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 Posted: Fri Sep 10, 2004 11:42 am
Describe to me how you feel under that scenario... I get growly and feel as if I'm going to claw something, but I find I don't get actually violent either in speech or manner. I don't get loud, or vindictive, but the feeling that constantly surrounds me is that I'll freeze the offending party's mouth shut...
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Posted: Fri Sep 10, 2004 2:05 pm
"I do the most effective psychological sort of torture to the offender that I can imagine... I stare them directly in the eyes with my evil, evil eyes without word or expression. I actually made someone cry doing this, and quite against my religions I'm very proud of it. Evil isn't necessarily a bad thing... you know, the root for our current word 'evil' actually comes from an old Latin word, the word 'Villain', which means 'Villager', because the church deemed all pagans (people of the land, or villagers on the outskirts of town) to be heathens. Go fig..."
"And one other thing... If the offender is inanimate, I tend to just growl behind my vocal chords."
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Posted: Fri Sep 10, 2004 4:13 pm
When I'm facing something like this head on, I tend to use my expressions and my mind a lot more as well. However, it's not very often that I am head on with the person I am angry with. Usually I get these feelings when I'm in my room with the door locked and I can hear my parents fighting across the house. Now yes, I know, everyones parents fight. And I know you're all use to hearing the yelling occasionally, or even often. But my parents yell at eachother every day and my dad, being the a** that he is, has a violent tendency in his nature. So usually I sit in here with this combination of anger, fear, hatres, sadness, etc., and I go from emotion to emotion. One minute I will just want to die, and nothing else, and then later I'll just have it in my head that I could just go out and do serious hard to them physcically. However, I'm naturally grounded and centered enough to realize through all of it, that if I did do that, I could never feel the satisfaction enough to force myself to stop. So Mostly I will have to glue myself to the bed or floor and just try my hardest to block out the world around me. And on the days that it just doesnt work, I'll usually just leave the house and disappear from the world for a day or two. But when it's just stress, like normal homework, boyfriend/girlfriend, average stress, I tend to snap at ppl. Nothing very harmful to them.
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Posted: Fri Sep 10, 2004 6:47 pm
Hmm i mostly calm most of the time but as i get agrivated or angrey i tend to cut ppl down and become really sarcastic. i tend to mellow out quickly out of this state, i stay upbeat at all times. phew
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Posted: Fri Sep 10, 2004 7:10 pm
"Don't worry, Aoi, I share your pain. Though my father is more subversive... like a crazy, sneaky, delusional ninja... a fat one."
("How can anyone get fat on a vegan diet, I ask you??")
"One more thing I thought of... I tend to speak much less whenever in that vein."
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2004 2:08 am
It seems that Aoi passes through that same trough of depression that I need to get out of the state (which is usually bad since I am pretty non-functional during that time, and usually I am depressed about work in the first place). True, it doesn't last too long, but it is there. A combination of these two things.
The frustration of helplessness dies down to sadness.
The irritation at the other person dies down to either pity, if you managed to hold your temper, or regret, if you didn't.
Agree?
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2004 2:09 am
It seems that Aoi passes through that same trough of depression that I need to get out of the state (which is usually bad since I am pretty non-functional during that time, and usually I am depressed about work in the first place). True, it doesn't last too long, but it is there. A combination of these two things.
The frustration of helplessness dies down to sadness.
The irritation at the other person dies down to either pity, if you managed to hold your temper, or regret, if you didn't.
Agree?
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2004 4:53 am
When people irritate or annoy me I am very sarcastic,or I just don't say anything to them anymore. I do stare at them silently, but that is mostly because I am blocking them and the situation out of my mind. When sad, mad or angry I feel like I'm about to explode into shards of glass and slice the person to bits. I get furious almost instaneously and have been known to fly off the handle at the slightest things. I get annoyed so easily, it doesn't take more than a 'Hi' or a sick joke to piss me off some mornings and I quite enjoy when I'm cranky. My reaction to my parents fighting was never like that. I curled up in a ball and cried and hoped that they would stay together. In my emotion I always feel cornered and isolated and 'already' wrong when I'm being accused of something and I don't want to right...I just want my opinion to be important and to be heard, so I babble and I talk as fast as I can because I expect to be told to shut up or slapped in the face. It's hard for me to face an adversary because I curse, tell them off and turn away becuase I don't have time for anything more, anything more and I'd turn, immensely violent. For a long time, I have been letting problems solve them selves and seemingly giving into the will of the Light elementals that always seem to be in the middle of my biggest stresses. It's amazing, how they never seem to want to hear my truth, but yet condemn me as wrong. When people of other elements get me annoyed, I get bitchy, because I don't know what other response to give...I don't know what they want me to do about their situation..I get confused and scared that it was soemhow my fault..if not..why are they telling me...whyare they attacking me..why are they standing their and accusing me of being myself and managing to confuse or hurt them? I hate confrontations...and ...I'm really a mean b***h with no tolerance and I try to hide it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2004 9:55 pm
Irritated: With a person, sometimes lose temper and yell; sometimes become very patronising and as they say 'rude'.
Frustrated: With work, become "jumpy" and fidgety and start to move abnormally fast. Is unable to concentrate until having left it for a while and doing something relaxing - like reading something unrelated.
Temperamental: On good days, when mew (me) is focused on plans to take over the world (kidding! ^_^)... When plotting, and is interrupted, even innocently, tend to become cranky and give as brief as possible answers to questions. "I'm busy...end of conversation."
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2004 8:15 am
Kya HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HEH HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH!!
You dont wanna know what Im like angry.
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2004 8:19 am
stare "He cries and runs to his momma."
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2004 10:29 am
stressed *pulls out his kitana and begins to bludgeon Geren to death with it*
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2004 5:35 pm
There's something almost ridiculously amusing about the idea of someone being bludgeoned to death with a sharp object... blaugh
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2004 5:44 pm
*ressurects Geren and beats him to death again with a lead pipe*
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2004 11:42 am
hmm lets see,
when im annoyed or irritated my initial response is to hold back and either calm myself down or think it through and relize its not worth getting pissed at (sometimes i check if PMS is around, if it is, i take that into a huge consideration)
if it persists without letting me kool down or its way too much to simply let go i turn into a b***h and give pple a cold attitute
if i am frustrated over something, i pause from it, and go back to it later, if its still frustrating, i stop again and when i come back i try to find out any alternate ways to avoid frustration....it its really that bad i explode and usualy in a sour mood until its done or ive calmed down
tempermental is usualy when im interrupted from something fun/important/exciting/deeply involved with by someone who i dont care about or someone who feels telling me the grass grew last night is important enough to tell me and oh yea ill get tempermental, plus if i feel that some friends of mine are giving me the cold shoulder then im very tempermental with them as well 3nodding
sometimes if i have too much of it, i stay calm but become evil and cast vicious arcane spells on everyone who dares to piss me off lol!
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