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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2022 6:40 pm
So the time had finally come. The trope of entertainers who had been sat outside the city of Neued for the past three months had left, taking with them a very real temptation of Elka's. She shouldn't care that it was gone. She really shouldn't. She hadn't seen Kayde for weeks, now. Had resisted the urge to go find him herself, telling herself each time that she didn't really miss him that much. That it just wasn't good for her to continue to hold onto whatever feelings for him she still clearly had, no matter how much she kept denying it to herself. No, her life would be better as it was, with her being realistic and slowly working on her own circumstances. He'd just end up leaving her once more and everything she had worked hard to change would be meaningless. The day she discovered she was all alone would be repeated, only worse this time because she'd have been a fool to think it would be different.
Whatever. She was glad he was gone. Her life could get back to the new normal she had set up for herself. Only that new normal was feeling a bit stuffy and claustrophobic as of late. The private dining room where she practiced her dance felt crowded as of late. Uncomfortable, despite it being a spacious room, large enough for huge parties of people. Try as she might, Elka just couldn't concentrate in there. She decided a change of pace would be needed. She decided to head out to the forest, away from the bustle of the city and somewhere more quiet. Maybe that would help her concentrate.
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2022 7:12 pm
Kayde was not, in fact, with the trope when they left. The day before they were scheduled to leave, he had finally confronted Murie about his decision to move into the city. As expected, Murie wasn't happy about it. Kayde was one of his best performers, he couldn't just up and leave. Especially not out of the blue, right before they were all finished packing to leave for somewhere else in Jauhar to perform. He was worried it might result in a fist fight, but maybe it was the proximity of the city to the group of wagons or the constant traffic on the road beside them. Because the actual parting was much easier than the young Leaf was expecting. With a wave of dismissal, Murie cut Kayde from his life and turned his back on the younger man, clearly removing any associations with him from here on out. Knowing Murie, it would be as if Kayde had never been a part of the performances.
To this, he just shrugged his shoulders. All the better for him. He was done with Murie. He'd miss some of the others but this had to be. He couldn't, and wouldn't, remain with them any longer.
He had found a place to stay not too long ago. A small boarding house where he could rent a cheap room. It was to this place he went to next, to drop off the remainder of his things. Than he went on a hunt for the one person in the city who now mattered to him. She seemed to be nowhere in sight. Not working. Not practicing in that large room, the last time he had seen her. Not wandering the streets, far as he could see. He returned back to his room disappointed, to pick up the search the next day. But once more, she was nowhere to be found. Not where she worked nor where she probably shopped. Already growing frustrated, Kayde had left for a walk in the woods to clear his mind, when he spotted the familiar figure in the distance, doing a twirl and catching herself on the trunk of a nearby tree. With little hesitation, he rushed up to her, calling her name loudly.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2022 2:42 pm
Was that her name she heard? No, couldn't be. No one knew she was out here and, even if they did, who would come get her? If something in the inn needed doing, they didn't need to come all the way out here to get just her. There were plenty of other workers for them to bother with their menial tasks such as fetching fresh sheets from the laundry or ordering more wine. She was doing something real out here. Something none of them would understand, so content they were to grovel at the feet of rowdy or entitled customers for their living. No, she aimed for something better for herself. Elka would be a famous dancer of the stage, her name spoken in all the households from here to the Kahikina islands.
The thought was plenty enough to put a smile on her face as she raised an elegant arm above her head. Not too soon after she heard her name spoken on the wind did she hear it, again. Louder. And very familiar, a voice she would always be able to recognize, no matter how much time had passed. As she opened her eyes, as this couldn't be, she felt her hand being grabbed and her body being flung in a circle, to come resting against the chest of the man who had been calling her. Dumbfounded and blushing, she stood there, her heart racing against her chest.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2022 6:23 pm
Careless. That's what you could call Kayde, as he ran forward to announce his presence in the most bold of ways. Especially considering every meeting of theirs had been negative, with her refusing to even speak with him beyond a few minutes and only that long because he'd refuse to leave her so quickly. He always believed things would work out in the end, so long as the people involved had love on their side. And they did. They always did. He wasn't being careless with her feelings. At least not intentional. He knew how she felt. The way she was melting against him told him so.
"Did you really think I'd leave you this time?"
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2022 6:41 pm
Of course she did! There was every bit of evidence to suggest that he would, considering that he had before. Why should she not think he'd do it again?
But no. He had not. He was here, while the trope of wagons that contained the traveling amusements had left. The place she had chosen to practice for the last few days had been near where they had been, so she knew that they were long gone to the next town or city. Long gone while Kayde was right here.
The emotions quickly became too much for her to bare. Relief, anger, happiness, all waged war inside her over which one would reign over her.
"Of course I did, you stupid a*****e!" Rage won. At least for the moment.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2022 6:52 pm
"Is that the greeting I get?" Kayde joked, chuckling at her reaction. A lot of people found Elka haughty, selfish, and moody. He found her quite adorable and sincere. Rough around the edges she clearly may be, but she would never lie to anyone. That in itself should be an admirable quality in someone. But most people just saw the outside and not the all-too-obvious inside that he did.
"I thought you'd be happy to see me."
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2022 5:37 pm
"I'm..." But she couldn't get the words out. On the one hand, yes she did, She had really missed him over the years, It had been lonely. She hadn't been able to make friends like she thought she would. Everyone had loved her back in Zena. She had so many friends that she had left behind, only to end up in this hot place where the tops of the trees always made her feel as if she were inside a dome. Or a cage. No one liked her here. And she liked no one.
Except for Kayde. He'd always been really nice to her.
Elka sighed deeply, clutching at the bottom of his shirt. She looked up at him suddenly with her big doe eyes even larger than usual.
"Lets run away together!"
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2022 6:13 pm
Kayde couldn't help bursting out into laughter, after a brief pause in confusion at what Elka had just told him, earning him a small scowl in return. Both surprising and unsurprising that she would say something like that. Head always in the clouds, the young Ice girl had always been a bit of a romantic. Running away with a traveling band of performers seemed like the most romantic thing to do at the time. This suggestion was no different, born from a spontaneous desire.
"And where would we go? I am just as much stranded as you are, now." And happier about it than she had been when it had happened to her, he would bet. Elka was a noble's daughter, born for an elegant mansion than the small room of an inn. She was used to having whatever she wanted and living in luxury, not living off the scraps she was earning now. He, on the other hand, didn't mind living simply. Quite enjoyed it, actually. It was easy to manage yourself and your space when you didn't have as much of it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2022 6:22 pm
Blushing very vividly, Elka lowered her head, burying her face in the Leaf's shirt to hide her embarrassment over what she had said. Thinking before she spoke was not a common habit of the girl. She often let her emotions rule her and said whatever popped into her brain in the spur of the moment. She didn't really mean they should do that. At least not completely. She couldn't disagree that it wasn't a nice thought, to run away with your love and leave everything awful behind. It didn't matter if it wasn't practical. Or even realistic. They did it all the time in the novels she had read growing up. She'd always dreamed of having a romantic life like a novel. It seemed so thrilling. Exciting.
Whereas the most excitement she got lately was when she had the inn's bath room all to herself. With hot water, too!
"I...I don't know. It was....Just a thought." She looked up into Kayde's still amused face, all the anger she had felt at him evaporating at the sight of him here and not once more leaving her all alone. Still, there was that constant worry that he wouldn't be happy here. He had spent so much of his youth traveling, could he settle into a house, stay in one place?
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2022 6:53 pm
It wasn't a disagreeable idea with the young Leaf man. And maybe he would have done it had it been just a few years ago. There was certainly nothing wrong with wanting to spend your life with the one you loved. And, even back than, when he had been a fresh, young teenager, he knew he was in love. For he still felt the same way now as he did back than. As if his entire existence depended on the happiness of this woman. And it was something so unheard of, for a teenage love to last so long. They were both adults, now, she only a little bit older than himself.
But it also, of course, just wasn't practical. They really had nowhere to go. Or he didn't. Kayde didn't even know who his parents were or where they even came from when they dropped him off on the caretaker's doorstep when he was a baby. Had no interest in trying the impossible task of figuring out who they were. There were no clues from than, only that they were both Leaf, as well as his grandparents probably were. Though you never did know. One set of his great-grandparents might have been so in love that, even way back than, they didn't care about mixing different races in their children.
"It's a nice thought," Kayde responded, kissing Elka gently on the forehead. "But I'm not going anywhere anyway. I missed you."
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2022 8:04 pm
"Yeah," Elka sighed dreamily in response, snuggling her face into his chest. Now that the fear of him leaving her one day was gone, she felt happy. The happiest that she had even felt since she had been abandoned in this hot country. She had never been happy here. Not even once. Not even the times she had been able to put that busy-nosing Pamalaya. Ever since Kayde had showed up there the first, and only, time, she'd never heard the end of it. She'd finally had to threaten to spill the details of the other girl's affairs to everyone else at the inn before she would shut up. Whatever Elka did in her own spare time, it was nothing compared to Pamalaya. How many men did she have wrapped around her little finger now? Who even knew.
"Oh, but Kayde!" the Ice girl suddenly said, once more raising her golden eyes to his paler ones, a worried crease now on her forehead. "Are you really going to be happy doing this? You've always been so fond of travel."
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2022 5:54 pm
That was a very good question. And one he had already considered many times before. It was true. He would miss it a little bit. But only a little bit. After years of constantly being on the move, he felt done. He was finished with the constant changes in scenery and was beginning to crave something more consistent. Familiar.
Kayde shook his head, the long hair on one side of his face swaying with his movements. "No. My mind was already made up long ago. I feel like I need a break, at least, from all the travel. Besides. Who is to say I'll never get to do it in the future?" Life changed so fast. Maybe an opportunity would arise that the two of them could leave Neued. Admittedly, he didn't want to stay here and he was sure Elka didn't, either. This city seemed to hold a lot of bad memories for the both of them, her especially. But it had felt out of his control back than. He could have ran back to the city to her, but than where would he stay? Would he have found the same kind of work that he had now, when he'd had the time to search calmly for it and plan in the months that the caravan had been set up just outside the city? He wouldn't have had any time to plan for a future all those years ago if he'd left as soon as he'd known that she had been abandoned.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2022 6:38 pm
They remained like that for a while, Elka resting her cheek against his chest and Kayde stroking her back, sometimes tangling his fingers in her long curls. She didn't want this moment to end, than always remembered it didn't matter if it did or not. It wasn't like he was going anywhere. It wasn't like they had limited time together.
"So, you're staying in Neued." Elka said it not as a question, but as a statement. Nonetheless, Kayde responded with a "Yeah." "Where to?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2022 6:52 pm
"Just a small boarding house," Kayde answered distractedly, one finger of a hand twirling a curl. Her hair was always so soft. Even now, when life was more of a struggle for her, Elka still managed to take care of herself. He wondered what kinds of replacements she was using for the higher tier stuff she was more used to. "It's not too far from the inn, actually. Kind of....A main reason I picked it." Here the man blushed, the sheer amount of his devotion to this woman hitting him in the face finally. It was a little embarrassing, the strides he was taking to ensure that they stayed together this time. He'd always been an honest and sentimental person, but never to this extent. He imagined their behavior would be quite revolting to anyone on the other side of it.
As Elka giggled at him, he gently untangled himself and stepped back, looking around the clearing for something else to distract him with. His eyes landed on the book, sitting open on a rock. All but forgotten. He went over to it and picked it up.
"So you've been learning different dances?"
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Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2022 5:28 pm
"Aw," escaped from Elka's lips. His backing away had cut short her amusement at him, replaced with a disappointment at being released. She didn't want to be released, as cute as his embarrassment was. Even now, she was surprised at her attraction to him. He was so different from her, so different from the types of boys she would have gone for back in Zena. The arrogant, high class guys who would make a fine future husband for a noble's daughter, matching her in elegance and superiority. Kayde, however, was none of those things. He was soft and sentimental. His hair constantly had a wind-swept look to it because she knew all he did was run his hands through it in the morning. He was the kind of boy all those noble's sons would have laughed at and mocked. The simple boy.
She watched him go over to her book, a small smile on her face. "Yes. I thought I'd give it a try. I don't want to be working in that inn forever, Kayde."
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