read this it is tragic how your friend can be
gone in an instant and you don't realize it...
about 2 years ago yesterday my best and only friend commited suicide while i was over at his house. he ODed on herione and crack concain when he died he looked so peaceful. i mean i watched him take his last breath and i heard his last words, but once he was gone blood poured from his mouth and he choked on his own blood. when i tipped him over it poured onto my arm. it was the scariest feeling
that you could ever have. i just felt like curling up into a ball and going down into a hole. after that i tried commiting suicide 3 times non of them worked..i was just into the hospital for about a week or so.
then while i was in LA someone heard about my friend that commited suicide and he started making fun of him and that is the point that i lost it. i went after him little knowing that he was in a gang. i was stabbed and beaten till i couldn't move the cops picked me up on the side of the street without any identification. when i got to the hospital i died. the doctors brung me back and then about
fifteen minutes later i went into a coma for about an hour and from there i woke up. the doctor noticed and told me that i wasn't going to live through the night. my heart stopped and i kinda felt rejoiced i would finally be with my only friend. the only guy that understood me, but someone is wanting me to live and i don't like it.
now that you have read it you have to promise
me something
that you will not deny that it can happen to you
because anything is possible and i am living proof
of it... then cherrish what you have and what has
you because it could be gone sooner than you think.
gone in an instant and you don't realize it...
about 2 years ago yesterday my best and only friend commited suicide while i was over at his house. he ODed on herione and crack concain when he died he looked so peaceful. i mean i watched him take his last breath and i heard his last words, but once he was gone blood poured from his mouth and he choked on his own blood. when i tipped him over it poured onto my arm. it was the scariest feeling
that you could ever have. i just felt like curling up into a ball and going down into a hole. after that i tried commiting suicide 3 times non of them worked..i was just into the hospital for about a week or so.
then while i was in LA someone heard about my friend that commited suicide and he started making fun of him and that is the point that i lost it. i went after him little knowing that he was in a gang. i was stabbed and beaten till i couldn't move the cops picked me up on the side of the street without any identification. when i got to the hospital i died. the doctors brung me back and then about
fifteen minutes later i went into a coma for about an hour and from there i woke up. the doctor noticed and told me that i wasn't going to live through the night. my heart stopped and i kinda felt rejoiced i would finally be with my only friend. the only guy that understood me, but someone is wanting me to live and i don't like it.
now that you have read it you have to promise
me something
that you will not deny that it can happen to you
because anything is possible and i am living proof
of it... then cherrish what you have and what has
you because it could be gone sooner than you think.
