I'm not just a thing
Immune to this suffering
I refuse to hide
Though you beret me with lies
Why do you hurt me?
To get back at her
Why can't you see
That you're my killer?
I'm tired of being
In between the lies
I'm tired of seeing
The hurt in my eyes
When she hates me
It's your fault
Because you let her see
The secrets in the vault
I hurt myself
You never notice
I kill myself
You don't seem to care
What can I do
To get across the notion
That it's me, not you
Whose body is without motion?
Everything that's happening to you
Is only being passed
Down to me through
Your actions; growing fast
Is my hatred
Of your putred
Worm-infested heart
Where there is no love
Just spite
For the woman
Who is your wife
So you but me between
Though I'm just a teen
Why won't you let me live?!
Why can't you just give?
Instead of taking all I have
And throwing
It all
Away,
Daddy?