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 Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 8:45 am
i have kept this in for some time now this happened last year but i still feel guilt
well i had a friend in my archery and we were god friends we did the little prank and had a laugh and we had a group with each other......
then.......days started to pass when i hadn't seen him i heard someone died recently and i felt the worse feeling so i ask my archery instructor what had happened to him...she looked down as i knew instantly what had happen.....she told me that he done suicide on valentines day....i couldnt stand i was helped over to a chair he died three days after we had went to the cinema together...and his funeral had already taken place
i had not known for two weeks....
he left a note saying there was no vindictive reason((no one to blame)) and he would like to be buried with his quiver and arrows...our little group we had in archery knew from that line his best moments were with all of us at the archery and he went on about how he loved his family and the owners of the club..
i feel real bad not being at the funeral and not knowing anything for around 2 weeks and worse how that it was just so soon he was cremated also.......
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Posted: Wed Oct 11, 2006 4:55 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 10:11 pm
If your still having trouble coming to terms with this you might see if your parents will take you to a grief counciller to better understand and move through the stages of grief. You dont sound like you have moved past denial really you need to feel everything including the worst for me when my friend died...anger for what he did to himself. If you ever need it I have a shoulder pm me.
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