[PRP] Big Brother...? (Hasidi/Taffy) Complete.

[Tisiphone]

Hasidi lay groggily on his back looking up at the sky, it was quite early in the day and the sky was still tinted red. "This has to be the most boring day in the world, maybe I'll go wandering?" the heat was unbearable and the thought of walking to much made his leg ache. It was quite human, a sign that it was going to rain that day or maybe into that night.

"Bored!" He grumbled shouting up at the sky.

He was trying his best not to think about his family, he didn't know where he stood after the new cub was born. She was awefully cute, but he was used to being the youngest?  

[Tisiphone]

"Babysitting?" an involintary shiver ran through Hasidi, "I don't think I'm cut out for that!" He looked up at Tafari smiling, his brother looked exhausted. "How about you take a place next to me and we can be lazy together?"

Hasidi smiled, he'd always liked his older brother, and wished they'd spent a lot more time together, living with him was different than actually spending time. "maybe if you were so introverted," he muttered to himself.

"You've been hunting? Catch anything? Would you take me with you next time?" Hasidi's mind switched to pictures of his brother and him hunting, and they were pushed away by the thought of his leg.  

[Tisiphone]

Hasidi perked up, "Really! Promise?" he rolled over looking at Tafair, "Promise I wont call you Taffy anymore! Only Tafair!" thoughts of being near his brother in a hunt excited him and he day dreamed about going out with a small hunting group.

"What do you think of the new little one..?" he shifted back on to his back uneasily. Was that wrong to ask? "I should go see mom and her more, huh?"
Tafari really needed to take a break, he was always eager to please others, but what about himself? Hasidi of course would never say anything, he respected and hoped one day he would have the same mentality, but all his mind was on these days were traveling and knowing where he came from.  

[Tisiphone]

Hasidi batted away Tafari's paws and looked over at him, sighing. "I met a cheetah a bit ago and spilled my soul to her, yeah it was really odd. But I think some of the things I told her I should tell you. Will you listen?" Hasidi didn't wait for a response, he started to spill his guts, " With the new one, Nephthys, I feel out of place, will mom still want me? Afterall, I'm not your blood. I mean I love you guys so much, and what if by having her, mom doesn't see a need for me. I know it's crazy."

Hasidi looked away, tears had started forming in the corner of his red eyes. He thought his alligations were stupid, so why did he feel that way? He knew Tisha loved him like a son. She hadn't given birth to him though, and that's something to think about, what if he did look like his mother, brother, and sister?

"it's stupid, nevermind. I'll go see her soon," his voice wavered and cracked as he spoke.  

[Tisiphone]

"It was a stupid thought, I just feel awkward that's all," he rolled back over pretending to smile, "You're a good big brother, and I'm sure that you're right. I'll go see mom later, and tell her about my thoughts, is that wise?"


"Feeling guilty for not doing some work?" He teased playfully, knowing Tafari was probably stewing over something he COULD be doing. "Oh I have another question, but that one's more embarrassing, would you still answer questions about girls?"

Tafari WAS an adult by technical standards, and a male that Hasidi could confide in so maybe he'd answer some of those embarrassing questions that had been stirring around in his little brain. Hasidi blew up trying to push the wannabe mane form his eyes.  

[Tisiphone]

"If you're uncomfortable tell me?" He smirked enjoying Tafari's discomfort, maybe he wasn't the right lion to ask his questions to? There really were no females their age in the pride, which left Hasidi wandering about them. He'd been thinking about the pink cheetah he met, she was beautiful to him and that was something he'd never thought girls to be.

"Umm...where do babies come from, and what is sex?" he asked bluntly, his cheeks burned but there was no indication he was such a dark color that the redness was lost in his fur. "Shouldn't ask..?"  

[Tisiphone]

Hasidi nodded his maned head as Tafari spoke, he knew that they came from mothers. "Another thing I'll have to ask someone else. Well..then why are there Daddies? Some lions have Dads, do they wish really hard too?" He peered at Tafari curiously, he probably wasn't the best choice to teach Hasidi about sex.

"How do you get a girl to like you? I met this really pretty girl and.." the heat burned deeper in his face. "I think she thinks I'm like a brother..?"
He was refering to the pink cheetah, who unbeknownst to him had already found a male suitable for her mate. "Have you ever girlfriend, Tafari?"  

[Tisiphone]

"I don't know either, man do I feel like a loser for asking. I bet you know and you're just not telling!" Hasidi tried to cheer him up, sensing the big lugs discomfort. He'd have to find another lion to ask these questions, asking a girl would be extremely awkward, epsecially his mom!

"There are no girls our age in the pride, that's all. I bet if we were anywhere else you'd be pushing the ladies away. You're very handsome you know," the red lion ruffled the larger lion's full mane. It wasn't a mocking gesture, but he could see how it would be taken that way.
"Do you think there will ever be older girls in the Kusini lands?"