~I want to hear a poem. ~
I'm tired of hearing poems about
Love, happiness, and friendship.
'Cause next to love there's a
break up
And behind happiness there's
sadness
Plus on the side of friendship
there's betrayal
I want to hear the truth
Not what you're trying
To hide
I want to hear why
You're the last one picked for
anything
Or the reason you got sent to sit
On the bench of life
When everyone "perfect" got to play
the game
Don't be scared to tell the truth
because we're willing to listen
I want to hear a poem
about the truth
~The Story of an Outcast~
Life doesn't like me
Love isn't what is seems
Life is harder
When you're different
Why can't I be the same?
Because I don't want to be
Even if it means being
An outcast
~You and me could never be~
I love you
I really truly do.
Even though I know
You and me could never be.
You could never love me.
Although all this is true
I'll always stay faith full to you.
You are my life.
Things now seem to revolve around you.
I feel sorry for you.
And it's not because I want you
to myself.
Like you seem to think.
I'm sorry that she hurt you.
I know you find that
Hard to be true.
But my dear,
Remember I'll always
Always
Be here for you.
~To your death~
Hanging from a single thread
Body swaying
From side to side
You've hurt me so much
I loved you.
You took me for a fool
side to side
the body goes
as I watch I thank god it isn't me
the body belongs to you Kyle
you.
~Letting You Rot In Darkness~
One by one
We seem to go
Holding on to you
knowing that it has just begun
The tighter I hold
the safer I seem
In the darkness we wait
A light we can see
I pull away
A small glims of silver
comes into view
It seems to hover over you
You softly call my name
But I'm not here
A force has taken over me
Bringing the knife down on you
Brings a smile to my face
Licking the blood off the knife
The shine flashes my face
You gasp at the sight of me and my knife
I take my leave
Letting you rot the same way
You had once left me
~Worthless Little Boy Toy.~
The affection
I once had for you
is now over
a stupid sign of puppy love
I should of known
You have become
out dated to me
You're no longer the new thing
My broken little boy toy
is all you'll ever be
So in my mind
I'll put you to sleep
Leaving you in the darkness
You had once left me.
~We Could Never Be~
Love
Just isn't enough to
describe how I feel about you.
There's so much more
to you than anyone
can see
I've studied you
long enough
to understand your
every move
I watch you everyday
from the corner of my eye
Wishing it could
be me next to you
NOT her
But the more I
study you
The more I understand
Me and you could never be
You could never love me.
~Not coming home today.~
Even though I never really met you
I gave you my heart and trust
I gave you my life
And called it love
Till this day
you still are the one
I love
You stole my soul
And ripped it to shreds.
My life is now hanging
by a single thread
Back and forth I'll go with a sway
Till mother realizes
In my bed I don't lay.
The doctors rush me into the emergency room
Mother prays
Out comes the doctor to have his say
'I'm sorry ma'am
but your daughters not coming home today...'
~Tears of a broken heart~
I trusted you
and I don't know why
I trusted you
and you made me cry
I gave you my heart
and now I denied
Why did you leave me
out in the cold?
I realized
that becoming weak
is not stopping the crys
So I take my knife
and wait for the world
to sleep
And that same night I'll commit suicide
When you come home and see
my body
You'll know how badly you hurt me
and how hard you will cry.
~Four years too long~
I was with you for
Four years
She was with you for
Two months
How could you do this to me?
Then come out saying
You love her
And have feelings for her
That you don't have for me?
I loved you
But how could I be so stupid
As to love
Someone like you?
I'm through with love
and I'm through with
YOU
~Dear Player~
Even though my
Words are rough
The pain inside
is really tough
I thought I
wouldn't feel
but I was
Wrong
My head is
Throbbing
And I feel
weak
And I can't seem
to find the words I
Seek
Please help me
get back on my feet
tell me the real
Reason why
You left me.
~What is Love?~
What is love?
Can love be no more than two people?
Can love be three or four?
What if you loved three or more?
So many questions concerning love
but can any of them tell you who's the one?
Sometimes our needs get in the way
of our soul
So i tell you now choose right
'cause losing Mr.Right
will cause you only misery
for the rest of your life
you will learn from your mistakes
Even though tears are water
They can burn like acid.
~The gay truth~
I'm drowning in
my tears
I'm lost in
your eyes
The truth
is what I
denied
My love for
you was so
strong
That the clues
you left
Left me blind
But now I realize
The love you have
Is not for me
But it's for GUYS.
~Dark Crimes~
As I sit in my chair
and time passes by
someone goes missing
or commits suicide
As I think I ask myself why
What are they doing wrong
that I'm doing right?
I sit in my bed and pray at night
hoping the missing be found
and sundials fight the world and stay alive
but to tell you the truth
the missing better off being missed
and sundials better off dead
because as the world goes around
and we grow old
there is no point in life
'cause you'll find yourself
watching the clock
waiting for the day you'll die
or the day you'll commit suicide.
~Is this all I ******** am to you? ~
You say you love me
but I don't think so.
I read your journal
and it's says you're afraid to be alone.
I think you're using me
to block that spot of fear.
I want to know if it's true
I want YOU to tell me the truth
You once told me you were scared of telling me
you loved me
you didn't want to use me you said
to block the pain of your last girlfriend
Well then what the hell is this.
Am I a guard to you?
Saving you from harm and pain
the pain of you being alone for the rest of your life?
Maybe we should take time away.
You need to think and so do I.
because if your not true
I know I can do better than you.
~Happy ******** UP Birthday to Me. ~
Happy birthday to me
I have all the
Material s**t I'll ever need
Happy birthday to me
I have a broken heart
And it's getting hard to breath
My friends are fakes
And he left me
My life is hell
and I yet to for fill
My suicidal needs
My depression is back
But you know what?
Happy 16th birthday to me.
~You didn't have to ******** kill me~
You think you can see me
See the way I really am
But you could never bare what I hide inside
A smile hides my broken eyes
I feel the tears I have to hide
I fear for my ******** up life
Yet I'm just another child who plays suicide
Just another goth stereotype
I thought you'd help me
Till you turned your back on me
Thank you...
Now I'm able to shed tears,
let my smile fade away,
and take this knife
for tonight I'll take my life away.
