Alphonse's literary sonets

[machina alphonse]

1. [Oh What You Meant To Me]
You said I'll fit right in,
with your friends.
I don't...something...they dont like
about me;
Standing there with you,
I realized just how small i really am.
I ran home that night and...
cried myself til the morning.
"nothing stopped my tears"
You said it was nothing.
Wow were you wrong.
You took me back to them.
"I'm not mad at you"
The writting on the walls,
telling each other..."just how much we cared"
for one another.
Which of us cared for the other more.
Did you hear me at all.
That morning,"when i cried aloud"
they had their fun when you left me alone,
with them.
"beaten, stabbed, burned, and hurt"
You came too late,
"this time you had the tears"
I beat you on the path to the alter-life.
I know you still hurt.
"wishing you'd been there"
If only you had been there,
"you say to yourself every day"
Who would you have helped,
Me or Them

 

[machina alphonse]

2. [Romanticide]
the love we shared,
we never gave away,
i stood by you,
you did the same for me,

i was there to be your crying shoulder,
you were there to keep my evil at bay,
we all know what would happen if either of us departed,
so we vowed to remain as one 'til the end,

wwe went out that day not a care in the world,
i left you alone for just a second's worth,
i found you cold and broken,
tears fell fast down my cheeks,

i held you in my arms,
you told me it would all be ok,
i took the gun laying next to you,
put it behind your head,
knelt down to kiss you,
told you i loved you,
shot just once and we both fell there in a pool of blood

 

[machina alphonse]

3. [exiled maiden: crucifixion]
exiled maiden in pain,
nailed unto the cross,
desoled and unclothed,
falling from her new pains,
and with death now, betrothed;

razor-wire to ankles,
bound skin-tight to rapt flesh,
her face bore no pain,
the people all come to watch,
as she's burned at the cross,
no screams of pain pour out from her mouth,
her wounds so deep,salted to increase her duress,
this choice she has made,
now surly her last,
great spikes to inner elbows,
to hold up her arms,
the public throws nothing whilst heads hang in lament,
doused in fire-feed,
her last ride an up-turned cross,
her undertaker strikes the tinders,
to bring her to flames,
afire she falls,
the only source of light on this most eerie night,
she smiles one last time,
as she burns away.....

 

[machina alphonse]

4. [My Lady Poison]

I call her at least once a day,
she calls back twice in return,
never need to miss my...
sweet maiden of the noose;

spend my days at her side through endless hours,
never have to miss my...
little miss morphine,
she's always at my side;

I've fallen down for what, for this,
a penetrating gaze,
a hypnotic smile, this is my...
pretty pistol;

so frail, skin like fine silk,
so deadly, killing me without strife,
my sweet, my beloved little...
lady poison;

paint her black, she'll slit your throat,
you even touch her and i'll cut you in two,
to each of us the other's heart,
for her i pulled mine out, her's was mine from the start,
my sweet little...mistress homocide