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 Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 9:36 pm
I find myself fighting my heart and mind. i always just get the urge to get myself beat to a bloddy pulp. why? i just can't figure it out.
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Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 10:04 pm
I'm not sure. Perhaps you like the feel of pain? Either that, or you're going through so much mental and/or emotional anguish and frustration that you feel the need to feel something besides internal termoil.
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Posted: Wed May 17, 2006 3:33 pm
I'd have to agree with Kohki. (hugs) If you're having problems you know we'll always be here to help ya Sparty.
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 8:23 am
i know i just feel so alone some times
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 3:35 pm
Yeh, I know how you feel. I get alone every once in a while (at least once a week at least) and it gets to ya. So you're not alone in that.
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 7:01 am
AkureiKnight Yeh, I know how you feel. I get alone every once in a while (at least once a week at least) and it gets to ya. So you're not alone in that. that other part is just that i can't wait to get to bootcamp and have them work my body so hard that i nearly cry myself to sleep. is that wrong to want?
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2006 7:04 am
Spartan-4202 AkureiKnight Yeh, I know how you feel. I get alone every once in a while (at least once a week at least) and it gets to ya. So you're not alone in that. that other part is just that i can't wait to get to bootcamp and have them work my body so hard that i nearly cry myself to sleep. is that wrong to want? Im not really sure. I personally dont see anything wrong with it cause it could possibly make you a stronger person. Sometimes we need a release and people have different releases. As long as it really doesnt harm you in the long run, I suppose it's ok.
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 9:52 pm
AkureiKnight Spartan-4202 AkureiKnight Yeh, I know how you feel. I get alone every once in a while (at least once a week at least) and it gets to ya. So you're not alone in that. that other part is just that i can't wait to get to bootcamp and have them work my body so hard that i nearly cry myself to sleep. is that wrong to want? Im not really sure. I personally dont see anything wrong with it cause it could possibly make you a stronger person. Sometimes we need a release and people have different releases. As long as it really doesnt harm you in the long run, I suppose it's ok. anyways, like we were talking about in the Bi room. I just really miss being out on my own and really running my own life.i just feel so week when others have to pick up the slack. Which has caused me and my gf, Megan, lots of problems. She gets mad because i won't let her help me when i have porblems. But i insist on helping her when she's got issues going on.
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 1:07 pm
Spartan-4202 anyways, like we were talking about in the Bi room. I just really miss being out on my own and really running my own life.i just feel so week when others have to pick up the slack. Which has caused me and my gf, Megan, lots of problems. She gets mad because i won't let her help me when i have porblems. But i insist on helping her when she's got issues going on. Well you shouldnt feel bad for relying on someone. You cant always do everything by yourself and sometimes your gonna need help. Plus, your Megan's partner. You both should rely off each other. If you were gonna rely off of anyone you should her because she loves you and you love her.
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 4:28 pm
AkureiKnight Spartan-4202 anyways, like we were talking about in the Bi room. I just really miss being out on my own and really running my own life.i just feel so week when others have to pick up the slack. Which has caused me and my gf, Megan, lots of problems. She gets mad because i won't let her help me when i have porblems. But i insist on helping her when she's got issues going on. Well you shouldnt feel bad for relying on someone. You cant always do everything by yourself and sometimes your gonna need help. Plus, your Megan's partner. You both should rely off each other. If you were gonna rely off of anyone you should her because she loves you and you love her. Dammit! How dare you have a good point.
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 7:13 pm
Spartan-4202 AkureiKnight Spartan-4202 anyways, like we were talking about in the Bi room. I just really miss being out on my own and really running my own life.i just feel so week when others have to pick up the slack. Which has caused me and my gf, Megan, lots of problems. She gets mad because i won't let her help me when i have porblems. But i insist on helping her when she's got issues going on. Well you shouldnt feel bad for relying on someone. You cant always do everything by yourself and sometimes your gonna need help. Plus, your Megan's partner. You both should rely off each other. If you were gonna rely off of anyone you should her because she loves you and you love her. Dammit! How dare you have a good point. Heh. I dare to dare I suppose. ^^;;;
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Posted: Wed May 24, 2006 8:44 am
AkureiKnight Spartan-4202 AkureiKnight Spartan-4202 anyways, like we were talking about in the Bi room. I just really miss being out on my own and really running my own life.i just feel so week when others have to pick up the slack. Which has caused me and my gf, Megan, lots of problems. She gets mad because i won't let her help me when i have porblems. But i insist on helping her when she's got issues going on. Well you shouldnt feel bad for relying on someone. You cant always do everything by yourself and sometimes your gonna need help. Plus, your Megan's partner. You both should rely off each other. If you were gonna rely off of anyone you should her because she loves you and you love her. Dammit! How dare you have a good point. Heh. I dare to dare I suppose. ^^;;; ... -_-
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 5:43 am
Sorry if I said something wrong.. I've been doing that alot lately.. -_- But seriously.. you should let her know what's going on with you.. (hugs)
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 7:22 am
AkureiKnight Sorry if I said something wrong.. I've been doing that alot lately.. -_- But seriously.. you should let her know what's going on with you.. (hugs) *hugs back* you didn't say anything wrong. I just see that you got a point. *lays spread out on the sunny hill side* I just really need to find a way i can make it all up to her.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 8:58 pm
MMmmm I see. Im sure you'll think of something. You're awesome. whee
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