(IC RP) Spade Session 000002

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Spade learns that he is to milk the cow by washing her teets, and washing the milk bucket, then squeeze-pulling her teets three or four times into the bucket.

He learns he shouldn't drink her milk raw, and that he needs to pasteurize it before he drinks it.

Spade learns that to pasteurize the milk, he needs to cook it on a stove at medium-high heat in a steel pot for thirty minutes with stirring. The final touch if the pasteurization is to refrigerate the milk that was cooked until cold. Then, the milk is drinkable.

Spade vows to only drink pasteurized milk, and to only sell it pasteurized.

 

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Dusky learns that his cow needs to be milked once every twelve hours or so.

Dusky gets to the milkin' of his cow, Cowala.

He thinks about how he wants a lot of dairy farm animals, like his cousin, Sapphire. And, he thinks about having lots of chickens for eggs and fried chicken drumsticks.
"I have eggs at school, in my breakfast, and I think fresh farm eggs would taste better. What do you think, Dad?"
Spade: "Well, yeah. They probably taste better off the farm. The grocery store ones are pretty good."
Dusky: "My god says... That you ain't tried nothin' till you eatin' fresh farm eggs of high quality. The smell of the eggs in their shell, right away, is the most delicious, therapeutic smell ever. Nothin' smells yummier."
Spade: "Is your god sayin' we should have chickens?"
Cocuyo: "Yes, you should have chickens. Delicious chickens. Don't forget to give them chicken toys, coops, water and feed, and special snacks, such as blueberries and cranberries."
They stare at Cocuyo.
Cocuyo: "I'm the god Cocuyo. Hello, people. I'm very happy with this new farming trend for Scarborough. We need this farming trend. Never let it become boring, or untrendy. We depend too much on imports from expensive countries, such as the United States. So... Keep up the good work."
Spade: "We only have one cow."
Cocuyo: "It's okay. There will be more animals where that came from. Somehow, we acquired too United States farmers. And, they are puttin' their money where their mouths are, and spendin' that moneys on farms. Sapphire's dad bought a real farm. And... Dusky... Wants a real farm, too. So, maybe his mom will help him. He should ask his step-dad to ask his mom to buy him a Scarborough farm for his future home, and for the well-being of Trinidad & Tobago."
Spade: "If he gets a real farm, it has to keep within his potential until he's older. But, it would still make a big difference for our family until he gets old enough to be a serious farmer. Sapphire's dad, I now know is the crowned prince of the Scarborough chiefdom. We're not the special-wecial. We don't have that kind of money on me the dad's side. His greater money is on his mom's side."
Cocuyo: "If you say so... Sure... You're the lower class one... Pretty sure sure you're a higher class of royal."
Spade: "You make no sense. I'm just a poorly shopkeeper. Just selling random things I feel like."
Cocuyo: "Maybe you should get less random."
Spade: "I can't help it, I enjoy selling the particular things I sell. They might be eclectic, but some are really cute, and some are really cool."
Cocouyo: "Fine. Your store remains random things."
Cocuyo then disappears from view.
One of Spade's kids asks, "Is he a neighbor?"
Spade: "He's our version of Hermes and Mercury. He must be working in the area. I doubt that we're right next to the godly capital. Though, who knows? Maybe we are. For all we know there could be a Caribbean Hogwarts around here, too."
A daughter: "Really!? That'd be great!"
Dusky chooses to stay quiet, but gives them looks, as he milks his cow.
Spade: "After they're finished building our new house on the farm, we're going to move the cow to the farm from my shophouse's backyard."
Cocuyo: "I want to buy this. Come here."

 

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Later, after the milking is done, Spade helps Dusky pasteurize the milk.

When they're done pasteurizing it, they drink a serving each, every family member, to try it.

It is better tasting than the grocery store milk.

 

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Cowala is introduced to her newly betrothed future groom Calypso.

Spade plays Hopelessly Devoted To You for the new couple: .  

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Dusky goes up to his Dad, Spade, and asks some tough questions.
Dusky: "Dad?"
Spade: "What?"
Dusky: "Are there life experiences worth writing in my journal to reread later?"
Spade: "When you enjoy your life, you will find that you enjoy rereading your journal. Go reread your journal, then think about what you enjoyed of your life so far that you wrote in your journal. If you didn't enjoy any of it, think about what you would enjoy instead of what you wrote about. And, write a journal entry about this. Explore your thoughts in the journal entry about what kind of life experiences you would like to be rereading later after having lived it, and then written it for keepsake."
Dusky: "Okay, Dad. So, there are possible life experiences I could want to reread?"
Spade: "Of course, there are! And, think about if you enjoyed it, but you don't like rereading it. Maybe your writing is bad. If you like it, but you don't like rereading it, maybe you need to work on your writing. Keeping a journal is an excellent opportunity for you to practice writing to get better at it. You should keep up your journal keeping, so you get better at writing. Maybe some day, you'll become famous for a self-biography. But, that will require excellent writing skill. So, keep up the good work, and keep on writing. Eventually, you'll enjoy it."

 

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Dusky: "Dad?"
Spade: "What, Son?"
Dusky: "If I enjoy rereading my diary... My journal! Is that pride? Is that being proud of my life, or my writing, or something?"
Spade: "Yes. Through that pride in yourself you will grow to have regular self-esteem. You will love yourself. You will also grow to know yourself, and to have a sense of identity. It will be good for you. It will help you to have self-respect, and self-perspective, so that you better know your place in the world, and you stand your ground when anyone tries to take it from you. Once you come to know yourself well, do not let anyone take it away from you. Don't allow people to steal your identity."
Spade takes a drink of sheep milk before continuing, "Dusky, my Son... There are people out there that will latch onto others' identities. They will steal life stories, they will steal identities into "fictional characters" or into their own self-proclaimed identity they took from you, and they will use it to their advantage. That is called identity theft. Whenever someone plagiarizes your life story, or your person, that isn't only plagiarism, it's also identity theft. Plagiarism and identity theft are both crimes. And, both are commonly committed by people who not journal, whom have low writing skill. So, make sure you keep up your journaling regularly, not only so you can tell your story to others some day, when you some day share your journal with special privies, but you'll also grow as a person in many ways. And, you'll never feel an urge to plagiarize, or to identity thieve others if you journal a lot. For example, you'll prefer writing original stories instead of fanfiction. You'll enjoy playing your own original characters, and self-based characters, and self-insertion characters instead of fighting over who is going to play this or that favorite canon figure or character. It is good for you to develop like this. It's good for you to journal. I've observed that you sometimes want to play canon instead of simply blazing your own trail. Journaling will greatly help you overcome that problem. It will also help you to let go of the canons, and enjoy your own environment, and your own company. You might love certain canon figures and characters, such as Spongebob on TV, but do not fixate on them, or obsess over them. I will explain something to you you have discussed before with your cousin Sapphire. The reason Stargazer of the X-Men was too immature for Nightcrawler was because she doesn't journal. Journal isn't just good for you in general, it's fundamental for your well-being. Keep up the good behavior. It will help you to be a more well-rounded, well-skilled, well-loved, well-loving, well-understanding, well-understood person, and the list goes on. Journaling is a great way to grow as a person. If you keep up journaling, you'll be the grown man some day that rejects immature women that steal act like little girls, instead of being an immature man that never really grew up. And, make sure you spread this good habit to your friends and love interests, and that you guys share your journals together, and give eachother criticism, and other perspectives of eachother's journals, and help eachother improve. Sharing journal in a journal club will help you guys greatly grow as people."
Spade takes another drink, and swallows, before speaking more, "I would like to give you another mission, but first... Did you finish your last mission? Did you reread all of your journal, then write about what is and isn't working to enjoy rereading it?"
Dusky: "I reread most of it, but then I realized I forgot to ask you about pride. That question, and the one before were from journaling."
Spade: "Yes, very good. You should think of questions in your journaling to ask others, and to ask yourself. This is called philosophy. Philosophy is another great habit that helps one grow as a person, and helps one mature through life. I want you to also try to answer your own questions before you ask others, then to ask others. Then, I want you to reask it of yourself after, and explore the answers others gave you, and find the truth out of everything. That is philosophy. That is a very important life skill, like journaling. And, philosophy is excellent to practice while journaling. Go finish your existing mission, please."

 

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Dusky is visibly excited with bigger eyes than usual, "Dad!"
Spade: "What?"
Dusky: "I completed my mission! How I can improve my journal is by telling my life stories."
Spade laughs for a moment from deep in his guts.
Spade: "What were you writing?"
He laughs more.
After his father is finished laughing, Dusky answers, "I was writing my thoughts."
Spade: "Great! Glad to hear it. Do you not like your own thoughts? You expressed at the beginning that you didn't think your journal was worth rereading."
Dusky: "Well, I thought that my thoughts were something I just think, then throw away. And, that they don't matter."
Spade's eyes slightly water, almost crying, "That is a terrible view of your own mind. Whoever taught you such a view? Your thoughts shape you, and your life. Never view them as trash. Your thoughts are yourself. You are not trash. People are not trash. Who taught you people are trash? Who taught you that yourself is trash? Do not ever throw away your own mind, and your own thoughts. They should be precious. You are precious. People should cherish you. Anyone who teaches you, whether they say it in exact words, or in implication, that you are trash, and that your mind is trash is a terrible person. Stay away from people like that. And, if they are bothering you, not letting you escape them, you tell me, you tell Daddy."
Dusky: "Okay."
Spade: "Bring me your journal. I'm going to read it. You should always share your journal with others interested. Especially if it's your ideas, and opinions. That's an excellent way to be gotten to know, and an excellent way to get corrected when wrong, such as about thinking you're trash, and excellent way to correct others who are wrong. You should forever be a teacher, and a student. People viewing themselves as trash make a lot of bad decisions, because they don't care what the long-term result is as long as they get the desired short-term result. That kind of thinking of being trash causes extreme radical suicide attackers. It isn't healthy. Never dismiss or throw away your own thoughts. Love your thoughts because they are yourself. Love yourself. Even if you aren't perfect, you are not trash. You can grow. You can become a proper adult someday when you grow up. But, it won't be achieved by throwing yourself away as a little boy. Love and respect yourself, and that means the mind inside you. Love and respect your own thoughts. you are precious. You are not some useful idiot of radical extremists to be a throw-away pawn in a game of chess. Whoever taught you that kind of self-view of being trash is a very bad, very dangerous radical extremist. That person is out to destroy the world. Whoever it was, distance yourself from that abuser. Get somewhere safe, with people who will protect you. For you, my Son, that means stay with Daddy. You are not trash. People are not trash. Go get your journal, and hand it over."
Dusky brings his father his journal, and the man reads it.

 

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Spade: "Dusky, you have a beautiful mind. You are a beautiful person. You write well for your age. Your mind is healthy for your age. You're doing great. I agree that you should write your life stories in addition to writing like this, sharing your thoughts. I think this helps you think. This is in the direction of philosophy. It's very healthy, and very beautiful. Do not throw it away. Do not spill drinks on it. Do not drop food on it. Do not tear it up, or fold it, or crinkle it. Treat your journal with respect. Treat all books with respect. Especially your own journal."
Spade pulls Dusky into a hug, a loving family hug that shuts one's eyes, "You're a really great kid with a lot of potential. Every kid is. Every person is a great person with a lot of potential. Do not ever view others as trash. Do not ever view yourself as trash. People are not trash. People can grow."
Dusky: "Why do some people refuse to grow? Why is it that some people fixate on being trash to themselves, and they refuse to let go of that view? They refuse to let go of trashy decisions, like taking bad risks for today that make them dead tomorrow?"
Spade: "Because they are listening to their leader. Their leader says they're trash. They don't want a different leader, they want to be trash for their leader. They are brainwashed. They are programmed. They are trained. They don't view themselves or others as people. They view themselves as a machine. They're some kind of cult that machinates themselves in their minds to achieve what their leader wants done. They throw themselves away for their leader they're in love with. They are in love, with complete self-disregard for the other. They are selfless. Selflessness is very dangerous. Never give up yourself. You are not trash. You are not a thing. You are not lifeless, heartless, or mindless. You are not without matter, or importance. No matter how great anyone ever seems if they start telling you to be selfless, and to throw yourself away, you better throw them away, and tattle. They are extreme radical cult leaders, weaponizing other people. You are not a weapon. You are not a thing. You are not a machine. You are not lacking life. You should always value yourself, your mind, your life. How can you love someone who doesn't love you back? Let go of the one-sided love. And, as for you, my Son, let go of all one-sided love. Do not fixate on famous people. Be thankful for whatever greatness they contributed to your life, but do not fixate on them, and obsess over them. That kind of idolatry can cause becoming a radical, extremist cult member that gets thrown away as a useful idiot pawn in the eyes of the leader. Let go of Nightcrawler and Azazel. Enjoy yourself. Enjoy your life. Enjoy your own relationships that are mutual. Don't do this fanboy, fangirl thing. Only call a writing a fanfiction if it features the famous figures, or their environment. But, do not let it become some obsessed fixation of unrequitted love that makes you fall for the careless whims of an impersonator like that woman did that taught you to throw yourself away. That woman is a cult leader's pawn, wrapped around the finger of a false Nightcrawler, a false god, doing his every bidding.Discard her teaching to idolize. Discard her teaching to unrequitedly love. Discard her teaching to fixate and obsess. Discard her teaching to throw yourself away in desperation to win others' favor. I, your father, will never do this to you. I will never throw you away. I will never leave you unrequitted. You are my son, I love you. You do not have to live in fear of rejection."
Spade hugs his son again, but his son has difficulty returning it, because he is overtly possessed by her, and she is trying to stand her ground over her ill identity as someone's pawn.
Spade picks up his son into a half-cradle, and hugs him more deeply, getting hugged back, but without full outreach into the hug, because she is trying not to let him love his father, she is trying to fake the thirteen-year-old boy as her over sixty-year-old cult leader.
Spade: "You will never pass my little boy for your old man. You have completely lost your mind. You are giving into crazy orders from a crazy leader that is showing his lack of logic, and his lack of touch with reality, and his lack of sanity. You, Misses, need to be reeducated from a very bad depth of brainwashing. Let go of my son."
But, she does not let go. She leaves a surface edge of him with her wall within, as she refuses to listen to anyone but her leader.
Spade: "Perhaps the way to break his hold on you is to separate you from him. You are fooled by a beautiful hologram, or a beautiful stolen voice, or something. Something is holding you under his spell. Or, you simply are refusing to listen, straight-up. You are wrapped around his plagiarism."
 

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Dusky shows his journal to his dad again, "She has started yelling sexual profanity out of my mouth and calling me her slave."
Spade: "She's working for your murderer. She's on his chopping block. Trust me. Random people don't know you exist. You aren't famous. The cult attacking you now is the same people who murdered you. Their ghosts from their cult who committed suicide and are now attacking you like their living did prior. They will be doing all of the exact same tactics from before. They're stupid. They don't invent new tactics. And, their ghosts have been desperately trying to go to Heaven as the living cult members' victims. They don't have new tactics. They don't go to Heaven. They simply take all of the tactics they use to murder their victims and to recruit and brainwash for their cult and they try those on the legal authorities. And, those tactics aren't designed to go to Heaven or to deceive detectives. Their tactics are designed to have a cult and to murder victims of it. They got their tactics straight out of a cult leader handbook, and it was never designed to go to Heaven. Their tactics they read somewhere aren't written by ghosts. It can't get them into Heaven. They are not dopplegangers, they are a new Manson Family cult. They have no doppleganger tactics. They're devoting their waits for Hell to scouring the internet for ways to dopplegang other people into Heaven The only way they have any chance of going to Heaven is if they destroy all their electronics to cover up everything on their computers. And, if they get found in the United States without electronics from destroying them, they will know they are cultists immediately. They are stuck. They can't get out of being Hellbound. The only chance they have of going to Heaven is to cut all of their communications with the cult, and destroy all of their electronics in real life, which will make it clear they are from a cult that they cut off all their communications and destroyed their electronics and threw them away. They have no chance. And, they can't dopplegang in real life. It's impossible.They have trapped themselves into Hell by touching people of Heaven."
Dusky: "But, they don't listen to anything anyone says who isn't their cult leader. So, explaining they are their worst enemy is pointless."
Spade: "I know. I'm explaining it to my son, not you. You aren't my son, you aren't in my family or home. You're the one reaching into our home, not the other way around. And, no one will ever believe you as the victim. They're going to cut your a** off from your electronics, the internet, your bluetooths, and any real life powers you might have with inhibitor collars. You're a dumbass wall planting itself inside my son from a distance with electronic telepathic possession. My son isn't going to quit the game, because he's the victim. Every time you touch him, you seal your fate as Hellbound. You're throwing yourselves away like your cult leader taught you to. The more you obsess over and fixate on my son, the more you doom yourselves."

 

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Dusky: "The woman is trying to think that we are a god specially obsessed with her taking care of her, catering to her every whim. She believes ourselves is her false god through us to her for her, and not by listening to our words she didn't listen to. Her reason for thinking everything we do and say is controlled by her false god by all-power god power is that we are logical-looking. There is no logic in her known world. Simply looking logical, such as being a farmer dressed like a farmer, is enough to make her think her fake god is present taking care of her. The cult is full of a lack of logic among the members, then their leader delivers plagiarized logic to them that makes them feel saved. They're all illogical crazy people out of psychiatric hospitals."
Spade: "That would explain why they refuse to listen to anything we say for a fake Nightcrawler in a video game. And, even now, he's trying to murder bamfs by trying to say we're the fake Nightcrawlers. Proving the man's agenda is to murder off anyone who looks like Nightcrawler so he can present himself as the one true Nightcrawler. His cult is targeting Nightcrawler himself, every Nightcrawler bamf, every Nightcrawler roleplayer, every person who dresses as Nightcrawler for Halloween, etc. He is doing that whole Jet Li movie The One thing, telling his cult followers everyone is impersonating him. He has them convinced that Marvel is impersonating the real heroes, and that everyone must die in the Marvel franchise so he can walk away as a fake one true Nightcrawler. They are deeply crazy people. And, as you pointed out the only thing they know of Marvel is him. They don't touch marvel, because he tells them it's propaganda about him. That's like listening to a fake Yahweh who tells you not to touch any of his religion's books. Except, he's focused on Nightcrawler instead of Yahweh, so he can target Nightcrawler fangirls. He targets geeks instead of Christians because geeks are rich. He's accumulating a vast wealth from rich fangirls that he's using for something. Like I told you, he's a copy-paste of Charles Manson, and all the other historic cult leaders like him. He'll have a special Jonestown somewhere they live in. He's so exact to the cult trope that his cult will all live in a Jonestown."
Cookie: "We're on it."
 

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Dusky asks his dad, "Why do people fixate on love when it's one-sided? Why do they obsess over loving someone who doesn't feel anything back?"
Spade: "Well, there are lots of possible reasons. But, the main one is that no one loves them, and they have no hope of being loved back either way."
Dusky: "So... They're unattractive people that this man is targeting?"
Spade: "Yes. They will be ugly inside and out. And, when he presents Nightcrawler as loving them back as they are, or as giving the opportunity to be loved back by despite their looks, they then eat it up that he supposedly is desperate because he's a devil, and that he supposedly loves ugly people because he supposedly is ugly."
Dusky: "They think he's ugly? They are his fans because they think he's ugly like them?"
Spade: "Yeah. They think his handsome person is ugly like them because he looks different. As I said, they are ugly not only on the outside, but the inside. They can't see other skin colors as beautiful. They're racists."
Cookie: "We already know from the past-life-reliving that they're a Nazi cult. But, that's new is that all of his harem followers are ugly, and that they all think Nightcrawler is uglier than themselves for looking different. They're trolls to begin with. They originally didn't watch or read X-Men because they're anti-mutant trolls. The cult leader is taking advantage of their secret desire to become one of the mutants themselves but that they know they never could because they're undesirable. They're not originally his fangirls. The entire thing is an anti-mutant and anti-superhero agenda. He wants the masses to believe him as the real Nightcrawler and to think Nightcrawler trolled trolls with the worst crimes possible. The entire cult is an anti-mutant hate crime."