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 Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 9:32 am
 Notes:8/10 Nagisa's school has started and he is sadly still grounded. 8/28 Progress reports are in for Nagisa-kun. Hope he gets his Spanish score up! 9/2 Nagisa is sick and has an English project due soon. 9/4 Nagisa's been grounded. 11/24 Happy Thanksgiving! 12/25 Merry Christmas! 1/2 Happy New year and Nagisa's going back on hitus.
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 9:35 am
Where am I?
Nagisa Kaoru is his name. My new guardian. I don't really know him too well, but he seems nice enough. My family has grown so much. I think I will like it with Nagisa, but I'm not sure. I at least hope I will. I have already befriended one of this large family. His name is Darc. He has a big heart. Nagisa is doing all he can think of to get me comfortable. I'm still not ready to call him dad though. I don't know why, I'm just not. It may take some time...
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 10:07 am
Confusion
Nagisa came back for a while and he looks bad. He said he was stressed by his first week of school. I understand what he means, but school? I don't know how a simple thing such as school could be confusing. Well, he said he might not be back too often because of it. Will he leave me like my owner before him? I don't know, but I hope not. Why do I feel like this? Is it love?
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Posted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 10:05 pm
Endless Sky
Nagisa and I watched the sunset again. It was different this time though. Instead of red, the sky was the lightest shade of lavender. It peirced my heart. Do I really have a heart of ice like Sherrah said? I don't mean to be so cold, I just feel betrayed by life. Does that make me cold? The purple in the endless sky matched that in my heart.
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Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 4:34 pm
Fear
It stormed last night and I was scared by all the lighting. I didn't know what to do or where to go, but Nagisa found me in the hall. He smiled and offered to move over in his bed. I accepted and slept in his room that night. I remembered what it felt like to be a child again, sleeping in my father's room because I was scared. It was comforting to me. I am now at rest. Nagisa is kind and I trust him. His smile told me that much. I am at rest. The ice in my heart is beginning to melt...
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Posted: Mon Aug 28, 2006 4:35 pm
Of Thunder
Another storm, another slew of thunder and lighting. I didn't get scared this time though. I knew Nagisa was there to protect what I couldn't protect myself. I'm starting to like the rain more than the snow. The rain brings life to this place. The snow freezes that which it touches. I want to create, not destroy. I want to create a bond of friendship with Nagisa and the rest of his vast family. I'm two steps closer now than I was. I hope to find what I have been missing with my new father. But for now, the rain is all I need. I am content.
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Posted: Sat Sep 02, 2006 5:00 pm
Sickness
Nagisa is sick with the flu! He kept saying for me to leave him alone, but I didn't listen. He looks horrible. His skin is pale and his nose won't stop dripping. I stayed by his side all day. Color is starting to return to his face and he can go 5 minutes without a coughing fit taking over, so I'm thinking he's getting better. The hot tea and soup really calmed his disposition and the meds are making him sleep. I'm not as worried as I was but I still hope he recovers fast.
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Posted: Tue Sep 12, 2006 7:09 pm
An F A Day Makes Teachers Pray
Nagisa is failing school! He gets over the flu to find he's failing. That must suck. His mom got a new job and his mate (I think mate is right) called him again so he was a bit happy for a while there. He says he won't be able to see me for a while. I'm a bit disappointed. I think I'm starting to like him as a guardian. I hope he'll be able to pull through and have a swift return.
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Posted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 7:21 pm
In the 80s
Nagisa's grades are coming up! His science grade is an 80 now! He may return son! I'm so excited! I hope his report card is full of hope! I pray....
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Posted: Mon Oct 30, 2006 6:09 am
Darn
I prayed too soon. Nagisa's grade slipped. And I still can't believe the shop that gave me birth is for sale! What else could warp and go slightly wrong? Nobody answer that.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 12:21 am
Halloween
Well, something finally went right. Nagisa let me loose for Halloween. I just wish he could have joined me, he was passing out candy. I ran the streets as a frost spirit. No sheets were involved. It was a blast! Things may be beginning to look up. Oh, and the family grew again. ^^'
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Posted: Fri Nov 24, 2006 11:18 pm
Give Thanks for What You Have
Hey old friend, it's been a while. I've gotten older and now I'm an adult. Nagisa's been depressed about everything lately, including my reaching of adulthood. I grew in time for Thanksgiving too! Now for my list of thanks.
I give thanks for:
Nagisa
My family
The love that has been given to me
My adulthood
And the hope of something new and better along the way for me and Nagisa.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:51 am
Holiday and a Hitus
Christmas was the best I've ever seen. Even my previous family didn't throw one like Nagisa! I ate so many candycanes I was afraid I was getting stripes on my tongue. There was no white in this Christmas, but that was fine. White can get to be a boaring color anyway. The ice in my heart has all melted away. On New Years Day, Nagisa let me drink with him and the older ones of the family. I had a little too much though. That's most likely why this is late. School for Nagisa is going to begin anew soon, so he will leave to get his grades up. I wish for him the best this year. He has given the best for me.
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