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i procrastinated not just editing stuff but also ever explaining myself properly to some people i met & would sometimes hang out with over skype or what have you... i was coping with family loss at a time even & may have come off cold or uncaring or not upset...

but to be honest i was hurting... many sour friendships i haven't been able to recover from i am way more wary of people now... i try to be hopeful but to keep it frank its similar to how with games i prefer pve over pvp dealing with others is difficult... & having to take charge of a group even more so >.< but its probably why i have at times tried to fall into a role of a sort of jester or entertainer its not always fun but it helps... a lot like music has always been a source of peace for me.