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Alright, I've been having a horribly rough past few weeks.
I discovered I have no friends, and all I do is eat, sleep, work, and sit on the computer in the hopes of catching someone online, and they've been neglecting me horribly.
So, at the moment, I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of hurting. No one has noticed, and I doubt any one cares.
I said something that was offensive towards them, when I had no idea, and now I've been crying for the past.. hour. My face feels soggy.
I've been working really hard lately. I got in trouble twise at work for things I honestly never ment to do, and almost got written up. Three write-ups, and I'm fired. I have work again in about 4 hours. I don't know if it's worth it. I don't know if I'll ever get what I'm working for. No one is supporting me any more. I feel like I'm falling down the rabbit hole. I don't want to hit the bottom.
I'm sorry this is so vague, but I've been having a really bad few weeks. Thoughts of ending it all have risen. He wouldn't care. He wouldn't notice.
That's how I feel.

Please cheer le Samus up D=
I haven't been happy in weeks.

The irish fold kitten is cute. It looks so horribly scared.

I wish my kitties were still little.
Lately I've also been missing my old kitty, Clyde, who died. He was my best friend. She had epilepsy. She died when I was twelve. That was kinda the day when the goodness ended. I get really sad whenever I think of her. She got sick, and really skinny, then she didn't show up for breakie from day. She wandered off, and just fell alseep somewhere where I wouldn't find her. She'd try to walk over to you to love you while having her seizures. I always referred to her as a him xP I loved Clyde.
My new kittys are like, "SCREW YOU CRAZY WOMAN!" and they run away D=<

Oh god, that disturbed me D=
Poor turtle D=
It didn't deserve to die (although I get the joke).

I hope I can run that site.

My computer can barely run music videos. I have to play them on Winamp to get minimal lag.

Now bookmarked.
Way too cute, I squeeled.

Teeheehee