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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 6:09 pm
Quote: Snow…Angels? (15) : After a fresh snowfall, is there anything better than laying down in the snow and making your own mark? Snow angels are simple and easy. Except, for some reason, every time you try to make one it turns into some horrible monster. No matter how many you attempt, or how correctly you do it, by the time you get up there is only the silhouette of a horrifying creature lying where you just were. Sometimes it hardly even looks human. It had snowed, and honestly, all Nelson wanted to do was play in it. It was silly, but…he wanted it almost desperately.
The idea of just having some fun, innocent fun, making a snowman or some snow angels…snow angels.
He had a smile on his face as he fell backwards into the snow, moving his arms and legs, excited to just…exist for once. There was nothing bad going on. It was just himself. The snow. And the quiet hiss as more snow fell.
Finally, carefully, Nelson stood up, and turned to admire the snow angel only…
He froze, frowning. It wasn’t an angel at all…it looked more like a monster…
After a long, heartstopping moment, he kicked snow over the spot, not wanting to look anymore and instead walked a few feet away, trying again.
There wasn’t a smile on his face this time, or, there was, it was just small. Forced.
Again. It wasn’t a snow angel. And the third time, and the fourth time too…and finally Nelson just gave a loud cry and kicked hard at a small snowdrift before making his way inside, throwing his wet clothes off. Juniper had spent the night, and honestly, he had forgotten. But when he saw his boyfriend in the kitchen he froze and looked away quickly. “...Morning.”
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 6:25 pm
Fricking winter. Fricking cold. Ugh. Whatever. At least they hadn't been frozen in again... YetJuniper trudged into the kitchen, tugging the oversized hoodie around him tighter, intent on making something warm. What he hadn't expected was a loud noise outside. He stared, watching as Nelson threw his stuff and seemed to realize he was there. "...Morning." He said softly, taking a few tentative steps towards his boyfriend. Juniper glanced at the window for a moment before returning his attention to Nelson. "You figured out where you wanna get snowed in with me this year?" He asked, more of a joke to try and redirect Nelson's attention. Juniper offered Nelson his hands. "Talk to me. What happened?"
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 6:30 pm
Nelson shook his head, though took Juniper’s hands, he couldn’t meet his gaze. “The snow was. It just. I just.”
This was ridiculous. He was being ridiculous. “I tried to make snow angels. And It wasn’t. They.”
He shook his head and withdrew his hands from Junipers, taking a step back. It had all just confirmed what he already knew. He was a monster. His stupid, snow angels produced monsters. A reflection of how disgusting he was inside.
“They were grotesque. An abomination.”
Just like he was.
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 7:07 pm
Juniper listened, giving his boyfriends hands a gentle squeeze before they slipped out of his. Ah. "Sounds like our usual winter bullshittery is taking a new approach this year." He said quietly. When Nelson took a step back, Juniper followed, taking one step forward. He knelt then, however. "Look at me." Trying to catch his boyfriend's gaze and hold it. "They... Those things. Whatever they are. That's not your fault. I don't know why the city keeps messing with us every winter, but it's not your fault." Juniper offered his hands again. "...Do you wanna leave the city for a couple days? We could rent something." Sure, it would be a bit pricey at this time of year, but if that meant Nelson could relax for a bit.. It would be worth it.
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 7:11 pm
Nelson hesitated. He hadn’t give any thought to the time of year, just to his own struggles, and he wasn’t…against the idea of leaving the city…the thought that it might just be Destiny City being it’s normal…awful self was…somewhat comforting but…he shook his head.
“I can’t leave…I have to meet up with someone named Xenia tonight to help her with something…I’m not sure what but…I can’t let her down…”
He was a General, and he was being asked for a meeting…it was good news. Good news. “She’s a Corrupt Senshi, like you are…I’m not sure what she wants but…” He shrugged. “It’s good…right? Doing my part…helping everyone who needs it…”
He still wasn’t looking at Juniper, and was absolutely refusing to look out the window where the awful monstrous evidence still lay.
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 7:55 pm
Juniper sighed, standing up and just biting the bullet. He crowded Nelson's space wrapping the other man's arms around himself as best he could before wrapping his arms around Nelson. "Later then. We can talk about it later." Maybe a trip would do them both some good. He hummed in response, rubbing circles into Nelson's back, hoping he was doing more good then harm. "Sounds good... You'll tell me about it after? Only if it is good. We don't hafta talk abut it if it isn't." Juniper leaned up, kissing Nelson on the cheek, a hand coming to rest on the other. "We stay here then. We can go hide in the other room if you want? Pretty sure we just got firewood didn't we?" They could start a fire and not freeze for once.
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 8:01 pm
Nelson stiffened for a moment as he was hugged, but after resisting for a full ten seconds, he finally relaxed. At least a little. “...I wouldn’t mind a fire. I guess. If you want to…make something to drink…maybe…some food too? I…I’ll get the fire ready and…”
He hesitated and finally wrapped his arms around Juniper, resting his head on his boyfriend’s shoulder. “I’m going to go kick the rest of those stupid…things…so that you can’t see them I…”
Drawing away from Juniper he forced a small smile. “I don’t want to be a monster…not even in the snow…I…you get food and I’ll…meet you in the fire. In the…the other room with the fire.”
It might be nice. It could be nice.
…No. It would be nice. He’d make himself act like it was nice.
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 8:11 pm
"I can make food. Any requests?" He laughed, relaxing into the hug for a moment. Then Nelson was pulling away, trying to do things on his own again and Juniper sighed, rolling his eyes. "You know I love you, right?" He asked, running a hand through his hair and tucking it behind his ear as best he could. "You don't have to kick them, just so I don't see them, you know. I am here for the good and the bad, Babe. I'm with you, come hell or high water. ...Or apparently fire now?" He teased. "You are not a monster. Not to me. You never have been. A lil battered and bruised from time to time sure. But that's nothing I can't fix. Never a monster though."
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 8:40 pm
“...Pancakes?” Nelson thought he could eat some pancakes. They would…good. “...And bacon would be nice…?”
He could handle food. He would handle food. For now though, he nodded and then headed back outside, forgetting his coat, gloves and hat, and worked hard to destroy the evidence of the horrible images that still marked the snow.
A fire would be nice. Breakfast would be nice…
Being with Juniper was always nice.
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