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 Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 8:22 pm
Well, we all have secrets
And sometimes we feel like saying it, but we're too ashamed to be laughed at.
But this is suposed to be a family
Where you can open up to eachother & be understood
So post a secret or just something embarrasing not many people know about you
Remember this is a place of understanding where you can always be yourself without being judged.
Plus, it's fun getting to know eachother more.
For example, something I barely tell people is that I'm still a huge Sailor Moon fan. Same goes for Pretty guardian sailor moon which is a live version of Sailor Moon.
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 8:49 pm
We should have some government officials come into this thread. domokun
My secret is that I am a real big pretender. Though recently I have been trying to be a person of truth over desires of my life. By pretending I mean I make up my life because I find it 1. boring and 2. want to impress people to real them in. Not only that but I also like to play games with 'best friends' and boyfriends as well so I can ******** them over in the end. People that get close to me tend to get hurt because I want them to. I like to watch that change of pure happiness in their expression fall about as fast as a rock into a deep bottomless ocean. And keep falling. I find it amusing, humorous, and love the over all power I get from it. By knowing that I can press their buttons to an extreme. I made someone try to kill themselves. And before that cut into themselves several times. I'm not over exageratting either.
Somehow. I still find fun in it. But I am starting to take root into this feeling called 'sympathy' and 'empathy.' But really I know I can live without myself. I don't know why people latch onto others. When it comes to living in the end you only have yourself. Not a good thing and not a bad thing.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 3:16 am
i trust no one not even my best friends. i tell them my secrets but will never tell them my dirtyest ones. i mainly do it because if they found out the things i have done they will look at me differently. not know me anymore. also to protect them. so many times one person in particular has been there for me. would drop anything just to help me out. knows me more than most people one this earth. ((there are 3 people on this earth that know me as i am, only one of them knows me from the inside out into hell and back)) and yet ive found i lie to them the most because i couldn't stand to hurt them but also because i dont want to risk taking any pleasure in their pain. x_satanic_crucifixion_x your not the only one who enjoys watching others suffer at your own hands. its soemthing i am quite good at but will not allow myself do to them.
i also have a habit of jumping around from addictions. which makes me question whether or not im really addicted to them at all.
i take both life and love as a game.
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Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 6:25 pm
i am in love with my ex-boyfriend's best friend and kissed him 2 days after we (ex and me) broke up.
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Posted: Tue May 16, 2006 6:48 pm
....Im transexual, I wonder why I was born Female, when Im pretty sure I should've been male, but nontheless, im not Lesbian, Im stright, just, Im not like other girls and I dont do "Girl" things... for example, I dont liek to shop, I dont liek to talk on the phone for hours (I get bored easily) and I hate dresses except for gothic skirts. and I rarely do makeup. But theirs something wrong with me, I've never had aboyfriend in my life, and...maybe its my fault because Im too tomboy-ish
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Posted: Wed May 17, 2006 10:44 am
I'm glad I'm wasting away.
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Posted: Wed May 17, 2006 12:50 pm
i don't have a secret because no one gives me respect to own a secert of my own
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Posted: Wed May 17, 2006 7:08 pm
I hate looking in the mirror because im ashamed of myself,
My grandparents are the only people i feel i can trust,
I pretend to be happy just so no one can see how I really feel, I have other peoples pain and torment locked inside me because they always come to me with their problems,
I can see and feel peoples emotions and auras which depresses me more(they're always happier than me)
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 17, 2006 11:51 pm
maybe you should have a look at my aura then. i'll make you happy. xd
sometimes i find it hard to keep a secret..... if you swear me to keep it to the grave then i will but otherwise sooner or later i have to spill.
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 2:36 pm
I'm a fake. I never (well, almost never) show people my true feelings. I never speak up for myself, I always agree (most of the time). I always fake a smile, and maybe even a laugh. I don't make things up about myself or anything, but I just don't really tell the truth.
Also, I've had this big crush on this one guy at my school, but I am absolutely afraid of commitment. I mean, I'm pretty sure I could wait a long time for this guy, but I don't know if I could actually commit myself to him. I'm not saying I think I would cheat, but I'm saying I'd probably get scared and break up with him. Again, I'm a fake. I can't show my true feelings.
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 6:09 pm
GCmusicdragon I'm a fake. I never (well, almost never) show people my true feelings. I never speak up for myself, I always agree (most of the time). I always fake a smile, and maybe even a laugh. I don't make things up about myself or anything, but I just don't really tell the truth.
Also, I've had this big crush on this one guy at my school, but I am absolutely afraid of commitment. I mean, I'm pretty sure I could wait a long time for this guy, but I don't know if I could actually commit myself to him. I'm not saying I think I would cheat, but I'm saying I'd probably get scared and break up with him. Again, I'm a fake. I can't show my true feelings.
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 11:44 pm
GCmusicdragon I'm a fake. I never (well, almost never) show people my true feelings. I never speak up for myself, I always agree (most of the time). I always fake a smile, and maybe even a laugh. I don't make things up about myself or anything, but I just don't really tell the truth.
Also, I've had this big crush on this one guy at my school, but I am absolutely afraid of commitment. I mean, I'm pretty sure I could wait a long time for this guy, but I don't know if I could actually commit myself to him. I'm not saying I think I would cheat, but I'm saying I'd probably get scared and break up with him. Again, I'm a fake. I can't show my true feelings.
dont worry about being a fake or not. dont care what people think. i used to be all with the caring and needing to belong and very quiet once upon a time. but i learnt soemthing; if someone doesnt know the real you they cant love or accept you as yourself. so i stopped caring. i was myself in all my freaky not-belonging-to-the-human-race. which inadvertedly made me.... well known. sweatdrop i went from two close friends to 8 close friends and knowing half my school. and i dont care what anyone thinks anymore. and ive never felt better about myself. im not saying go and do something outrageous that you'll hate but just let go a little.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 6:00 pm
I pretend. I pretend everything. My life is an entire lie. I feel like I have to lie because I'm scare of everyone knowing who I truly am.
I don't trusts anyone, somedays not even myself, and I never tell people what's on my mind. No one knows about my fantasies, not even my closest of friends. No one knows of my secret crushes, some even on teachers.
Nobody knows and that's how I like it.
I don't show my true feelings. I bottle everything up, and when it all comes out, nobody does anything to help. Why? Because, they've only rarely seen me like this. I fake just about everything.
I lie. It's a compulsive habit of mine. I can't stop.
I lie about everything.
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 11:51 pm
we all lie, its a defense system. you dont have to worry about any of that here though. you can relax a little i promise.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2006 6:36 pm
If we keep pretending we'll snap
Do we pretend to please others?
To be liek others?
I dont know how much I'll last either.
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