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 Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 9:37 am
Yay! Now you'll all know what's going on in their heads. Fun, huh? Ok, maybe with some, it's just scary, but still.
Sirius: Posts in darkred.
Ryker: Posts in green.
Ron: Posts in red.
Regulus: Posts in indigo.
Iruka: Posts in blue.
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 9:58 am
It isn't like me to keep a journal, but frankly, my heads getting too full, and I hate to think too much. I need to put it somewhere, and Ryker suggested this might help.
Personally, I doubt it, but I might as well give it a try. He's usually the logical one.
I've found out Youko's pregnant. I'm happy, really, I am. But God am I nervous. How am I supposed to be a dad? It was different with Ron. He wasn't mine, and whenever I got sick of him, I could just hand him over to Ryker. But these ones are MINE. I HAVE to look after them.
I'm gonna screw this up, I know it.
Atleast Youko will be there, he'd probably be a better parent. It's something to hope for, right?
That's not something I want out of my head though, so I'll move on.
Another wolf's decided to live here. Didn't ask. Just saw the house and decided it was as good as any. He's goddamned seme too, so him just setting foot here without asking is challenging me.
I came down one morning and found him sprawled out over the couch, watching TV. Said his name was Fenrir.
I've made several attempts to get him out, but I'm not going to keep on risking my limbs. I had Ryker try. I wanted to just kill him, but I ended up chained to a pole outside. Yes, Ryker actually put me on a leash and for some damn reason; I couldn't bring myself to just undo it.
Found out soon after he 'moved in' that he's the one that bit Remus, so I'm even more inclined to kill him. He was boasting about it once he knew I knew him. ******** b*****d. Then Ron came downstairs...
That time we had to restrain Ryker, who went at him with a kitchen knife. He didn't notice though, he was too busy hitting on (yes hitting on) Ron. Well, it was more a perverse kind of hitting on. Said it was a shame Ron was already a hybrid.
And Ron made it worse by having a naive moment.
There are so many things I could say about that kid. But it ain't his fault. Well, it is sort of, for coming downstairs while Ryker was talking to Fenrir, and made him make up his mind about staying.
Ah, but some good has come from this. He made the mistake of taking on Iruka when the horse was in one of his defensive moods. The ones were he can 'feel someone watching him' and he's ready to attack anyone who startled him.
They both got pretty beat up, but now the house is divided in two. Iruka's side and Fenrir's side, and Ron's room is next to Iruka's. Don't even ask what happened to my side, which SHOULD be the whole damn house.
Anyway, I'm gonna head out and get some food.
~Sirius.
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 10:21 am
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 8:12 am
Why won't he listen? I don't want to keep getting into fights with Youko, but he just...doesn't get it. He acts like I won't let him have friends, but it seems like the only one he WANTS to be friends with is Bill.
He says he's teasing and playing around, but it doesn't bloody look like that.
And especially after they slept together, why should I think any differently? For all I know, they could still be going at it.
Or maybe not. Not with the babies.
And everything was going so well, too...I'd come to peace (sort of) with our new resident, the house was slowly becoming mine again, I was happy about being mated to him, and I was happy about children, then Bill has to get touchy-feely.
If he hadn't done what he'd done, I wouldn't give a ********, but if I see him lay his hands on Youko in any way, ever again, I'll...no, I have to keep my head.
I'm going to apologize. I'm not wrong, but neither is Youko, so I'm going to apologize.
~Sirius.
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 11:34 am
My babies are here! They're the most beautiful things in the whole word! So puffy and cute. Their names at Procyon, Bryon, Taevis and Crelye.
Bryon and Procyon are the more hyper of the four, Crelye is the quiet one, and Taevis is sweet and cuddly.
I don't know where Taevis and Crelye get it from, it definately wasn't me, and I doubt it was Youko. But it's all good. I think we need a bigger bed, though. I...don't like having them sleep in their own beds. Especially with Fenrir in the house.
He's been pretty scarce, lately, but he doesn't know the babies have been born yet, so we'll see.
I think Regulus is jealous of me having babies, but he loves them a lot. Is always playing with them.
Anyway, I'm off to the shop. Later.
~Sirius.
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Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2006 5:46 pm
Let me just say this before I get started. I am NOT happy. First, Fenrir moves in, then I have that whole thing with Youko and the b***h, THEN I have a nervous break down over my children, and now there is a giant walking VEGETABLE on my couch!
Ugh, he's so FREAKY.
All green, with those horns, and those weird fingers. And he won't talk or open his damn eyes.
Yet SOMEHOW he's watching the news. No idea HOW but he is.
Bryon absolutely adores him. He's fascinated that he's so tall, and looks so odd.
He doesn't seem to be a threat, but c'mon. I nearly had a heart attack.
Ryker told me to let him stay, but he might just be here for now...who knows?
Oh, and did I mention Ron's run away? Well yeah, he has. He's not at the castle either, I've checked.
And Taevis was FLIRTING with the little boy next door! He's been watching way too much TV. He kept bending over in a way too short skirt...I had quite the talk with him.
But yeah, I have to go and stop him from flashing his knickers at them...yes them, theres about four or five of them cheering him on through the fence...My God.
Sirius.
Daddy left his book out! What's flirting mean, Daddy? And he's not a veggie, he's Cresil! He told me so through my head!
Look, I drew a piggy!
And why does Tae keep showing the boys his knickers? It's soooo weird. And icky! No one wants to see your undies, Tae!
Dad got made at me cause I said a bad word today.
I'm mad at Dad.
Bryon. I can write my name!
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