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Posted: Sun Jun 29, 2025 4:22 pm
He'd been invited along on Malory's misadventures that evening, but Eles wanted the night to himself. A growing frustration gnawed at him for how little he'd learned about himself, about what happened to him. They had no further leads on who Eles was before, what he was before, if he was even magical. They couldn't verify that he'd been reincarnated, so it was a hunch at best. They couldn't verify that he was a senshi, either. It could be that he'd live the rest of his life without any answers. And, he supposed, that would've been fine — if he'd been allowed to stop thinking about it and make a new life for himself.
But Malory — Hybris — was always digging into the past. He wanted that story in exchange for giving Eles a good and comfortable life. That story, he was certain, was in that past. Whatever it was. But the more they searched for answers, the more Eles felt entirely restless at home. He couldn't focus on anything. He'd go for a run to outpace his problems, but the bottle always worked better.
That night, he didn't want to be alone, but he didn't want to drink with the dogs, either. He didn't trust Breakfast, Lunch, or Dinner to leave any wine untouched when Malory wasn't around to be disappointed in them. Eles's look of disappointment was paradoxically motivating to the pups, which he discovered all too quickly.
So he'd gone out. Out, but not as far from the house as last time. Out enough that he could find a middling bar with a talented enough bartender or an owner with enough taste in wine that he could enjoy his way into a lopsided walk home. Where, if he was lucky, the other patrons were either too stuffy to acknowledge his existence so he could people-watch unhindered, or they were just tasteless and lonely enough to come say hello with intentions bald in their gaze. Either would be fine, he decided.
He found such an establishment in SOCIAL, a bar that featured an industrial flair with exposed Edison lamps, metal fans with grates over their blades, exposed piping, and fat blocks of scrap metal for tables. Even the bar was plated in copper and bolted down, where spilled drink was easy to clean up and seldom tarnished. Once bid inside, Eles made his way to the end of that bar and claimed a stool far from the harsh light.
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Posted: Sat Jul 12, 2025 5:57 pm
seiana_zi SOCIAL was the exact type of bar that appealed to Adam. Industrial, so trendy. Industrial, so dark with corners where people could hide. Trendy, so those who were excellent at mixing a drink were present. Trendy, so people there were interesting in ways that made Adam want to dig his teeth into the mystery around him. Hard to dirty, which made it easier for Adam to … Well. Anyway. When he had arrived at the bar, he sat himself near the bartender and immediately asked for what their taste in drinks were. He got offered a vodka drink and a whiskey drink, both of which he took for the sake of curiosity. Whiskey burned a bit, but something about the vodka was smooth enough… His gaze drifted toward the corner as he noticed a new entry in his periphery. A brow rose in curiosity as the other chose the dark corners that could have been his preference. … Could be someone worth speaking to. Adam scooped up his drink selection and drifted closer to the corner, sitting nearby. If the other wanted quiet, he'd give it, but he did give an upwards head nod of greeting. Eles liked his little reclusive space away from the stage, as it were. Even if he was dressed for the spotlight in Malory's borrowed fashion choices — all the ways black could be transformed into strips and mesh and leather and studded and riveted and eyeleted to look like an aesthetic heap of ruined clothes piled onto one narrow body. He wouldn't gain too much notice here, he knew; he was dressed a little too fringe for that.
So Eles ordered himself a Moscow mule (he so liked the hammered copper mugs they arrived in here) and sipped it from the pair of stirring straws that came with the drink. His attention roved the room; it wasn't quite time for the place to fill up to the brim, yet, so Eles could single out a pair here or a loner there and watch with impunity.
Or, he thought so, until his gaze came around to meet that of a dark-haired, hawkish-looking man giving him the gruffest of nods. It brought a smile to Eles's face. People were so funny with how they greeted each other so disparately — like saying the exact same thing in different languages. Salut. Hallo. Ciao.
Must've been stressed to have started double-fisting his drinks. No, on second thought — as Eles studied the man, he didn't see signs of stress. Looked well-moisturized, not a hair out of place. Nothing clouding that gaze. No, he must have quite liked to drink. And he must not have given a single s**t for how anyone else would think of his investment in drinking. Now, wasn't that nice? Wasn't that refreshing? Someone who didn't play games with social mores like it was some secret set of rules on how to behave around other people.
So Eles hopped off his seat, took his drink, walked the few seats down to join the stranger. Any good? He signed, then pointed to the vodka mix that looked mostly drained.seiana_zi Adam left it up to the other as to how he wished to approach if at all. For now, he would gaze him up and down, curious about how his outfit was assembled. He definitely looked like the kind of person this place would attract, putting together his own pieces for his own outfit in his own right. Industrial, just like this place was. If the other didn't approach on his own, anyway, Adam had his own ways around that… It made it a lot easier when the others joined the conversation, though. Joined with … sign language, actually, which had a fascinating sort of familiarity these days. Borax had dove into sign when he realized it was the primary way his more important boss communicated now, and while he had been struggling at first, he would come with a wry admittance that Tincalconite actually helped him in that regard. That ******** continued to prove himself more useful alive than dead- There was still a deep urging for the power that coursed through him when he grabbed that starseed, but nonetheless. Adam was a quick study when he was a brown-noser, and so it didn't take much for him to sign the response of, Absolutely, before gesturing in the direction of the bartender. Her recommendation. It's a twist on a, he paused. s**t. Was this man deaf or mute? “White Russian,” he first murmured, aloud, before attempting to sign Russian. Added salted caramel. It's sweet, but smooth.Considering it looked like the other man had a vodka drink himself, perhaps he would go for the sweeter side of things. Mule? Adam gestured at the other’s drink in turn. Eles nodded, both to the explanation and the question that followed. To Russians, he returned, then held out his mug for a toast.
He could, in theory, sign as he drank. Considered it for a moment, then decided it would be too much of a hassle to keep up as he got deeper into his cup. He waited until after he took a longer pull to act a little more housebroken than he actually was. E-L-E-S, he spelled out and gestured to himself. You are?
A bit of a shark-eyed thing, he thought. Maybe something dangerous. Maybe something quite famished. Or something that couldn't stop? Something that wouldn't stop. Eles wasn't sure, but half the fun was guessing.
He lacked Malory's gift of reading people for exactly who they were. He didn't follow body language to the same exacting degree or take note of when the person's eyes darted away or how their mouth might twitch just so when they said a certain word. No, when Eles looked at a person, all he could really pick up was how to hurt them. And when he looked at this one? He drew a blank.
That was interesting, he thought. That was worth investigating.
Did you come here or were you running away from something?seiana_zi To Russians, was easily returned, with some internal relief that he had seemed to have gotten that sign close enough, as he clinked his cup against the other’s. An easy enough transaction, and an easy enough urging to take another sip. He admittedly did quite like the sweetness of this one. His eyes fluttered closed for just a moment as he let himself enjoy it, but not too long. Adam needed to keep a tighter eye on this … Eles. Interesting name. A-D-A-M, was returned, one of the first things he had learned in his classes. His first tutor had considered giving him a sign name; it was likely easier to stick without that until he got the swipes correct. Nice to meet you, Eles, and that was sincere, even if the wording was formal. He was an interesting company, at least. Interesting to look at for certain, good taste in drinks… he couldn't complain about that. Adam was content, for now. That was an interesting question, too. He liked that. I just came here. The, hm, what was the right word-, environment here was interesting to me. I like the industrial decor, the places to talk in the corner, and that all was true, as much as he was also drawn to the trendiness of it. Yourself?Was Eles running away? The man's signing wasn't perfect, but it was confident enough. Could've fooled some onlooker who didn't know any ASL. Little hitches and stumbles here or there, words dropped or swapped but it didn't tamper with the meaning of his message. Adam, he called himself.
You can talk if you want, he signed with a half-smile. I can hear. The effort, the consideration for it, was nonetheless appreciated. As was his canny luck for finding so many people in Destiny City who understood sign language. Could he get any more fortuitous? Clearly his luck was so grand as to be on a cosmic scale!
Eles nodded along with Adam's explanation. Interesting to use the word environment over something like atmosphere — more clinical, maybe. More like a scientist choosing a setting for his experiment than someone looking for a bar that vibed with them. Seemed he rather liked impersonal things like that, but also had a penchant for privacy. Just what did he get up to, then, if he was so drawn to hard surfaces, hard light, and whispers in the dark?
Letting his mind wander for a moment, Eles took another sip of his drink. The tang sat and soured on his tongue, the flavors aging before they were swallowed away.
My boy went out to play, he explained. Thought I should have some fun, too. People-watch. Enjoy some alcohol. Bring home an anecdote or two. Without hurting himself, ideally. But he'd learned that lesson; there was nothing to pry loose but bone and sinew and organ. That casual wrongness about himself ran deeper; maybe there was some defect in his starseed? Whatever it was, it would disappear with enough mixed drinks.seiana_zi So mute, not deaf. That came with relief, as much as his swagger didn't quite give that away. Talking aloud would be easier, as much as this was giving a more immersive practice into if he actually was learning ASL properly or not. He didn't necessarily trust that Evan wasn't ******** with him sometimes, especially because he had some proof that he had. “Good to know,” Adam did take the chance to speak, though, as much as he just as quickly swapped to, but the practice does help, as much as he was loath to admit not being perfect at something. Maybe he could slide between both instead of trying to find the right word for environment and making the conversation lag. Adam did know at least one other person who was mute, not deaf. He was the whole reason why Adam was bothering to learn any of this s**t at all in the first place. His eyes were different, though, and he was shorter, and there were certainly more than a couple people in the world with a penchant for industrial fashion and muteness. There were eight billion people on this forsaken place- Adam let himself be taken by the conversation before he looked like he was studying Eles too closely. An anecdote? Adam did like the sound of that. He certainly delighted in making lives more interesting, if by lives he meant his own. The evening might remain more interesting, though, if he kept this one sans his boy nearby. Your boy’s missing out, then. Adam motioned the bartender a bit closer to gesture at salted caramel White Russian he was sipping at. She understood, going to work. Though maybe we can see some interesting things.Or perhaps Adam was the interesting thing. He would take either one. Have you been having fun so far tonight? Was this Eles’ first stop? Seemed likely, but it couldn't hurt to ask if just to keep him talking. Any good stories so far?When the bartender slid Adam's new drink his way, he pushed it in Eles' direction. “Welcome to try.” It was like this stranger — Adam — knew him already. Eles smiled as thanks for the drink that was pushed his way. Smelled good, smelled sweet enough to cover the taste of alcohol. After this one, he'd be on top of the world. Any more and he'd be liable to slide back down again. That wouldn't do at all.
Tangy and interesting as the mule was, Eles drained the remainder to move on to this new flavor. The color reminded him of cream in coffee, like it wasn't meant to fold together before he started drinking it.
He took a sip — smooth, rich, full-flavored — and kept an eye out for the signs. A little rough, unpracticed, but the meaning was there. Readable enough. Certainly better than the boy who tried to fingerspell at him in the hospital. That disaster still tried to wrest a chuckle from him, but Adam hadn't earned the right to hear his voice yet.
He is, but he likes stories, Eles explained. That's why I collect anecdotes. It wasn't wrong, but he lacked Malory's imagination and commitment to enliven such a derelict message. He wouldn't be feeding out stories about two costumed strangers exploding an entire alleyway with nuclear eggplants anytime soon, which was more of a relief than a disappointment.
Just got started, Eles admitted with a shrug of his shoulders. So it's too early to tell. But I like interesting — rather do it than see it, though. I don't think it's late enough for the people here to come untied. Pity that. He drank to it, at least.
Think it's late enough for the monsters to come out?seiana_zi Adam's nod was easy in response as he watched Eles' response to the drink. Finish out his own, which was fair–the mule would go well enough but not quite perfectly–before moving to the new one presented. Adam didn't make any effort to hide the faintest lift of his lips when it seemed Eles did like it well enough, looking back down to his own drink assortment. … Briefly. That was the most frustrating part about conversations like these. Adam couldn't quite look at everyone as much as he might've liked. But was there a need? To ask about anecdotes was one thing. You're in the right place for, hm, “ unglued people,” that sign didn't match, did it, though is early. Unless you find some drunks.Considering who he had learned a lion’s share of his ASL from, making references to drunkenness wasn't too hard. As Adam started to practice more casual conversation, drunkenness came up often enough. That was especially true as Adam would do things like ask how Evan’s work night was, a topic he only actually marginally cared about. … Mostly. To ask about monsters, though, was entirely another. Adam picked up his whiskey drink to swirl it in its glass. With his hand occupied, Adam's words slipped to verbal as he glanced over above his glass. “Depends on what you mean, Eles.” He realized he still preferred the salted caramel White Russian. Ah, well. This would work for his purposes. As he moved to put the cup back down, Adam glanced ahead for a moment. “There are many types. Some are more obvious and blatant, the kinds children might tell each other about to keep them awake at night. And then there are more subtle types.” He set his cup back down, glancing back over to his conversation partner. It's never too early for the second monster.It was definitely late enough for them to start coming out. I don't know, Eles signed back noncommittally. His shrug was the barest lift of one shoulder while he stopped to sip some of the salted caramel cream off the top of the drink. I'm still waiting for something to happen. Might get tired of waiting and see what I can instigate on my own.
That was supposed to be the highlight about this perpetually moribund city. There was always another catastrophe lurking, another inexplicable attack in the newspaper, someone from down the street just disappeared, Stacy's daughter suddenly collapsed, comatose, and won't wake up. All these stressors that no one wanted, no one asked for, and Eles found it preposterous that no one popped yet. Even Mr. Adam double-fisting-drinks wasn't doing it because he was stressed or trying to forget his disappeared wife — he just wanted alcohol and atmosphere. How dull.
Adam understood what he was referencing. A hopeful little learning point — even if he sounded skeptical of the creatures called youma that spawned all sorts of urban myth and legend. Nightfall probably made for better hunting, since people were more liable to be scared and act like prey.
But Adam wasn't scared of such things. Nor was he acting like prey.
Feeling guileful, Eles asked, Which are you?seiana_zi Adam took a moment to decipher what instigate was, but when he did, the impression on his lips only increased. The only word that made sense considering the context, which was a wonderful thing. This Eles would be a good start of the night, Adam was certain. Or finish, perhaps. Either worked. If you instigate, easy enough agreement, as slow as his echoed signing was for that word, I'll follow.Perhaps he was helping the impression that he certainly wasn't acting like prey. Adam didn't feel particularly vulnerable, or depressed, or nervous – in this place, he felt like he was in his element. It would be even better if there were people around him to bait and tug and enjoy, but this was the first step to that. Adam had his ways. There was something to the way he cocked his head when Eles asked which he was. “Wouldn't be as intriguing if I just told you, would it?” Adam hummed. “Though perhaps my knowledge makes it too,” he paused, before signing, known. It was an answer to which one he was as much as it wasn't, and Adam was content with that. … For the moment. Eles propped his elbows on the bar, face in his hands, as he scrutinized Adam with an intoxicated smile. Freeing one hand, he signed, That's the sweetest thing anyone's said to me. Better a partner in crime than a partner in love.
Maybe that was why Adam found his way to places like these. Wasn't the ambience, the people in it, the drinks or the fashion. Wasn't anything to do with chatting up the bartender or eavesdropping on a brewing scandal. Maybe he was one of the transgressive sorts that came out for a good time and for someone to lead them into something a little worse than debauchery. When filthy, rancid lust wasn't enough, why not rancor? But for why he needed a chaperone, someone to take him by the hand for it? Eles couldn't decide. Could've been proof that Eles was serious.
Felt like a standoff. Eles wasn't one to blink, however (unless a certain boy poisons him and renders the whole competition moot).
Eles never bothered investing in better judgment. Better judgment never promised him a good time, so he drained the White Russian and licked his lips of the pleasant salt and vanilla aftertaste.
Don't be coy, he signed, though the tips of his fingers felt numb. Eles reached for the boy's hand, then slid off his stool perch and stumbled briefly before starting for the bathrooms. Show me exactly which one you are, he added over his shoulder.seiana_zi Sweetest thing ever said? Adam was definitely liking where this was going. It was the inebriation that helped that coming from Eles, Adam was certain. If Eles was going to create trouble on purpose, what better way than going into anything drunkenly swinging? Adam would fully admit that bar fights, while not his personal style, were beautiful opportunities for energy draining and starseeding. If someone got hit so hard they died? None would be the wiser other than blaming it on some drunken assholes. No way it could step anywhere near the man in the corner. Especially when the guise was discarded. Adam sipped at what remained of his drinks as he watched over the rim what Eles did. Would he take the bait or would he think better of it against the haze? The answer to Adam's question came in short order with the way that glass was downed and the remnants licked off his lips. … Good. It was more interesting when they went for it. Adam slid off his barstool with an ease that betrayed having just had two drinks. “ Coy?” If Eles wanted to see, he would see. The reaction would tell Adam what he should do with the other from there. “Believe I'm simply being sensible.” To the bathrooms they went nevertheless. Once they arrived, Adam eyeballed the stalls for any obvious feet and listened in for any obvious noises. It didn't matter if there was anyone there he didn't notice on first skim; the answer to that was easy. He then turned his gaze to Eles. In short order, Adam was no longer Adam. This one, was the beginning of the explanation, Borax supposed. It might've ended up the end depending on the reaction. On the way, Eles thought, okay, maybe he was a freak between the sheets. Maybe he liked having himself an ego trip and figured 'monster' was a good name for what swung between his legs. Or, he could've been one of the occasional boys who thought he was a hardass for being into the most vanilla of BDSM. Eles figured that, if anything, the worst of it would be Adam the Serial Killer, who would then try to repaint the bathroom in his blood after they entered it.
But, even as he turned around to smile at the boy, he wasn't brandishing any knives or guns or garrotes. Really, he hadn't anything beyond his hand in Eles's. Thus he circled back to his suspicion that Adam was likely an entirely mediocre dom with an overinflated sense of ego.
At least, until Adam's appearance changed in an instant and Eles felt the selfsame lurching ******** that nearly dropped him when Malory made his big reveal as Hybris. By now, Eles understood by looking at the uniform that Adam was either Probably Dark Mirror or Probably Negaverse, though the distinctions were entirely lost on him. Hybris would likely know, in the same way that the boy seemed to know more than he ever wanted to let on. Were he here, he'd likely have many more interesting tidbits to add to the story of how — or why — Adam called this a monster.
Oh, Eles signed in return, though he did not step away from the boy. His attention largely remained on the getup, which looked rather stupid and not particularly monstrous in his humble opinion. Then, in more detached fascination and curiosity than any semblance of fear, Eles's eyes met Adam's again.
Are you going to take my starseed, then?seiana_zi Borax watched Eles with an idle sense of fascination. Was this one familiar with powered figures already? Certainly had to be, with the conversation of monsters. The depths of his familiarity were the most important piece, in the end. The fact that he wasn't stepping away was an important piece. There was no backing away, no real fear, no instantaneously powering up in response. There was only a question. Eles knew, at least, what this uniform meant. Yours? signed Borax, as he looked Eles up and down for any signs of fear. It didn't look like he was suppressing pissing himself at the concept of Borax potentially killing him. He was just there, with a curiosity that might have just been so bold it would dodge him away from the horrors. “No.” Borax’s smile was slow. “Think you're more useful alive than dead.” Eles’ behaviour was delicious. Eles might have been a useful corruption target, with his desire to instigate trouble and his bold lack of fear. Perhaps he'd make a good teammate for Tincalconite or Mizuki, who both did the same. Considering Albite’s behaviour lately, he may also have made a good teammate for him. Borax’s mind kept dancing through the possibilities though kept hitting record scratches that confused him. Why did something about that thought line seem incorrect? So far, it seemed that Eles fit the bill. He tilted his head, hiding his internal bends and turns around a concept he wasn't quite certain of. “Said you wanted to instigate. Having a general could certainly be useful for that.” Borax’s gaze turned toward the entrance of the bathroom. Still just them, for now. I'm a better lay alive than dead, Eles confirmed. And I've always wanted to know what 'monster' tasted like. He'd gotten his chance, if he had to guess. A little alcohol had always done him good. More than a little and, well, it was always his body that betrayed him in the end, wasn't it?
A general, he signed as he echoed it back to the boy. As he sunk down to his knees without breaking eye contact. Is that what they call you? It sounded like a military rank, but Eles knew very little of militaries. Was that a high rank? A low rank? Somewhere in the middle? did it come with more than the simple ability to cleave soul from body? Did it have to do with the otherworldly things they called youma, which answered to their beck and call? Be nice if the boy felt inclined to share.
But there were ways to convince people to open up. They had the place to themselves for now, but Eles wasn't interested in hiding behind a stall. Let a cop walk in and see them. Let a meek businessman come in to wash his hands but stay to lock himself in a stall. Eles didn't mind a background of miserable little whimpers while he got what he wanted. Surely the bar staff were fairly used to cleaning up the leftovers.
Say someone comes through that door. Say they see us and we're a little compromised. Tell me what you'd do about it. That inquisitive face with its copper eyes lingered for a moment, looking up at him, before disappearing beneath the hem of that skirt.seiana_zi … Definitely more useful alive than dead. Borax’s gaze didn't break away either, and it was for a multitude of reasons. Perhaps Eles would have been able to figure out those reasons on his own. “General, yes. General Borax in particular.” Perhaps Eles’ future boss. He was certainly proving a utility in a way another of his underlings had, and his brain ran over the possibilities in short order before quashing it under dealing with the line of questioning instead. “Ranking system of my underground organization, if you will.” Militaristic considering what they truly were underneath, but Borax didn't necessarily care about the particulars. He cared about the fact that it provided him a power that had never actually thought he would be able to hold, the ability to reach in and end a life without a second thought about it. He could do the same to Eles if he wished, but he wasn't a necrophiliac. The question, combined with Eles' continued curiosity, drew Borax’s voice down to an unintentional rumble. “It seems they would have made a mistake, wouldn't they? Surely they could wait their turn.” The bathroom was theirs, at the moment, wasn't it? “I don't take well to intruders.” Well. “Perhaps they want to squirm and suffer and watch something so flagrant in front of them.” There was a delight to that kind of torment. On the other hand, “Perhaps I could remind them that they have no power here. That their life is much easier to bring out of the world than it was to bring in.” He lifted a hand to grasp the air and twist. “Just like that.” Then came an interruption – brief, tentative, then aggressive. As if the newcomer, the boy, needed more than he wanted to be free of them. Footfalls, a rustle, and Eles hadn't even heard a sound leave the boy.
He heard the crack of an uninhabited body hitting the ground like a bag of bones. Whatever he'd had on him, with him — it was all abandoned there in a useless display of human clutter. A desolate reminder that life was cheap, life was wasteful, life was all about what grown people did to each other and what they got out of it. Tiktok influences and recycled faces of dead people and ads written by machines that knew men better than they knew themselves. Algorithms written to confer meaning in monetary value to things that never deserved to matter.
Revolutions of lives in the palm of a hand. An unknowable number of bad endings, being put to rest in one last bad ending to end all bad endings. In a way, it was a mercy.
But Eles was a little peeved. Enough to feel it, but not enough to do anything about it. All that work, and that's what it took. He pulled back then, slipped out from underneath the strangest uniform he'd ever seen in his life.
Wiping his mouth, Eles paused to look down at the boy. Might've been the same age as him, possibly a little younger. Wasted and skinny in a way that implied a hard life. And what led him to this point? Maybe a dash of familial abandonment. A girlfriend who didn't love him enough. Job desertion. Plain s**t luck. He couldn't say, but he'd bet it was as chaotic and meaningless as the manner in which it all ended.
Look on the bright side, Eles thought. Coma won't last long for you.seiana_zi The power was addicting in a way he hadn't quite expected when he had been invited in, but wouldn't want to live without. So addictions went, he supposed. As Eles pulled away from his body, Borax watched him carefully. The way the other reacted was a key to how Borax took the next moments–would he need to add a second body to the floor? A waste, truly, with a mouth like that. Borax's gaze didn't shift to the man crumbled on the floor until it seemed Eles was more interested in that, too. He scoffed dismissively. “He was warned.” Borax played with the starseed in-between his fingers, letting Eles see the way it sparkled and glowed faintly from a distance. “How dare he interrupt such a lovely show.” He'd pick up the body and set it up in a stall. Easy enough to make it look like he had reached a final, overdone high. Tragic, really. “Lovely story for your boy, I'm certain.” His attention returned to the starseed in hand, looking so bright and jovial for having been removed from the body it piloted. Eles's gaze softened as he stared at it. It's beautiful, he signed.
Beautiful in its implied tragedy. Beautiful in its wrongness for having been perceived at all.
What do you do with them? The starseeds, he added in clarification. Then pointed to the revolving rock in case Adam wasn't familiar enough with ASL to extrapolate his meaning. What is the distilled essence of a person good for when it's outside the body like that?
It reminded him, however briefly, of Malory. Of Hybris. How he laid so limply, so bonelessly dropped, when the Goth Cheerleader removed that chrome-plated gem. There was no way he could've faked such an instance; it lacked all the grace and fluidity and purposefulness that he all but exuded with his every gesture. Like this boy, that drop couldn't have been faked. There was no way.
The dead never flinched.seiana_zi It is, came Borax’s signed agreement, along with a smile that spoke just a bit off. There was a beautiful tragedy behind these starseeds. Life could be taken away so easily, and now he didn't even need weaponry to do it. His hands would do. It was a much cleaner end. Starseeds had no direct translation into ASL so far as he had been able to tell. Evan had tried to work in an extrapolation into his teaching, and Borax had to consider if it was the same one Faustite had been using. What Eles did felt familiar enough, though the point solidified it. “Energy,” came the easy response. “For ourselves, for our great eldritch leader,” there was a small eyeroll at that. “We use it to power our ability to … help the world, you might say.” From the way Borax said that, it was clear he didn't buy that they were really helping anything. In the end, it didn't matter. Borax knew where the power lied. Borax eyed the starseed, again. “Some of us pop these for the healing of life energy, or the power of life energy.” His gaze swung back to Eles. It would be interesting to see his reaction. Sounded pretty fascist to Eles, but all the successful militaristic power structures were. The ones that built their thrones on the bones of people, yoked like cattle and put to work. The ones that killed the useless and inconvenient, calling it a mercy. His attention fell back to that boy.
This time, he stepped over to the inert figure. It made sense, then, why people fell into comas when their starseeds were pulled. All their energy had been pulled out of their bodies. Like the starseed was nothing but a battery, meant to last some eighty years and then returned to its cradle to recharge. Squatting down, he looked over the boy with an eye for detail. His clothes were baggy, his hair mussed, his odor telling that he hadn't showered in at least a week. But as Eles patted the boy down, he found the sole motivation behind that fateful encounter. He pulled a thin, crumpled baggie from the boy's front pocket, which had been doubled over and tied in a knot. Deciding it was better to ask Malory about it later, he slipped it into his pants pocket.
The explanation roused a feeling in him not unfamiliar, but he lacked in acuity of language to properly describe it. It hurt as it warmed, it made home inside his body, it swelled like his skin was too small with this feeling trapped in him. Eles sighed through his nose. That feeling didn't fade.
It's no worse than the rest of the world, Eles replied, resigned. Only difference between that and capitalism is the medium of exchange. Money, starseeds — the cost is the same.seiana_zi Eles wasn't reacting negatively to the concept, which was something he keyed into. Still unafraid, still intensely curious. Those qualities would make an excellent agent if honed correctly. Borax pondered simply reaching into Eles’ chest and pumping chaos into that starseed now, but perhaps he should wait. Perhaps he should let this one percolate and develop a bit longer. It was the same he had done to all of his prior recruits, even unintentionally. Multiple meetings to cement the deal. He would need to keep track of this one. His attention snapped back to Eles’ hands once he began signing again. Perhaps it was part of why Borax had taken so well to the task in front of him as he endeavoured to climb the ladder within the Negaverse. His position as a banker made so much of what was in front of him feel familiar, if not considerably more violent. Money drained people metaphysically, energy drained people in a more literal sense. Either one was something Borax delighted in. “Both are equally draining, aren't they?” Borax would give him that much, even if he was satisfied where Eles was resigned. “Both sap from the life force of the populace.” Literally or figuratively. “The question is, who ends up winning?” It was an argument people had for millennia. Borax knew the result of the pattern. No matter what, those who had control of the means of power always pulled ahead. “I opt to remain on the winning side.” Borax’s shrug was terribly nonchalant. “Our influence is wider than it might seem.” Eles smiled earnestly. You sound like you're proselytizing. Like this boy in a mid bar bathroom was trying to sell him Jesus because they shared a murder and a few moments of intimacy. Maybe that was all it should take to form a deeper connection to someone. Certainly, it was less than what it took to bind him to Malory, but the thought led him to wonder what the right price should be in the context of soul-crushing capitalism. The kind that turned lifetimes into commodities.
Eles supposed that was precisely the punishment for which mankind yearned. They so lovingly and attentively constructed the machine of their own demise.
I'm not very familiar with your group. The Negaverse, it's called? And you keep monsters called youma. You have senshi with holes in their heads and hearts. And you can pull starseeds. That's all I know. All the talk of influence conjured nothing for him, but he imagined it must have been more than infiltrating debauched parties and draining the attendees with mirror shadows. But this organization could have been as much a scam as Mirrorspace, which so easily swindled Hybris on the promise of — what, exactly? Power? Influence? The chance to experience something different? He'd have to ask.
Eles peered up at the boy, having now shifted away from the body. He had heard only vague mentions of a war. Hybris seemed largely uninvolved and unconcerned. The Dark Star was remembered as some detached, out-of-body experience. Eles truly had no context for some win-or-lose conflict.
What, exactly, are you winning?seiana_zi So Eles did already know who they were. Was someone else already pursuing him for recruitment? Borax would simply need to get to him first. It proved how deep his curiosity was to have already managed to gather as much as he did about them. It also proved how fearless he was to have managed to figure these things out and not be terrified. Many on Earth would turn heel at any of the assortment of words Eles had spoken. The question that followed was a fair one. Borax had quickly understood what it meant to be part of these not-multilevel marketing scheme, but from the outside with no further context, that would be hard to understand. Without the power flowing through his veins, it would be hard to accurately explain to a degree- Earth, was signed, easily enough. Borax pondered it, for a moment, before he continued with, A war so giant that monsters from other planets come here to fight in it. There were a few seconds of confidence that followed his signing, though he soon moved on from it. There was no need to show where he was weak. Though, in these incidents, he suspected the mute would understand it despite. Borax shifted from one foot to the other. “The conspiracy theorists who believe that everything is controlled by one organization are not entirely off. The Negaverse is in your media, your Internet, your hospitals, your banks, your schools, your bars. We own things like this,” his gesture was wide and sweeping, “worldwide.” It was something they were told to not tell the populace, to let the conspiracy theorists continue to look like they lost their collective minds in the fringe corners of the streets and the Internet. But Eles was asking, and Eles was increasingly appealing as a recruit in the same way that Cressida had been, with a dash of Evan’s fearlessness. Eles would know the depths soon enough, whether that be with this knowledge or knowledge anew. So what's your end goal? Earth for what? Resources? Free labor? More starseeds?
The dialogue was beginning to reach beyond his realm of comprehension, but Eles did not shy from it for that. It led him to wonder, however, if the Dark Star was an entity unto itself, and if it appeared to him in such a dream as a manifestation of its search for Earth. Was it going against the Negaverse's wishes, then? Or the Dark Mirror's? And what of the other ones that Hybris mentioned — the White Moon? The Knights?
And where did the adorable talking cats fit into all this? And, by no means the least concerned, the people that lived here and didn't have a damn clue about any wars?
To be frank, the story sounded like a paranoid veneer. But regardless of what Eles thought it might be, he expected there was some truth in it for Borax. Truth and fact had long become optional, Eles knew; why would it differ for someone who had the power to wrench an entire lifetime out of someone on whim alone?
Leaning against the frame for one of the stalls, Eles considered the implications. He assumed, for the moment, that what Borax said was true. The Negaverse sunk its hooks into everything from media to banks to schools to even this bar at which they both met. Eles had never seen the word 'Negaverse' written anywhere, nor had he heard mention of agents or senshi or youma at any such location. He supposed, then, that the Negaverse wanted its existence kept quiet. That secrecy served it better than publicity and support.
Maybe the Negaverse operated more like a mafia. Extorting protection fees from the prosperous, gaining favors and silent support from those who were not. Was that what Borax meant?
Sounds like your organization wants to stay under the radar. You won't get in trouble for telling me all of this? For showing me a starseed?seiana_zi “Depends. It's individual.” His goal was more power, and power in a way that could both be understood by a civilian and also impossible to comprehend. There was so much behind the way he could simply reach into a body and withdraw a life force. So much behind a hilariously simple act. “There's a great power behind all we do. Some say it's to protect the Earth, but,” Borax fully believed that was the fakest thing he had ever heard. He leaned against the sink in turn, shrugging in nonchalance. His gaze, for a moment, slid to the door. Still closed and undisturbed, it slid back to Eles. “No. For who would believe you?” His lips ticked upward. “You would just join the conspiracy theorists shouting into a void that never answers back.” Borax had no doubts in his mind that some people who spoke of an underground cabal on the Internet did actually know the truth. Perhaps some of them did know that there was a secret organization that ran it all. Perhaps others at least knew a slice of it so the rest of the theories that had been around for decades sounded realistic enough. None of it mattered to him. It continued to get them all mocked while the Negaverse simply entrenched itself deeper. Being a private force had its benefits. People were less likely to protest the creep they didn't even know was occurring. That was why they already had so much power. Borax slid the starseed into his pouch, a way of disappearing it into subspace. Anyone, he responded simply. People don't need evidence anymore to believe something. Even if I was recording this, someone would buy my story without it. It just needs to fit what they tell themselves.
While Eles had no intention of spreading his exploits around, of venting to the internet his knowledge about the Negaverse, it sounded fun to prod this boy just a little bit. Challenge him to ask himself if he should really let Eles walk out without any further challenge. If everything Eles knew was adequately controlled as is, no intervention from one General Borax necessary. He could be walking out of here with more than a story meant for Malory's ears alone, after all. How would that reflect on this General?
That glittering little gem vanished. Eles was dismayed to see it go; he could've watched it for an age. Could've taken out his sketchbook and immortalized it, in however flawed a vision, for how immaculately personal it was. Borax was like as not to use it for energy, however. For power. For healing.
But if no one will believe me, then what do you have to worry about? Eles shot him a coy smile, a lidded gaze. I'll see myself out. Catch you around, Adam.
Pushing off from the stall frame, Eles stepped over the splayed legs of the most unfortunate boy, then headed for the door.seiana_zi Anyone was certainly true, Borax would give him that. Information was cloudier than it ever was in the age of artificial intelligence sweeping the world. By the same degree, “Sure, I'll give you that. But there would be an equal if not greater amount of people talking about how it was fake news even with obvious proof.” It was a fascinating thing, really. People recorded the fights and the monsters and the events happening in Destiny City and worldwide all the time. The changes and spikes in their reality even outside of magic made it easier for them to hide. Borax preferred it. Easier to move in the shadows. He watched Eles start to venture away from the bathroom stall, away from the comatose boy, toward the door. And to be honest, Borax was willing to let him leave from that perspective. Borax had nothing to fear. Let him spread the information if he wished to. What would it truly do? But what Borax was watching was also a potential recruit slipping out of his fingers. How would he find him again? Cressida was a client. Evan was a regular bed partner. It would be easier to keep track if Eles was already his. “Not worried, actually,” Borax stepped forward to slip his hand into Eles' chest, “but I think we'd work well together.” Eles stiffened with a grunt for that hand that shot around his starseed. The hand that clutched and squeezed, dispersing his breath in a font of pain that paralyzed him. His first thought was straightforward – this was it. In another second, perhaps two, his starseed would be wrenched from his chest and he'd be as dead as the boy who hit the floor. While obnoxious, it was also something of a relief – no more hunts for the real him, no more wondering about who he was before, no more wading through mystery while trying to find a direction for his life. On the other hand, he grew quite fond of the boy he'd be leaving behind. How cruel it would be to abandon him without a word.
But that hand lingered. And as Eles clung to the arm that protruded from his own chest, he watched with growing revulsion as a thick, snaking substance dripped down Borax's arm toward him. It looked like oil, if oil was incapable of reflecting any light. It looked thick, syrupy, smothering. Eles knew better than to expect it would pour down his chest.
And once it slipped beyond the veil of his chest, a pervasive agony seized him. Eles clenched his teeth until he tasted metal. That hand, he found, was impossibly solid – even if he swung from it with all his weight, he doubted Borax would notice it. Instead, he pulled himself a margin closer. Farther onto that hand. Terrible as that pain was, he could –
strike upward with the heel of his palm, aiming to collapse the bridge of the man's nose.seiana_zi There was something so easy and yet horribly heady about the process of corruption. Within a few moments, Eles would be a different person. He would be a lieutenant, and Borax would have a new, fearless person under his immediate command. There were two issues within. The first was the fact that this wasn't instant, and Eles seemed unwilling to stay put. The second, and the most important, was that despite his hand on the jewel within, it wasn't working. Borax could feel the power within. There was something there, something different. It made Borax hungry as much as it made him curious. He had corrupted people without assistance before. When it hadn't worked, he called Faustite. Should he call- His brain cut off as Eles palmed him in the ******** let go of the starseed as much as he didn't want to, his mind screaming in pain as much as it was doubling down. Eles would make a fantastic agent and another check in his record. What the ******** was wrong with Eles' starseed that it refused to take the plunge? That pain was utterly jarring, leaving Eles desperate to suck in air. To make distance from the man who touched his soul and tried to drown it in black. There would be no outpacing him, he knew. But —
His hand reached for a chunk of material that was never quite there, that wasn't a mirror shard but he didn't know what it was or why Mirrorspace had it or for what reason he thought to snatch it up and pocket it. But it was there when he grasped for it. There in a place that it couldn't have been. As if by instinct, he drew it out and turned, casting an arc with it, where the world separated for him and he fell in. Fell between —
He was beyond the bathroom. Beyond where Borax could reach him. He'd cast himself into the veins of the world, the incomprehensible underskin of reality. It was darker than anything his eyes could see.
And then it wasn't.
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