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Letter Of Fate

I begin to put the pen away
on the floor is where it lays
dripping ink upon the ground
a new home is what it found

Far off in the thoughts of you
this has came to be what I choose
to give up all I have lived for
as my limp fingers reach the door

So from within my dresser
a very delicate sealed letter
the last one I'll ever write
as I fall from the world tonight

That's really good mrgreen

Leave me alone, push me aside forget me as you pass me by
but for God’s sake don’t notice me, don’t look at me with your hate filled eyes
I don’t want to see what you think nor know what you believe…
you fill my life with self-doubt and setting me up to never achieve.

Leave me alone, push me aside forget me as you pass me by
but for God’s sake notice me, look in my direction and show me that I am real
I do not want to be alone in the eternal darkness that blinds me from all
your voice bites at me like a tender flame… I know should I get to close I shall be burned

Leave me alone, push me aside forget me as you pass me by
but for God’s sake talk to me, your words burn my skin like the poisons of the snake
and yet your words caress my soul in a blanket of comfort and soften my shields
but I know you will lie to me and yet I need you

Leave me alone, push me aside forget me as you pass me by
but for God’s sake tell me who I am, I am lost in this world
and without a guide to tell me who I am or why I’m here
lost to wander this world like a dead man.

Leave me alone, push me aside forget me as you pass me by

Unseen

Forget that I'm a person
Even a human being
But don't forget
the feelings you had for me

I lived in your shadows
where you never saw
the person who looked
away,the girl who saw it all

You never seen it coming
that one unexpected day
when you thought it couldn't
happen, my father gave me away

He isn't what I imagined
but love is all that matters
his time is what I needed
I'm all that he sees now

its beutifull!