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A Mistake Called Love
Captain

PostPosted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 4:52 pm


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Hello, tis me Toxic. I like to write in my spare time about anything that comes to mind. Wither its love, hate, food or anything like that, one thing is for sure...

I sure hope you guys like to read 3nodding For all of you who do like to read, please enjoy...


NOTE: Poetry may contain intense violence, language, and other oddities...
PostPosted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 4:55 pm


=Love is the Closest=

The feeling inside, there's no name for it.
It was quite a surprise, appearing when we met.
As gentle as feathers, as strong as steal.
The feeling for you, its hard to conceal.

No word to describe it, no right definition.
Not even the dictionary has a solution.
The problem I have, The word I can't find
It's sealed in my heart, and locked in my mind.

It's not quite like, nor not so adore
It's a strong pain to, though does not leave me sore.
I can't call it longing, its not even close.
But if I could find a word, love describes it most...

A Mistake Called Love
Captain


Nebula Flare
Crew

PostPosted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 1:28 pm


i like the poem but instead of love i would use something else i like the poem tho it is heart warming
PostPosted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 9:11 pm


Fading away

I feel my soul fading away...Eating up my soul....Making me numb...Where is he...?
Please don't go...
I need you....
I must find you.....
The nightmares of the past....
Are comming....
I need your warm embrace...
I need..
Your love...
I'll die to protect and save you...
Maybe....Since I wasn't there for you...

Least I could do...Is die by your side
And be with you..
Fading along with you in the Abyss.....

Nesiko
Vice Captain


Nesiko
Vice Captain

PostPosted: Tue Sep 19, 2006 5:46 pm


Previous poems I made

Unwanted
I am a girl who isn't wanted around. By who?
Not by friends, not by family, not by you.
Yes, you.
Don't deny it. You know it's true.
I am a girl who is only in the way.
And thus, left astray.
For the rest of the day.
With loneliness, no longer afraid to stay locked away.
I am a girl who thought you loved me.
It turns out you'd be better off without me.
Used to get tingles when I said "we".
Used to think our love could grow taller than a tree.
I am a girl who is oblivious.
Isn't it obvious?
Why couldn't I see?
You didn't want me.
You'll never want me.
And that's the way it'll always be.
2nd Rate
That is just great.
I want you, and you know it.
But you're taken, and have back up.
I'll guess I'll just have to wait.
I'm only second rate.
You flirt and toy with my emotions
Compliments and flattery.
But I'm not on your list yet.
I guess I'll have to wait.
I'm only second rate.
You flip flop wives.
But will I ever have a turn?
I guess I'll have to wait.
I'm only second rate.
Invisible
I pour my heart out.
And still, you don't care
I feel like
You can't see me anywhere
Can't you see me?
Can't you hear me?
Calling out your name?
Who is to blame?
I am invisible
No one notices
No one cares
Nobody's ever there
I am invisible
Side Trophy
To me,
You're my best friend
My love interest
My everything
You're all I live for
I'm addicted to you
For you,
I'm a friend
A "playmate"
A side trophy
You don't need me
Like I need you
And I need something else...
Attention!
I don't want to sit and just look pretty
I want your time
Your heart
Your love
You have mine



Silence
A silent scream
wakes me from my sleep
the scream was mine
and I begin to weep
Why does your face
haunt me in every dream?
why can't you be everything
that you seem?
Silent Tears
fall from my eyes
like silent rain
falls from the sky
Am I deaf?
am I mute?
fill me with life again
by calling me cute
Do to me
what you used to do
so once again
I'll be in love with you
I feel nothing anymore
you made me numb
you lied -- you don't love me
I'm just your "chum"
I give up
I'll walk, not run
the race to your heart
is over, it's done!
Rejection
So this is what it feels like
To be rejected
Feeling so confused...
Asking yourself questions:
Why did I ever like him?
Was I ever really in love?
Why'd he choose her over me?
If he didn't like me
Then why'd he flatter me?
Hug me?
Kiss me?
Love me?
Why is he the one on my mind?
Am I on his?
Why did he lie?
Why, why why?
Rejection...
Why I Hate Her
Why do I hate her?
Hm.. let's see
Right by your side
She'll always be
Though I don't own you
She took you from me
When she's around
Your heart has a fee
She always exclaims
"He's so sexy!"
For the lock on your heart
She has the key
You look at her
The way you used to look at me
Why do I hate her?
Gee...
Let's see...
Do I Know You?
Do you know me?
Because I don't know you
You make me so weary
You make me so blue
You really don't act
The way you used to
Sure, just ignore me, ditch me
See if I care!
But when YOU need ME
You know I'll be there
I'll cheer you up by remembering
The times we used to share
To you
I'll always be a friend
Has it really
Come to an end?
Keep this up
And it'll depend



You
It’s you
You’re there, beneath my eyes
I know you’re there
Yet you always surprise
I tried to keep
My feelings in disguise
It hurts – my heart
You terrorize
You’re to blame
For all the cries
You’re the one
Who always lies
It doesn’t seem
There are other guys
It’s you I love
And it’s you I despise



Song Lyrics - Brandy
To Love
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever...


Hell


My day are hell
My life is hell
Wanna know why?
My love went Buh-bye
I’m gonna kiss my life buh-bye
Can life get any worse?
Yes it can
I try to find out things by force
Everything I do just got worse
I did something not on purpose
But maybe I just don’t dereve this
I want world peace!
I get world destriction!
I want my love!
I get a cold touch, and a losse of trust
and broken heartI want this to be a dream
So that I can wake up in cold sweat
And know that I still have a fincee and be in his arms in a sec!
Why me?
Why, why, why
Please let this nightmare end!
Before chaos destestion has place a vile thing which I would be send
Am I a fool to belive in love?
A fool to wait and not give up?
Why?
Because goddes of love and my hear will be my guide
To the depths of my fate or my demise

Will time tell
Time is something that can be changed or not be changed
Only time will tell of my fate
Will I be happy?
Will I be sad for the rest of my life?
Will the happyness that me ful of joy and life come to me?
Who knows, the time goddes does
I asked of her
She would not tell
I asked for a clue
She would not tell
I asked if I changed time what would be it’s effect on the world
Maybe god let me found him too soon…
Tell me will go my way for once?
Or will I be forced to live in something I didn’t wish for
Maybe time would make me grow to be spencer and trust no one
Maybe time will make my wish come true and trust who I care for

Forget
‘A pale shaky hand
Grabs a sharp object
Sad, grey eyes look,
Admire it, tiny fingers
Feel the blade, tiny cuts form…
Why? The shaken girl asks
Why is it like this?
Let me forget all of
The hate, all of the sadness…
Thick red juice seeps
Out her wrist
She can’t scream
And if she did,
No one would hear her…
Why? She asks, sobbing
Why me?
The endless rain falls
On my heart, making a scar…
All the grey girl wants
Is love…this scar
Tells her no one will give it
As she signs her name in blood
She will never forget…’

Saying Good Bye
Falling in love, saying goodbye
With a vow that is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind
Will eventually blossom
The summer rain that started to fall
Gently streaked past my tears
Images that resemble memories
Autumn’s drama reruns
Why have I suffered
Almost the same blows, such countless times?
But even so, I’ll probably fight again
That is one of life’s mysteries
Falling in love, giving in everything
With a wish that this is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying through time
Will eventually blossom
I wonder when I first realized that.
But I’m prouder than anyone else that
The days we spent together weren’t lies
I’ve lived until now,
But time flows in a different way.
Just having met you, having loved you,
even if we can’t share out thoughts,
I will not forget you.
Why, even if it hurts so much,
I cannot think of anyone but you,
And I want to be with you?
I am accustomed to think of even
Small things as happy memories.
Even clichés and pointless words,
If they’re said between us,
Have meaning.
Just having met you, having loved you,
Just having shared our thoughts, from now for eternity…
I think of you as proof that I live
Without taking my eyes off the truth and reality
Just having met you, having loved you,
Even if I will never see you again,
I will not forget.
When you were about to say something…
I’m sorry that I couldn’t listen
To what you had to say.
I honestly love you, but
I don’t have enough courage…
I hid my tears, knowing
That we couldn’t go back again;
We parted when I waved my hand and said, -
"See you later"
Just the way we always parted…
It was easier than I thought
To let go of the hand I was holding;
But to hold it once again and let go
Is much harder…
I can’t smile without you
I can’t say just one word.
The wind is cold,
Now, I am finally crying…
I know that there’s no reason
That I am the only one who is cold,
But I think it’s too late…
The distance between us is growing,
Little by little,
And keeping us apart…
Does the flow of time
Make us forget each other,
Little by little?
Goodbye, to the one who will never fade away…
I couldn’t even say goodbye properly
It’s over…

Unclean
"I have been surrounded by a body of water,
They want to make me
The freshest and the cleanest.
They want to make me
Feel pure and holy.
But inside,
I'm not sure if they can wash out
The dirty and impure things I've done...
Just maybe,
Maybe my savior will rescue me
Before they erase the person I am...
With his kiss of true love,
His words of kindness,
And his mind and spirit.
We shall come one together...
Forever."
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