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 Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 2:05 am
Ok....I know many of you guys have heard this before and I've changed my mind...but this time....I am still deciding. I may be leaving mansion...maybe even gaia....but I have to say...that if I leave mansion...I will be changing screen names....I'm not talking about changing my name....I'm talking about a new account all the way around.
Like I said....I may leave. You ask me why and now I give you my reason. Its just too much pain for me to remain in the home that I have lived in for so long. I have nothing but friends left in mansion and thats only one or two...I'm tired of the lies being told about me.....the doubt that some of you guys have in me....the lack of trust...the lack of faith......and most of all......the fact that most of you didnt like me to begin with. I also have people disguised as my friends but only go behind my back and lie about me....I cant stand it. I am having to move on with my life because being at the mansion is just being more than I can bare....especially without Shirev to talk to.
I will be ok with it if you PM me a very good reason for why I should let you take over manison....if I dont think you are good for the job of taking care of our home...you will not get it. But I havent made up my mind...nobodys given me any good reasons of why I should stay.....
I'm no longer needed or wanted really there. So many memories have happened in that mansion....so many I dont want to let go of (trust me, as I'm typing, my hearts breaking just thinking of those memories) but some people have succeeded at chasing me off.....and just the hurt of being there.....I cant take....I've lost more than I've gained from the Playboy Mansion. Those things...I will not regain...and I've given up hope of the thought I would. But it wont.
When I first walked into mansion....I was alone but alot happier than I am now. I was alot happier when I had my good friends...leavings the last thing I expected I would do.....but its really the only solution. When me and Argo were together and having our first baby...it was great.....then who knew that almost 2 years later...that was goin to change....but thats not the exact reason I'm leaving mansion.
I'm just too...preoccupied and upset to remain there. Everyone will be happy without me...or if I just merely disappear for a while...which....I probly will....I wish it were for permenately but....thats just a whole nother story. But please if you have any suggestions....feel free to PM me
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Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 2:50 pm
No offense Kristina, but maybe you should get off the computer. If somthing on the internet is "breaking your heart" then you really need to get out more, and face reality. This is JUST the internet. People are moving on, I only log on to Gaia like, once a day at the most, for the max of 30 minutes.
Just face it, the mansion is dead, and the regulars don't have much interest in it anymore, they've grown up. Maybe you don't realize this because you are so young.
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 3:59 pm
[Bitchy McBitch] No offense Kristina, but maybe you should get off the computer. If somthing on the internet is "breaking your heart" then you really need to get out more, and face reality. This is JUST the internet. People are moving on, I only log on to Gaia like, once a day at the most, for the max of 30 minutes.
Just face it, the mansion is dead, and the regulars don't have much interest in it anymore, they've grown up. Maybe you don't realize this because you are so young.
Quoted For Emphasis
I sometimes wish I could get back into the spirit of RPing in the mansion, but it seems to have lost it's glamour.
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