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 Posted: Tue May 10, 2005 10:54 pm
This is aimed in large parts directly at Cain and Serenity, somewhat to popi who got stuck in the middle, and on some part to evryone currently in, or who has ever been in WISH the RP. Wish is the second Rp I created on Gaia. Unlike Pretear, Wish lost almost no one since its creation. This shopuld make me proud. you guys are doing awesome. Yes even you Ran, dead or not. But it dosen't. It makes me stressed and irritable and tired. I have had several charictors. Ueten who I've been told is too anti social, Chibisaya who is hated unainmously, one charrie made under another sn who never even got a name, Donna whos being more or less ignored and now finally Koheii who has attentionb...but he's leaving. Its no ones fault but mine., I'm the only comman thread between them all.
I'm sticking with Koheii, mainly because hes leaving but for everyone else, and that ENCLUDES God and Saetan, I am taking a break. I love wish I love the world...but its too much. God and saetan as said in the first page of the first rp, were like the cannons. BArly to be used and only if they MUST cameo, I would play them. I cannot handle policing everything that happens as you guys, iof you recalle, requested that I continue doing, and playing Saetan as a regular charrie. He was nevcer supposed to be a rewgular, he wasnt supposed to have a personality. so from here on out, HELL IS CLOSED. Saetan is on LOA. make it so you dont need him.
Look, I know this seems extreme.... but I've been putting off this for some time. and tonight something made me realize, I've been putting it off too long. In a discussion that had been on and off tenese we had just been coming to a comprimise when I got so offended and hurt that I left the char left the physicasl room and curled up. Left me feeling miserable and angry and generally stressed crying on and off for hours. Talking about it to a third party... she had obtained a coipy of the log. and I looked at what had been said again. that last line. *I* misread it. My dyslexia got me so bad and I was so stressed over everything...I miss read it and had been very hurt by what I thought some one had said. Some one trying to play peacemaker,, I read their post as highly inflamatory and cruel...I got mad, I left them not knowing why, and beat mself up, and cried onto some one else for hours...all over my misreading and being so quick to see an insult when it comes to Wish.I love the world but I need a break.
I'm sorry. heart
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2005 3:56 am
we need to talk, Amai... that's all i have to say. i don't want to discuss this in a thread or anywhere public like that, but we do need to talk if for no other reason than for you to vent and for me to try to help >.<
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2005 7:34 am
I would also like to talk to you as I am sure that it was my line that was misread and if it is the same one I am thinking of then it was not meant to be cruel, but simply as something I may have been seeing, right or wrong I don't know, it was an opinion and I apologize.
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2005 9:30 am
Vale, the line was yours. Yoiu were assuring sernity that I wouldnt do something specific, but the way my dyslexia picked it up, it came accross as the exact oppist as if you were telling me Id better not do that...it went from the soothing peace making statment you intended to a cold challange. again, It was my dysleia that made me read it that way, and my tension over WISH that made me leave the room without asking you why you said it....The blame for this argument is on me. heart
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2005 8:37 pm
I really want to discuss this in a chat, with all parties invovled. If worse comes to worse then I will just scrap this whole idea since its causing so much trouble.
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2005 8:41 pm
You can still do the idea in popis guild. just, as vale said, diffrent guild diffrent rules, diffrent reality. the future one will have NO baring whatsoever on the current one and *IF* I join, it will *NOT* be as faciliatator and I refuse to play either God or Satan. I *MIGHT* join as a grown up chibisaya or some one new...maybe. probably not though. heart
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Posted: Sun May 22, 2005 2:10 pm
God and Satan would be taken care of by me or Serenity probably, and they might not be anything like the ones from your rp, mainly because they aren't technically the same ones from your rp. If we go with this storyline we may just go with them never ressurecting Hikari.
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