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Aletea
Vice Captain

Wheezing Elocutionist

PostPosted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 12:54 am


((Nae and I did a yim rp - and as we're counting this as 'canon', we decided to post it here. Enjoy! heart ))
aletea
Hadrian had begun feeling more confident as a few days passed, and Thorn didn't reappear. He began thinking that maybe he really had succeeded in driving the other man away - and that was definintly a happy thought.

But there were other things on his mind that were distracting from that 'happy' thought.

That night...he still couldn't believe that he /did/ that. Said those things.

So he did what he always did in these situations: worked. And right now, he was on an inpromtu work break to get a snack. And when he returned to his office, he was holding a bag of chips.

/Fantastic/ choice for lunch, you know.


naeodin
Thorn amused himself by looking inside Marc's home... again. He knew the man must come in occasionally, or had hired help to do so. Because things were clean, and whatever he used, ated, discarded was always promptly replaced. It fascinated him, the workings of a domestic home- because it wasn't as if he was familiar with it.

Thorn was helped himself to some of Marc's silk hankerchiefs. The kind that were supposed to be folded in fashion, and tucked inside the breast pocket. They were one of a kind limited edition pieces Thorn himself had bought for the dark man, and so he didn't feel any guilt in borrowing them for the night. After all, it wasn't as if Marc had anything to attend. Really. And he entertained himself in other ways as well, pulling out the condiments to a rough sandwhich before remembering a certain mage.

And Thorn was certain that Hadrian hadn't eaten lunch yet. Because the man hardly, if ever seemed to eat anything. It was decisions like this that led to his kind, considerate actions.

Of Thorn carrying two sandwhichs down to Hadrian's apartment. And then when he wasn't in there, to the office

Holding them in one hand and knocking on the door, Thorn smirked.

“Honey, I bought you lunch.” he called out with a laugh.


Aletea
Nevermind, he had spoken too soon. There he was - it was too much to hope for that Thorn just wouldn't come back he supposed.

"I'm not eating that."

Honest answer, as Hadrian had no intention of being manipulated into spending more time with the other man; even if he should eat something other then chips. It wasn't exactly healthy.

"And if you don't want a repeat of last time, you'll leave."

He was referring to the apartment and Thorns.../graceful/ exit.


naeodin
Thorn paused. “But I prepared it just for you.” he said, pouting. Why was he in such a good mood? Well. No one really wants the answer to that. So Thorn tossed a sandwhich towards the desk, deciding that even if he missed, it would still land on the desk... somewhere. Maybe. Hopefully. Thorn couldn’t remember the last time he had thrown something.

“You mean, the part where we had sex, the part where you told me you loved me, or the part where we woke up in your bed together?”

The man was indeed, playful. But it was a dangerous, taunting kind. With words that seemed to suggest... no, state, that it was only the beginning. Because he walked in, keeping wary eyes on the mage’s hands.

Since he remembered that part too.


Aletea
The sandwich landed on the desk, but Hadrian ignored it. No, his eyes were on Thorn - wary. And at those words, the mage rose to his feet with a look of anger. And some embaressment underneath it (/why/ did he have to keep mentioning what he had said?), but he hid that as well as he could.

"The part where you went sprawling outside my door."

Chilly words. But then, his words were always either overloaded with emotion or frigid around this man. His hands tensed as he spoke next, but he didn't yet make any motions with them. He had grown confident - which perhaps wasn't the most intelligent thing.

"Leave."


naeodin
Thorn moved quickly then. He was used to this- a man who dealt in drugs had to have some amount of finess, for survival. So tossed his sandwhich next to Hadrian’s, he walked to close to gap between them and moved to yank one of the man’s hands away. Because if he remembered, he had used both. (And if it turned out Hadrian needed only one? Well. He’d do better later.)

“Don’t get cocky, Hadrian.” he said, his words softer, the attempt at humor leaving his eyes and darkening them. He was amused, but he wasn’t that amused. “Don’t tell me what to do.”

And then, the humor came back. “Unless you’re telling me what to do.” he added heavy meaning to the words this them, inflecting them just a bit with a smile.


Aletea
Narrowing his eyes and covering up his unease with anger, a bit of Hadrian's certainty that he could get rid of Thorn was shaken. He was still confident that he could - just that he would need to do it as soon as he saw the man, rather then waiting around and giving him a warning. Because warning's only gave Thorn time to take his advantage away.

His hand being trapped - whenever his hands or even just one hand was trapped, it made him nervous. And when the person trapping it was Thorn -

Well, his reaction was understandable.

"I'm /telling/ you to leave."

A glare, and that was the only warning Thorn got before Hadrian decided to play a bit...dirtier. In other words, his knee was aimed somewhere quite sensetive. Most of the time he'd sympathize and not do such a thing - but he was nervous enough about being trapped like that, that he didn't care.


naeodin
God DAMN IT! Thorn cursed, snarling as his face moved a little bit closer. That hurt! And while he did bunch over, his grip on the wrist only tightened. As if he’d led the man go with what had just happened. Using more force, he shifted the man against ((...the wall? the desk?)) and used his knee this time, to keep him in place. Held against Hadrian’s legs at a slight angle, it bumped the man just a little bit higher than the crotch. Because Thorn was too much of a testosterone filled creature to give the same back. Not yet.

“Hadrian.” he said grimly, cursing and feeling quite as if maybe, maybe the next time he should wear protection. “That ******** hurt.”

Well, of course it did. But it didn’t mean Thorn would let go. No. It only meant he was angrier.


Aletea
That had /not/ worked the way Hadrian wanted it to. Thorn was supposed to let go! Not tighten his grip, or shove him against the wall...and in the face of seeing Thorn look even more angry - well, it was a bit frightening. And his eyes were glittering with anger - one of the obvious signs that he was afraid. He had the worrysome feeling that what he had just done was the equivalent of hitting a wasps nest.

"Then leave. Go find someone who isn't going to do that given the opportunity. Or I'll just do it again, the moment I'm able."

Or use his magic. It all depended on whether it was hand or leg that was free, though both were trapped at this time.

And while he would as soon as able - he was also afraid because he currently /wasn't/ able. He was trapped, and while he wasn't struggling, his expression made it clear that should Thorn try anything, he wasn't going to just stand there against the wall.


naeodin
Thorn smiled. His grip tightened at the thought, but it was one of expectation. “If you like to fight.” he said easily enough. “It’s fine with me. I like it when they fight.” They. Impersonal, dehumanizing, and he was looking at Hadrian with eyes that clearly let him know he wasn’t unhuman. But neither was he special. Thorn’s gaze saw the mage as a toy. As an experiment. Because maybe it was scarier, knowing one was an object insetad of a person.

“But Darling.” he said, his words purring out as he whispered against Hadrian’s ear. His lips just hesitated over the earlobe, and he sighed, sending a soft gust of air out in the exhale. “I have so much fun when you try to fight.”

Scarier words in the human language? Probably not, when faced with a man who would do anything to possess and then break your soul, a moment at a time.


Aletea
Hadrian couldn't restrain the shudder at seeing those eyes, at that breath on his ear. And the fear was growing strong enough that it was visible even behind those layers of anger, fear at what Thorn was planning. At how close they were...and yes, those words were terrifying. Some of the most terrifying words Hadrian could recall, when directed at him.

'try'...not suceed, just when he 'tried'.

Shifting his body away from Thorn, or at least his head if he could manage it, Hadrian began to run through ideas in his head. Ways to get Thorn away from him, things to say that would make him leave - but he couldn't think of anything that would /work/.

"I won't be 'trying'. It'll be success, when you're out that door."

Big words, but could he back them up?

Probably not.


naeodin
Thorn hesitated anyways. He didn’t know much about mages- maybe he had something like that as a staff member, but magic wasn’t something he focused a lot of his time on. And so he had no idea of Hadrian was bluffing or not. Pausing, he hand went immediatly to the other wrist, holding it in place while his leg shifted. HIs knee rested just above the hallow of Hadrian’s crotch, with a slight pressure at the end. If Hadrian decided to kick him again- and hopefully, it wouldn’t come down to that- he could hold the man back.

Well. He hoped it would work anyways.

“It will be.” he said, agreeing as if he hadn’t just moved to defend himself. “But how will you do it, Hadrian?” he asked, purring. “Will you make me fly?”


Aletea
Maybe if he could just keep the man talking long enough - nothing would happen? Though hoping that someone would wander by wasn't likely. Because no one came down here, unless they were looking for Hadrian...and it was rare that people looked for him at work. Maybe he could just...well, bluff his way out of it? Not likely, but he could try.

"Somehow, it sounds more satisfying to knock you into the dirt."

Wood. Tiles. Whatever the floor was.

"Let me go, Thorn."

A warning tone, but there was a hint of something else in it, too - something that, if Thorn should realize what it was, would call his bluff. Fear, trembling in the back of his voice. Fear because his hands were caught, and while he could still fight - it wouldn't be as easy. Or as likely for him succeed.


naeodin
Thorn paused. “No.” He said, simply. He watched the emotions on the mage’s face, watched the eyes, the pupils especially, looking for any hint of a change, a warning to let him know when the man would attack. Because while Thorn knew Hadrian couldn’t be too successful without hurting himself, he also knew that maybe, just maybe, the man might try it anyways.

And another part of him was busy looking for a sign. Was it a bluff? Or was the man serious? How would he manage to pull himself out of something like this?

Because Thorn was, excited by this. The power play between weak and strong, dominant and dominated. He wanted to know what would happen next. If it would be in his advantage, or not.

“Words, Hadrian.” he chided. They were only words.


Aletea
They were only words. Hadrian clenched his jaw as Thorn called the bluff - because now would be the time to act on them. If he /could/, anyway. Which he couldn't. But that didn't mean that he still couldn't fight - even if he knew he was in for pain, if he could get his hands free...if he could get his hands free, it would be worth it.

If. Such a frustrating word, it was.

There was a flicker in his eyes, as if the man was steeling himself for something - and that was the only warning Thorn got before Hadrian attacked. Well, as much as person shoved against the wall, hands trapped, and with a knee right above his crotch could fight. Essentially, he went from stiff but not resisting, to kicking, struggling with his hands, his body - every bit of himself that he could.


naeodin
((*yawns* I go sleep soon ^^))

Thorn reacted. He moved back, taking a step with the foot firmly on the ground and unbalanced himself. To gain it back, he used his other knee to step down, shoving Hadrian with more force than he had intended. The hands were harder. His moved with them, slightly, trying to hold the back, to hold them... somehow. Letting go of one could lead to the other attacking him, and letting go of both of them...

Well, Thorn was in no mood to repeat that incidence with the magic.

“Stay still!” the words were ironic, but they flew out of his mouth with frustration, giving everything he could to hold him down, to contorl him- since the mage was giving him every bit of himself too.

“Hadrian.”


Aletea
Hadrian wasn't giving up so easily, even with the force that was used to shove him back. If he got a few bruises - well, if he could get Thorn away, it would be worth it. He kept up his struggling, not listening to those words - but even then...well, in a challenge purely based on physical strength, he would eventually lose. He would tire before Thorn, get beaten before Thorn.

But he didn't need to win this challenge - just get a hand free. Both hands.

"Let go!"

That was shouted, the voice filled with anger. And for once, he found himself wishing that he had learned the other branch - the one where you focused through your voice. Because he wouldn't have /any/ problem with that, right now.


naeodin
Thorn paused. And his smile was slightly rueful as he looked down at the mage. Would he never learn? Even Thorn knew inside that should he stop fighting, should he decide to give in and enjoy everything, maybe he would tire faster. But that frame of mind didn't seem to work for the foolish mage. So he said, lightly.

"You don't seem to know much about fighting."

Because he meant it, truly. And with that, he shoved Hadrian on the ground, pressing low with his knee for just a fraction longer than needed.

"Do you know anything, mage?" he asked, but didn't wait for an answer. "You don't, outside this project."


Aletea
It was a surprised gasp that escaped from Hadrian's lips as Thorn knocked him to the ground, cringing away as the knee pressed down painfully. It /hurt/ and now, he felt even more trapped then before. At least when he was against the wall, he could use that to support himself, to push off against - but with gravity also working with Thorn, he wouldn't be able to get struggle as well.

Not that he was still struggling. He had frozen when the other man let his knee 'slip'.

Did he know anything?

That question and the answer - it angered him. And had it come from anyone else, he would have felt hurt. But he pushed away that hurt with Thorn, trying to tell himself that the man only had one thing in mind. That what he said couldn't be trusted. And alongside that hurt that he pushed away, he /tried/ to push away the steadily increasing fear.

"You don't have the slightest idea of who I am, or what I know."

Albeit, most of what he knew wasn't exactly 'street smarts'. He was intelligent - just not in matters such as fighting, or deception.


naeodin
Thorn laughed. He pushed himself onto the mage, partially because it was easier this way- the balance, the percision, it was hard when your opponent wanted to fight. So Thorn used his weight to keep him down-- and while something else, something more sexual did flit by, he was busy trying to sort something else out too.

"It doesn't matter." he said, silently laughing with a slight shake of his shoulders. How delightful! His prey woudl fight him in everything, wouldn't he? "You don't know the first thing about getting rid of someone." Not at all.

Even Haki was better, really. But he decided not to say this, since he didn't like to use children. Well. Not really. Unless you meant plotting their future and getting them to work for you. So he lay there, turning his head so that it was next to Hadrian's, instead of infront. He stared at the profile, the nose, the cheek, and laughed again, a soft gust of air against flesh. "You're like a toy, Hadrian." he said, purring the words out.

"If it wasn't me, someone else would have tried to break you too."

Well. Maybe none of the guardians here-- he had never seen a group with less inclination for sadism. But soon, later, in the future. "At least I'm good at it" he mused, and laughed.


aletea


A flinch and Hadrian jerked his headaway - or tried to, at least. A toy?

"I'm not a /toy/!"

He sounded appalled by the suggestion, upset by it. So that was what Thorn saw him as. It offended him more then anything else that the other man could have seen it as - because it suggested that he wasn't human, merely something that existed only for another's pleasure. For Thorn's pleasure.

The slightest idea of it sickened him.

"..and not everyone is a monster."

'like you', were the unfinished parts of that sentance, as Hadrian turned his head to look in the direction opposite of Thorn. And it was true, he knew it was - people like Thorn...he'd never met someone like Thorn before. And while he hadn't had much exposure to this world, surely it couldn't be /that/ much different?

But..none of the guardians were like that. Marc wasn't.


naeodin
Thorn smiled. Almost, almost, it was as if he had nestled against the mage, if you ignored the hands, the movements, and the sheer weight. And almost, almost, Thorn was comfortable. If it wasn't for the pressure he had to use to keep the mage in place. "Hadrian." he said, a tone that was just slightly condescending. "You are a toy. And when you realize that, life might be easier for you too." so matter of fact, as if he was telling a child the necessity of school, or bathing. "You're _my_ toy." he drawled, emphasizing the words. "And you will be, until someone else decides they want you more."

Because it helped unnerve him, (Thorn didn't understand why, he was good at this stuff!) he nibbled on the mage's jaw.

“There are more monsters than you think.” and because it was hard not to pull Marc’s name into the play, he added. “How do you think Marc makes so much money? He works with them on a daily basis. This world is full of people like me, Hadrian.” he said, smirking. “The sooner you realize that, the sooner you’ll decide I’m the lesser of the evils.” Because Thorn cared, didn’t he? Kind of.


Aletea
Shuddering, at both the words and Thorn actions, Hadrian kept his face turned away. And to his shame, found that he was blinking back tears. Why was he so near to crying...?

Probably because it hurt, to realize that someone thought you only a toy - even if it was someone he hated. It hurt to realize that he was considered only a possession, a play-thing.

Marc...

When he spoke again, his voice was tight with restrained emotion. Restrained tears.

"You and he work in a world within a world - one that's intermixed with the rest of it, but not all of it. While there are people like you everywhere, there are more good people then people like /you/."


naeodin
Thorn smiled. Was he shudered? Quiet, he whispered the words right nxt to his ears. “Child.” he said, his words mocking, condescending as he laughed. “You truly are a child. Don’t you know the way the world works?” he bit then, at Hadrian’s neck. Not hard, but the hallow there with enough force to leave imprints.

As if he had to press it in, the fact that no one, no one was perfect and the world wasn’t full of good people.

“Once you realize the truth.” he said, happy. Satisfied. Who knew tormenting someone could be as good as sex? “Come crying to me. I’ll make you all better.”

Really, how could a man Hadrian’s age be so naive? It bothered Thorn in a protective way- that is, what if someone else tried to take him too?


Aletea
"I'll /never/ go crying to you."

However ashamed he would be to admit it, Hadrian was cringing away from Thorn. Those words, the bite...it all just increased his own shame, hurt - fear. Thorn was too close, far far too close. Those teeth against his skin - that frightened him in a way he hadn't thought it would, a way that was unexpected. After all, the man had already slept with him - what worse could he do?

That alone was telling at how innocent he was.

"No matter what you say..." No matter how much his head and heart argued about it..."There are good people. I know good people, and I'd go crying to them /long/ before I would ever run to you."

Natalie, Dacian - ...even Marc. He'd run to them before he would ever flee to Thorn for comfort, before he would ever flee to a man who hurt him this much. Even if he was nervous around Marc, even if Natalie and Dacian wouldn't truly understand...they were better then Thorn.

Was he crying? Damn.


naeodin
Thorn watched him cry, and he delighted in it. He licked the tears off one of his cheeks, laughing as he did so. Perverse? Hmmm. What would you say? So he laughed, shaking with laughter as if Hadrian had made the biggest joke in the century. Because to Thorn, what he had said did count as a joke.

“Hadrian.” he said. “You sound like a martyr.” and he did. How many times had Thorn seen people protest about the good of the people, and die for it?

Well, Thorn had done that to a lot of the naive population as well, stripping them of their lives until nothing remained. So he understand that stupidity was contagious. “You’ll come running to me, when you need me to fix something.” he said, whispering. It was kind of a bluff- because Hadrian couldn’t really call him on it, could he?

“And when you do...” he smirked, and nodded his head. Well. Did he need to finish the sentence?


Aletea
Squeezing his eyes shut, as if he could block out the words, block out the feel of Thorn /licking/ his cheek. It was disturbing, frightening. And somehow, Thorn managed to sound so - confident. As if what he was saying was the truth. And if it was -

Well, that possibility scared him even more then what Thorn might do to him.

"...please, just leave me alone."

Whispered out, and it was said in such a way that suggested he didn't expect to receive a good answer. No blocks or walls to hide his emotions - the turmoil, the pain, fear...it was all audible in those few words. And like so many times before, it sounded /almost/ defeated. Almost broken.

But not fully, no. As much as Hadrian cracked and bent - it would take something far more violent, far more painful, to truly break him.


naeodin
Thorn paused, and smiled. He would, now. There was something that Thorn wasn’t satisfied with, something more he wanted to do. But he didn’t think this was the moment yet. And like all sadists, he knew a better, more dramatic moment would arrive in the future when he could truly break Hadrian, and own him.

Well, hopefully.

“All you have to do is ask nicely.” he quipped. It was a lie- he wouldn’t listen to the mage in this fashion again, not really. But the man was broken enough. Tears, and the tone of voice was enough that he patted the mage on the cheek and sprang away.

Literally. He didn’t want to be around when the mage had both of his hands.


Aletea
Hadrian flinched away from the pat, and felt an odd sense of gratitude towards Thorn, for the man actually listening to him and leaving. A moment later that was followed by horror that he even had the slightest feeling of gratitude towards Thorn, that he was thankful for /anything/ from him. And even though if Thorn had leapt away mere minutes beforehand he would have instantly been shifting his hands into position -

Now, he just let him leave.

He lay there on the floor for a few more moments, before raising himself up with an almost absentminded realization that he was going to have some bruises where the other man had gripped him. But that was only a vague realization, as the mage felt strangely numb. And, staring down at his desk, he realized he was shaking.
PostPosted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 12:39 am


((And another one!))

Naeodin
Thorn was nervous today. A little bit, because while he was used to playing the role of the pretender, the philanthropist, this group was a hardy bunch. To say that such an optimistic organization could be run by a council of the one gaia's more cynical people should have been a contradiction. But it wasn't. So he was trying his hardest today, gleaming, shining with charm and dignity. He seemed like the perfect gentleman, the perfect candidate for such a spirited role. For Thorn was here to wrest control of the cancer foundation that could expand his own empire. What better way to distribute drugs, but other a charity organization? The suckers wouldn't know what had hit them So he was nervous, and it showed, slightly. The smile that was slightly too charming, the resteraunt that was too chic. But Thorn wanted everything to go well. For if it did... he could earn millions. Billions. And anyone who knows Thorn knows he's motivated by one thing in life. Himself. "Well, gentlemen." he said, flashing a smile and acknowleding the sole lady. There were four of them, five, including himself. And as the dessert course rolled around, he nodded. "It was a pleasure meeting with you." he had spoken, and they had spoken of the project, the aims, the goals-- and it was truly a lovely thing. So full of potential, of light. Of help, and the saving of lives. For now, at least. Just then, a man came with a discreet cough, calling Thorn away from the group. A phonecall, he said. An important one. So Thorn smiled, nodding his head. "Please excuse me." he said, smiling. And got up.
Surely, nothing could happen in the next five minutes. And besides, maybe this would give them a chance to talk about him.


Aletea
It had been yet another few days since his last encounter with Thorn, and Hadrian had decided to get out of the compound for a bit. And so he had decided to go to a restaurant for lunch - but not alone, of course. He brought Ismet. Though really - the child was suspicious enough already. Bruises on his wrists that remarkably resembled the grip of a hand, working non-stop, and then randomly taking the boy out to lunch. Who /wouldn't/ be suspicious? But Hadrian had managed to evade answering any of those questions up until their food had arrived. It was a while into eating when he finally noticed what group was beside them. And it was with a disturbed feeling, that he realized who they were - and that they were with /Thorn/. It didn't take long of eavedropping to realize what was going on. So as Thorn went off to make a phone call, Hadrian turned around in his seat to speak to the people. Their own check had just arrived, but he hadn't paid it yet. "...you'll want to be careful with that one. He's not all that he is on the surface."


Naeodin
The woman turned. She had been secretly admiring the boy, wondering where he was from. He was so beautiful- her husband was a painter, so she usually noticed unusual subjects. Sometimes they were models, and she could convince them to sit for a portrait for her husband. "I beg your pardon?" her voice was soft, polite as she watched the man. "Thorn? Do you know him?"
The man who had been next to her turned too, curious. Because what kind of human would willingly interrupt another's conversation? Besides, couldn't he tell this was about business? "No one is" he said heartily. He was older, larger, and he laughed. "But he does have rather perfect qualitfications."


Aletea
""Yes, and I wish I didn't." Oh, he knew Thorn alright. And even though Ismet was giving him a look that suggested he was insane, he continued speaking; he needed to warn these people. If they were seeing Thorn as a potential person to join them for a /charity/ - he couldn't let that happen. "You should be wary of those 'perfect' qualifications. Take a closer look at his activities, how he gets his money, and you might see that he isn't exactly the sort of person that should be allowed access to a charity. If he's interested in your organization, it isn't a good thing." And while he didn't know what Thorn had planned, he knew that it couldn't be good. Thorn wasn't the sort of person to join a charity out of the goodness of his heart.


Naeodin
It was the large man who frowned. "Son." he said, taking a condescending note. "We've done a thorough background check. We understand he deals with pharmeceuticals, and it's not such a bad thing although he does deal in some drugs that are not government approved." The woman nodded, laughing. "He is rich, and very influential, and he does have very good ideas to head our project with." she shared a look of bemusement. "He seems like a very nice man, no matter what his business qualifications." They were under estimating him, then. “And how do you know him?” another man interupted, albeight a bit rudely.


Aletea
"He's the boss of someone I know." Rubbing his forehead tiredly, he spoke again. Why did these people have to be so difficult? Why couldn't they just take his word for it? Probably because they were intelligent, but still. "Thorn's 'pharmaceutical's...maybe they look clean on the cover, but they're not exactly what I'd call 'legal' once you take a deeper look." He thought? It was either drugs or weapons, he didn't know for sure. But he was taking a leap there, and basing it off of what the company actually was; if he was claiming legal medicine, he bet it was drugs. Which meant that Marc...was no better then a drug dealer. He wasn't sure if he was more content with that or the idea of weapons smuggling. "A lot of people have been hurt badly by this man. At least take the time to think about this, and what I've said, before you decide." The waiter had already come by, and Ismet had paid - Hadrian's wallet was sitting on the table, so he figured he may as well. Then the man and boy stood up, clearly intending to leave then.


Naeodin
The woman paused, tilting her head. It was on the tip of her tongue to say something, anything, but she hesitated. “Who are you?” she asked, uncertainly. Because the large man was speaking to the other two with a note of graveness. Maybe, although this was a stranger, Thorn did have to be checked out in more detail It was different, what you found out from a person you presumed to be innocent and a person you presumed to be guilty. “Thank you for this... advice.” the fat man said, nodding his head with a slight gleam in to his eyes. He had noticed the child too this time. “I hope your warnings will be for naught, but...” he trailed off


Aletea
It was late evening, but Hadrian had already headed home. In fact, he felt suitably tired that he thought he could sleep at a decent time - perhaps it was the feeling of actually having /done/ something? Those people....he just hoped they had listened. But he had done all he could, so he felt almost proud. Because of once, his knowledge of Thorn may have helped someone. It had taken a while to get rid of Ismet - the boy kept demanding to know who Thorn was, how he knew him...and eventually he had shared a bit. At least it had been enough to get the boy to go 'home' - Dacians, this evening. As comfortable as Hadrian felt, it never occurred to him that he could have a visiter that night. Never occurred to him, to lock the door.


Naeodin
It was late. Later, but didn’t deter the other man. Quiet fury had been building slowly, but it was worse than the type of rage that could snap like a whip. Because it burned longer, harder, hotter, and when Thorn slammed open the door, the sound only seemed to emphasize what the man was feeling. Since really, what else could he be felling but pure, unadultered fury? "Hadrian." He didn't check to see if anyone else was in the room. If the room was empty. It wasn an apartment, and he didn't bother to flick on the lights either. It had been sufficiently dark enough outside and it took only a few seconds for his eyes to adjust- adjust enough, that whatever furniture lay in the room he could see. "You've been talking to people about me." Such simple, calm words. Because his voice was calm. If quiet, was considered calm. It didn't shake either, but there was strength behind it, the barest suppression of a snarl as if he was more animal than man.


Aletea
Hadrian spun around as the door slammed open and then shut, his heart pounding as it did so. And as he saw Thorn, heard those words - he felt fear rise within himself. What had he thought, that Thorn would simply go on his merry way if those people took his advice? This was /Thorn/. And that just made him even more nervous. But...at least this was a sign that they had taken his advice, hadn't trusted the other man. "I merely kept them from making a mistake." Why wasn't he running? This was not safe, not good. "And get out of my home, Thorn." His voice remained steady, calm - even if he was utterly terrified on the inside. His hands were tensing, preparing to use more force to get the man out - and this time, he was going to remember to /lock/ the damned door.


Naeodin
Thorn didn't wait to respond. He didn't wait to laugh, to threaten the mage, to promise him that he would pay for it. No, he moved, swift quickly, towards the direction of the sound and struck out with his left hand in the form of a fist- he was right handed, and this, the fact that he was using the hand that he didn't need to use, showed just what his plans were. He moved for a hit, throwing his body weight into it in a curve. And it was only when he had followed through with the action, that he snarled. “Do not play games with me, Hadrian.”


Aletea
Hadrian didn't have any time to react, any time to gesture, before the hit connected. All of Thorn's body weight thrown into it - well, it was no surprise that the mage went stumbling backwards, and crashed into the wall. The shock of the punch, the pain, was enough that thoughts of magic flew out the window as he reached up to tremblingly wipe at his lip. Which was now a bloody lip. This Thorn...this Thorn was different then normal, more violent. And even though he found himself even more frightened of this Thorn, he spoke, his mouth not listening to his brain when it was told to shut up. "Stop playing games with /me/, and maybe you won't get those tables turned so often." While he voice was steady, though angered, inwardly he was panicking. What was he /doing/? Why was he baiting Thorn?


Naeodin
Thorn snarled then. He was logical- enough. He knew better than to hurt him too hard, to cripple him. But that was as far as his logic went. Throwing another punch this time in order to slam the mage into the wall, to hold him by the collar and throw him against the unweiling barrier. It seemed ironic that a wall he had been forced again was now suffering the same effects with a different man. With more impact. Holding him, there was no thought of sex. No thought of amusement that this man was fighting back, no thought that this was what they had come down to. He reacted, and at the words, the insolent, cocky words, he threw another punch at his face. Closer, now. So close to each other, aiming for the cheek. He had once had his cheek shattered before. Thorn didn't think he was capable of that much damage, but he knew it hurt like a son of a b***h. “Don’t be so stupid.”


Aletea
Thrown and held against the wall, thoughts of anything except getting away went out of his mind. He was panicking; Thorn had never hurt him before, not actually /fought/ like this - he didn't know how to get the man to stop. So he he didn't think, just acted. The second punch connected, and the pain that blossomed in his face - from his lip, his cheek - spurred him into action rather then just letting the other man beat on him. And still, even though his hands were free, magic was not what occurred to him; no, in a fight like this, it was instinct to resort to more natural tactics. Directing a punch towards the other mans midsection, Hadrian began his struggling - kicking, clawing, hitting - with as much force as he could. How much of it connected, well, who knew?
He didn't speak. What would the point be, except to anger the other man even more?


Naeodin
Thorn managed to avoid some. The ones that were directed at his face, he leaned away, ducking, moving from side to side. But the fact that he was using his weight to pin the man meant that he did end up with bruises. With scratches, and he knew that tomorrow, he would probably have some explaining to do. But he wouldn’t be the only one. He held on, he went through the pain long enough to shift his grasp on the mage and throw him on the floor. It was no easy business to have a man fight him, but it was a trick, shifting your weight and putting everything you had into the pivot of your feet until the object had no choice but to be thrown. Thorn had enough sense to make sure that he didn’t aim towards the tables, the couch. To have the head hit somewhere crucial would mean the end of the games, and he was far from finished. He didn’t order the man to stop fighting either. He threw, giving everything he had and cursing at the pain that seemed to increase threefold in his face. The man could fight- he wasn’t experienced, but at so close an encounter, who needed to know how to fight to manage to hurt someone? As he threw Hadrian down, he knelt on him immediatly, straddling his chest and forming his hands into a ‘V’, aimed towards the throat in a choking grip.


Aletea
Any sense that Hadrian was suceeding in any way disappeared as he was shifted and thrown to the ground. For a moment he was stunned - and that moment was when Thorn was on him, hands at his throat. Instantly, the hits from his side stopped - because his hands were on Thorn's wrists, trying his best to remove them. Panic was blossoming, even more so then the fear - because even with as angry as the other man was, he hadn't thought it would go this far - hadn't thought it would get to the point where he could get killed. And hands on his throat... Well, they were both going to have a lot of explaining to do, later. Hadrian had /already/ had to do some fast talking to explain the bruises on his wrists - but this. This was obviously a fight. But he wasn't thinking of explanations right now, no; he was too busy struggling with those hands.


Naeodin
Thorn was panting. His breathing came in short, harsh noises as he held him down, waiting for just a second, waiting for the moment when the hands beating at his own would grow frantic enough to let him know the situation was desperate. Until then, he was going to hand on. When he knew the man’s strength was falling, when he felt satisfied with the damage he had caused- then, and only then would he remove the hands he had around the man’s neck. Because otherwise he would just want to hit him more. Otherwise, he would be unsatisfied.


Aletea
It didn't take long for Hadrian to grow more frantic. He couldn't breath, he could feel himself becoming fuzzier. It was /painful/, not being able to breath - and that pain just caused him even more panic. His hands struggling with Thorn's, his thrashing - it was all becoming more frantic. Yet at the same time, it was also becomming weaker, with less force behind his actions. The mage's eyes were glued onto Thorn's, as if pleading silently for the man to stop - and the fear in them was all to clear. Fear, pain, and lack of oxygen.


Naeodin
Thorn had grown calmer, then. His breathing had returned to normal and sanity returned to his as he watched. It was easy enough, watching, and when the hands grew frantic, he lessened to weight. But he kept his hands there, a loose shackle that could barely be called a grip. More like a resting place. “Don’t, ever do that again.” he said quietly. “Don’t interfere in my business. Don’t go around telling people about me, about what I do. Business and personal.” he smiled, but it wasn’t a nice smile at all. A left over from what had happened before, and it was nasty. “Don’t spread your little tales Hadrian, or go to your friends for support. I don’t want to be threatened by my colleagues or see fear and defense in the eyes of the other guardians. Don’t mess with me.” his eyes spoke, his tone of voice spoke, and his drummed a little pattern onto the throat. “Because next time, it’s going to be worse. And I’m not going to leave any bruises either. Remember that.”


Aletea
Air - It was with a sense of desperate ness that he gulped in the air, fighting back coughs that tried to escape - and a few of them succeeded. But he didn't pull away, or remove his hands from Thorn's - because they were still there, on his throat. Just not clenching. And as the man spoke, Hadrian was shaking. From the lack of air, from fear, from pain - he didn't know from what. He just knew that at this moment, he was more terrified of Thorn then he had ever been of anyone. But he didn't speak in response to the words. Just gave a trembling nod, feeling as it the words would get caught in his throat if he tried to speak. Because they likely would - or at the very least, it would be painful to speak. Strangling tended to make you not want to talk for a bit, after all; and even then, the voice would be hoarse and painful. But even without words, his eyes communicated that he would do what the man said, in this instance. Thorn had completely terrified him, made him think that he was going to die - and to avoid that again, to avoid something worse, he would do as the man asked.


Naeodin
Thorn saw the eyes, the glint that was almost familiar. He had seen them in enough eyes to count, but not enough for him to find it the norm. So he nodded, getting up and moving away to the kitchen. He turned on the lights then, a flicker that hurt his eyes too much because of the suddenness. Was he too arrogant to turn his back on the mage? Probably. But he did so anyways, getting himself a drink, a glass, a tequila bottle he had seen hiding in a low corner. And with them both, he poured himself a big, stiff drink. “They’ve found out about my past, refused to do business. I’ve had to threaten them to keep it quiet. I do not LIKE, to threaten people.” and there was some truth in his words, because his eyes showed it. Before, he had started off so gentle and sly, and then smooth, sexual.
It had moved to light violence, but this? This was completely different. And Thorn knew they couldn’t go back now. Where had the other Thorn gone? “You’ve succeeded with that. But it will be your last success.” his words were quiet, serious as he finished his drink.


Aletea
Perhaps it was arrogant of Thorn, but it was also showing that he was a good judge of people. Because right now, the last thing Hadrian would do was attack Thorn - either physically or with magic. He slowly stood up, knowing his hands were still shaking, and rubbed his throat. It was tender, painful. Probably bruised. As he listened to Thorn, he could feel his stomach churning. Could feel pain that wasn't just physical, though he had a lot of that as well. Was it worth it? Telling them, getting them to refuse access to that charity to Thorn. And even though he was in pain, and even though Thorn had changed into someone utterly terrifying - he felt that it was worth it. Who knew how many people would have been effected by that charity, by Thorn as a leader of it? He was only /one/
person. His gaze landed on Thorn, but he didn't follow into the kitchen; no, he wasn't going near Thorn if he could help it. And he didn't speak, but those words of his - well, dread an emotion he had a feeling he was growing used to.


Naeodin
Thorn finished his drink and placed the glass on the counter. His eyes were steadfastedly on the man as he continued to watch him. He was silent. So silent, and he didn’t know how the man would behave. Would he see himself as a martyr, paying in pain for saving lifes? Or would he be smart about it, and keep his mouth shut? Either was a delightful possiblity. The first, he could carry out his threats. The second, the possibility of the threat would always hang over them. Yes. Delightful. Pausing as he fingered the drink, he put it away, throwing the glass in the bin as if it was nothing more than cheap plastic. He heard it break, but it didn’t bother him. It was just one small damage compared to the rest. “I’ll pay for the glass.” he said quietly, turning to watch the man and heading towards him as he headed towards the door.


Aletea
Hadrian stepped aside as Thorn came towards the door, making certain to keep distance between them - as if afraid of being too close.Which he was, truly. It was an irrational fear, that the other man would decide to continue what had just been finished, with no provocation - but he couldn't help it. Whatever happened in the future, this was always going to hang over his head in his interactions with Thorn. He was always going to be afraid of him, though he could get past that fear if neccessary. He didn't know which one he would be. If it came to similar circumstances as it had been earlier - with people like that, a chance that Thorn could ruin so many people's lives - he would probably interfere. The only difference now, would be that he would try to do it more quietly; keep from letting anyone know his name, try to keep it from getting back to Thorn that it had been /him/. But at the same time - who knew if he would have the courage to do so, with that fear clouding his actions.

naeodin


naeodin

PostPosted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 12:40 am


Part Two!

Naeodin
Marc didn’t know what he was doing in the compound so late. It had first started with work that had kept him up, then the fact that the nervous energy about all the backlogged work, covering up secrets and dirt due to a certain charity organization finding out certain facts had kept him buzzed. A drive, he had told himself. Maybe a woman. But it had come down to finding himself walking around in the compound. And since he was here, he decided to check on his home, to look around, and to see if everything was still the same. Surely, surely everyone was asleep. By everyone, he meant a specific mage whose door he would have to pass before he made it up to his room. Marc tried to walk quietly. But his footsteps were still loud because of his shoes, he couldn’t help it. And then when he saw the light shining from the room, He paused. Hesitating at the door. What was Hadrian doing up?


Aletea
Hadrian wasn't paying attention to any of the sounds from outside his door. After Thorn had left, Hadrian had been in a state of shock - he hadn't even tried to treat his wounds yet. He had simply sank down onto the couch, still shaking. And his injuries at the very least needed cleaning. The split lip had at least stopped bleeding by now, and what had been an angry red mark on his cheek was beginning to turn into a colourful bruise. And his throat, well... There was a nice little ring of colourful bruises there. He was simply sitting on the couch, rubbing at his throat and staring at the ground as if he could make his injuries disappear simply by wishing them gone, as if he could make /Thorn/ disappear by staring at the carpet long enough.


Naeodin
See, Marc had an excuse as to why he was opening the door. The thing was, it was unsual for the light to be on and with the responsibilities of a man who lived in this building, he just had to look in and make sure a burglar hadn’t started to rob the place. It was the responsibilities of a guardian, and that was all. It didn’t involve the worry for a stupid mage who probably had his door unlocked, nor the fact that the worry only extended to said stupid mage. It was all about responsibilities. The role he had to play. So he opened the door, carefully, pausing as he did so and hearing no noise he stepped in. Maybe the burglar was hiding, because he definitely wasn’t here looking to see if the stupid mage had left the light on and had gone to sleep. Nothing about the mage at all. Really.


Aletea
As the door opened, Hadrian's first thought was that it was Thorn - that Thorn had come back. Over the back of the couch, his hair would have been visible - if it weren't for the fact that he had slunk down when the door opened. He didn't even look back at the door, feeling certain who it was. He could almost feel his hands start shaking again at the idea, because he didn't think he could deal with any more of Thorn tonight. Hidden from sight if one stood by the door, it was a futile hope that Thorn would leave if he couldn't see Hadrian from there - he knew it was futile. But he did it anyway.


Naeodin
Marc felt a leap of worry in he saw that the room was empty. No. Wait. Maybe it was the fact that he had indeed fallen asleep in the bedroom? Or that maybe maybe he was in the bathroom? Although he couldn’t hear anything. Immediatly Marc headed straight for the bedroom, alarm growing as he wondered if maybe the house had been robbed. What if someone had kidnapped his Hadrian and made him do vile perverted gang rape stuff? Turning the lights on in the bedrom, he hesitated. “Hadrian?” he asked, hesitant. Quiet. Nervous.


Aletea
At hearing his name called, Hadrian eyes flickered to the hallway the voice came from. He had looked away as he heard someone walking by, refusing to look at who he knew it had to be. But - that voice...that wasn't Thorn's voice. It was Marc's. And that was almost worse, because he didn't want Marc to see him like this. But all the same, the relief that flooded him prevented him from leaving, or hiding, or doing anything of the sort. Relief that it wasn't Thorn - and pain that it was /Marc/. He thought it sounded like him, anyway. "..Marc?" His voice was raspy, hoarse. Which was no surprise considering what had happened, but he cringed at hearing it.


Naeodin
“Hadrian?” he felt a crash of relief that felt as good as everything else, and he turned to walk directly to the living room. It had come from his vicinity. “I thought someone had come to rob the place, that they had...” the rest of his words were lost as he stared at the marks on his face, his neck. “What the hell happened to you?” horror of course, because this wasn’t what he had expected to see. And also pain. But anger came to replace it. “Can’t I leave you alone for one second?” False anger, because he remembered belatedly they were fighting. They had broken up. But this... this was a human reaction, and he cut the distance as he turned on another light, brighter, to see the damage done. “What happened? Why haven’t you...” he cursed. “Hadrian.” The words, he didn’t know what he wanted.


Aletea
Did he want to tell Marc what had happened? No, not really. Even if Thorn hadn't made that threat, he wouldn't have wanted to tell - because the last thing he wanted to do, was bring up Thorn around Marc. And a flush of bitterness rose up at those words, about couldn't he leave him alone for more then one second. It had been far longer then 'one second'. "Glad to see you too, Marc." With his voice as raspy as it was, it was difficult to determine if that was said with sarcasm or with honesty. And as he stood up, his sleeves slid back for a moment and revealed the bruises on his wrists, though those were clearly older. His throat, his face...those had the look of being done as soon ago as they were - not even an hour beforehand. His words - they were both honest, and bitter. Honest because he /was/ glad to see Marc rather then Thorn. But bitter, because it was /Marc/.


Naeodin
Marc saw the marks, and his eyes widened before narrowing. “Take your clothes off.” he snapped, and then hesitated, waiting for just a second longer before he went to help him. If his help wasn’t wanted... well, ******** that. What would Hadrian expect him to do, just wait? Thoughts, conflicted thoughts entered his mind as he wondered what had happened. They hadn’t been apart for so long-- how? What was this? Never did it enter his mind that it might be Thorn. Never. “Take it all off.” he said harshly, pain in his eyes as he flinched. What was wrong with this image? He smiled ironically. The image, or the fact that he was telling the man to strip? “Are you hurt anywhere else?” Marc didn’t know the first thing about caring for bruises. Was it a hot bath, or ice that was needed? Both at the same time must surely cancel each other out?


Aletea
'Take your clothes off'? Well, Hadrian couldn't say he was expecting that. It had the effect of surprising him, causing his eyes to widen as he stared at the other man. Then he caught what it was meant as, and felt himself almost blush at misconstruing the statement. But pain was enough of a distracting factor that he didn't, luckily. "...my back's sore." But the rest of him was fine, he was sure - his back just hurt because he'd been slammed into the wall. And he was pretty sure he had a bump on his head where he'd hit it against the wall, though luckily he hadn't hit it on anything when he'd been knocked to the ground. But surely Marc didn't expect him to strip completely? It was with reluctance that he unbuttoned his shirt, but he didn't plan on going any further then his shirt


Naeodin
Marc scowled. “Your legs?” he demanded. Alright. So maybe he did look at that chest with more than a worried glance-- but he had priorities too! And it didn’t involve screwing Hadrian. Right now. At this instant. Ah, ******** it. Distracted, he looked around the house and scowled. “You don’t have things to treat your wounds here, do you?” he asked, but he doubted it. “Come on, let’s go upstairs. I’ve got salves, bandaids, ointments, creams, pills.” he paused. Huh.That must certainly have made him sound like a neurotic case. “You’re going to take everything off, Hadrian.” he said, moving to the door in quick, angry strides. “Come ON.” He was frustrated. All he wanted to do was carry the mage out, but he thought that would be skirting it (besides... Marc didn’t know if he could make the stairs
So he looked back. “We’ll treat it all. And... stuff.” the words tripped over his tongue. Somehow, it was worse seeing it from far.


Aletea
"My legs are fine." Stiffly spoken, because whatever Marc said - Hadrian wasn't going to strip down to nothing in front of Marc. Even if they had been a couple, it would be too..painful to do it now. Because they weren't, and it would mean nothing. He followed Marc, feeling more shock then anything else - he hadn't expected this. He hadn't expected Marc to be so...angry? But he didn't seem angry with Hadrian, per se. It confused him. Why hadn't Marc just told him to take care of himself or something, and then left? Or brought something down and then left? He hadn't expected the other man to be so concerned. Or maybe it wasn't concern. But what was it in that case? Ah, who knew.


Naeodin
Marc entered the code and walked in, pressing the central button that turned on all the main lights in the house. As the living room and kitchen were highlighted, he moved to the kitchen drawer- the one below the knives and opened it. Bruises. So a salve. Cuts, which required ointments. And the back... maybe a gigantic plaster, the kind that sports injuries seem to require? And pain killers. He didn’t look at Hadrian, it couldn’t. It hurt enough knowing the man was back in his house, but the fact that the first time he was seeing him since their breakup, he looked like that? Well... what was one supposed to do? “Sit down.” he commanded. “Please.” he adjusted, swallowing as he poured a glass of cold water and carried the entire bundle. He was a wreck, kind of. Nervous. And what made it worse was that Hadrian wouldn’t tell him how this had all happened.


Aletea
Hadrian sat down, catching the tone in Marc's voice. He felt some guilt then, at being the cause of that - and some guilt that he was back up here. He back in Marc's apartment, and the last time he'd been here he had - well. It wasn't something he was going to bring up. In the far corner of his mind, he realized that he hadn't seen his monocol since that night. It was somewhere up here, probably. What had just happened earlier, Marc now - being in Marc's apartment again...it was painful. All of it together, was such that all he wanted to do was go back downstairs, and go to sleep - or try, anyway. Because he knew he wouldn't be able to sleep while he was still in pain, while he had so much on his mind. But at the same time, he couldn't bring himself to look at Marc. He felt too much
guilt, at what he had done recently up here - and that he had once more dragged Marc into something. The man should be having a good night, not spending it taking care of his ex-lover.


Naeodin
Marc hesitated, making some decision in his mind and nodded. Handing over the glass of water and the box of pills, he managed. “Take two. It’ll numb any pain and let you sleep, and it shouldn’t hurt so much in the morning.” he smiled wryly as he said this, nodding his head. Jeez. This sounded like they were a couple.
Pausing, he hesitated before going into the bedroom, changing his mind. “Come in here.” he said, his voice muffled by... what? Anything. Any excuse. “The bed is easier for you to stretch out for your back. Suuuure.


Aletea
Glancing at the box, Hadrian took the two pills. Pain killers...those were something he would welcome right now. Maybe if he was lucky they'd numb the less physical pain as well, though he doubted it. Glancing up as Marc left the room, he followed the man with his eyes until he entered the bedroom, expecting to see him reappear with something else. But he didn't expect to hear those words. Nervousness, to be sure. And even more sick guilt, because he didn't want to go in there - not where he had defiled their own memories, with Thorn. But he didn't feel up to arguing about it, so he merely stood up and made his way down the hall. His shirt was still on, though it was unbuttoned. His back...well, he didn't know how it would look. He just knew it was sore. Entering the bedroom, the mage once more was staring at the ground.


Naeodin
Marc was staring at the ground too, having arranged the boxes on the night stand. The main light was on, and he patted the bed. “Lie down.” he said, pausing. Gawd. This was hard. “On your stomach. Let me work on your back first. Without your shirt.” he was acting like a boy with his first girl, the words coming awkwardly to his lips. “It’s a plaster. It’ll...help, I think. For back stuff. I’ve got stuff for bruises and cuts too.. and the cleaning wound stuff...” he hesitated. Was he supposed to suggest the mage shower? No. There was only so much he could do, and so he looked away, getting up until he was away from the bed, as if somehow that would help. Ironies of ironies. Why couldn’t someone else live here? Someone who took walks at this time of night, and who invaded other people’s privacy? Yet at the same time, Marc was glad he had found Hadrian.


Aletea
This was...embarrassing. Difficult. Silent, Hadrian removed his shirt and folded it up, placing it on the dresser before stepping over to the bed. His face was burning bright red with embaressment at this, as he laid on the bed as he had been told to. Even just entering the bedroom made him feel horrible, and laying on the bed...well, his embaressment at being in this sort of position wasn't the only reason why he was so nervous, and blushing so much. "I...thank you." He had to struggle just to get those words out, though his hurdles were more emotional then the physical raspiness.


Naeodin
Marc grunted, and he winced as he saw the back. Partially, his response was because he didn’t know how to respond. Partially, it was because of the back. It looked painful, like he had been shoved against something. A wall, a table, the floor? For a brief, moment, the thought of “maybe he likes sex this way” entered his mind. But he dismissed it. “It might... sting.” was that his voice? Clearing his throat, he got up and fetched some cotton buds from the vanity and poured some of the solution onto it. And when it touched back... he was gentle. Tentative. One hand braced against the smooth surface and the other gently trying to soothe the back. It was uncomfortable. Sexy, in a troubling way (come one. Nurse fantasies?) and he hurt. Somewhere. Inside. So he stayed quiet, trying to find an equilibrium with his actions and his thoughts.


Aletea
Hadrian was tense, for many reasons. The first was that Marc told the truth - it /did/ sting. He hadn't been able to hold back the flinch at the initial touch, but forced himself to remain still for the rest of it. The second reason...well, Marc was touching his back. And he couldn't help but remember the last time he'd been in this bed, and everything had seemed so more more sensetive.. As horrified as he was to admit it, as embaressed as he was, he was still attracted by the other man's touch. So gentle right now, even if the entire thing was an uncomfortable situation. And Marc still hadn't demanded to know why he was like this. He was just glad he was lieing on his stomach. And since his face was turned the opposite direction of Marc, he let his eyes close, and tried to pretend that none of today had happened - that their break up hadn't happened. That it was just...him and Marc.


Naeodin
Marc hesitated. Dabbing the back, cleaning it was fine. But as he held the back plaster in his hand, he swallowed. It disgusted him slightly, that he could find this... stimulating. But this was Hadrian. He found the mage a sight in the morning, before his first cup of coffee. So he undid the plaster, placing it over the worse of the hurt and smoothed it down with warm, solid strokes. So what if his strokes hesitated, if he spanned the back just slightly? It was habit. Reflex. And yet he still paused, staring. If someone had told him he would be doing this... he would have thought of roleplays, not real life. “You need to turn around.” he asked, husky. “So I can work on your arms, and your...neck.” chest? Wait. Were there any marks on the chest? Because Marc wasn’t sure if he could handle that. He laughed, quietly. Bitterly. This was his luck.


Aletea
Luckily for Marc, there weren't any marks on his chest. Bruises sprinkled around his neck, making it so obvious that someone had been strangling him - but nothing lower then that, unless one counted the older bruies on his wrists. Opening his eyes again, Hadrian wondered if it was just his imagination that was conjuring up that tone in Marc's voice, so familiar to him after they had been together a while. And considering his current state, he assumed that it was. Turning over, he kept his eyes from landing on Marc, and did his best to distract himself. He never would have thought /this/ would be happening now, either. But it was. And it was painful, to have to do this with him now - to have to do this, and know that they're weren't together. That they probably were never going to be
together, again.


Naeodin
Marc started with the wrists first. Gentle, he rubbed his fingers in small circles, treating each hand as if it was more than flesh and bones, more fragile, more important. And when he moved to the neck, his eyes flew to Hadrian’s. This was fresh. Incredibly fresh-- it hadn’t even darkened properly yet. And Marc felt a flash of guilt. If he hadn’t moved out... could he have stopped it... somehow? His hands were carresses, because he couldn’t help it. He tried to focus on the task, but parts of his mind found it hard. He wanted to ask, to demand. But of all people, did he have a right? So he just continued, regretting... things. And actions. And non actions as he hesitated, a hand remaining on the neck. “I’m sorry.” he breathed. Wait. Did he help? At all? Kind of.


Aletea
It was taking all of Hadrian's effort to keep from reacting to those hands on his neck. Thorn's hands had been painful, frightening - but Marc's hands...comforting, familiar. And far more alluring to him then anything Thorn could ever do, if simply because of the fact that he loved him. "...it's not your fault." Whispered softly, but true. Because it wasn't. He wasn't even entirely certain what Marc was referring to - whether he was referring to the injuries, the break up, to anything - but it would still be true. Because in Hadrian's mind, none of the blame for any of that fell on Marc. And he found that his eyes were frozen onto Marc's gaze as well, as if he couldn't look away. Dimly, he noted that the hand had stopped on his neck. Something inside him urged him to act - to do something. To convince Marc to come back, to convince him to get back together - but he couldn't. All he could seem to do, was gaze back up at Marc.


Naeodin
Marc sighed, the first to break contact. And as he did so, he reached for the other salves to place on the man’s face. Disappointment? A little bit-- but not too much. Since he had no right to be disappointed. “It is.” he said stubbornly, placing some of the cream on his finger before leaning forewords and dabbing it on the cheek. He hissed--as if it hurt him, more than Hadrian. The face. Marc had an excuse to stare now, to lean closer, to touch the profile, the nose, the jaw. The rise of the brow, the dent beneath the nose. But Marc had no excuse to look away either, and he swallowed, frowning. This was painful, for him. Surely it must be for Hadrian. But he didn’t know what to do, what to say. Not yet. “I.” he paused. Swallowed. “Need you to part your lips.” the cut. Really. The cut. That was the important bit.


Aletea
That stubbornness. It was so like the other man - so familiar that it made him want to forget they'd broken up in the first place. So familiar, that it made him want to cry from both relief, and the pain of being this close but not actually being /with/ him. "We could argue about it for a while, but...it's no one's fault but my own." It was his fault for baiting Thorn - he could have handled that better. He could have used magic to throw the man out, or actually /locked/ the door, or a number of other things. But he hadn't. Hadrian still hadn't been able to look away. And while Marc devoured his features with his eyes, he did the same with the other man. Noting the tension, anything new - and everything familiar. Part his lips? Almost trembling, he parted his lips slightly. All of this was so - familiar. Yet not. Because they had never done anything that was tinged with this guilt, with this pain.


Naeodin
Marc swallowed. Damnit. A lucid part of his brain decidied that he had died in a car crash, and this was the test of wills-- maybe if he succeeded, he’d be given a harem and a million dollars a day to spend in heaven. Or someone illogical like that. Hesitating, he dabbed the cream on the corner of his lip, and he licked his own. Damnit. He found himself staring at the lips, found that three fingers were resting on it. He could feel the heat, just a touch of wetness, and he closed his eyes. Focus, Marc. “It’s...” he latched onto the argument. “Not your fault.” Something. Anything. Marc deserved a medal for taking all of this so calmly.


Aletea
Hadrian watched Marc, noting the other mans lips, the eyes. The way even he seemed to be struggling, just as much as he was. And he also took note of the fact that the cut was being treated - but there was far more to it then that. It...gave hope to him. Distant hope, but hope none-the-less. And as Marc spoke, he knew he had to respond to that. But Marc's fingers were still on his lips. So with a dry mouth, he spoke - his lips moving against the other man's fingers as he did so, trembling. "...I haven't been acting very intelligently, lately. There are - a number of things, I could have done...but I didn't do any of them." To prevent this, he meant. But he was being cryptic, if only because he didn't want to tell Marc what had happened - that Thorn had been there. That he still had /contact/ with Thorn.


Naeodin
Marc nodded. He stared, and then got up abruptly. Cold shower time. “It’s done.” he said abruptly. “Don’t move.” he was glad the bed didn’t have a sheet covering the blanket, like in the hotels. “I don’t want you to move. Sleep... here.” he paced. Looking. Watching. That long stretch of body on his bed. Those eyes. Those hands. A little bit disgusted at his self control, he moved to the showers. “Shower.” the word came out snappish. “Rest, if you can. There’s water next to you. I’ll be a second.” Cold shower. Cold. And maybe some caffeine. Or... something. What helped a mind work properly in the middle of the night, after treating your ex in your bed with your fingers in their mouth? He shuddered as he left the door open, barely able to comprehend anything except for the fact that he needed to cool down. Now.


Aletea
Hadrian flinched as Marc's tone of voice, at the snappish way he spoke. He sounded...angry. Whatever hope he'd begun building died with that, thinking that he had misinterpreted the way Marc had been acting mere moments beforehand. Thinking that they may have been on the verge of actually becomming /friends/ rather then this stilted, painful relationship they had now. And thinking that he had just ruined that. Obviously, he missed the realization of why Thorn needed a /shower/ of all things. Because he just thought that the other man hadn't been attracted to him after all - and that he was angry with Hadrian because of his actions. Well, not really /actions/...but surely he hadn't had to talk with Marc's fingers in his mouth. Slumping against the bed, he tilted his head upward to stare at the ceiling. Those painkillers were finally starting to work, it seemed...all of those wounds were beginning to feel numb. Which while he supposed it was a good thing, it just enunciated the emotional pain even more.


Naeodin
Marc stumbled out of the shower. Wondering if you could die of hypothermia because of a shower (Did “I’m sorry doctor, my ex turned me on too much” work as an excuse?) he had a towel raised to his hair as he walked back out. Turning off the bathroom lights and then walkig outside in the buff to turn off the main lights, the house was dark except for the bedroom. Marc had, forgotten about his nudity. Kind of. He was used to this- being naked in his own house when Haki wasn’t around, being naked in front of Hadrian. He stood there, watching Hadrian, wondering if he was asleep. If the man was... well, better. Fine. A little, churlish part of him wished he was awake. They hadn’t settled _this_ matter. No. Don’t think about matters. Don’t... think. About Hadrian. With that thought, he turned off the lights and headed to bed too, moving with concious action rather than anything else. And by the time he remembered, he had pulled the covers out to slip in. “Couch is uncomfortable.” he grumbled. “I need a good nights rest too.” Excuses excuses.


Aletea
Hadrian was almost completely asleep by this point, more dreaming then concious. And when he was this far gone, the realities of every day life never intruded - no, he just did what was familiar. So when he heard Marc's voice, felt the bed shift as the man moved into it, it was no surprise how he reacted. And of course, he was mostly asleep, so he could get away with it. With a sleepy murmur, he through an arm over Marc, and rested his head on the other mans chest. Since he was asleep, he didn't realize that he shouldn't be doing this - that the two of them weren't a couple. But to the sleeping Hadrian, /this/ was what was familiar, what was comfortable. And it was also so comfortable, so normal, that the last thing he murmured before falling completely asleep, was "..love you.."


Naeodin
Marc stiffened at the noise, and something clutched in his chest painfully. Turning slightly and slipping one hand under the man to place on his shoulder, he tilted his head until it rested on Hadrian’s. “Me too.” he said, and for a moment, he dropped the pretence, the barriers, and the denial as he stroked Hadrian’s arm. It hurt, seeing him in pain. It hurt being apart from him, but he couldn’t help it. There was pride involved... and the fact that Marc was tired of being hurt too. Really. Sleep came easy to him, that night. As if finally, he was where he needed to be to sleep.


Aletea
Hadrian felt...good. There were some annoying little pains, but over all - wherever he was, heliked it. Absently, he wondered when his pillow had become this warm, when his bed had begun feeling so nice. ...and when his comforter had grown a chest. Opening his eyes, he took note of exactly /where/ he was, and who he was with. And what had happened last night. All of that pleasant, gushy sensation he'd been feeling faded with the realization that...well, this meant nothing. And he felt conflicted - should he flee, get off the bed before Marc woke up? Or just...lay there, and continue to enjoy this? Because he had a nagging sensation that this would never happen again. That this was his last chance to cuddle with Marc, to law entwined with him. And briefly, he wondered how they'd even gotten in this position. And why Marc was naked for that matter. But to his sleepy mind...he would take what he could get. And if he could get a few more moments of comfort with his ex-lover, then he would take it. No matter how painful it was to remember, and know it wouldn't happen again.


Naeodin
Marc, used to waking up this way murmured something, frowning. He had been sleeping snatches of two to three hour naps since he had moved out, and so he was unwilling to wake up properly. Rolling over and securely trapping the man with his legs, body parts brushed as he murmured something that sounded like “two more hours”.


Aletea
While Hadrian had been planning on just taking a few more moments to enjoy himself, he hadn't expected to get /stuck/ there. Or that Marc would be trapping him with his legs, while he was /naked/...

Needless to say, blood rushed to more places then one. But he didn't say anything.

Because, honestly - what /could/ you say in this sort of situation that wasn't awkward?


Naeodin
Marc murmured, body shifting to get comfortable, to fit against the man. He nuzzled his neck, because that was familiar too. Waking up feeling ready to....

...

...

Marc’s eyes flew open, and he quickly rolled over, to the other side, cursing as he did so under his breath. It was not the best area to try to screw your ex in your sleep, just because you had grown so used to it. He swallowed, staring at the man was relieved to see he was better.

“I didn’t want to sleep on the couch.” he began.


Aletea
Hadrian was bright red by this point, embaressed and - though he hated to admit it - his body had been as eager as Marc's was. He offered a slight, nervous smile to the man as he spoke."...well, the couch is probably uncomfortable." Marc was naked. Why had he come to spend the night in bed, with Hadrian - his /ex/, naked?

Not that he would have minded too much. Except for the 'ex' factor...made things a bit awkward.

Rolling out of bed quickly, he spoke then - his words sounding embaressed, and as nervous as his smile had.

"I'm, ah...just going to go wash up." He grabbed his shirt as he hurried out of the room, to the bathroom.


Naeodin
Marc nodded. He wanted to say something, but he couldn’t. Embarrassed, clumsy, he muttered something about washing up too, and decided Haki would forgive him this once if he used her shower.

She did have the master bedroom after all. ((XD I forgot))

His mind was working too quickly for his brain to catch up- really. So he was saved from digesting his thoughts enough so that by the time he had entered the shower and walked out, he thought he could handle the day. Was he supposed to offer Hadrian something to eat? To leave without word? To...

This was so complicated.

Grimacing as he bent over in his towel to reach for his trousers, he nodded. He’d just take it step by step. Riiight....


Aletea
While Marc fretted over those problems in the other bathroom, Hadrian was fretting over them as well. The main difference, was that he had the interruption of inspecting his injuries.

His bruises...well, the salve had done well - they weren't as bad as they could have been. But they were still pretty bad looking, and the end result made it look as if he'd been in a street fight. Well, if someone would try to strangle another in a street fight. The bruises on his neck were the worst, probably because there had been pressure there for so long.

So he put his shirt back on after his shower, noticing for the first time that he'd gotten some blood on the shirt last night. It looked as if it had dripped from his lip, and it made a very.../lovely/ stain on that white shirt.

Then, steeling his nerves, he made his way out of the bathroom.


Naeodin
Marc was waiting on the bed, and when he saw Hadrian, he waved a fresh shirt to him. “It’s yours.” he said, pausing. “And this too... the cleaner must have taken it to wash... and...” he stopped, uncomfortable. While he had asked for all his stuff back, he had never thought twice about giving everything up.

So he nodded. “I’ll... wait outside. You should eat. Something. With your back.” What eating had to do with his back, Marc could only dimly see the connection. Still, he rushed out, running his fingers through his hair. Maybe something quick. So they could get it over and done with. Or something complicated, so that Marc could pretend he was too occupied to talk.

Something.

Confused and resigned to the fact that fate seemed to hate his balls, he focused on making coffee.

Coffee should solve all of his problems.


Aletea
Changing his shirt, Hadrian cringed as he realized that whenever they saw each other again, this night was just going to hang over their heads. Maybe if they hadn't woken up like that this morning, it could have changed...but that obviously wasn't going to happen. With the shirt from yesterday, he glanced around - uncertain if he should put it in the laundry basket here, or...

Well. Probably best if he took it.

Folding it up, he kept it in his arms as he made his way out of the bedroom and to the kitchen, glancing momentarily at Marc before glancing back down.

"Marc...thank you, for last night. I probably wouldn't have gotten around to treating those, or not as well."

The best he would have done, would be to clean the wounds.



Naeodin
Marc looked up from where he cooked the scrambled eggs. Bacon sizzled on another pan, and he nodded. “So they’re better now?” he asked. “That’s good. You can take the cream home... it might help, especially with the face. And if it hurts too much... you cam come back upstairs for the pills. Although, don’t take more than six in twenty four hours. They can knock you out.”

Aren’t we ******** polite? He thought, reaching for the plates. “You need food.” he said, repeating himself. “You don’t look... well. Underneath the bruises.” of course not.

Looking for something to say, he grasped onto it.

“How’s Ismet?”


Aletea
Knock him out, huh? Hadrian didn't think he'd mind that too much at certain times. Like when Thorn was around - he'd rather knock himself out with pills then deal with that man. He made a mental note of the name of the pills, and to remember to buy some. And who knew - maybe that would help him sleep.

"Ismet is...well. He's himself."

Hadrian latched onto the conversation as well, using it as something to distract him from his own, admittedly morbid thoughts.

"He's been staying with Dacian more lately, since Ahneta is back and usually has company."

Why wasn't Ismet staying with him? Probably because most nights he was working, and many nights he didn't even come home. But Marc didn't need to know that. He wouldn't lie if asked, but...well, he wasn't going to talk about it without prompting.


Naeodin



Marc nodded, as if he had expected this. He was hardly listening as he slid the food onto one plate and placed it on the table. Juice, maybe. Something healthy for the healing man and coffee for himself. Moving around with a sense of purpose this time around, he closed his eyes. Would it have been better, or worse if Ismeta had been there last night?

Better. Anything would have been better.

“Here.” he said, deciding he didn’t like the way his thoughts were going. He placed the glass in front of Hadrian and retreated to the other end of the table, watching him from his safe corner as if that was all that mattered. And maybe it was. For he watched, hunched over his coffee like it was his life line and with a slightly wistful look in his eyes.

Wistful. Hah.


Aletea
Hadrian was doing his best to not look at Marc, and so he missed the look in the mans eyes, his expression. But upon seeing that he had juice, he /had/ noticed that the other man had coffee and he didn't. The slight, ironic twist of his lips was unstopable, and his words held a wry humor. But somehow...it was tinged with bitterness.

"What, no caffeine for me?"

Because if they had still been together - he wouldn't have thought twice about getting up and getting himself some coffee. But now...he was the guest here. He didn't live here, didn't sleep here, anymore.

Taking a bite of his food, he mused that he didn't really feel hungry. He hadn't felt hungry for a long time though, so that was nothing new...even with the food smelling so good.


Naeodin
Marc was surprised by the laughter that left his mouth. It was so easy, and so he moved over, making the coffee the way he knew Hadrian drank it and placing it front of him. “You’ll become spoilt” he said, grinning before he could stop himself. This, this was easier. And so he sat down across him, getting a spare fork out to pick at the bacon.

Catching one and using his fingers, it bought it to his lips. “Too much bacon will make you fat.” he said, arching a brow. It was only when he had finished the piece that he realized...

well, maybe this wasn’t the smartest thing to do.

With your ex.

The one you had slept with the night before, naked.

Marc still couldn’t explain that.


Aletea
What could have been awkward, was instead beginning to feel comfortable to Hadrian. Just...the way his comment was taken, the way Marc was acting - it was feeling almost normal. Well, normal as it would have been before they broke up. There was still a hint of something not quite right with the situation, but...he was content to pretend.

"As long as I have my coffee, you have my bacon."

A soft smile was tugging at his lips as he took a sip of the coffee, before he realized exactly how that statement could be taken. But he hurriedly pushed that thought away - he didn't want this to grow awkward, for the moment to be ruined.

"I have a feeling I'd be far grumpier on a no-caffeine diet, then a no-bacon diet."


Naeodin
Marc smirked. “I’m surprised you didn’t steal my coffee maker while I was away.” had he pushed things a bit too far? Maybe, because he stopped, and scowled. “Jesus, I’m sorry.”

Sorry? Well, kind of. Reminding them both he had moved out had been a stupid decision on his part, and he wasn’t quite sure how to take it back. If he wanted to take it back. So he hesitated, nodding his head and got up, moving. Space. They needed space, didn’t they? Although they already had so much of it.

“I’ll...” he stopped. “Haki.” he started. “She’ll be worried.”

Excuses. And he felt pathetic.


Aletea
Everything always changed so quickly, around Marc. One moment they were joking, the next everything had gone tense, and the illusion was gone. Once more, they were back to being 'ex-lovers', with a bad break up. And Hadrian knew it was silly, but he had enjoyed pretending - if only for a few moments - that it hadn't happened.

But as Marc began making his excuses, Hadrian stood us as well.

"Yes, I...should probably get to work."

His food was mostly untouched, except for the few bites he'd taken, and the bacon Marc had eaten.

"And...for last night. Thank you."

He was getting flustered, he could tell from his speech pattern. So it was here that the mage began to leave, stepping towards the door and hurrying out before anything more could be said. They already had enough awkwardness between them - they didn't need any more.


Naeodin
Marc hesitated too. "Don't go yet." he said, looking down. "You need to eat, and." he swallowed. "This place is just as much yours as it is mine. So... stay. Eat. Get better." he frowned as he remembered the marks. But he also remembered they way they had fit so well in bed this morning. "I... um. Haki." he said, making excuses. "But eat. Please. Stay. Have some bacon. And coffee."

Rubbing at his temple with one finger in a sign of vexation, he growled.

“You’re not well. So...”

This was so hard.

“I’ll go first.” he said quietly. “Stay as long as you need to.”


Aletea
Just as much Hadrian's as Marc's?

He didn't know if he agreed with that. But...he honestly didn't feel up to arguing this morning. Too much jumping around, too many surprises. So he would just deal with it for now.

Giving a slight sigh, he returned to the table. He doubted he would actually eat very much - not when it felt so sore to swallow and he wasn't even very hungry in the first place - but at least he'd eat something. The mage had a feeling he'd be doing a lot of drinking today, to keep his throat from feeling sore, if nothing else.

"....right."


Naeodin
Marc nodded. He got up, reaching for a pair of shades he had left on under the counter on his trip before. “Take care of yourself.” he was going to head to the door, really. But he found himself walking over, patting the inky black hair and kissing the top of Hadrian’s head.

When he realized what he had done, how... homey that had seemed, his steps increased as he all but ran out, slamming the door behind him.

Crap.


Aletea
Hadrian was just as startled by Marc's actions as the man himself - and he merely blinked down at his food for a few moments, in confusion. What...why had he done that? He didn't think it was intentional though, not with the way Marc had slammed the door.

Huh.

He supposed that maybe just...some habits were hard to break. And when they were there, acting almost like before - it was no surprise that someone would slip up. And after contemplating his food for another few moments, he slowly took another bite.
PostPosted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 4:42 pm


Another Thorn & Hadrian rp

Aletea
Hadrian had been shopping. Grocery shopping to be specific, even if he never ate all that much. Just because he didn't eat much real food didn't mean that he didn't eventually run out. And since he couldn't cook, well...

There were quite a few tv dinner's in his bag.

And it was bag, for he had already finished and bought his food - and right now, he was sitting on a bench, waiting for the bus. This was the nearest grocery store to the compound, but even then it was still a decent while away. The area itself was somewhat busy, with there being a park behind him and a shopping center across the street.

But Hadrian...well, he stood out a bit. Primarily because of that bruise on his cheek, though when one drew close you could see the split lip. The bruises on his neck were not visible, however - he was wearing a high necked shirt. It had been a few days since he'd seen Thorn, and he was starting to feel more and more nervous.


naeodin
A car slid to a stop from across the street, and Thorn stepped out, having not seen Hadrian yet. His eyes were cool, amused and there was a look of relaxed friendliness on his face- it had been a very long time since he had looked at Hadrian with this expression. And as he walked over to the other side, a beautiful woman stepped out, her face shining with the type of joy that spoke of no violence.

"I'll see you tomorrow, then?" the woman asked, lilting. She waved her hand to another car that waited, and Thorn nodded, smiling as he bought her hand to his lips.

“Darling.” he drawled, and she laughed, nodding as she walked away before they caused more of a scene. Thorn watched her leave with a feeling of great satisfaction. That was the way they were supposed to be, women and men weren’t supposed to fight him, to try to kill him. Or spread of their hatred for him. They were supposed to love him.

And then he turned, and saw the figure at the bus stop. From across, his expression was visible but it would have been hard to talk without raising his voice. So he smiled, raising a hand to his forehead in a mock salute.


Aletea
Hadrian watched the two people on the other side of the street, feeling...strange. Why did he feel so odd about that? It really shouldn't surprise him that Thorn had other people he focused his attention on as well - and maybe if he was lucky, the man would lose interest in him and just focus on them entirely. Except that it felt so strange.

But it shouldn't. Because he already had heard - to Thorn, he was just a toy. And you always had more then one toy.

As Thorn looked at him and saluted, he just looked away.

Where was that bus?


naeodin
Thorn leaned against the driver’s side and said something. Straightening himself, he walked across the street, a low saunter to his steps as if he had all the time in the world, and would Hadrian. His smile started when he was half way across, deepening and in public, it really seemed like the same of a man who was meeting the one who loved after years of parting. There was care in there, some type of care. And it was warm too. Warm in ways Thorn... wasn’t.

“Hadrian.” he said, purring the word out with the delight one sees in a toy that has surprised them yet again. And with a nod, realizing that the bus stop was more or less empty, he stood in front of him, tilting his head. “You look better.”

And then, for just a second, he toyed with the idea of taking this man here. He could do it,he believed. Without too much trouble. But it was only the arrogant assurance of Thorn after a date with a hot blonde-- who knew if it was the truth?

"Marc had told me he had given you his balms. They are miracle workers, aren't they?" he said this easily, casually as he reached inside a pocket for a cigerette and a lighter. Raising one and placing it on his lips, he stopped. Waiting. Watching.


Aletea
"No thanks to you."

Well, well, well...it would seem that in public at least, Hadrian wasn't as afraid of Thorn. And it was partially true - because while he still held a lot of fear towards the man, he felt certain nothing would happen in public. And he wasn't going to forget to lock his door again, not after last time. Maybe it took a few tries, but he eventually caught on to things.

Hadrian tensed at the mention of Marc, and glanced back at the other man. That...hurt. Hearing that Marc had chatted with Thorn, and hadn't even realized, or known -

Well, that was his own fault. He didn't want to tell Marc, remember?

"...yes. They do."


naeodin
Thorn smiled. "You are like a child blaming their parents for disciplining them." he said softly, chiding the man with his tone. So instead he moved, sitting next to the man and effectively blocking the view of Hadrian from one side. He smiled. "Taking the bus home? I could always drive you back to the compound." But he never expected the man to take him up on the offer.

He knew Hadrian wouldn't be that stupid. And yet, he paused, an idea flitting into his mind as he smiled.

"I'll go with you." he said simply. "Riding buses can be..." he slid a glance towards the man with an arch of a brow. "Exciting."

He meant other things with that word, and it took everything for Thorn not to laugh.


Aletea
A child? No. He hardly would call giving someone a split lip proper discipline, and most people would agree - especially when it came to children. And he was /not/ a child.

Hadrian glanced at Thorn, and it was a disgruntled expression that appeared on his face. "I've ridden buses plenty of times...you can go back to your car and have your chaffeur drive you somewhere. I'm just /fine/ without you."

For all his bravado, there were signs that he wasn't as unafraid of Thorn as he was pretending. His hands were clenched, knuckles white from the strain. There was a tenseness to his posture, and a note in his voice that wouldn't have been there otherwise. And of course, his eyes always spoke the truth in these matters...whatever he may say, he couldn't ever keep his true thoughts and feelings hidden from his eyes.


naeodin
Thorn laughed. "Hadrian." he tilted his head and focused all of his attention on the man's face. "It would be easier if you didn't fight." he said. Speaking as if it was cancer maybe, making it's way through the mage's body. "If you stop... fighting." he breathed the last word. "It might go more easily for the both of us."

Honestly. Could a man who was so smart when it came to a project be so dense about his own feelings? Murmuring something under his breath that sounded suspiciously like 'fool', he sighed.

“I don’t like to discipline you.” he said simple, and his tone lost the humor. “But I won’t stop at it.”

"Learn early."


Aletea
Maybe if he was lucky, Thorn would get fed up with it eventually and go back to his pretty women, like that woman he had seen get out of the car over there. That was something he hadn't really considered...

"I'm not a child, Thorn. And as long as I don't want you, don't want to be around - I'm not going to make it easy on you. I hate you, and I'm not going to just let you do whatever you want, merely because /you/ want it/."

The words were snapped out, his eyes burning with anger at Thorn. Anger and fear.

If he was planning on continuing his little rant against the other man, he was stalled when the bus pulled up - and without another word, he stood up, took his groceries, and entered the bus. Fuming as he was, he didn't consider that the other man might actually carry through on his suggestion, and follow him onto the bus.


naeodin
Thorn followed him on the bus and smiled, politely at the men and women. It was crowded enough that while both could sit down, they weren't quite as close to each other as they wanted. Two suits were available, one near the exit, a single seater and one behind, where a rather round, homely looking woman was sitting by herself.

Thorn smiled, nodding his head and took the sit next to her, nodding his head. He said, out loud.

“It’s not about wants and needs, Hadrian. It’s about what gets done.”

The woman smiled. Probably a discussion on philosophies, maybe politics? Something very smart, for both men looked incredibly smart, and like a lovely couple. ((... >> I’ll get my digs in somewhere! XD ))

“What I want, what you want.” he shrugged, speaking generally. “It doesn’t matter when it comes down to it.”


Aletea
"Then why? It certainly seems like it has plenty to do with wants, and I fail to see how it is all because of what gets done."

What gets done, hm? Ha. If it was just about that, Thorn wouldn't take so much pleasure in tormenting him, wouldn't have so much interest in him all the time.

But Hadrian also was careful to place his words vaguely, not wanting to alarm the woman. She probably wouldn't feel pleased to know what sort of person she was sitting next to, after all. And...well, he wasn't about to do anything that would be misconstrued as 'telling' people about Thorn. Not while Thorn was right behind him.


naeodin
Thorn laughed. He placed one hand on the seat’s back, so that his fingers brushed against Hadrian. He leaned forewords, as if he was getting into the conversation and that gave him enough excuse to have his hand there.

"It's about who wins, really. You can't have compromise, so the other should just take it as it comes, and not argue so much. Democratic centralism. Everyone has an opinion, but if one comes out as dominant, you should give everything to support that one theory." he turned to the woman next to him. "Don't you think so?"

She blushed, and nodded her head. Trying to appear as if she had some idea what he was talking about.


Aletea
Hadrian's expression darkened as Thorn brushed his fingers against him, and then tried to bring the other woman into the conversation. In a way, their conversation really was turning towards politics as well as themselves.

"Except in reality, that doesn't work. In a democracy, compromises /are/ made, people /do/ argue. If you focus on supporting just one dominant theory - well, that's more along the lines of a dictatorship, then a democracy."

Taken at face value, his words would appear to merely be from a man who was passionate about his political views. But taken on what they were /actually/ discussing, and he had just insulted Thorn. A dictator, hmm? That was what Thorn wanted, it seemed like.


naeodin
Thorn paused, tilting his head. "The one who coined the term democratic centralism is Lenin, and he is dictator." he smiled. 'I don't agree with all the unneccesary bloodshed he put his people through... but I believe, that if they had listened and not argued..." he paused. "You could say that while Lenin was the one who caused the blood shed, their blood stains the hands of those who opposed his view?" Politics, alright. For now he was referring to other people.

Should Hadrian argue... should he fight too hard, who knew who would get hurt? And his eyes glittered as he said this.

"People, individuals didn't matter to him. A stranger, two, ten." he arched a brow.

“The possibilities, Hadrian.”


Aletea


Hadrian's jaw clenched, catching the undertones of what Thorn was implying.

"Yet, take a look at today - the government that he set up failed."

/Thorn/ would fail.

"If he hadn't caused all that blood shed in the first place, if he had gone a different route then dictator - maybe it would have survived. But there's only so much blood shed a group of people will take before fighting back, Thorn."

Hadrian was beginning to feel lost in the double meaning behind all they were saying, as they were actually carrying on two different conversations. One about politics, the other about themselves. And he really didn't like some of the implications Thorn had been making.../really/ did like them.

The bus came to a stop - not his, but his was the next one, he believed.


naeodin
Thorn laughed. “But he didn’t fail, Hadrian.” he said, exclaiming as if this was his favorite subject. And the double meaning? Well, relationships was his favorite subject. “It was his successor who failed. Because he learnt to compromise.” when the bus came to a stop, the woman made a slight noise in her throat-, and he nodded.”Of course.”

He got up, waited for her to leave and sat back down. The seat that he was in was on a slight rise, so that he was over Hadrian rather than right behind. “Men, like you and I. Can learn to compromise too.”

He smiled. A quick, charming smile as he patted the mage on the shoulder. “You and I instance. We could compromise, and not give up everything we believe in.”

The smile deepened into a smirk as he arched a brow.


Aletea
Compromise with Thorn, huh?

Hadrian felt appalled by the suggestion. He knew that it would hardly be much of a compromise - he doubted Thorn would let him get what he wanted. After all he only wanted one thing from the other man - to be left alone. And Thorn had twisted his words from earlier around, his own comments on compromises and dictator's.

"You just said that it was compromises that brought down that governement, and now you wish to compromise?"

If Thorn was going to throw his words at him, he'd throw Thorn's words back. He was evading the question...because he had no intention of makin some sort of compromise with Thorn.


naeodin
"They compromised too much that they lost their own self." he said simply. "If it was us, we wouldn't do that, would we? We'd keep our goals, our missions. But the victor should be lenient on the... submissive." he chose this word with care. "Let them have some freedom, and meet them half way with the small goals."

He smirked. They were sliding to their stop, next. Thorn was hoping he could distract the man enough that he wouldn't notice. So he did the only thing he could. Leaning down until his face as next to Hadrian's, until they were close enough to touch, he whispered.

‘You look good enough to eat, when you talk politics.” he murmured, and it was loud enough that someone sitting on the other side let out a startled giggle.


Aletea
Well, Thorn succeeded in that - Hadrian was distracted. And flustered, because he heard that giggle. He couldn't restrain the color that rose up in his cheeks, embaressed by the fact that someone had just /heard/ Thorn say that. So it was no surprise that he pulled his face away, before responding in a low, quiet voice.

Words that were hissed out, his eyes filed with anger at being referred to as the 'submissive'. Of course Thorn viewed himself as the victor.

"That, Thorn, is when you get civil war."

Because he wasn't agreeing to any of /Thorn's/ compromises, wasn't going to take that 'small' freedom. He would have his own freedom.


naeodin
Thorn smiled. “Civil war? I find civil wars to be exciting stuff.” he said, murring as he nodded his head. The bus started to drive off again, and he smirked. “You do know, none of the civil wars actually succeeded against Lenin?”

He paused, tilting his head. “But.” and he said the words just as quietly as Hadrian had. “That was when millions died. Would you like to be the cause of so many deaths? Because I have no qualms about it.”

His words were said quietly, the tone charming enough that people may have mistaken it for a word between lover’s but the meaning was clear, as was the slight tightening in his jaw.

He had no qualms about hurting others to make an example.


Aletea


Hadrian's eyes had widened at those words - barely, but they did. The mage was beginning to feel trapped...no matter what he did, Thorn found a way around it. Found a way to control him, to entrap him.

While he could handle Thorn hurting him - the idea of other people getting hurt to make an example to him...the idea of /Marc/ getting hurt as an example to him - just thank the gods Thorn hadn't mentioned Marc involved in all of this - was sickening. Maybe...maybe it would be easier to just - give in. Give in, and take what he could get.

Tell whom he could...

But that idea was just as repulsive to him.

"Then I guess it's a good thing that you aren't Lenin."

Hadrian turned back around in his seat, trying to compose himself and hide his worry at Thorn's words - before he noticed that the scenery was that of the route of the opposite side of the compound. He'd missed his stop.

Gritting his teeth angrily, he grabbed his groceries and waited for the bus's next stop - he'd /walk/ back.


naeodin
Thorn laughed. “Yes, it’s a pity, isn’t it?” he said outloud, and nodded his head. “Or maybe it’s better. I could learn from his mistakes.” he smiled as he said these words, watching as Hadrian gathered his parcels.

“Darling.” he drawled, loud enough to be over heard. “Let me help you with your bags. You shouldn’t be forced to carry all the weight by yourself.”

From the other side, the girl sighed again. It was one of those romantic sighs that was loud enough for Thorn to turn his head and wink. He had an ally! This was great news.

(( >> said ally being you and me, prolly. XD XD ))


Aletea
He just couldn't escape him, could he? It was frustrating.

"Don't you have somewhere to be?"

It was spoken grumpily, and taken on it's own would probably be seen as the truth - that he disliked Thorn. But when taken with Thorn's almost.../loving/ behavoir, and it would seem more like it was just the sort of person he was, that he was just playing around. Both he and Thorn knew what it was, of course - but probably no one else on the bus would guess.

Unless they were unusually perceptive, anyway. Perceptive enough to notice that his knuckles were white, hands were clenched around the bags, jaw was tight...all those little signs that something was wrong.

The bus came to a stop, and Hadrian stood up to make his way off of it.


naeodin
Thorn smiled, bowed to the people on the bus and with a laugh, ran after Hadrian. He reached out with almost a gentle hand to touch Hadrian's, to try to take a couple of bags from him. But the moment his face was turned, his words were cold.

“Don’t fight now.” he said, quietly. “The bus is still there. You wouldn’t want to tell others about the truth, would you?” a deliberate choice of words, as if he wanted nothing more than to remind the man of what had happened before.

"Marc came and told me you were hurt." he said, his words calm, quiet. "He never connected it. He never will, Hadrian."

He never will. Which meant he would never fight for Hadrian in this way, either.

And Thorn smiled. "No matter what you say." he added. As if he needed to.


Aletea
Hadrian's jaw clenched with helpless anger, the frustration so clear in his face. Couldn't fight here because - why, because people would see?

It was pathetic, he realized. Thorn had already managed to twist controls around him, 'compromises'. He was 'allowed' to fight, but only when people couldn't see. Allowed to hate Thorn, but only when other people wouldn't know /why/. He felt sick.

Thorn had been in there speaking of making compromises - and here they were already, with 'compromises' he hadn't even realized they had made.

For a moment, Hadrian simply stood, staring at Thorn with conflict and turmoil in his eyes. And then the bus rolled away, as he fought to remove thoughts of Marc from his mind. Because Thorn was right, there - Marc would never fight for him like that. Because Marc would never know...he never wanted him to know. At least consciously, he didn't - but hidden away...well, yes. He did want Marc to know.

It was silly, but he felt so trapped that he just - wanted to be rescued. But he knew he couldn't be.

Then he turned, and started walking away.


naeodin
Thorn followed close behind, staying at a distance as if there was something more interesting to watch. And there was. The firm, stubborn set of the mage's shoulders was enough to have the man wonder what it would take to see them hunched over in defeat. Would it cause pain, and the emotional kind, or the physical kind?

"He's moving back in, you know." Thorn said outloud, watching the back. Like a scientist, he wanted to see how each individual part of the body reacted to news. To emotions.

And this time, Thorn was holding onto the back, the shoulders and the arms.

“You need to leave him alone.”


Aletea
Hadrian flinched and stopped, lowering his head at this news. Marc was moving back in - was coming back?

But it wasn't like he wanted. No...this wasn't what he had wanted, when he had thought of Marc moving back in. He had thought - those silly little idealistic fantasies, that they would get back together. That Thorn would just magically disappear.

And yet another little 'compromise'. Marc was back, but he wasn't supposed to see him.

"You're not happy until you control everything, aren't you?" The words were whispered, so softly that they could almost be inaudible even to Thorn's ears. Because..this would mean that he couldn't even try to ease the tension, couldn't even try to at least repair their relationship back to a friendship.


naeodin
Thorn laughed. “You need to leave him alone, for your own good.” he said, simply, catching up with his steps. He had indeed missed the muttered words, catching enough to know that he had said something quietly. So he continued. “He’ll want to know where the bruises come from... but he won’t believe you.”

Maybe the second time, he would. But Thorn bluffed his way through with ease.

“And your little friends?” he didn’t watch Hadrian, didn’t try. He wanted to listen to his voice. To see what it was like, to have nothing to go on but a voice. “Don’t pull them into the mess either.”

Quietly, calmly, because he knew Marc-- Marc would jump to Hadrian’s defense in the end, and Thorn hated it when it got messy. When it involved work, of course.


Aletea
It was true. Marc would want to know, but...hadn't he wanted to know last night? But he hadn't asked again, after that initial spat of avoiding it. And it was with a clenching of fear that he realized that Marc probably /wouldn't/ believe him, if he told him the truth. Marc, Thorn...they were /friends/ of some sort. Marc trusted him.

"I can talk to people without telling them my every secret," These words were snapped out, and Hadrian began walking again. It wasn't an agreement to Thorn's words, no - it was a way of trying to say that he was going to still try to talk to Marc, even if he couldn't tell him certain things. The key word was try, of course.

And then something about Thorn's wording - 'where the bruises come from'. Not /came/.../come/ from. Which would imply that Thorn planned on something like that again, something that was going to hurt -

And that scared him enough he almost wanted to just go someplace public and not leave it again. But he didn't give in to that, and just kept walking.


naeodin
Thorn laughed. “Can you, Hadrian?” he said, purring the word out as if they were discussing sexual fantasies instead of anything else. And really-- maybe force and dominance was Thorn’s sexual fantasy. Because he smiled. “I’ve seen you with alcohol. I’ve seen the girls and the men at the compound... it wouldn’t take much to get you drunk, and then the words that leave your mouth?” his smile didn’t fall. In fact, he seemed more expectant, as if waiting for the day Hadrian messed up.

“Your friends.” he said, toying with the word. “You.”

He smirked. Oh, joy. For him.


Aletea
"Easy. I won't drink."

Not that it would be too much of a trial, to simply avoid alcohol - so long as it wasn't slipped to him, anyway. Like that time Thorn had gotten him drunk, without him even realizing.

"I'm not going to just slip up so you can have your /fun/, Thorn - but I'm not going to cut myself off from everyone either."

He had turned around here, eyes blazing. Though it would have been far more intimidating if he hadn't been holding grocery bags.


naeodin
Thorn smiled. How fun. This one was trying to fight back again. So, taking the grocery bags at his advantage, he leaned over and kissed him. A fierce, possessive, claiming kiss that involved more teeth and lips then tongue. It was vicious- domineering, and Thorn felt every inch of the kiss. As if it was he, and not just an action.

“Cute, Hadrian.” he drawled. “You’re so cute when you pretend to be strong.”

The words left his mouth quickly, and he smiled.

((>> >> thorn has to make an exist before HADRIAN KEELS HIM!))


Aletea]If Hadrian'd had any hands free when Thorn had kissed him, the other man would have been flying across the sidewalk. Or, well, he liked to think that. His initial reaction would have been to shove, though it would have been more intelligent to just use magic to knock the man away.

But he didn't have hands free, and the best he could do was jerk away, stumbling backwards and nearly falling because of the extra weight hanging from each hand.

"I'm not 'pretending'. Don't come near me again."

He was flushed with anger, and a bit of pain at the fact that it felt like Thorn was right - when he 'pretended' to be strong. Because if he was strong, Thorn never would have just gotten away with doing that. He would have done something to stop him, or hurt him. But still, he spoke with the attempt at bluffing - even if he knew it wasn't going to be taken seriously.

Then he turned, and began walking down the sidewalk again. Maybe if he just /ignored/ the man, he'd go away. Surely he'd get bored if he was just ignored?[/quote]

[quote="naeodin
Thorn laughed. And as he did so, he let out a piercing whistle-- but no super powers here. It was simple signal for the driver that had trailed so slowly behind to speed up. And he watched Hadrian walk away, smirking. Did the man think he had won? Maybe it would be more exciting to allow Hadrian to feel a false sense of accomplishment.

You had to reward your toys, after all.

So he walked, speeding up slightly so that he was side by side and said simply.

“Don’t be stupid, Hadrian.”

Because his car was here now, and he didn’t want to say anything to ruin the moment.


Aletea
"Just leave me alone, and there won't be any need for 'stupidity'."

The emphasis on his last word made clear what he was actually saying, that it wasn't stupidity in his mind.

And he began to feel a hesitant sort of triumph - had he just 'won' that little encounter? He wasn't sure. But Thorn was leaving...in his mind, that was equated to winning. Even if it was all just put on for show, false bravado, while inside he was utterly terrified. But if Thorn tried anything on him again - well, it was likely to be another violent sort of encounter.

Even if he felt troubled, because he didn't expect to win that sort of thing. He just hoped he would.


naeodin
Thorn smiled when the driver stepped out to open the door, and he smirked. “Compromises.” he said, nodding his head in slightly acknowledgement. Compromises. He would let Hadrian believe he had won this little round, because it didn’t affect the big picture. Let him win a few minor skirmishes.

While the battle, the war, still belonged to him as the victor.

He smirked, a smile playing on his lips as he slid in. “I’ll see you later, Hadrian.” he drawled, nodding his head. “Don’t get lost.”

Condescending, really. But he was good at that.


Aletea
Hadrian simply ignored those words, and ignored Thorn - simply pretended that neither existed. That tone, he hated it...

But he wasn't about to give Thorn the pleasure of knowing that. So he just walked on.

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