After her talk with Rhiannon, Lysithea had felt quite…pensive.
Perhaps pensive was too strong of a word, but she had been feeling thoughtful and…rather absent. She had felt absent, as though she were outside of herself. As though her body were going through the motions, but her mind was elsewhere, mulling things over. Things that she had no solid answers for, things that she couldn't even begin to figure out where to start looking for answer.
Things like…just who is Talia. What does she want out of life? How does one make people into a foundation…and how could she be better about…not trying to do things on her own.
That was a big one, and one that honestly worried her. She wasn’t trying to shoulder burdens alone, she just…wanted to take as much of the burdens away from the others as she could…she wanted to be their shoulder. Their rock…and she couldn’t do that if she showed that she was crumbling at any point…but.
Lysithea continued walking, keeping her senses focused on the area around her, just in case something bad popped up, but…she hoped that it wouldn't. This was a problem that she had to solve…and honestly, she wasn’t sure she could solve it any way but alone.
Nobody else could tell her who she was. Nobody else could find her purpose but.
God it would be so easy if somebody could. It would be such a neat trick, just having a magic mirror or a find your purpose button that all you had to do was exist in the proximity of it in order to just know what you could accomplish with your life. What you should accomplish with your life.
It would be too easy though. Honestly, it would defeat the purpose of…having a life really. If everything was simply predestined…if there was no way to make mistakes. No way to change...that. Well.
Truthfully that wouldn’t be much of a life at all.
Maybe…a change of scene would be better for this kind of heavy contemplation…and she had used that funky feather to get up to Lysithea to talk with Cosmos…so she could go…maybe.
A small smile began to bloom on the Senshi’s face and she nodded to herself. Yeah. A few days up on Lysithea would do her spirit good, she could figure out who Talia really is…and maybe figure out some of what Lysithea was. Like…Lysithea the Senshi…and Lysithea the place.
The more she thought about it, the more it sounded like a good idea, and now the only real issue was…she had no real camping supplies, and truthfully…she had no idea what to get, so…a quick trip home and a trip to a sporting goods store might fix that…she could pack things into a plastic tub…sit on the lid of it and…
Brilliant. She was utterly brilliant.
Laughing softly, Lysithea turned towards home, planning to drag the first person she saw there out to the store with her.
She was going to go camping.
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