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 Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 2:40 pm
Well, it was when i was 13-14 years old, maybe even 15, anyways; I used to be on the Compter everyday, I still am, and i would look up things all day too, and somehow, i ended up looking at guys, just with there shirts off, i was curious, and Stright at the time (at least i thought i was lol ) At the time i thought a Hard d**k was nasty, but a guy with his shirt off was tempting, one thing led to another, shirt off, butts, naked, dicks, sex, and now i'm Bi; I still ahve my Straightness in me...Somewhere whee
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 3:01 pm
I've been perving on girls since i could first remember... sweatdrop
It's just a thing i do gonk
Though I've thought it was a horrible habbit up until recently.
I first realised that this was a permanent thing last year.
Yep it's taken me at least 6 years to realise the way i thought was my sexuality XD
I think when I first decided what it was, was in I.T. when I met this really neat chick, we used to joke that we were the same person cuz we had all the same stuff and liked all the same things and even looked the same...
She'd like hug me sometimes, and at the time I was one of those people that hated hugs... they felt weird to me... probably after being told not to spontaniously hug people for most of my childhood o-o;
Anyways, so this chick started showing up in my mind... just randomly, I'd try and get rid of these thought but they don't just go away like that...
And finally I gave in and decided that is the way I am.
I still like this chick... but I don't know if she feels the same way.
I haven't told her anything XD
But just about every other one of my friends knows now... I'm just afraid of how she will react.
I get too many mixed signals from her ;.;
And yes that was just one giant off-topic ramble novel XD
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 3:45 pm
Wow, come to think of it. It was gaia that confirmed my sexuality! 4laugh
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 4:41 pm
I'd had my suspicions for a few months, and I got on gaia started a thread and people helped me realize I am xD.
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 5:03 pm
well when i started to like this guy, and i talked to friends. thats how i found out.
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 5:10 pm
Rose Cookies I've been perving on girls since i could first remember... sweatdrop It's just a thing i do gonk Though I've thought it was a horrible habbit up until recently. I first realised that this was a permanent thing last year. Yep it's taken me at least 6 years to realise the way i thought was my sexuality XD I think when I first decided what it was, was in I.T. when I met this really neat chick, we used to joke that we were the same person cuz we had all the same stuff and liked all the same things and even looked the same... She'd like hug me sometimes, and at the time I was one of those people that hated hugs... they felt weird to me... probably after being told not to spontaniously hug people for most of my childhood o-o; Anyways, so this chick started showing up in my mind... just randomly, I'd try and get rid of these thought but they don't just go away like that... And finally I gave in and decided that is the way I am. I still like this chick... but I don't know if she feels the same way. I haven't told her anything XD But just about every other one of my friends knows now... I'm just afraid of how she will react. I get too many mixed signals from her ;.; And yes that was just one giant off-topic ramble novel XD One hell of a Ramble Novel, lol, Just tell her, so-n-so is gay and see her response...
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 5:11 pm
Yukimura Fujibayashi Wow, come to think of it. It was gaia that confirmed my sexuality! 4laugh How?
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 10:47 pm
Uhm. . . I started getting really strange and perverted fantasies about my best friend. (Who is a girl.) I always thought of girls differently and the guys I had liked were ones others liked, because I felt if I didn't like the guys I wasn't "normal". I never really got "boy-crazy" until I started to realize that these thoughts in my mind could mean something. The thoughts turned from sexual to romantic, but I was in denial. I denied everything for about a year before I realized that, yes, what I was thinking was rather "gay". Then I got worried because I've been brainwashed by organized religion all my life. So I denied it to myself for nearly two years, getting crushes on my best friend most of the times it would pop up, until I finally accepted what it all meant in February, when more and more girls became appealing to me. I haven't liked her since. She was more of a window that showed me who I truly am. Really, she's more like a sister to me than anything. I've known her since forever. I love her, but not like that. It's so weird 'cause everyone thinks we're a couple. . But they don't actually know for sure that I like girls. Funny. We don't even interact physically at all. No hugs or nothing.
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 10:59 pm
I played truth or dare with my best friend and ended up going down on him. That pretty much confirmed my bi-ness for me.
But I had been fantasizing about it for awhile before hand.
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 11:10 pm
i've tryed to fit in at shool when i was younger by flerting with guys becuse i think i knew just didnt want to. i was 6 at that time and now im older and i cant be more proud of being gay. plus there were girls at that school that were always on my mind.
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 12:45 am
Anubis the Jackal I played truth or dare with my best friend and ended up going down on him. That pretty much confirmed my bi-ness for me. But I had been fantasizing about it for awhile before hand. Wow, lol, Did you lick it?
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 2:32 am
I think im still sorta 'undecided'. i really am confused about my sexuality still. tis odd. been with both girls and guys, but i dont know what is going on in my head. sometimes i think im just bi, but then there will be times when i cant stand the thort of being witha guy, and other with a girl.
so i guess im still waiting for the day... cry
but it was a while ago when i realised i wasnt like most girls who went crasy over just all they hot guys. i always like the look of a girl in a bikini with a hot body.. that is one thing that really gets me goin! Grade 7 i think sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 10:01 am
Wow.. my story isn't as good as anyone else's
xp
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 10:24 am
Em. It involved a best friend, molestion andddd yeah. =3; I'mma not go into detail. Dx
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 11:47 am
Rose Cookies I've been perving on girls since i could first remember... sweatdrop It's just a thing i do gonk Though I've thought it was a horrible habbit up until recently. I first realised that this was a permanent thing last year. Ya, ive been looking at girls since I was really young. I even made out with a couple girls at the age of about 7 and didnt realize i was bi. I really knew it about a year ago when i became attracted to a friend of mine. One thing led to another, and..w.ell... *grins* Lets just say it took me 7 years to realize it, and i came out a year ago.,.
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