still thinking about what had happened only a few days before between him and Zira. giving a fustrated sigh, he had no clue if she even truely loved him or if he could actualy return any love back. giving up with pacing, he ploped himself under a tree and gave another sigh. he wondered if Zira would seek him out again after what happened.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 1:02 am
Zira had healed well with Alora's help. She had finally gotten well enough to get some alone time. She walked by the water starring into it as if to pull anwsers from the sunlight shimmering around her reflection. She was thinking about everything that had happened and knew now the painful words Alora had said about her was true. She was in love with Rahu and in Zira's mind it was a hopless love. If Rahu had not had feelings for Alora how would he have them for her. Alora was a better and stronger mare then Zira why would he want someone like Zira when he didnt even want Alora. Zira thought about this could ruin things it could get in the way of her willingness to fight the kalona no matter what. He walk was silent and gently as she tried not to cry thinking of how pitiful she was and how she had upset Rahu that night not so long ago. Her head was hung low and her legs dragged just slightly. She passed right by the tree Rahu was under without a secound glance blinded by her thoughts.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 1:09 am
Rahu layed there in thought when he suddenly saw Zira passing right by him. not knowing what to even say or do, all he did was say her name. " Zira are you so deep in thought that your walking by with out eve noticing someone right here?" the reason he never even had feelings for Alora was because he had loved Aruna but had lost that love for Aruna. to him Alora was a friend and same went for Aruna though he concedered her a special one. keeping his eyes on Zira, he wondered if she would even talk to him. after all even he had no clue if he could even love another, and after what happened before he thought she might not want to talk.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 1:22 am
Zira stopped at first not turning around as she considered the options of ignoring that he was there, acting like she hadnt heard him. Her head lifted and turned to look at Rahu. Her ears were pinned back and her face seemed unsure on rather it was afraid or embrassed to be seen by him.
Slowly she turned around and walked towards him, though she was still silent and had been for awhile. She stopped before him unsure rather or not to speak.
"I didnt....see you." her voice obviously had been unused for awhile, but more than anything she was mind blank on what to say after that.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 1:32 am
Rahu stood up from where he was laying and eyed her straight in the eyes. "fair enough...." he tailed off a moment not knowing what else he could say, but after looking at her, he saw that she was ether embarassed she was seen or afraid over something but it was not clear which. knowing it would most likey have to be him to say more he gave a sigh. " will you atlest tell me whats up? it seems to me you almost wanted to avoid me...."
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 1:46 am
Zira's head dropped her short mane still able to cover her face.
She was afraid of what he thought of her and embarassed of her feelings.
Her tail flicked lightly as she thought of what to say. It was no use she couldnt keep pretending or avoiding him, he would only yell again.
".....Rahu Im something...you hate... the most.... a stupid mare in.....love." Zira was obviously trying not to break down infront of him over her foolish and hopeless love.
"Im...sorry." she said this both reffering to the love and the other night when they had yelled at each other.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 1:57 am
Rahu flatened his ears not in anger but in sadness. for the second time he had made another who was in love with him upset and it did not sit well with him. " ...... you have no need to be sorry at all. i should be the one sorry for leting my emotions geting the best of me the other night. and your not stupid, i would never think that even if your in love with a fool of a stallion like me." eyeing her, he waited her responce, almost dreading what she would say to him.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 2:16 am
"No Rahu you are no fool. I am... for letting myself come to this....I said long ago, Id never love, even though Id truly never felt it, I had a bound with my father, but thats not the same. It doesnt hurt like.... love does nor does it feel as good. The first day I met you I unknowingly had feelings for you and I all knew is I wanted to be around you wanted to know more about you,I wanted to be there for you, but all I could ever seem to do is make you mad at me. That's why I wanted to avoid you, I dont want you upset because of me anymore." Zira tried not to cry it wasnt something she like to do at all much less infront of Rahu.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 2:39 am
" no i am as i was foolish enough before to have let someone who had loved me get away and end up with another. and trust me know those feels all to well as i have fallen in love once with out meaning to. a bound with a parent or another is soemthing i never really experanceted till not to long ago a little foal now an adult decided she would call me of anyone around she could have daddy." Rahu still stood there and watched her. " and i do have to say you never really get me mad at all up untell the other night when my emotions got the better of me...... i do not want to make the same mistake again with leting someone who loves me espeally someone like you just get away from me." looking to the ground, he did not know anything else he could even say to Zira, so he went silent right then waiting to hear what she would say next.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:13 pm
Zira's head lifted slightly to look at him. Her eyes were watery and there were one or two tear drops that had got away from her. It felt like hours as she stood in silence thinking of what to say to him. What he had said had given her hope that this love wasnt foolish that there might be hope it they worked on it together, but she was afraid she might have misunderstood him. She didnt want to say something she would regret later.
"Does......does...that mean you are ok..with me loving you? You....You'll never loose me Rahu, less you tell me to leave and never come back."
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Posted: Fri Sep 01, 2006 12:58 am
Rahu perked up at her words after what seemed like ages of waiting for a responce and gave a nod " yes thats what i mean and thos words i am glad to hear." not knowing what else to say or do at all, he waited to hear her next reponce and was actualy happy that she had said he would never loose her.
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Posted: Fri Sep 01, 2006 1:10 am
Zira took a few steps towards Rahu and looked at him as if to see rather or not he was lying to her. It was hard for Zira to beleave after all this time of her thinking he hated her.
"Rahu...do you return the feelings?" At this point she was not sure if she cared if he did or, not for now knowing he didnt hate her was enough.
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Posted: Fri Sep 01, 2006 1:19 am
Rahu was not lying at all to her, he was telling the truth. " i'm not going to lie to you at all. right now i beleive i have only started to develop feelings for you but they are not as strong as the feelings you have for me. but i think if we spent more time together that they will become just as strong." all he said was true as he most likey would have never blown up like he had if he had no feelings for her. looking her in the eyes he wondered what she was thinking or what she was going to say.
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Posted: Sat Sep 02, 2006 10:58 am
Zira oddly enough smiled this was enough for her in itself. She raised her head not sure what she should do.
"That's enough for me. Just knowing you dont hate me is enough for now. I shouldnt have been as pushy as I have been about finding out about your personal life. Im just stubborn that way.......so..........um."
This felt so weird finding out she was in love, thinking it was foolish, now finding out it might have a chance. Was she supposed to act different in any way. Was she supposed to act like he was closer to her or act the same without the stubborn refusel of the fact that she was in love. What did he want her to do? What did he want her to say? Theses thoughts ran through her mind as she stood there.
"...Wanna....wanna get something to eat?" She didnt know what else to say. Her mind was completly blank on what to do at the moment.
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Posted: Sat Sep 02, 2006 7:49 pm
Rahu's emotions where still wirling about like mad. he daerly need to find himself but for now he would do that after speanding this bit of time with Zira. not knowhing what else to do, say or how to act, he gave a nod to her. though he has hardly hungry, he followed anyways.
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