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~Year of the Dancing Unicorn, month of the Dragonfly, day first~

...it started getting cold...
The day is shorter and shorter, as the month of the Dragonfly came... and I'm getting more and more bored every day... That's why I've asked Them to give me something to write. Soon after They gave me this notebook and a pen. I didn't know what to do at first...maybe draw something? But then I've decided to write about myself. A book...it sounded strange at first...but, why not? So I've started to write this journal. About myself? Okay...some kind of introduction would be nice...
...here it goes...
Hello. My name is Gabriel, and I'm held here against my will.
...okay, that sonded strange... But it's the truth.
Oh, it isn't that bad. They don't hurt me or anything. In fact, living here is quite pleasant.
...at least I think. I don't have anything to compare. I've never made a step out of this room.
...how do I know there is something more...? I saw it through this window. She said not to open the courtains, but I was really curious when I was a child...so I've looked. And saw It.
'It' was something...something strange... hanging there, in the middle of that black void... Later I've guessed what might it be. The Moon. They were speaking about it once, and I thought it was really similar to that thing.. And that black void must've been the Sky. It must be really complicated outside...so many different things...
And other thing. If They are always coming through the door...there must be something more outside of them. I'm not THAT stupid.
...who are 'They'? It's hard to explain... They are the ones in care of me. They bring me food, and heal me when I'm sick.
...and They ask me questions.
That's why They are keeping me here, She said. To anwser Their questions. They are always the same. They show me a picture of somebody, and next morning I have to tell Them where that person is. Why do they want to know it...? I have no idea. Those people are mostly hidden in some dark, scary places... Maybe They want to help them...?
...how do I know where to find those people? It's simple. I see it in their dreams.
That's why I'm so precious to Them. Their little, priceless toy...
...Gabriel, archangel of Dreams...
...the Dreamwalker...
...that's me.

~Year of the Dancing Unicorn, month of the Dragonfly, day third~

I know where he is.
I've told it to Them when They came. They seemed to be quite pleased with it.
They didn't told that to me ofcourse. I've saw it in Their faces. They left just after I gave them the information they wanted. I hope they'll find him soon...he's so...scared...
I talked to him in his dream.
Ofcourse he won't know that I'm real. When he'll wake up, he'll think that I'm just some strage dream of his.
He said he's hiding.
But I didn't asked from who...
...I hope They'll find him soon. I don't want anything bad to happen to him. He was really nice to me...

~Year of the Dancing Unicorn, month of the Dragonfly, day sixth~

...at least he let me take this notebook with me...
...that's...unusual... I've just been kidnapped.
Me, the Archangel of Dreams.
Can you believe it?
...I still can't.

Yesterday, when I was writing, somebody broke the door, caught me, and warped out to this cave. At least that's what he said this place is called.
I was really surprised when he came in. He has shoulder-lenght, black hair, and ice-blue eyes... And he's tall, much taller than me...and slim, and looks really pretty^^! Much prettier than any of Them ^^~...
And his wings are raven-black.
He said his name was Lucifer. I like how it sounds... much, MUCH better than mine...it has jingles in it^^...
But I shouldn't like him. Well, he kidnapped me and stuff...
Oh, well...but he was quite nice when doing it...
Lucifer said that he has to talk with me about something soon. I'll write something more later.

~Year of the Dancing Unicorn, month of the Dragonfly, day seventh~

I tried to kill myself today.
Actually, I tried to do it three times.
But every time, Lucifer stopped me.
This is getting...annoying.
He said I'm too pretty to just die. I don't like the way he jokes. I'm not pretty. He is much prettier than me...
...
...life is...strange.

I'll try to kill myself again later.

~Year of the Dancing Unicorn, month of the Dragonfly, day fifteenth~

I didn't write anything for some time... For the first time in my life, I was really busy... I've met all those people who live in this cave... I knew some of them from their dreams, and some were complete strangers for me. But all of them were really nice. They weren't angry on me because of what I've done... They only tried to make me feel comfortable...

...my heart hurts...
I haven't seen Lucifer all of these days... I miss him. Really much. I tried to look for him, but he was nowhere to find...and my heart hurts every day even more. I don't understand these feelings, my only thought is to see him again...did he...abandon me...?
I must find him. I must talk to him. He is the firts person who understood me... Maybe he'll understand these strange feelings inside of me...
I must pass the guards of the cave entrance. Maybe he went somewhere... Maybe I'll find him there...
I'll try it even today.

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