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Posted: Mon Oct 30, 2023 5:34 pm
After a week that felt like it lasted a year, Friday came. Kaðlín's calendar alert pinged off, as if she needed a reminder. Today, she was supposed to work the midday shift, but Kaðlín had long since decided that she had gotten food poisoning from the night prior and would be calling off. For the first hour of her day, she talked to herself, about anything, about everything, as she went about her morning chores. She hadn't yet touched a drop of water. Once she sounded sufficiently hoarse, she called her supervisor. Gave him the news.
Food poisoning, yes. It was definitely the tacos. Coming out both ends, yes. She would stay hydrated, yes. Thanks for the well-wishes. Then she hung up.
Then she let the guilt of calling off hover in the corners of her mind. Told herself that it was okay to feel guilty, and it was okay to not feel guilty, too. Reminded herself that she was investing in the safety of the people for whom she worked. Reasoned with herself that one missed work shift was a generous trade-off for how she might help out in other ways.
They always ran a skeleton crew there. Calling off might remind management that people weren't perfect, and that they needed to stay flexible.
When she could sit down without her hands shaking, Kaðlín picked up her phone, She scrolled through her contacts, found Brielle Gallo. She stared at the little profile pic in the contact list. She hesitated.
Kaðlín tore her gaze from her phone, leaving the screen to dim and finally go dark. Her attention went to the front of the refrigerator instead, where a surfeit of photos from Aileen covered every inch of white space. They were mostly held on by alphabet magnets, and Kaðlín knew which ones had chew marks. Most of those photos were of Aileen and her daughter, who Kaðlín hadn't seen since the first day she moved to Destiny City.
Then she looked back at her phone, unlocked it, and started a text.
I'm ready, it said.
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Posted: Tue Oct 31, 2023 4:13 pm
Brielle had picked Friday because there weren't any scheduling projects. There were no dates with her partners, no childcare for the family kids, no theater tutoring sessions for the two clients who she hadn't lost during her most recent mysterious emergency. She had not thought about how offering to train someone in her own condition might go. She had gotten caught up on the girl being a page of Cybele, and being new, and lost, and feeling alone in a way that she didn't want anyone to feel. The night before, like most nights recently, she only slept in bits and pieces. Her alarm woke her up from a dream of choking on the blood in her lungs. When she rolled over and looked at her phone, her chest still ached. Her body still ached. There were reasons that she was only powering up to try to heal up in space. Still, she saw the message, staring at her from the phone screen. Although in the moment, she sighed, she still tapped back, Let's meet where we did before. Half an hour later, in jeans and a flannel with an overpriced coffee in one hand, she would be there.
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Posted: Thu Nov 02, 2023 4:44 pm
Kaðlín remembered the spot — small garden enclosure perfect spot to set up for a while and read a book. If she could find the place in the dark, then she imagined it was an easy spot during the day. And it was walking distance from Kaðlín's apartment, so she slipped on a pair of black and white Hekkuod sneakers and grabbed a pale pink souvenir hoodie from Rome to combat the weather.
When she arrived to find Brielle, Kaðlín wasn't any more put-together for training. She wore an old white tank top printed with c'est la vie that her mother bought her on a trip to Paris. Beneath that was a purple racerback sports bra. In anticipation of having to flex and bend and move around, she wore an old pair of flocked leggings with faint floral designs. No one had given her a second look on the way over, and Kaðlín preferred it that way; the less people who knew or cared where she was, the better for this arrangement.
Kaðlín pulled her stickered metal water bottle out from the kangaroo pocket of her hoodie and took a brief drink. While she drank, she gave the small space a once-over.
It wouldn't do. If she tried to practice kicks here, she was liable to bowl over a bush or smash the trellis. There must have been somewhere else Brielle had in mind, and this spot was just a convenient rendezvous point for two people who didn't know each other very well.
"Where to?" She asked, already pulling out her phone so she could input the location into a Maps app.
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2023 7:02 pm
This was a terrible place for training, really. Brielle wasn't a plant expert, but she knew the basics, like the fact that roses had thorns, and it was some kind of climbing rose that was covering the trellis nearby. Getting pushed into that would hurt. It did, however, make for decent cover, even though they were clearly starting to wilt in the colder temperatures. When she saw Kaðlín making her way over, she gave a quick wave and then grabbed her henshin pen from her pocket, ducked behind the flower arch, and came out on the other side as Cybele. "Space," she said. The final frontier, her mind provided. She'd been looking into some popular sci-fi media lately. She was teaching, though. It wouldn't be helpful to dwell on that. "Like we were talking about," she said instead. "Take my hand and I'll take you up."
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Posted: Tue Nov 14, 2023 2:31 am
Kaðlín couldn't help but feel a little awed. Maybe if all that bad didn't happen in her life at once, she would have smiled, too. There was just something purely hopeful about the way that magic — even simple magic, like turning into Cybele — so effortlessly broke boundaries and made possible the impossible. It was something she would never tire of seeing, she thought.
Kaðlín didn't stop to think about it. She took Cybele's proffered hand with a nod.
It sounded positively unreal, in her mind. The idea that they could go to space at all. The idea that they could go to Cybele or any number of planets or stars or asteroids she'd never heard of before. The idea that they could go without space suits and rubber hoses to tether them to cold, unfeeling space stations like in the movies her dad liked to watch. It was all so purely, unabashedly, hopeful.
She held her breath as she waited for the journey.
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2023 6:11 pm
Cybele didn't wait. Her phone was already in her hand, and focusing in on the energies of her asteroid was second nature to her now, with how often she'd been going since becoming a Princess. She gave Kaðlín's hand a comforting squeeze, pressed the button, and then the small garden was empty again. It was dawn on Cybele. The sky was usually a dusky purple, but now the hints of it that could be seen through the trees was laced with fingers of pinks, and oranges, and even a dusky green. There was a crisp chill to the air, and the branches left long shadows along the ground. A jackalope startled at the sudden presence of the two women, and skittered off into the underbrush, which was looking lush with moss and purple wildflowers. As they landed, Cybele herself shifted. This was also instinct, not something she thought much of, but the changes were obvious. Her clothes lengthened until her skirts and sleeves touched the ground. Her aura grew, and two real wings unfurled behind them. She stretched them out behind her, and stretched her back a bit, too, smiling softly into the morning breeze. Being up here, and with the extra strength of her Princess form, helped the residual aches of her injury not seem so restrictive. At least, she could push past them for a bit of training. "Welcome," she said. "To, well, our world." It was the first time she'd introduced it like that, but she liked the sound of it. It got lonely up here sometimes. "There's a clearing up ahead that should give us room to practice, but you can take it all in first, if you'd like." There was a lot here, she knew.
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2023 9:38 pm
Kaðlín had been waiting for this moment.
Ever since Mechelen told her about Pendour's wonder, about the fantastic nature of space, about how Neptune was a beautiful and impossibly imaginative iteration of every undersea adventure that she'd ever heard about, Kaðlín hoped to have a similar moment. She hoped that her own first exposure to space could be just as fantastical as Mechelen's. She wanted to experience that sense of overarching awe, where her problems seemed so infinitely small and distant in the face of such marvels that nature could wring. It promised an escape as much as it promised an expansion of her knowledge and experiences.
Cybele didn't disappoint. When they arrived, and it was an instantaneous process that cut out all of her thoughts of space travel, they were in a beautiful woodland saturated with rich color and endless growth. It was as if no person ever exerted an influence over the nature at play, or that the presence of nature was so strong that man dared not overcome it. Even the air smelled different, tasted different, as she gathered a breath of the cleanest air she had ever smelled. It felt crisp on her skin, too, as if the air itself was charged differently than Earth's, and she felt it sing across her body like existing in its presence alone was invigorating.
It was easier, too, to allow herself to be overcome by Celadon. When she let her breath out once more, she had antlers on her head and a broken necklace in her hand. She was adorned in the many symbols that Cybele wore as a brooch. Her feet were bound by gladiator's sandals and her body was fitted with a long, loose dress. She felt her own power more keenly this way, though she still could not say what that power was.
But she could see Cybele's power. She could feel it in her very core, quick and sharp and sure, reassuring in its strength and so terribly easy in how she could take comfort in it. When she looked to her Princess, her wings were already out and on display like a banner raised for war. Celadon let out a breath.
When Cybele spoke, Celadon came back to their arrangement. They were here for Celadon to learn to fight. They were not here to stare at the trees and have lunch with the strange, antlered rabbits. And even if Cybele couldn't see her, Celadon nodded her head to the arrangement. "I don't want to lose focus," she said at last. "Looking around can be the reward for learning how to fight." Even if it pained her to put it off. There was value in discipline, and that sort of goalpost built discipline.
"I want to learn how to stay focused. You said the Negaverse will fight us, right? Then I need to learn how to ignore distractions and fight effectively."
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2023 5:25 am
That kind of discipline was admirable, and Cybele wasn't going to do anything to discourage it. Instead, she stepped around a tree or two to an area where the ground was a bit less rocky, and the trees less densely packed. It wasn't the large clearing where the ancient camp was. They could go there afterwards. "All right." She took a deep breath. She was a Princess. She could do this. Her wings would balance her, if nothing else. "We'll start with the stance. Feet slightly apart, more weight on the front foot than the back foot." She demonstrated, because she was better at doing these things than explaining them. "That way, if something hits you, you have somewhere to go." She rocked back and forth a few times, and her own balance held. "Not too much weight, though. Float like a butterfly?" She hadn't actually studied boxing. "And your fists, you want your thumbs to the side, like this." Some beginners got that wrong, she knew.
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2023 5:57 am
A Princess was teaching her how to fight. A Princess with real, living, moving wings. Their stage was an entirely different planet that Celadon thought was likely invisible to the naked eye, when looking up from Earth. Maybe it wasn't even visible with a telescope. They could have been so far away from Earth that Celadon couldn't comprehend the distance, even in time, but here they were, acting out a scene from a fantasy story.
Her fantasy story. A part of her life that opened up to her with the death of another.
That had prepared Celadon to take this seriously. If any part of this fantastical existence had something to do with Aileen's death, then she would find it. She would find it, she would interrogate it, and she would beat the truth out of it. Then she would rectify it. Then she would find balance again in the aftermath of whichever decisions she made. Then she would pay her respects. But in order to do any of that, in order to even take the first step, she needed to know how to defend herself. No one was going to do it for her, nor did she expect anyone to try. She wanted to be able to hold her own.
Celadon nodded along while Cybele explained her position, but it really only started to make sense to her when Cybele demonstrated. She could follow a demonstration — it felt more natural to her than trying to listen to words and translate them into reality. Celadon watched her stance, the distance between her feet, and the position of her feet. Then, Celadon made to imitate it as invited.
It all seemed simple enough, if a little awkward the first time. She hoped that fighting would be simple.
When she held her hands up to follow along, she added, "So I don't break my thumbs, right? Maybe that's not what happens, but I remember hearing something like that."
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2023 7:00 am
"So you don't break your thumbs," Cybele confirmed. There was something about the way Celadon was looking at her, the way that Celadon was eating up her words, that made her pause for a breath, lips ticking upwards as she thought. Of course she'd stepped into the role of a mentor before. Of course she'd helped teach people to fight, although she was more careful about that one because she knew it had once led to her corruption. This was different. The Code had been clear that the knights were allies, hosted on her world. It didn't work in the sense that her title of Princess came with any true authority. Knights weren't meant to be her loyal soldiers. Yet, Celadon had followed all of her requests and instructions. There was something like trust in her eyes, Cybele thought, something bright. That was what loyalty was, wasn't it? Cybele took a breath. She'd have to make sure she earned that loyalty, then. "Traditionally, you hold your fists in front of your face to block attacks," she said, demonstrating once more. "It doesn't always end up working like that when your enemies have different kinds of weapons and magic, but," she shrugged, "Probably a good habit to practice, anyway. There's plenty you can do with hand to hand." Yes, she was going to teach Celadon about protecting herself first so she didn't fall ingot Cybele's bad habits of forgetting to do all of that, going full offensive, and then ending up dead. "This is one we can practice. I'll throw some slow punches, you redirect them with your arm." Since Celadon seemed to be following her movements, Cybele showed a wax off with her own hands. "If you do well, I'll go faster, and then after a few minutes, we can switch."
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2023 7:28 pm
She didn't know what it meant to be a Page of Cybele. Maybe she understood the ramifications of it a little better, but the intention behind it eluded her. A Page that had some relation to Cybele was what she figured, but was it that simple? And if it was, would Cybele have looked as surprised as she did when she met Celadon for the first time? Celadon didn't think so.
As they exchanged blows and as Cybele taught her more stances, throws, and reactions, Celadon had begun to think that maybe meaning was beside the point. With each punch thrown or kick blocked, she wondered if it was up to her to decide what Page of Cybele meant, because the meaning was unique to her. As she learned to duck, she thought about that, too — about how she hadn't met any other knights of Cybele and didn't know if they existed. But they had to exist, right? She couldn't have been the first one. She couldn't have been the only one.
It could have been that meaning assigned to 'Page of Cybele' was mutable — something she could shape to her own needs and devices. Something that would grow with her.
As she learned how to better her stance, she wondered if meaning was an armchair game. If the real benefits of being a Page of Cybele, if the measure of how much impact she had, was in the deeds she accomplished while wearing that mantle. That had to be it, right? That was what it should mean for her.
And it meant that she got to train on this breathtaking planet with an actual Princess. One just as astonished to meet her as she was to meet Cybele.
Finally, her stamina got the better of her and Celadon raised a hand to call for a break. She breathed a few heavy puffs of air to catch her breath, a light sheen of sweat catching sunlight on her face and arms. "I hate when you do something for the first time and you find all the muscles you haven't used. I'm definitely going to be sore tomorrow."
But it was a good sore, and she would wear it with patience as it abated over time. Even if she could feel her shoulders groan every time she suitcase cut a flat of canned green beans. She would live with it. She would learn to like it.
"How often do you train?" She asked, realizing that she couldn't learn how to fight effectively in just one session.
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2023 4:51 pm
The movement was good for her. Her feet would complain, of course, but that was something she was used to at this point, something she had to push through. Her chest might complain, too, and her arms, and the rest of her, but that was all right. That was the price she would pay for feeling alive. Working through some basic stances in the beautiful scenery of her world, until she could feel her heartbeat against her ribs, she felt more alive than she had since she'd woken up in the hospital. It was probably best not to overdo it though, and as Celadon motioned for a break, she nodded and dropped to her knees in the moss, wings trailing on the ground behind her. "You can't ask me questions like that if you want to keep thinking of me as a responsible Princess," she said with a small smile."Training like this, by the book? Not as much as I should. When I'm not dying, though," she said it lightly, even if it stung, "I go hunt youma a few times a week. That keeps you on your toes." It helped keep the city safe, too, and showed you more of what you were up against than practice punches did. "Oh, and I brought some oranges," she said, pulling two of the small, sweet kind from her subspace and handing one of them over.
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Posted: Tue Nov 28, 2023 8:28 am
She paused at the light response. "I never thought of it that way," Celadon admitted. She usually thought of responsible when someone was assigned a task — like take care of this child, or act as the executor of this deceased person's will. Celadon was responsible for going through the rest of Aileen's possessions and managing them in a way that was consistent with what Aileen wanted. But all of this — all the magic and the fighting and the exhilarating existentialism — Celadon couldn't recall anyone assigning that duty to her. She thought it might have been the same way for Cybele, who decided to take up the torch in her own style. But maybe people put that level of pressure on themselves by calling it their responsibility. Maybe having the power by itself was enough for them to feel like they were told to protect the world with it.
Celadon kept those comments to herself, because they weren't necessary here. She didn't need to spoil Cybele's little joke. But maybe there would be time to talk about it later, when they were finished with training, when she thought that Cybele trusted her enough to talk about it.
She accepted the orange with a nod of a thank-you. As she sat graceless and cross-legged on a mossy stump, Celadon started peeling away the rind with her hands. "A few times a week. That sounds like a lot." On top of everything else going on in her life, of which Celadon assumed that Brielle had a job she was holding down and did her own grocery shopping and had to pay bills, she was also powering up and going outside, tracking down youma, and fighting them. While she wasn't completely recovered from whatever put her in the hospital.
Well, that only added to her concerns. Luckily she had an orange to distract her — a way to keep her mouth occupied so she wouldn't blanch at the thought of someone running themselves into the ground the way that Cybele seemed to be going.
The orange was sweet, juicy, full of flavor, but her body still craved water. It would give them a chance to refresh themselves and cool down, and in a place like this? Celadon doubted terribly that there were any pesticides in the streams. The wildlife was quite different, too, so either they'd be free to drink the freshest water of their lives, or they'd walk away with an alien disease worse than any case of giardia that Kaðlín had ever encountered.
"Do you mind if we go look for some water? I'm still pretty thirsty, and I want to know if the water here tastes any different than the water back home." Not that she'd have minded if it tasted exactly the same.
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Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2023 3:52 pm
Cybele didn't always bring up food to the asteroid, but when she did, being done with it was usually her signal to go home. There was plenty of water there, and more oranges waiting in a mesh bag on her kitchen counter if they wanted them. Usually, though, she came up here on her own, or otherwise with people who fell strictly into the category of guest. She'd give them a quick tour, and that was all. Something about being here with a Page of Cybele made things different. Her desires had more weight here. It was her world, too. It was that, or else it was the fact that she was the first person who had ever asked to stay. She considered her complaining feet and her throbbing muscles. She thought briefly of home, of her couch, and her sink, and her bed, but it didn't take her long to decide that it sounded a bit boring. She'd been mostly cooped up there for a while now, being good. Time to drink some river water. "All right," she said, standing up.
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