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 Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 6:20 am
And I have never even talked to her, for real gonk
Ohwell.. to the info:
She's the same age as me, we have spanish and english together.
But now when we're about to graduate from the 9th grade and enter a new school.. i'm scared i will never see her again! I needa ask which school she's going to 3nodding
She allways hangs out with her little group of girls, whom she dances together with after school.. very often. And, hell! Theyre good :]
So, I recently told my bestest friends that i'm Bisexual..
and they took it great! They actually thought it was really cool :]
But i'm still scared of approaching this girl.. she might get any ideas of me being a fullblown lesbian, and then gossip about me with her friends eek
Anyways.. she's far out of my league! She allways looks stunning, with her golden blonde hair and big beautiful smile.. with a little space between her front-teeth 4laugh
She has quite big boobs too.. it's a wonder no guys hang after her. Srsly~
And, she seems a bit shy.. and she has this really special voice. D'aaww!
Now, thats pretty much everything i know about her..
Oh, and her name: Amanda.. thats my middle name :3 How Cute!
One of my friends knows her, abit.. so thats a way of getting to know her.
I guess I aint need any help, i just need to grow some balls! xd
.. And then I'll try to talk to her.. in some way :]
Ooh! Read all my posts here.. its like, a story! 3nodding
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 7:05 am
Start off by at least saying hi to her, which should be somewhat easy since you are in the same class...
Or get one of your friends that does know her to introduce her to you or something...
And just bring up the school switching in a conversation and yeah ^_^
But I say it like it's easy >.<
I know how you feel...
And since you have a deadline that makes it even worse O_O
And don't worry about the msn thing... just add her and say one of your friends gave you the address among a whole heap of others in her list or something...
Good luck blaugh
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 10:17 am
Rose Cookies Start off by at least saying hi to her, which should be somewhat easy since you are in the same class... Or get one of your friends that does know her to introduce her to you or something... And just bring up the school switching in a conversation and yeah ^_^ But I say it like it's easy >.< I know how you feel... And since you have a deadline that makes it even worse O_O And don't worry about the msn thing... just add her and say one of your friends gave you the address among a whole heap of others in her list or something... Good luck blaugh Yeah, well one of my friend do know her. But what am I supposed to say to my friend? "Hey, You know Amanda? You wouldnt mind helping me to get to know her.. you see, i'm so inlove with her" gonk No.. i havent even told my friends i'm bi. But i have said that i find her very goodlooking :] Thanks! I'll see if i dare to add her.. but i might wanna start talking a bit to her at school first. Its school again on monday.. and then i'll say "hello there" when i meet her :] But i'm still scared that she'll get any ideas about me being a fullblown lesbian.. and then tell her friends about it.
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2006 6:08 am
Yes, i've told my bestest friend about me being a bisexual.
And she was all fine with it, and thought i was so cool :]
Oh, and she now knows about my crush on this girl.
Whom i will now call Amanda, because thats her name xp
I will soon tell the rest of my friends. But I'ma skip that part off Amanda, because it will be all awkward and they'll stare at her ..
AND THATS MY JOB! domokun
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Posted: Fri Jun 02, 2006 2:13 pm
OHMY!
I was downtown with my mom, shopping for some kindof prom-dress.
And i started thinking: What if i saw Amanda here? I would definetly say HI..
(Side note: There isnt school in like 5 days, and i already miss her smile :])
AND GUESS WHAT! eek
There she stands, right infront of me.. with her friends, back against me.
I just saw the back of her head and recognized her hair directly ^^
My heart went all "BA-DUMP BA-DUMP" on me, and i walked past.
I hope they didnt see me, with my mom.. shopping for clothes stressed haha!
And now.. tomorrow there is this big reggae-show in my city,
and i know she likes some reggae, so really hope she's gonna be there 3nodding
EDIT= Wow, i could write a novel about this. Or take it to my journal..
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 2:50 am
Okey.. so now the school has ended. So i wont see her so much anymore gonk
Now i thought that i wasnt über inlove with her anymore.. But, Oh! How wrong i was..
There was this big market-thingie downtown, last weekend. And i was there with some friends.. and some guy i didnt even know xd (It came out that he'd been dating Amanda's best-friend before eek )
And then we walked around there.. and it was a lot of people there.
But then i saw amanda's face in a crowd.. my heart stopped for a second!
And she was looking right at me when i saw her, with her mouth a bit open.
I almost died .. it was sucha awesome feeling.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 1:49 pm
Ooh! I just found out that she's going to the same school as me + the same "program"... we might even end up in the same class! :0
Nooo... I did not ask her. It was in the news~paper..
Butt.. I haven't seen her for weeks now. So I don't know if I still have those feelings for her.. + there will be a lot of cuties in the new school ;}
Ohwell, i just wanna see her and get that adrenaline kick again! <3
But at the same time i wanna forget about her, 'cause i have no chance! gonk
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Posted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 4:11 am
Ohnoes! gonk I'm still inlove with her..
My heart pounded faster when she walked into the schoolyard.. lighting up everything with her goldenblonde hair and sun tan. Depressing for me .. I really hoped that I had forgot those feelings over the past months. But noo.. it was worse than ever.
But.. I hope I fall for someone else soon :] There were pretty, pretty girls there heart
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 11:02 am
I've been cured! xd
She's still one of the most beautiful creatures of this world, but I don't feel anything when I see her anymore.. she also talked to me, and I was all calm.. didn't screw up.
Well once I looked around me, and I saw her.. looking at me. Our eyes met for one second.. but it felt hella longer. And there the feeling was again neutral
Anyways.. you may remove this now, guild-people!
My crush is over.. pretty much. heart
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Posted: Fri Nov 17, 2006 12:13 pm
Nope.. flu is back
Kinda.
I got like, really really drunk. And I walked around screaming/singing her name.. and that I'm inlove with her. Well, she wasnt there but the people who was there knows her. So she's probably found out by now.. (as if she didnt allready suspect something)
Okay.. crush been going on for over 6 months. I've spoke to her 2 times at max. And I.. frankly, just wanna get over her. SO, i'ma get drunk again (when she's there) and then confess my love.. sounds like a good idea, yeah?
sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Jan 26, 2007 10:16 am
You're a girl, and have an advantage over these things. You should be all "Hi! I've seen you around" with her, and be all cute, and hug her and stuff.
Although, from the description I doubt she's anything but straight. sweatdrop
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