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'Glittering Eyes'

Glittering eyes,
I'm so ashamed.
These feelings I feel,
This dim witted brain.
~*~
I smiled most back then,
Even though I had no friends.
I died on the inside,
But my body stayed alive.
~*~
Torment memories,
They pour from my head.
I realised just now,
How many tears I've shed.
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People love me for my joy,
If only they knew the truth.
I'm depressed and alone,
Abandoned in my dreams.
~*~
I've lived so far,
I'm going to die so young.
I'll end my torment,
I'll pull the plug.
~*~
"How can you write,
what you've never felt?"
Trust me babe,
I've been to hell.
~*~
I always get off topic,
I always spread my lies,
I always hide my feelings,
I hide myself in this life.
~*~
All I say is real,
Trust me I do feel.
But because I do, don't ignore me,
Trust me, I know more than you know about you.
~*~
Why is it,
I can feel?
My humanly emotions,
They can kill.
~*~
Blood loss,
That's what killed me.
And finally, as I write this,
I'm gaining, for every ounce I lose.


I have not tried suicide nor do I plan to, though it'd be nice to get as far away as possible from where I am now. I seriously can write about suicide and depression. I know how suicide feels, even if this body hasn't gone through it. Ask my reasons, I'll be happy to explain, but only if you ask.

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You have talent. Keep up the good work!

Your ability be empathic to the emotions is outstanding.

so, are you going to tell me, what kind of song did you have in mind when writing this? Like a slow lament? A Lacuna Coil type song? or something else?

*is curious*

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