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 Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 12:48 pm
I've been really depressed lately. Most of it is because I can't stand my apperance. I have acne, and I've started gaining weight rapidly. I'm not fat, I mean I'm 13, I'm 5'5, and I used to weigh 111 lbs. about 2 weeks ago, But now I weigh 116 lbs. And I'm don't think I'm fat I just think I need to lose a bit of weight. And I'm incredibly scared of getting fat.
Another reason why I think I'm depressed is because I'm not getting good grades anymore, and I don't have many friends. I used to get straight A's but now it's more like A's, and B's. I even got a C and a D once...but that was mid-terms. And I have one best friend. She is awesome. I love her to death. But I don't really have any other good friends.
I also get judged a lot just because of the way I dress. I wear a lot of black, and I have some clothes with skulls on them. NO, I am NOT gothic.
But my mom hates how I dress. And she's mad at me for wearing eyeliner that she thinks looks "slutty" ((It doesn't look Slutty at all...trust me.)) I don't even wear that much of it. I just put it on the inner rim of my eyes and she thinks it looks slutty. She also gets mad at me for spending every minute on my computer. But I can't help it. I don't exactly have a life outside of Gaia. I can actually have friends on Gaia, and people won't judge me.
Well anyways, I just can't stand being sad all the time. My friend and cousin my ex-boyfriend got mad at me about it. Because I cry a lot and my ex-boyfriend kinda made fun of me for it. I'm really glad I broke up with him. rolleyes And my cousin always says that I need to "lighten up." And that I'm no fun at all. But I can't help it. I mean, I try to fake being happy but that just makes me feel even worse. I just don't know what to do. I've thought about going to a therapist, but I can't ask my mom or anything. She would just tell me that I didn't need to see a therapist. And I don't want her to waste money.
Basicly, I'm ******** sick and tired of crying everyday, and getting made fun of for not being as happy as most people.
Can anyone help me?!
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Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 1:40 pm
-huggles-
just try to stay strong, i'm depressed right now too....damn ex boyfriend who i happen to still love.. stressed
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Posted: Thu Oct 19, 2006 11:18 am
DarkAngelOfLovelyNights I've been really depressed lately. Most of it is because I can't stand my apperance. I have acne, and I've started gaining weight rapidly. I'm not fat, I mean I'm 13, I'm 5'5, and I used to weigh 111 lbs. about 2 weeks ago, But now I weigh 116 lbs. And I'm don't think I'm fat I just think I need to lose a bit of weight. And I'm incredibly scared of getting fat.
Another reason why I think I'm depressed is because I'm not getting good grades anymore, and I don't have many friends. I used to get straight A's but now it's more like A's, and B's. I even got a C and a D once...but that was mid-terms. And I have one best friend. She is awesome. I love her to death. But I don't really have any other good friends.
I also get judged a lot just because of the way I dress. I wear a lot of black, and I have some clothes with skulls on them. NO, I am NOT gothic.
But my mom hates how I dress. And she's mad at me for wearing eyeliner that she thinks looks "slutty" ((It doesn't look Slutty at all...trust me.)) I don't even wear that much of it. I just put it on the inner rim of my eyes and she thinks it looks slutty. She also gets mad at me for spending every minute on my computer. But I can't help it. I don't exactly have a life outside of Gaia. I can actually have friends on Gaia, and people won't judge me.
Well anyways, I just can't stand being sad all the time. My friend and cousin my ex-boyfriend got mad at me about it. Because I cry a lot and my ex-boyfriend kinda made fun of me for it. I'm really glad I broke up with him. rolleyes And my cousin always says that I need to "lighten up." And that I'm no fun at all. But I can't help it. I mean, I try to fake being happy but that just makes me feel even worse. I just don't know what to do. I've thought about going to a therapist, but I can't ask my mom or anything. She would just tell me that I didn't need to see a therapist. And I don't want her to waste money.
Basicly, I'm ******** sick and tired of crying everyday, and getting made fun of for not being as happy as most people.
Can anyone help me?! .......wwtf its only 5 pounds. i was 140 at the end of the summer, then at teh begining of octtober. i was still 140. now im 175. you want to complain about weight gain get a real weight gain problem.
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