Yeah... some stuff has happened in my life and it's completely driving me mad.
I've been doing whatever I can to get my mind off things.
Which means I haven't been around much since Friday, and I probably won't be around much for a couple weeks at least. Maybe to check up once really quickly every few days.
I'm trying to make myself as busy as humanly possible so I can get my mind off it. And every time I wander back to the computer, I end up in conversations with people I'm angry at and end up wandering back to the pictures... the conversations... and the memories...
If you want some background, there's a frenzied journal entry that I wrote when I was in a bawling fit so it's a little messed... I haven't read it since I wrote it so I don't even know what's on it.
Funny how such a seemingly small issue can ruin someone's life... but as a sixteen year old, 2 and a half years is just a huge part of my life and well, it's killing me inside.
I know you guys will understand...
Luffles <33
Oh, and an update to the journal entry.
That someone else... she knew. Everybody knew...
I've been doing whatever I can to get my mind off things.
Which means I haven't been around much since Friday, and I probably won't be around much for a couple weeks at least. Maybe to check up once really quickly every few days.
I'm trying to make myself as busy as humanly possible so I can get my mind off it. And every time I wander back to the computer, I end up in conversations with people I'm angry at and end up wandering back to the pictures... the conversations... and the memories...
If you want some background, there's a frenzied journal entry that I wrote when I was in a bawling fit so it's a little messed... I haven't read it since I wrote it so I don't even know what's on it.
Funny how such a seemingly small issue can ruin someone's life... but as a sixteen year old, 2 and a half years is just a huge part of my life and well, it's killing me inside.
I know you guys will understand...
Luffles <33
Oh, and an update to the journal entry.
That someone else... she knew. Everybody knew...