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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 11:20 am
When Eles asked if Malory knew where he could stay the night, he wasn't expecting the boy to volunteer his own place. He figured Malory would have tired of the angel routine by then, having already paid for medical care for a stranger who had to make up his own name between a car ride and a clipboard full of paperwork. Malory didn't strike him as the polite sort who couldn't swallow his own compunctions against saying no and would feel put upon if Eles asked to stay at his place, so he'd phrased it in such a manner out of efficiency and convenience.
Malory was rather devil-may-care about it, however. While Eles joked about Malory taking him home and murdering him, there was a certain vulnerability to taking a stranger back to one's own home. Malory had no assurances that Eles himself wasn't lying. He could be a serial killer. He could rob the boy blind.
But it seemed Malory made a habit of choosing the precarious option, for once again, Eles found himself in a car and on the way to a location of Malory's choosing. Committed to that angel role, even though he'd spent the better part of a half hour lying through his teeth at a nurse that likewise put up with all that banter. It was en route that Eles finally kept to himself, reflecting on that surreal half hour and how unbothered he felt to listen to such a tall tale while the nurse worked. Was he a liar, too?
Eles found that he couldn't scrape together much expectation for what Malory's place might look like. When the driver rolled to a stop beside an elegant gated property replete with a wrought iron fence (not dissimilar to the graveyard) and a wall of neatly cut shrubbery for privacy, Eles immediately looked past the yard and up at the house. He couldn't tell what type of house it was, but it looked big — came with an open veranda, a gabled roof, some pseudo-turret with a high peak and large windows, plus more individualized flairs that likely required custom pieces from moulding to cut class.
Eles got out when bidden, only mildly perplexed at what the ******** Malory did for a living that let him afford the place. He kept the question to himself, however; they might be breaking in, or Malory was house-sitting, or this was just a drop-off point while they went to some seedy shithouse another few blocks down the road.
Tracing the fresh knots at the back of his head with his left hand, he signed to the boy with his right. What will you do if the story's not interesting? Ask for someone else's?
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 2:18 pm
In the quiet of the ride home, Malory was content to let Eles's thought silently churn and simply watched the process. It couldn't be said that the other boy wore every thought and emotion on his sleeve, but it was somewhat magical to know that in some ways, Eles was filling in his own existence right before Malory's eyes. It was fascinating, and he could help the little tug of envy it instilled. After sending off the driver, he led the other to through the gate, turning over the question for a sincerely serious moment before offering, "Then I suppose I'll have to help you keep it interesting, yes?" Before they reached the stairs, the sound of paws barreling through the grass filled the morning quiet, and three black dogs burst into view. There were wildly wagging tails, and some gymnastic as the smallest one vaulted over one of the others. For a moment it seemed they'd mob the two boys, all pushy paws and slobbers, but then, about five feet from Malory, they abruptly sat down, eyes gleaming with expectation and readiness. "Eles," Malory began, "this is Dirk Bladegod the Excellent, Dreary Day Raven Sway, and Darkest Knightsbane. Say hello to Eles." The command was mild, but immediately the dogs each presented their new guest with a paw.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 2:30 pm
Eles didn't hide his interest in looking around while they walked through the front yard. Seemed like a fine place to spread a blanket over the lawn and read books for hours, yet still enjoy quite a bit of privacy from the rest of the world. Still, for Malory's pallor, he imagined the boy didn't spend any time out in the yard that wasn't absolutely imperative.
And, looking down at his own arms, he realized he didn't look much tanner. But he didn't dislike the idea of being outdoors, either, so was it simply not an option before?
Before he could get lost in his own thoughts, though, there came the three dogs. They had names — Malory even named them for him — but said names were so overwrought and bombastic that they were immediately jettisoned from his mind. It was a blessing that he couldn't speak, then; he wouldn't need to call any of them. He would just internally refer to each of them as Breakfast, Lunch, and Dinner. Not that he'd really be able to tell them apart unless they were grouped up like this.
But it was the command that arrested his attention. Eles's expression shifted from scrunched brows and benign incredulity to silently almost distraught for how painfully familiar it seemed to watch a command given and carried out so automatically. But try as he might, Eles couldn't scrounge any more than that from his own absent memories. No hints of being in the military or having a dog of his own or anything similar. Whatever it was, most of it was just gone. Ripped up by the studs.
Still, with a glance toward Malory (whom, he supposed, he would never get sick of looking at), Eles approached the dogs and squatted down to a more comfortable level with them. He shook each paw in kind, mouthing 'nice to meet you' somewhere in the middle of it. They were a little grubby from wandering around in the outdoors, but it was nothing he couldn't wipe off on his already ruined leggings.
He straightened up afterward, then picked a column to lean against. What's with the names? He signed, hoping to have caught Malory's attention before the boy got the door.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 2:53 pm
Seeing Eles squat down and shake paws, Malory found himself grinning and knew it was more genuinely bright and boyish than he generally preferred, but when it came to the three dogs, he couldn't bring himself to put up an act. Giving each of them a brief head rub and affectionate murmur, he sent them running to the back yard with a quiet, "Go back and play." About to head up the stairs to the large porch, Malory caught Eles's question and paused. Expression still bright and giving, for a brief moment, a glimpse of the child he might have been, he responded, "They're great, right? I spent a whole week making sure I came up with good ones." He led the other boy up the stairs, into the shade of the porch, and opened the front door without bringing out a key. The inside, at a glance, matched the outside for its size, its ornate detail and Victorian trappings. Not quite as coherent at Malory's parents intended and preferred, but they hadn't been back here since his high school graduation, and he favored comfort and whimsy over period accuracy and cohesive aesthetic. Certain things stood out right away, like the amount of mirrors. The oil portraits of a certain boy growing up. And...the smell of food. "Are you hungry?" Malory slid another smile Eles's way, this one not innocent at all. Another debt, it said.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 3:16 pm
Eles stared at him incredulously. Good? No, they were completely ridiculous. Something out of a gothic porn parody. But he couldn't bring himself to say as much when Malory sported that cute smile.
He had to know how good-looking he was, right? There was no way that this boy got up in the morning completely ignorant of that fact. He was good at making s**t up and acting the part, and Eles assumed that required some amount of self-awareness.
And as he followed Malory into the (astonishingly) unlocked house, one of his first discoveries was Malory's profusion of mirrors. None necessarily matching, none from the same time period or shape or intention, but there were enough reflective surfaces that Eles couldn't look anywhere without noticing, well, himself. And he tried to blink away from it, to focus on the boy or the way all those luxurious, curling wefts looked in the mirror over his shoulder, but he had to concentrate to bring himself back to the moment.
Malory looked more interested in eating him with that imperious smile of his. But Eles nodded regardless. Starved, he signed. Hungry enough to eat your dogs.
He hadn't eaten since waking up face-down in that alley. And ******** knows how long it'd been before then. The price of some story or another — if that was truly the price — seemed an easy promissory note if it meant filling his belly and sleeping away the rest of the morning.
The oil portraits earned a suspicious peer — seemed a little garish to him — but he gave up on looking too closely in favor of one of the mirrors. He hoped to couch his examination of himself in an interest in cataloguing his injuries, but Eles doubted he had a shred of the acting skills that Malory displayed so easily. That didn't necessarily mean the boy was so insightful when studying others, though.
So he stepped up to one of the mirrors, watched the face that looked back at him. Didn't look familiar — didn't look like what he was expecting. But what was he expecting? What did he think should have been there when he caught a glimpse of his hand out of the corner of his eyes in the first car ride? What was out of place and why? As he traced the bridge of his own nose, he supposed it was only natural to find himself disappointing when he'd been looking at someone like Malory, but he felt the palpable recoil of an instinctual not me as he touched the few scrapes on his cheek and stared back at bright orange eyes. That had to be him, though. Wasn't like this was a trick mirror.
Better to give it a rest, he decided, as he turned away from it. Not that there was really any turning away from the mirrors in the house. There'd be time to think about such puzzles after they ate.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 3:18 pm
"You may not eat my dogs." The answer was solemn and smiling, clearly both enjoying the little joke while also planning on where to bury a body if necessary. There were lines, after all. Inviting a strange, amnesiac, potential serial killer into his home was one thing. His dogs were quite another. That brief, glancing exploration, the clear unfamiliarity, gave Malory the first real feeling of sympathy for the other boy. He knew, though not nearly to this extent, how strange it was to look in a mirror and find someone who was... incorrect. It wasn't something he chose to really acknowledge or address all too often, after all, even the wrong sort of him was still exceptional. But still, it wasn't very nice when it happened, now was it? The kitchen was brighter than the rest of the house, and as they entered it they were immediately greeted by a small blonde woman in a voluminous blouse and swirling series of skirts. "Breakfast is in the atrium!" Turning to look at Eles, she smiled in greeting, "Don't worry, Em Em messaged ahead, so there's plenty for both of you and I made a blood replenishing, gut-balancing, chakra re-alignment shake on the side." "Oh how wonderful," Malory offered and was treated to a knowing look and waggled finger in return. The parlor was next to the kitchen, and through it was the small atrium, full of morning light and green, growing things neatly caged within an ornate dome. Their breakfast was at small, equally ornate table and chair set. Fresh fruit, poached eggs, toasts of various sorts, spreads of many a kind, several carafes of juice, and a singular large smoothie, surrounded by crystals at the base. "In my message I asked her to put peanut butter in it." Malory nodded at the drink as he took his seat, "The first step to... exploring your sensitivities."
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 3:25 pm
Fine, no dogs. He wasn't sure he could catch one long enough to bite it, anyway; they looked the healthful sort and were liable to be much more effort than any of the food around here.
What he wasn't prepared for was the level of effervescence coming off what he assumed was the cook. All energy to make up for her stature, it seemed. Eles watched her with a tired wariness, as if she was sapping the energy straight out of him by simply projecting herself, and didn't take his attention off of her until they were sufficiently far away that she couldn't be a threat. Then he spared another look at Malory; was he Em Em? That sounded ridiculous.
But, then again, it was a similar ridiculousness to the names of those dogs. Well, whatever; he was still eating for basically free.
Eles wasn't sure what a chakra was, much less how to realign one. But if that was the key to fixing his memory, he'd give it a shot — even if he made the pitiable discovery that he was allergic to half of it. He wasn't sure what that would be like, either.
Still, he followed, and he rather liked the sunniness that fought away the stuffy gloom in the rest of the house. The spread was invitingly obvious, down to the tiny shallow bowls made for housing the poached eggs, and Eles took his seat with an obvious eagerness. Nearly drooled on himself for the thought of how any of it might taste, given how it smelled.
Before he picked up a fork, he looked up at the sound of Malory's voice. You want me to drink that, he signed for confirmation. Am I supposed to eat the rocks, too? He didn't want to eat the rocks. They looked like they would break his teeth.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 3:52 pm
"I believe they're supposed to imbue you with...something. Aura healing? Miss Angelica will love to explain, at length, if you decide to ask her." He'd listened to many of her lectures himself, cataloging the pitch of her voice and choreography of hands moreso than whatever she was actually saying. Malory popped a grape into his mouth and silently mourned the lack of a dog walker this summer. Thackery was always so thoughtful about peeling the grapes. "Don't bother eating any, but maybe they'll work better when fondled?" He let Eles eat in relative peace, a lull full of birdsong and the steady sound of running water somewhere in the distance. But once he was sure the other wasn't going to pass out from either malnutrition or a nut allergy, Malory asked, "So what would you like to do from here? Is there anything you've found that you want?" It was such a tantalizing, and maybe a little terrifying, sort of existence. So be exactly at square one; every choice, with its rewards and consequences, clear upon the page, cleanly leading to the next one. It seemed so... uncomplicated. But also very stark and laid bare. The boy before him was stripped down of his history, skinned until all that remained was a physical presence. Once again, Malory couldn't help that sense of sympathy, hand in hand with an envy for an extreme he'd never actually choose for himself.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 3:56 pm
Would be nice if those rocks would imbue him with some inkling of who he was or where he came from, but he couldn't begin to guess if they would or not.
He ate mostly without incident — the worst of it was the brain freeze for sucking down that smoothie too fast — but he wasn't aware of any heart-stopping food allergies. He had been musing on how that might take the fun out of eating when he accidentally gouged himself with the fork, which was a bit mollifying. He ate almost frantically, as if it had been his last meal in the better part of a month and would be his only meal for the foreseeable future, ignorant of the inevitably bellyache that would follow. But, for now, it meant his hunger was sated, and that was another need he could part with for the moment.
Eles ate with his right hand, so he supposed he was right-handed. With his left, he reached for one of those rocks. He didn't feel any different for holding one or two, and though they had smooth surfaces, he didn't detect anything more than that. Disappointing, but maybe they needed more time to work.
He looked up at the question, then paused; he hadn't thought that far ahead. Borrowing a few moments of their quietude, he considered it — he had little more than the clothes on his back and his own two feet. No leads on where he came from, no hints on who he was. And while he didn't feel distraught or overwhelmed by these facts, he couldn't deny their inconvenience. It would have been nice to know why he knew what he knew. If there was anyone out there looking for him. If anyone knew his name.
Assuming taking you to bed is out of the question? Eles shifted somewhat, sat up, set the fork down. Check myself for tattoos, I guess. You've enough mirrors that I could do it myself. Then see if there's any association with anything out there. Maybe call a few police precincts, see if they're got a missing person report matching my description. Though, I can't exactly talk to them on the phone… And even if he had a voice, he lacked a phone.
Go out and explore. Get my bearings. Figure out what to do from here. Need to find a place to stay. Somewhere to work.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 4:03 pm
The first brought a small, pleased laugh before Malory bit down on a section of pineapple and allowed Eles to continue uninterrupted, simply watching the other, head tilted and with bright-eyed curiosity. He internally decided that this was in order of priority, and that he liked Eles's priorities. Most of the boy's thoughts were fairly practical though, smart even. Which was another piece of filling in that puzzle, wasn't? He'll enjoy feeling out the full twist and stretch of a clever mind. Sitting back in his seat, slouching low enough that he had look up at Eles's through his eyelashes, Malory finally answered, "The first isn't out of the question, but there are questions, such as...your injuries? Ability? Preferences? But maybe I can help you first with the question of tattoos." He gave a little spin of the finger, as if suggesting Eles do a little turn for him. "As for the rest, I can give you a job here, complete with personal quarters, food, wages and whatever other benefits Miss Vera gives out. I'm sure it'll involve quite a lot of physical labor, either outside or around the house." He gave Eles a look of vaguely confused commiseration, as if he knew the concept of laborious work but had trouble fathoming the reality of it. "And if that doesn't appeal to you," he added, "...well, I don't keep people, but as you've seen, I do keep pets." He gave a long pause to help Eles like misunderstand, or at least conjure up some fun imagery at the offer. "Which would mean taking care of things for you; making sure you're well kept and tended to. Keeping you entertained, exercised, and enriched. You wouldn't have to make an overwhelming amount of decisions or feel much in the way of personal responsibility. You'd be praised and rewarded for being good, and firmly, lovingly, trained when you are not." To Malory, it was the clearly superior offer, what he himself would choose. But while he felt it unlikely to be accepted, he still wanted to make it, if only to see the expressions that would shift across Eles's features as he asked himself if he wanted any pieces of such an existence.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 4:04 pm
It wasn't a no, which may well have been a yes. He'd accept that. And if Malory wanted to be coy about it, that was fine, too.
Thought I'd figure those out with some personal experience, he returned, a little affronted that Malory thought he'd let something as simple as a crack over the head and some skinned knees stop him from having a good time. But maybe Malory was the fastidious sort that didn't want so much as a hint of a stain on his sheets.
Rather than twist in his seat, Eles stood. Crossing his hands over his midriff, he caught the hem of his shirt and raised it overhead, then turned around in case anything had been hiding under the cloth. Maybe there was nothing, but it was worth a look — even scars promised to tell a story or two, even if it wasn't as easy to follow as a tattoo. He let his shirt down again and turned back around when he thought Malory had sufficient time to spot something of interest.
As he sat back down, he considered the offers. He'd only seen himself in the mirror once, but what he saw looked scrawny and unsuited to manual labor. Might break himself in half if he tried to lift a heavy crate or something. His hands weren't calloused, either, as if things like work and effort were completely foreign to him. While he wouldn't be much use hauling bark dust, maybe Miss Vera would take pity on him and tell him to do the vacuuming. Or laundry, but not before explaining how to do it.
And the other option… Eles wore a look of consternation as he tried to put that together. Pet, as in crawl around on all fours and wear a muzzle? Eat face-first in a dog dish? Run through agility tunnels and get hand-fed dog biscuits for beating the record time?
Not that he knew why he knew, but there were many different types of pet play. This one was being intentionally vague.
It was clear, however, that Malory had no intention of offering equality. The options were work for him or live for him. Emphasis on the for him. Perhaps that was to be expected. But whatever the choice, it didn't have to last forever. It could just be a for now.
Eles liked the idea of freedom. One of these choices promised hours of work in exchange for pay, likely with a schedule worked out and expected of him. A place to stay. Plenty to do that wouldn't be on his terms. The other was a lifestyle, so he had to live a certain way. And he rather liked the dogs.
He was brought back, however briefly, to the comment about skin harvesting. He almost smiled.
Depends on what you mean by 'pet'. How you plan to keep me 'enriched' and 'entertained'. Nothing personal, but I don't know how to keep me enriched and entertained. How would you?
And what would those wages be, in exchange for confiscating my time and my body? Money's no good if I can't have my freedom when I need it.
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 4:09 pm
Malory looked at that stretch of back with interest and then sighed as the shirt dropped back down. He didn't tell Eles what he saw just yet. "I think I'll need a closer look," he said in faux apology, sipping at his drink. The questions were, of course, very reasonable. Appropriately cautious. Pragmatic in a way that was fast becoming familiar. " Pet as in...an existence that relies on me, and prioritizes me. Not to the exclusion of all else, of course. But it'd be a much more shared way of living here. Instead of your own room, you'd stay in my room. Instead of your own paycheck, you would have one of my bank cards." Eles wasn't wrong, it was a lifestyle, and with the temporary nature of the offer, of their meeting and all its uncertainties, a potentially cruel one in the end. Which, of course, hadn't given Malory a moment of pause when he'd offered. "As for the rest, it's a process, Eles. Generally a pleasant one," he looked Eles over again, coltish and strange in his own skin. "Come here."
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 4:15 pm
He perked at the comment. Something was there, then. Something must've been there, on his back. Absently he reached up the back of his shirt, half-expecting to feel a patch of skin rougher to the touch, or more sensitive, or —
Prioritizes you how? That was the real question. What were the ins, the outs, where were the boundaries? What was good and what was bad? He had no intention of playing perfectly amenable, the studious and learned one that wanted to do everything right. The promise of being lovingly retrained if he crossed some rule wasn't necessarily dissuading; he just needed to get on well enough with the proposition to meet his own needs. Then he could get cast out on his a** at Malory's discretion.
He expected that, yes, the process was generally a pleasant one. For Malory. But, he thought, what's the harm in trying?
Eles watched him with bright orange eyes when he said to come, and he took it as admission that he found something. He rose almost automatically, came over with the expectation of some small truth, a lead, a suggestion. Anything meant a direction.
What did you see?
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 4:44 pm
"Like you'd prioritize the sun, fresh air...clean water," Malory replied easily, as if that were reasonable. But he felt it was. Prioritize him like he was necessary for happiness and general survival, but not all the time. Just enough to feel deprived at the lack of him.
Eles followed direction with truly promising alacrity and eagerness. Malory knew that the latter was due to his curiosity, but still, it spoke of a certain comfort level and a continuing lack of caution toward him as a general presence. Sitting up, he pulled Eles closer by the wrist, his other hand reaching around the boy's back, slipping underneath the shirt.
"It's perfect. An entirely blank canvas," he began, fingers sliding up and then, with unerring accuracy, jabbed at a particularly painful spot. "Save for the new bruises coming up, of course."
Looking up with a cheeky smile, he asked, "Where would you like to check next?"
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2025 4:55 pm
From angel to b***h in record time, Eles realized, as he winced for the jab near his shoulder blade. Mouthing the word ow, he rolled his shoulder and checked the spot with his free hand. You did that on purpose, he signed with his unoccupied hand.
So Malory's mischief became a little clearer, then. A strange little ebb and pull, wax and wane. He wanted to be everything, the sun the stars the sky, worshipped and prayed to and completely unmoved by those to whom he gave life. He may as well ask for the entire world at that rate, for Eles couldn't imagine himself needing this boy as thoroughly as he needed air.
But maybe he didn't need to be honest about it. He just had to be believable.
Perhaps, in observing Malory, he could teach himself as much. He pulled away from that pale hand, the one just as unblemished by calluses as his own, the hand that looked so unused to work. You know where to look. But not here. Not with that overly exuberant thing haunting your kitchen.
This house had an upstairs. Malory had a bedroom in it. Surely that was far enough away from the girl with the rocks.
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