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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2006 10:18 pm
She was swept off her And then she ran away He lost his wife She Found her true love He stole her child She lost part of her life He raised the child She was locked out of her life He taught the child She was left in the dark He abused the child She got a call one day He made the child fightened Her baby was dying He stopped her from coming She had to have her baby He took the childs sharp things She called her child every day He made the childs choices She started to be called mom He pushed the child She heard her childs cries He made the child stay inside She wondered what was happening He abused the childs trust She was helpless to do anything He made his child keep silent She heard her child crying He took the child to the hospital She heard nothing from her child He blocked her from the childs phone list She felt her childs needs He kept the child alone She came to see her child He took the child home She went back home without her child He drove the child crazy She got calls and pleas for help He made his childs last decision She made a few changes He took that child in his arms She took that child in her arms "Baby you know I love you." He watched the child walk away She watched the child run to her He now waits by the phone She now watches carefully The child they brought into this world A child who understands... That even though daddy raised her Mom always was there first That even though daddy taught her wrong Mom will always be a guiding light that even if daddy doesn't love her Mom always will And now she holds her child in her arms And hears her daughter saying "Mom I wish you were there to raise me, Cause daddy made me sad, he made me want to relocate, so I put these voices in my head, he made me want to hurt me, So I tried to kill myself, he made me feel like nothing, so I don't love myself, I'm sorry Mom i'm not perfect please don't judge me like he did, I'll do my best and if it won't work, I'll do my best again." He waits for the phone to ring She won't dial the number He waits for an e-mail She blocked him from her list He visits her favorite places She finds a new username He waits and wonders what he's done She lives her new life with mom If he saw her at this moment He wouldn't recognize her Daddy I'm a woman Though I've been away a few months I'm sorry i'm never coming home I can't stand your sight Tell my sisters and brother I love them Give step mom my thanks Don't forget you hurt me Cause I can't It won't be Goodnight mom I love you I'll see you in the morning Don't worry about my scars their healing Like my feelings and heart I won't think about him lest I have to I won't see him in my dreams After all he betrayed me You cared after all
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:56 pm
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Posted: Fri Oct 13, 2006 11:49 am
Lovely, sad and long. +happy in between. (ashinai loves semi-sweet/sad endings. They make her sigh in contentment with the world's literature) heart
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