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 Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 6:58 pm
I for sure have not, i was just wondering if anyone has or if you wanna share shitty storiesd you could and i could try to help you or we could help each other.
here is my lifes story condensed.
i was born in california in Indio. and i had many friends and i lived with my mom, i dont remember my dad being with us there ever
then at 3 and a1/2 we moved with my dad to oregon leaving behind all my friends
the new place i moved to roseburg or all the kids i met picked on me and laughed at me.
i thought that the day-care persons son was nice, and we were friends on and off, but when i was six, he made me give him oral sex.=( then he raped me off and on(this happened on and off untill i was 9, he was four years older than me)
i never told anyone until when i was 15(when i came out to my mother)
also my father was a druggie and an alchoholic
he yelled at me lots and he threw me around a few times
i had no where to take my frustrations out on so i took them out on my dog Buddy i used to hit him with a broom and he never bit me. i found out this was bad and i had to stop it, so i did and me and Buddy became best friends.
before i had also broken my aunts dogs leg and they had to amputate it. i feel like an a*****e and it hurts me to this very day what i have done wrong. sad .
when i was five i got two kittens for the first time
i was so happy
we went on vacation and when i came back they told me that they killed one of them(asleep) because of a disease it had
then we got a german sheperd puppy and, he was very cool and cute, his name was Baloo. we then went on vactation and took my other dog buddy with us and i pleaded with my dad to bring baloo also but he said no and so we left him in the kennel, when we came back Baloo went up in the forest and it took me an hour to get him back (i was nine, ) then he started drinking alot of water and started throwing it up and we took him to the vet, about 5 minutes after we got there he died throwing up his guts right after i had held him and said he would be fine.
then when i was 10 they killed my first and best friend buddy (my dog)
throughout my life i have had kids pick on me, they just started to lay off last year
i have only had one real friend that was a guy, but he moved last summer and i had no idea cuz i was in nebraska.=(
buddy was a german sheperd dog
there have been a few other things but that is mainly it
i didn't even get to say goodbye to him.=(
and since last year i havn't been able to really cry, even wheni rly need to.=(
also my dad is dying from lung cancer and even after everything he has done to me i still love him and want him to live.=( i never really have hope any more i just try to get things done mechanically.
i always knew something was wrong with me, i always liked to dress like a girl and hang out with the girls and it seemed i allways had thought like a girl, when i was 12 i found the word transgender and i put it together. as of now i am in therapy and trying to get hormones to begin my life.
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Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 8:14 pm
you tell me from my lifes qoute:
Lifes a b***h then you die
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 8:56 am
There's always someone worse off.
And why would someone want to talk about their problems?!
That's what I don't get tlking about s**t sucks almost more than going through it.
I don't wanna talk about ti I wanna forget it and move on but ********' therapy goddamn I hate it.
Well look on the bright side.
You have money right?
I mean I know people who think they're poor but seriously you have no clue.
And like if you aren't with your dad anymore 'cause him and your mom broke up your mom's blind can't get a job.
So what the ******** are you going to do?!
Just sit and wait for the ******** Social Security Check.
o-o
Life sucks okay?
Just like she just said.
And you gotta deal with it.
Make sure your kid's life doesn't turn out that way.
Okay?
Okay.
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 9:01 am
My mom says my life has been oh so horrible.
I don't.
I can't remeber most of being a kid.
Except the good things.
Which when I was a kid I had amazingly wonderful good things happening.
I had my best friend.
School sucked but it wasn't as bad as school is when you don't give a ******** I remeber like...
7 bad things happening through out my life.
Not that much right?
So see.
Because of the 7 or so bad things my mom and the therapist think "oh her life is so terrible! No wonder she cuts. Blah blah blah."
But I don't think about the bad things so much so I don't mind really. o-o
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 9:22 am
Nothing ever went really wrong in my life, parents have a happy relationship, yada yada yada... Although my mom used to have a chemical imbalance in her brain and she screamed a lot and hit a little...not hard enough to bruise. And she threw things. But she took meds and now my life is good sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 7:11 pm
hmm..i remember ny dad use to beat me when i made C's when I was little. O.o my parents hate me. They tell my how they wish i was litke all the other girls, dress like them and act like them. They claim that im not ther daughter all the time, saying I musta been switched at birth. >.>
I think so too <.<
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Posted: Sun Jun 11, 2006 7:56 am
~Monkey_Girl06~ hmm..i remember ny dad use to beat me when i made C's when I was little. O.o my parents hate me. They tell my how they wish i was litke all the other girls, dress like them and act like them. They claim that im not ther daughter all the time, saying I musta been switched at birth. >.> I think so too <.< Lmfao xDD
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Posted: Sun Jun 11, 2006 11:47 pm
My life has it's ups and downs
A good thing, then an equally bad thing, then repeat.
It's fine by me, because I always know a good thing is right around the corner 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Jun 12, 2006 1:51 am
My life's been better than many others, that's for sure.
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