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A Mistake Called Love Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 4:52 pm
heart ~TOXIC's POETRY CORNER~ heart Hello, tis me Toxic. I like to write in my spare time about anything that comes to mind. Wither its love, hate, food or anything like that, one thing is for sure...
I sure hope you guys like to read 3nodding For all of you who do like to read, please enjoy... NOTE: Poetry may contain intense violence, language, and other oddities...
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Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 4:55 pm
=Love is the Closest=
The feeling inside, there's no name for it. It was quite a surprise, appearing when we met. As gentle as feathers, as strong as steal. The feeling for you, its hard to conceal.
No word to describe it, no right definition. Not even the dictionary has a solution. The problem I have, The word I can't find It's sealed in my heart, and locked in my mind.
It's not quite like, nor not so adore It's a strong pain to, though does not leave me sore. I can't call it longing, its not even close. But if I could find a word, love describes it most...
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A Mistake Called Love Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 1:28 pm
i like the poem but instead of love i would use something else i like the poem tho it is heart warming
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Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 9:11 pm
Fading away
I feel my soul fading away...Eating up my soul....Making me numb...Where is he...? Please don't go... I need you.... I must find you..... The nightmares of the past.... Are comming.... I need your warm embrace... I need.. Your love... I'll die to protect and save you... Maybe....Since I wasn't there for you...
Least I could do...Is die by your side And be with you.. Fading along with you in the Abyss.....
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Posted: Tue Sep 19, 2006 5:46 pm
Previous poems I made
Unwanted I am a girl who isn't wanted around. By who? Not by friends, not by family, not by you. Yes, you. Don't deny it. You know it's true. I am a girl who is only in the way. And thus, left astray. For the rest of the day. With loneliness, no longer afraid to stay locked away. I am a girl who thought you loved me. It turns out you'd be better off without me. Used to get tingles when I said "we". Used to think our love could grow taller than a tree. I am a girl who is oblivious. Isn't it obvious? Why couldn't I see? You didn't want me. You'll never want me. And that's the way it'll always be. 2nd Rate That is just great. I want you, and you know it. But you're taken, and have back up. I'll guess I'll just have to wait. I'm only second rate. You flirt and toy with my emotions Compliments and flattery. But I'm not on your list yet. I guess I'll have to wait. I'm only second rate. You flip flop wives. But will I ever have a turn? I guess I'll have to wait. I'm only second rate. Invisible I pour my heart out. And still, you don't care I feel like You can't see me anywhere Can't you see me? Can't you hear me? Calling out your name? Who is to blame? I am invisible No one notices No one cares Nobody's ever there I am invisible Side Trophy To me, You're my best friend My love interest My everything You're all I live for I'm addicted to you For you, I'm a friend A "playmate" A side trophy You don't need me Like I need you And I need something else... Attention! I don't want to sit and just look pretty I want your time Your heart Your love You have mine
Silence A silent scream wakes me from my sleep the scream was mine and I begin to weep Why does your face haunt me in every dream? why can't you be everything that you seem? Silent Tears fall from my eyes like silent rain falls from the sky Am I deaf? am I mute? fill me with life again by calling me cute Do to me what you used to do so once again I'll be in love with you I feel nothing anymore you made me numb you lied -- you don't love me I'm just your "chum" I give up I'll walk, not run the race to your heart is over, it's done! Rejection So this is what it feels like To be rejected Feeling so confused... Asking yourself questions: Why did I ever like him? Was I ever really in love? Why'd he choose her over me? If he didn't like me Then why'd he flatter me? Hug me? Kiss me? Love me? Why is he the one on my mind? Am I on his? Why did he lie? Why, why why? Rejection... Why I Hate Her Why do I hate her? Hm.. let's see Right by your side She'll always be Though I don't own you She took you from me When she's around Your heart has a fee She always exclaims "He's so sexy!" For the lock on your heart She has the key You look at her The way you used to look at me Why do I hate her? Gee... Let's see... Do I Know You? Do you know me? Because I don't know you You make me so weary You make me so blue You really don't act The way you used to Sure, just ignore me, ditch me See if I care! But when YOU need ME You know I'll be there I'll cheer you up by remembering The times we used to share To you I'll always be a friend Has it really Come to an end? Keep this up And it'll depend
You It’s you You’re there, beneath my eyes I know you’re there Yet you always surprise I tried to keep My feelings in disguise It hurts – my heart You terrorize You’re to blame For all the cries You’re the one Who always lies It doesn’t seem There are other guys It’s you I love And it’s you I despise
Song Lyrics - Brandy To Love Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta say to get to your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you into my world 'Cuz baby I can't sleep Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever...
Hell
My day are hell My life is hell Wanna know why? My love went Buh-bye I’m gonna kiss my life buh-bye Can life get any worse? Yes it can I try to find out things by force Everything I do just got worse I did something not on purpose But maybe I just don’t dereve this I want world peace! I get world destriction! I want my love! I get a cold touch, and a losse of trust and broken heartI want this to be a dream So that I can wake up in cold sweat And know that I still have a fincee and be in his arms in a sec! Why me? Why, why, why Please let this nightmare end! Before chaos destestion has place a vile thing which I would be send Am I a fool to belive in love? A fool to wait and not give up? Why? Because goddes of love and my hear will be my guide To the depths of my fate or my demise Will time tell Time is something that can be changed or not be changed Only time will tell of my fate Will I be happy? Will I be sad for the rest of my life? Will the happyness that me ful of joy and life come to me? Who knows, the time goddes does I asked of her She would not tell I asked for a clue She would not tell I asked if I changed time what would be it’s effect on the world Maybe god let me found him too soon… Tell me will go my way for once? Or will I be forced to live in something I didn’t wish for Maybe time would make me grow to be spencer and trust no one Maybe time will make my wish come true and trust who I care for Forget ‘A pale shaky hand Grabs a sharp object Sad, grey eyes look, Admire it, tiny fingers Feel the blade, tiny cuts form… Why? The shaken girl asks Why is it like this? Let me forget all of The hate, all of the sadness… Thick red juice seeps Out her wrist She can’t scream And if she did, No one would hear her… Why? She asks, sobbing Why me? The endless rain falls On my heart, making a scar… All the grey girl wants Is love…this scar Tells her no one will give it As she signs her name in blood She will never forget…’ Saying Good Bye Falling in love, saying goodbye With a vow that is the last heartbreak Even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind Will eventually blossom The summer rain that started to fall Gently streaked past my tears Images that resemble memories Autumn’s drama reruns Why have I suffered Almost the same blows, such countless times? But even so, I’ll probably fight again That is one of life’s mysteries Falling in love, giving in everything With a wish that this is the last heartbreak Even the cherry tree, swaying through time Will eventually blossom I wonder when I first realized that. But I’m prouder than anyone else that The days we spent together weren’t lies I’ve lived until now, But time flows in a different way. Just having met you, having loved you, even if we can’t share out thoughts, I will not forget you. Why, even if it hurts so much, I cannot think of anyone but you, And I want to be with you? I am accustomed to think of even Small things as happy memories. Even clichés and pointless words, If they’re said between us, Have meaning. Just having met you, having loved you, Just having shared our thoughts, from now for eternity… I think of you as proof that I live Without taking my eyes off the truth and reality Just having met you, having loved you, Even if I will never see you again, I will not forget. When you were about to say something… I’m sorry that I couldn’t listen To what you had to say. I honestly love you, but I don’t have enough courage… I hid my tears, knowing That we couldn’t go back again; We parted when I waved my hand and said, - "See you later" Just the way we always parted… It was easier than I thought To let go of the hand I was holding; But to hold it once again and let go Is much harder… I can’t smile without you I can’t say just one word. The wind is cold, Now, I am finally crying… I know that there’s no reason That I am the only one who is cold, But I think it’s too late… The distance between us is growing, Little by little, And keeping us apart… Does the flow of time Make us forget each other, Little by little? Goodbye, to the one who will never fade away… I couldn’t even say goodbye properly It’s over… Unclean "I have been surrounded by a body of water, They want to make me The freshest and the cleanest. They want to make me Feel pure and holy. But inside, I'm not sure if they can wash out The dirty and impure things I've done... Just maybe, Maybe my savior will rescue me Before they erase the person I am... With his kiss of true love, His words of kindness, And his mind and spirit. We shall come one together... Forever."
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