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Posted: Sat May 27, 2023 6:52 pm
Gismondine had ******** up. He realized when he saw the faintly glowing gem in his hand that he had <********> up royally. Perhaps worse than he had ever ******** up before and that…
Oh god.
He had just killed someone.
He hadn’t meant to, he hadn’t wanted to but…there had been a bear and the Corrupted Senshi yelling at him and so many Knights and Squires and Pages…not to mention the tiger! There had been a tiger too.
The General thought he was going to throw up, and in fact did lose his most recent meal into the bushes near where he was standing, making sure to keep the starseed safe in a gentle grip. He was shaking, hating himself.
He was supposed to help people…not kill them. Not steal their soul from their body and…and vanish.
Sinking to the ground, Gismondine shuddered and thought of Dresda. He needed him now. Needed some support…and…and though he didn’t realize it, he summoned the Corrupted Senshi to him, a power he hadn’t known he had but as his head snapped up at the feeling of Dresda’s aura, Gismondine broke into anguished sobs and got to his feet before flinging himself at the Senshi.
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Posted: Sat May 27, 2023 8:49 pm
He had been out collecting energy, just trying to stay on top of things. So when he was summoned, he stood stunned for a moment. That was suddenly a new feeling... Wasn't sure how he felt about that one. He blinked as his arms were suddenly filled with Gismodine as the taller man cried into his shoulder. Talk about deja vu. " Hey! Hey.. Shh." Dresda whispered, wrapping his arms around the General and rubbing his back. "Deep breathe. It's okay, you'll be okay." He let them sink to the ground, not trusting Gismo's legs to keep himself up, or his own to keep the pair of them standing. Dresda waited a couple moments, letting Gismo just cry before gently prying him back and wiping the taller man's face gently with his sleeve. "What's wrong?" Dresda asked softly.
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2023 8:37 pm
It took far too long for Gismondine to gather enough calm to stop sobbing and his voice came out horribly broken. “I…I think…I…I think I killed someone…”
The words were choked and the General was shaking horribly, and finally drew away enough to hold out the starseed in a trembling hand. “I…I didn’t mean to Dresda I…there were so many…so many people…and…th-there was a bear...a-and a tiger and…and this girl was yelling at me…and…I was just trying to…trying to get away…and…I panicked…”
The gem was pretty. A pale pink and it glowed faintly still, seeming to almost twinkle.
“I…I…I’m…I’m a murderer…”
Oh God.
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2023 9:04 pm
Dresda froze as the words were spoken. His gaze flickered down to the starseed between them and he just stared at it for a long moment before glancing at Gismodine. Gently, he closed Gismo's hand back around the seed before holding it against his chest, rubbing his thumb against the General's knuckles. "I... I know you didn't mean to. Things like this... happen. They happen in our line of work.' They knew that. Understanded that. ...Didn't they? "Look at me." The corrupt said softly, cupping Gismodine's cheek with his free hand. "You are not a murderer. You are anything but. You are my beautiful, sweet, sweet boy. You are not a murderer. Do you hear me?" Dresda leaned forward, kissing Gismodine's forehead softly before brushing away his tears. "We will make this right... Somehow." He would not leave Gismo to face this alone.
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2023 9:29 pm
Gismondine gave another sob and shook his head slowly. “How...she…I…she just collapsed and…and I left! I just left…I really…I wouldn't have…I…” He hiccuped and tried to calm down with the kisses and the caresses but, it just wasn’t working. Everything felt so awful...he felt so awful.
Sniffing again, he withdrew his hand and opened his subspace pocket, slipping the starseed in there so he didn’t make a bigger mess of things and crush it on accident too.
When it was away, he threw himself at Dresda and shook his head again. “...I am. I killed her…I…I really really didn’t want to…I would never…n-never…”
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2023 9:53 pm
"You said it yourself. You panicked. You would not have left otherwise. I know you would have fixed things, made them right." Dresda collected Gismo in his arms, holding him tightly. "I know, I know. You were in a shitty situation, and things happened." Dresda's heart ached for Gismo, unsure how to truly help him. At the moment there was not much he could do, other than let Gismo cry, and to be there for him. "Did... Do you know her name?" Dresda asked tentatively. "Maybe we can find a friend of hers to return it." It wasn't much, but it was a start. Even... Even if it was too late, they could at least return it. "...I can return it for you, if you do not want to face them." The senshi offered quietly. Dresda kissed the top of Gismo's head. "...Do you want to go home? We can go to mine if you want. My sister is working late tonight so we should be able to avoid her." Dresda rubbed small circles into Gismo's shoulders and back, occasionally stopping to brush tears away. "Tell me how to help you, Love. I will do whatever you ask me."
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2023 1:18 pm
“I don’t know her name…I…I don’t know anything about her…she…was in pink…that…that’s all I can even think of right now…I…”
He sniffed and buried his head in Dresda’s chest again, nodding at the suggestion to go home. He wanted to go home. Wanted to forget all about this. Wanted to sleep and just never wake up.
Gismondine had felt bad before this, sure…but this? This was the lowest he had ever been but…
At least he had Dresda here…at least he had someone to rely on…to talk to…to…
“I…I want to go home…I…please…I want to go home.”
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Posted: Sun Jun 04, 2023 4:32 pm
"Okay. We.. We can put feelers out." Someone would have to know something. Dresda gave Gismo a squeeze, placing a kiss to Gismo's head. "Alright. Come on." He said softly, urging the General to stand. Dresda offered offered Gismo both his hands as an incentive. "Let's go home..." Gismo could just shut off for bit and Dresda would be there, for whatever he needed. "We'll fix this." He promised.
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