The Lantern Festival (10) : Scientists have been hard at work trying to understand the strange, glowing qualities of the luminescent caterpillars found in the caves by the reservoir. The caterpillars still shrivel up if they are taken out of the caves but their glowing secretions have been processed into an organic paste that can withstand the outside world. The city is selling paper lanterns infused with various seeds. The glow paste is full of minerals to support healthy plant growth without risking damage to the environment; all lantern purchases come with a small packet of activating power that will heat the paste up enough to mimic the effects of a candle without the concerns of flammability. When the glow paste loses its heat, the lantern will return to the Earth and upon the first rain (or any contact with water) the paper will dissolve and the seeds may begin to grow. All proceeds from the lanterns are put right back into the community to support local conservation and environmental protection efforts.
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'Sonia' - (the text began, toneless, emoji free, just her name) 'Lantern Festival tonight - 6:00pm - First stall on the right under the large oak tree.' Be There.
If none of it seemed like a request, a question, a -- and yes -- he would be that a*****e who'd pull on power and pull on rank and summon her to a ******** park for the sake of tossing a few seeds into a breeze out of sheer whimsy!
Except the whole thing was far...far...far more than that. She'd gone her separate way, he'd gone his, and what did he find hanging of his doorknob? Key and treasure satchel'd into one soft little velvet pouch. It felt a pattern now -- no -- a bad habit. He did some form of harm, they spent time patching it up, exchanged trinkets and seeds and actions instead of words.
Except that wouldn't be good enough for him now. He needed to have an actual conversation with her, and hopefully, in a public space? It wouldn't devolve into him loosing his cool and her -- god he couldn't take tears -- he hated making people cry unnecessarily, not unless it was with intention, and he had no such intentions now! He just hope she came.
Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2022 5:38 pm
*Ding.*
Sonia turned at the sound of a notification ping coming from her phone that was currently on the charger across the room.
*Ding.*
The first one she thought to ignore, but a second usually meant something important was up and couldn’t fit on one text. It was more than likely her mother messaging to confirm plans for this coming weekend or something. “Ok ok…” she got up from her desk and walked over just in time to see it was from none other than Reed, the pop-up message itself had already scrolled up so that the only part of it she caught before the screen turned black were the words Be There.
“What the ********…” Her eyes narrowed in annoyance as she then proceeded to unlock the phone to read the full message.
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How about ‘please?’
She paused before hitting send and thought for a moment before deleting the response and typing a new one.
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Yes master.
Or should I say, Daddy? because ******** him for presuming to tell her what to do. Just because she no longer lived under his roof, her choosing to move out did not dissolve his responsibility of still being her General; which was probably the tone he was trying to take. Still… why couldn’t he have asked nicely.
But he did she had to remind herself. The day she left he’d invited her to the lantern festival and had even gone as far as inviting Antoine as well. True to form she neglected to decline the invitation assuming that Reed would be too busy with other obligations and forget.
No such luck.
“Damn it.” It was five o’clock now and it’d take maybe fifteen maybe twenty minutes to get there from where Phedre lived. “He can wait.” She decided and went back to reading a few chapters until it was five minutes till 6:00 PM before leaving the house. Fashionably late but he brought this upon himself for being irritatingly demanding.
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Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2022 5:58 pm
She was late.
The ping on his phone raised his brows into his hairline, had him flushing nearly to match the dyed shade of blush-esq pink that framed his face with light fringe.
Maybe he should've just summoned her if she was going to take that tone, andd her tone was, quite frankly, R u d e. What had he done to deserve rudeness at this point? Nothing. He hadn't walked out, TWICE, just, up and gone without so much as a proper notice, or conversation or - and she'd even turned over the key?
Oh yes, a nice friendly gift all packaged around meanings and feelings he couldn't have her explain to him because she wasn't there to explain them...Had she even been getting her brother from the airport? Was he so ******** abysmal that she had to lie and sneak out like some naughty teen!
"Of course, I want you promoted, and housed, and comfortable. Thank you for the present without slammed doors..." seethed quietly like a crazy person, he ignored whatever stares he got, paced round a brightly colored lantern sales-shop, eyed ingredients about crushed worm meal (apparently some new type of crawler that did well to feed the plants?) and then...
Well he couldn't resist texting her again;
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'Masters waiting, dear. Do hurry.'
There, now she had an actual reason to sass him. He was officially being an a**, smiled for it the whole while because at least now? Whatever fire she cast his way would be properly deserved, instead of the confusing bit of childish abandonment he'd received.
Reed wondered sometimes...why he just couldn't bear to be normal, have asked about her brother, how he was doing, sent her a text about 'oh here you forgot your key please come home and get it!' but no, oh no, couldn't do that. Had to be weird about the whole damn thing. Had to have it out face to face because avoidance of the obvious made him twitchy.
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Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2022 7:31 pm
*Ding*
Right on time and as expected. Sonia smirked knowing exactly who that last message was from without looking at her phone.
She glanced over at it momentarily, “Masters waiting…” Sonia let out an undignified snort and rolled her eyes. A small lapse in judgment on her part as she slammed on the breaks before rear-ending the car in front of her. “s**t,” she hissed.
“Ahhh, you are going to be the death of me. I swear it!” The statement was announced loud enough that a pedestrian on the sidewalk looked at her through the half-opened passenger side window with an incredulous look that seemed to ask if she was alright.
No, no I’m not alright, she was fuming inside but still she managed a smile in their direction ”Everything’s fine. Sorry just-” you know what, I don’t owe them an explanation. I’m going to shut up now. “Sorry,” she repeated then rolled the window back up.
The vehicle ahead turned its blinker on as they waited for another car to pull out of one of the parking spots and Sonia took the opportunity to respond to Reed.
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Kinky…
A deliciously wicked smile spread across her face before Sonia hit send. For anyone that knew her then they’d read that last message as if she spoke it with the most unamused deadpanned expression because she was clearly irritated from the earlier reply. But if he wanted to go along with it and refer to himself as her Master too, then she’d make him uncomfortable for it.
She needed a good laugh before things between them got serious again. So she sent one more message before pulling forward and resume searching for an available spot to park.
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Keep your panties on, Master. I’m looking for a parking spot now.
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2022 12:57 am
Another ping, Reed couldn't contain his sigh.
The only thing kinky about this entire affair, was the kink in his neck from looking up to roll his eyes, the ways it spread to his lower back and a** for all the pain she caused it by continuing to....empty out her entire room right under his damned nose...like he'd been blind....or just too busy to notice. Which was a ******** shame on his behalf, who missed an entire person moving out? But - this was about her not him! He just had to remember tha-
*p i n g*
Reed sputtered as he scrolled, coughed, eyed the text with a raised lip, because really? How childish, as if he'd ever ---
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It's boxer-briefs with eggplants today, if you must know. Why, were you hoping for panties?
Thoroughly dashing any further insinuations with a flurry of thumbs, because Reed didn't care if she was busy parking a burning bus full of elderly care patients! If she had enough mental stamina to text and park at the same time -- Though he somewhat wondered if this the part where he asked what she had on? Maybe told her to untwist her granny garters out of whatever Gordian knot they'd wound themselves into while she wasn't looking?
Panties --
Part of his ire was the fact that he had such a large collection of every other thing that wasn't women's underwear. All variety of pattern and color, ivy, daisy, tomato, leek, acorn in varying cuts and shades....
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I know waiting equates to fondness, but I might die if it takes any longer. Do you need help parking!?
Just to be a cheeky little s**t - he knew perfectly well she could park as easily as she could spear a grown man - but it made him feel better to push one more button, not knowing yet the sort of face he'd get himself greeted with, or if what he'd get would be a fist thrown and an entire venue turned into a battleground...
He never had let her properly play with his knives after all. Should at least remedy that before she disowned him as a General entirely.
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2022 2:06 am
“Eggplants?!?!” Sonia balked at his response. He did teach high school students after all so surely he knew what kind of innuendo that could be taken especially in a text- right?
Wrong.
This, after all, was Reed she was texting with. A man she had never once heard make a joke about anything. Only made literal statements and pointed comments because, except when flustered, he had a direct kind of personality and was not one to beat around the bush. That is unless she was around or somehow involved in the conversation.
Her one true talent wasn’t magic, it seemed, but rather the ability to push all buttons at once and watch as he stumbled over words and emotions while trying to not look like a fool.
But eggplants… really? Who the hell wore vegetable-printed underwear? Reed apparently and yet a part of her was not at all surprised by this.
After a moment she finally pulled into an available parking spot just as his second text came through. “Do I need help parking? Pfft…” I could always give him the runaround and have him search for my car while I wait for -him- at the stall. might be a bit amusing for a while but definitely mean.
Instead, she left both texts well alone and sought him out among the crowd. Sonia spotted him a few stalls away, tall form with a slender frame and back towards her as she’d hoped. It allowed her to stealthy maneuver her way between the groups of people so that she stood only a couple of feet away.
It was there that she leaned against the post that held the tend above them upright and waited. A minute passed… then three. At five she smirked and pulled her phone out of her back pocket and texted.
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Doesn’t look like you’re about to die.
Things could change and it’d be by her hand but that was up to him to decide.
Sonia waited until he turned and she could see his face before finally speaking. “Was I hoping for panties? Ha!” Sonia scoffed. “So long as you took care of whatever crawled up your a**, I really don’t care what you’re wearing.” Ok, so maybe a little bit because she did want to know if they were just eggplant colored or if they truly did have eggplants on them, because… again… WHY?
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2022 2:44 pm
Scanned the text with grim determination, and cracked up in spite of himself. He could relent to her being entertaining at least.
No fists? Just a pinched look and hint of smile walking his way with purpose. Splendid! He didn't particularly like emergency rooms anyways. Liked waiting extra even less - because he did genuinely want to participate with the whole 'lantern lighting' thing - but he wasn't about to admit to that. Rolled his eyes and offered a thin upturned grin in turn.
"I'm afraid, with all the time it took you? It's died and rotted me out from the inside. I'm just a pissy, print wearing, purple shell of who I used to be..." played for drama and kicks, Reed thought she looked good at least, healthy, alive. He didn't understand her moving out entirely, but at least it seemed she hadn't gone off to hole up above her fencing studio, or in some other inaccessible place.
"Regardless...how did your brothers flight go?" asked as he uncrossed his arms enough to take a softer stance, to give Sonia a bit more genuine affection than surly snappishness and barbed jibes. It wasn't the first thing he wanted to ask, but it also wasn't the last thing he'd end up asking that night - seemed a fair enough ice breaker before he started fiddling with lanterns n seeds.
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2022 9:31 pm
Sonia had come prepared for a fight, had even worked herself up in the car as she played through every scenario she could think of on what he might say and how she’d reply. But as she watched him from behind, Sonia felt that anger ebb into a mild amusement and although she defiantly refused to admit it out loud, a part of her did miss seeing him even if prior to her tactful departure they were little more than ships passing in the night despite living under the same roof.
But rather than meeting her fire with a flame of his own, Reed surprised her with some dramatic bull s**t that had her narrowing her eyes in his direction.
It hurt. The sheer effort it took not to smile, IT HURT.
No amount of pursing her lips into a thin line could stop the corners from rising into a grin and once that first giggle-like sound escaped her… Sonia was ruined “Damn you, Reed.” Her posture relaxed to match his own as she shook her head in a wordless defeat.
“His flight went well,” she commented. “Apparently someone had a cat carrier with them in the cabin and it was meowing for almost three hours straight. Poor thing.” Poor Antoine too. “He did not rest well on the way home.” Again this was now more than a week ago but the fact still remained. “Have you helped Amora get settled in my old room?”
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Posted: Sun Jun 26, 2022 6:47 am
“I’m glad you two were able to have some time to catch up after,” and he found it all too easy to return that same sort of grin. All the ways Sonia had become an equal he could let off steam with, no longer needing to worry about the smaller hurts.
Though the room assignment caught him a bit by surprise! Amora…
Ah, was that what he was meant to be doing with that space? It had Reed wondering how in-on/things his other home occupants were exactly. Sneaky girls.
But then, if everyone was in on it but him? Did that make him the issue? Or maybe Amora was simply being a good friend to her mentor…Reed so very badly wanted to leave Hylonome assigned under Hatsya, for whatever length of time remained in either of their tenures in the negaverse.
“The room is —- a work in progress,” that was to say barren and sad, but he couldn’t bear to say that. Knew he’d see it all changed soon, and probably with Amoras help, “might need a woman’s touch, and to be honest? I hadn’t realized the space's true state until I realized my gift of seeds had a bit too much ‘house-key’ in the mix.” his teasing curiosity rolled into worry, that ever present ‘was it me’, his hesitance to ask.
“A shame, since I really do like the seeds…”
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Posted: Sun Jun 26, 2022 1:27 pm
With the house-key mention, Sonia broke eye contact. Her gaze slid to the side where her head soon followed as if something beside him had suddenly distracted her when in fact it was a shame that kept her from looking up at him.
“You’ll have to tell me what they grow into.” Since there were no instructions to go with them she wasn’t sure if it was something beautiful like flowers, edible to eat such as fruits or vegetables, or a weed that he’d probably hate her for giving them to him. Either way, with Reed’s knowledge of plants, she had faith he’d future out how to make them grow.
It was a pity she didn't give them to him for Christmas as she'd planned on, but, be it as it may, things around the holidays had been jostled around in light of the new living arrangements and so presents had been forgotten. Hopefully, there was still enough time in the season to see them planted before fall rolled in and most plants began to die.
“As for a woman’s touch- you still have three of them in the house. Any one of them can help.” If he wanted her help specifically she’d have him ask for it before offering. Ask being the keyword since demanding as he had been earlier would just spiral them into a fight she had come here expecting. “But you can start by bringing more of your non-poisonous flowers inside. Or grow something specifically indoors, maybe. It would at least give your home some more color.”
The suggestion was followed by a soft smile as she then looked up at him, albeit briefly. Although she did miss seeing him, Sonia didn’t feel properly prepared to face him just yet. This impromptu meeting felt awkward and she couldn’t keep her mind from continuing to play through all the different scenarios on how sideways this evening could go.
“So why here? Why now?” Sonia suspected what his answer would be but figured it’d be best to stop beating around the bush and address the elephant in the lantern stall. “You’d mentioned wanting to see the lanterns but I thought you’d have come already with someone else.” She'd expected him to be furiously livid with the way she'd left and come here alone out of spite or ambush her with the other members of his team. Instead, Reed was here by himself and in the end, he got what he'd originally asked for.
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He wasn't sure what to do about the idea of three other women -- girls -- ladies!? In his home. The fact that they all lacked any notion of whatever 'touch' Sonia had come with innately, he let any pondering on them slide, less the panic of creating more things to do out of nothing showed all over his face -- the topic of plants was a far better distraction. A welcome one.
"Tell you? Sonia, my dear, if it grows into anything potable I'm going to bring it to your front door with a damned bow on it," and the smile was easy for that, as was the way he rolled his eyes to the heavens for the idea that all his plants were of the poisonous variety; when in truth it was only about 70% that were very deadly, and only 10% of those required touch, but he kept those special lovely cases on his desk in the underdark, "and I will promise to try and cut back on the dangerous ones, even if they are the prettiest -- I'm sure we can put some Mint inside, or maybe an orchid?"
Ah - the ever existent 'We' - that, that was going to be hard to get over. It would take practice, taking the short time they'd spent together, having grown to like it, and now - to separate that from whatever was coming? He sighed and looked for her eyes, found that same old fire of determination she somehow managed to spark up in him. She was part of his team now, no one else, and the idea that she escape him them all so easily! If she wanted her own home, her space uncrowded by halls filled with other new affiliates? Yes fine, all was well, but if she wanted to -- what? Cut him out like root rot? Unfriend him!? Well -- she'd have several more thinks coming.
"Pfff, who else would there be to go with?" genuine confusion there, because for all that Sonia had yet to advance in rank, for all that they quibbled over every other thing -- at the end of the day? It didn't matter. It was why he'd put word in on her behalf, treated her as 'Captain' above the others, thought her to be a friend; firey little sword who spoke her mind just right, every time. "Also, I thought, most considerately mind you, that meeting in a public space might be more -- friendly?"
Saying it in such a way, he was sure he sounded squeaky and awkward about it, like he was trying desperately to find an excuse that the hadn't known he'd needed just to see her - as always, all his thoughts went fleeing in a thousand directions once he found himself facing her properly.
"I needed you to know that I'm not mad with you, that you're welcome back home --- whenever --- that you're still part of our team," emphasis laden on the part that was 'ours', he didn't expect the girls to stop wanting to see her, or to suddenly never run into her again on outtings, or any number of things. Any grating he'd felt over being left twice over without a word? It stung less knowing that she would still come if he called, that they could find a way to speak peaceably "'and not everything has to be work for us, does it? There's room for fun...and this entire festival is a fusion of fire and plants - Sonia, if that isn't the perfect metaphor for, whatever we are together?"
Two things that shouldn't've gone together, that burned and smothered each other left and right, yet? There they were.
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Posted: Tue Jul 19, 2022 1:15 am
Sunset-colored eyes narrowed at him dangerously at the mention of gifting her plants by bringing them to her place of stay with a bow on it to boot. Lord knew, and so should he, that unless it was for eating purposes, Sonia would inevitably kill it. She simply did not have the know-how on how to keep a house plant alive.
Granted she could try to learn but that was a can of worms she wasn’t ready to open quite yet. Then again- Sonia had to wonder if this was a ploy.
If Reed knew she wouldn’t be able to take care of the plants, did that mean he’d then take it upon himself to come over and make sure they weren’t suddenly unalived and put in the yard waste bin? Would he then randomly show up with a watering can and a stupid grin to - No… he wouldn’t.
Sonia eyed him skeptically. He would… Yeah - no, that felt like an oddly him thing to do.
Honestly, she really wasn’t sure how to process that and just let it go for now. Bank of the chance of him forgetting. Yeah, that was probably the best way to go about it. He seemed animated enough to have already moved past it, so for now, so would she.
I’m not mad with you.
That felt like an ice lance to the heart. Anger she could deal with, hate she’d accept, even a conscious effort to forget about her now that she was no longer living in his house would be fine.
Before it had been so easy for her to walk away, to leave the mantle that was Hatsya behind and exist as only Sonia in a place of her own choosing. But no - she should have known better from the last time she’d run away that Reed wouldn’t give up so easily. He was tenacious and stubborn, insufferable and irritating, demanding at times and yet -
Home...
Our team.
Reed’s kindness confused her beyond rational reason.
Her expression softened, gaze lowering to the table behind him where there was an array of paper lanterns. Many were decorated quite beautifully; a myriad of kaleidoscopic colors that would glow brilliantly with a lantern light behind them. But then there were standard ordinary ones that were more or less blank; unassuming but with the purpose of making one yourself, to write on as one wished.
Sonia brushed past him, her face pinched in a troubled expression as she tried to sort through her thoughts - her feelings. It’d be easy to snap out a quip comment about how he had an odd way of asking for a date, but this was anything but that. A reconciliation, perhaps, but ultimately purely platonic. But that readiness to bite back with a sassy remark was only temporarily tempered by his olive branch of friendship.
“I hate you…” The lie was whispered but still loud enough that she was sure he’d heard her, she’d regret saying them later but there was no taking them back.
Sonia reached out, traced a finger along the edge of a lantern longingly. The stall owner shifted in his seat as if he were about to go into seller mode but she cut him off with a rueful smile and shook her head; a polite decline of his beautiful wares.
She turned then toward Reed, and try as she might to look him in the eyes, she lacked the courage to look up past his wrist. “I hate that you know how to push my buttons and that you do so frequently.” There were lulls between their bouts of butting heads, more so since there were new faces around his home and appearances needed to be kept. Sonia couldn’t outright disrespect him if only to prevent them from following suit.
“I hate that you have your hooks in me and every time I try to leave you reel me back in. It’s like - I can’t say no to you, and I -” Sonia stopped abruptly, chewed on her lower lip hard enough to almost make it bleed. Why did opening up have to hurt so much? “More than that I hate that you make me actually want to be here.” More so in the quite nights when she was alone in her apartment after all the neighbors had gone to bed and the sound of heavy footfalls and children stomping had turned to quiet snores.
“You are the reluctant Hades to my Persephone and I hate you for it.” That was the perfect metaphor for them; not fiery flowers that would bring his garden to ash and ruin. Hell would have her before all that he had built became nothing before him.
Eyes were on her, on them, she could feel them like bugs crawling on her skin; the stall owner, the patrons, the small dog that had suddenly gone silent. She didn’t need to see them to know they were listing.
Sonia was familiar with the anger that pushed one towards violence, she’d pointed a sword at him once, if not twice, already. But this frustration she felt, the anger that had her covering her face with both hands while she tried to take a calming breath. These emotions were not familiar and she hated herself for feeling them.
"This is why I couldn't tell you I was leaving. I knew if you asked me to stay, I would have." and she'd hate herself for her weakness, because that is what he was, a weakness.
When she opened her eyes again, Sonia stepped toward Reed, grabbed hold of his wrist and pulled him away from the stalls, from the people, from the eyes and sounds and lights, and all the distractions. She wordlessly pulled him down the street, through a parking lot until dark concrete turned to dried brown grass and dirt. Still, she kept walking all the while feeling as if every molecule in her body were about to burst forth; but for some damn reason, her skin was the only thing keeping herself together.
Eventually, she let go of his arm. However, she did not stop moving. Pacing around him, grinding gravel beneath her heel as she turned around abruptly. Hands at her sides flexing as if she were debating smacking him, punching him or pulling at her own hair. Her wild fiery sunset-colored eyes would have set the area ablaze but her magic did not function in such a way and, fortunate for everyone, especially Reed, she was not powered. Yet…
That could definitely change.
“I read the report, Reed. The one you gave to Laurelite. Axenite showed it to me.” She stopped, pointed an accusing finger at him then snapped her attention to the side and kept walking because it was the only thing Sonia could focus on that would help her think. “You lied.” This time her hands balled into fists so tight that they left marks on both palms.
Heh A humorless laugh escaped her.
“Passionate, wilfulness…” Words she was sure sounded familiar to him since it was he who wrote them “Ability to compromise and work within new parameters. For every flaw of mine, you spun it into lies, and for what?” To this pointed question, she stopped to stare at him, past him… To catch that shift in posture or movement of unease. At this point there was no stopping, she was a torrent of emotions and he was the damn wrecking ball that managed to break down that last carefully built wall that kept these at bay.
"You succeeded in your mission and got your promotion, Reed." For months he had the opportunity to pass her off to some other Captain, make her someone else's problem. He was under no obligation to keep her around. It confused her greatly and there had been several times she almost approached him about it, but something or someone always seemed to stop her. "I was assigned to you, whereas you chose everyone else. I hate to say it but swords have no place in this Garden of Eden you've built around yourself." Each other corrupt a perfect flower. "And I can't live up to these expectations you placed above my head."
There, she said it. This was his team not theirs. Especially since her swords could neither cut nor defend, she was a weak link among the rest.
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He must’ve misheard, he was sure of it, the way his expression cinched and he tilted his head as if to catch the whisper differently. He couldn’t even begin this time to fathom what he’d done — hadn’t chased her down — hadn’t hounded her like some dogged a** with a bone.
He’d taken the key and swallowed the hurt of finding it that way like the dry seeds it was nestled next to, he’d sat with it, until it’s grown into understanding, because *yes* he was absolutely insane, but not the sort of insane who tried the same thing ten times over and expected different results!!
Oh, and the acceptance that’d bloomed from that - unexpected, again, but also? Welcome for how strangely warm he found it. That letting her go hurt less because there was a gift attached, because he’d grasped some bright inkling of her behaviors as a person over time.
And now this?!
“I—“ and he cut his interruption off before he could spit something ruinous and acidic, forced himself to shut his gob and listen - for once in his long winded life - to actually, finally, listen to her….
And he couldn’t protest to it, to being dragged along while taking a lecture that felt his due, felt pointiest and deserved, especially for all the times he’d run on with words for her. Heedless and over cliff-sides at full speed. He liked her metaphor. Winced and bled for how true so much of it stuck - if it’d been a blade she was wielding instead of words? Would he have died already, and how many times?
It didn’t matter.
He stood still, the eye to the center of her storm, and weathered it like some silly moss covered rock. Watched her pace the gravel into dust, caught his breath at the end of her daggered finger. And then? He dragged Sonia into a hug. The kind he expected a firm jab to the kidneys for, and yet? He had to hug her, lest he’d boil over and die, lest she’d leave him forever thinking he’d die some withered selfish thing chasing means to his own ends. <******** you, saying that I lied—-“ acrid and spat into the air “I did no such thing. Would do no such thing, for what? A promotion? For my own betterment? After twelve years at this, as if I cared whether I ever obtained rank or file — the missions I went on irregardless of that.” his eyes sought the heavens, and he tightened his hold enough to feel the heat of her, to sigh at his own blunt way of dealing.
He was sure of his own demise, that he'd crossed one final line, one final time — loosened his grasp, but could hardly cease the dammed up flow of words that’d waited just behind his clenched teeth.
“Your family was happily alive, loving, large, and I was jealous of you for it. You’d gotten out in ways I couldn’t, and I felt guilty for chaining you back in. You were injured and I felt ashamed — every undeserved kindness you offered was a wound I poured my own salt into — gods, and when you left the first time?! Oh, the betrayal for that, the anger? Paramount pinnacles that reached higher than Everest herself.” None of it her fault, none of it her blame, if he could’ve carved that into her with words like bramble thorns.
This woman was going to regret giving him seeds as gifts. Oooh, surely, there would be so many plants coming her way.
“And yet — all those feelings were so much better than the dead, blank, bottomless void I'd been living with before. Whatever meager expectations I had of you, for simply putting up with me? Sonia, you exceed them, and then when I increased your burden? You excelled.” and maybe if he let go of her very quickly and ran?
Or powered up? Not that it’d do any good for however long it took her to silence his abilities….
B u t — <******** are indeed a *b***h* - Sonia, yet you? Are anything but.” sighed like a deflating balloon, full of unsure tremble to trail the edges with. He didn’t know what was right. Didn’t know what was wrong. But he knew damn well she belonged on his team, that she was crux and crucial to his own inner growth.
He hated that knowing this thing hurt her. That on the ends of his words lay yet more tiny scattered caltrops of harm.
But it was true!
And she hates me for it....
“If you don’t want me to ask you the thing I’m not asking you? Then I won’t. Then I’m not. The doors to my glass greenhouse are open - throw all the rocks you wish from your own - come help me sweep up the shards on occasion…because all these things I’ve done lately, these choices I’ve made, and people I’ve brought in? Never would I have felt capable of it, if it wasn't for you. Being amazing, obviously. Also a pain in my a**, but mostly amazing…” slow slow slow to unwind from her, but it was fine. She could kill him now. Faustite would take care of Mizuki. Iolanthe and the girls would serve with Hatsya and then under some deserving other General — no one would know he’d vanished, likely…
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Posted: Tue Jul 19, 2022 6:55 pm
Stunned into silence…
He reached for her and she had the mind to swat Reed’s hand away, but didn’t. Flashbacks to the first time they met came to mind and for a fraction of a moment, Sonia thought that he was about to flip her over onto her a** again. That would be an amazing feat since he wasn’t powered this time; nonetheless, her heart stilled when he grabbed hold of her arm.
Whereas she dragged him like an errant child through the Star Festival, not caring how her action might embarrass him, Reed instead pulled her towards him. Sonia stumbled from the abruptness of it and he caught her easily. His arms circled around her, holding her close.
Even if she wanted to push him away, to retreat back to where she stood, or further even, Sonia had no strength to act against him. She could have gone Miss Congeniality on his a**; knee to the groin, heel to his in-step. Hell, Sonia could have screamed or shouted to get the attention of anyone who might be near. Of all the things she could have done, she did not resist him.
Sonia did, however, flinch when he first began to speak. But then his arms around her tightened and she knew he would not let her go so easily.
Only once had she been this close to him; the night he had picked her up from the hospital after her arm had been broken by one of those Polaris Knights. Much like that moment, she had been angry at him and he took it for what it was, fussed over her afterwards, and when all was said and done, agreed to her selfish request to stay by her while she slept.
A light floral scent clinging to his shirt mixed with that of damp soil from recently watered plants. The same smell she had become accustomed to in the late summer months when her window was left open. He must have been in his garden before coming here The only place he’d be if not in his study. Or she supposed that it’d be his office space in the Dark Kingdom now since the room was recently remodeled into a suitable bedroom for one of the other girls.
For all her finger-pointing, Sonia should have known better. Between the two of them, she was the childish one. Immature and prone to outbursts without warning and for all the good he had done for her and the other girls, Reed did not deserve her ire.
Eloquent as ever, and yet his words cut deeply. None of what he said was outright cruel, but rather sharp statements spoken with truth and honesty. His reasons and intentions. The jealousy he felt with regards to her family. That one genuinely surprised her more so because she had plans to bring him over to her parent's house for Thanksgiving or Christmas, but circumstances what they were... plans changed.
That combined with the loss of a bed, and room for a while there, had left her feeling displaced.
She hadn’t been consulted in the change in household dynamics and considering how much of a recluse he was at the start, Sonia was incredibly taken aback by his willingness to bring more people in. It was abrupt and disorienting. Left her reeling especially for the first couple of weeks where she’d rolled off the couch onto the floor.
It sucked, she hated it, but still, she smiled for show.
Sonia wouldn’t fault any of the girls for they had no control over how they ended up in this situation, and Amora was more than kind. But it was Sonia’s nature to resist change, and twice within the last year, Reed had spun her world upside down and left her reeling in the aftermath.
Even so, for years she had considered herself as a tool for the Negaverse and her former General. A broken thing left to wither away and yet Reed spoke the contrary. He saw her in a light that she could not see herself standing. Hope where there otherwise was none. But this his words trailed into silence and his arms around her began to loosen.
“Ask me anyway…” Sonia replied quietly.
Both arms felt like 20-pound weights were tied to each wrist, they were heavy but with effort, she managed to raise them just enough so she could hold on to the back of his cotton shirt with a weak grip. Her head leaned forward against his shoulder to hide her red splotchy face from view. “Just ask… please.”
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2022 6:36 am
He was still alive - and her quiet yet gentle cloying wasn’t met with rebuke or disengagement. No, instead it was met with a sigh, a smile and a brief rolling of emeralds skywards to where others lanterns bloomed up into the darkening sky; the occasional flare of paper catching bright and blistering into scraps that would spread seeds the way pine fires often did…
The way her fingers wound into fabric — and he could return that gesture, could mimic it, even, for what it was worth to show her the form of welcome she’d always deserved in his space.
She was his friend, after all. His stubborn and steadfast Persephone, a sharp spade to root out his rottenness - at speed - and the thought was funny enough that his sigh became a soft laugh; an inhale of spice so uniquely her. Like the deep red chili’s, and cinnamon sugar she often used, or the fresh ingredients he supplied for her more fragrant sauces. Things she’d coaxed him into trying - that he’d liked enough to secretly lick a spoonful or two clean when her back was turned, only to lie to her face about having done so in order to save himself the embarrassment of admitting a new joy that lay outside his practiced, boring norms.
It was so, so strange —
Having a friend, two, three? Having a team who’s agency and livelihood depended, in part, on him ******** up less, and all the ways that made him lean on them more; for better or worse.
Stranger still to hear Sonias ask, Reed gaped, wide eyed and thrown with how quickly the tone of things had changed!
For the better, that was his hope.
“Alright, alright, I’ll ask,” softer words as he trailed a hand to the back of her head, an extra layer of protection for the soft fiery strands there, one more thing to hide behind. Reed said not a damned thing for her hiding. She’d earned that right, goodness knew he would’ve simply evaporated away into ether and mist if he’d ever felt so much as an itch of tears— All the ways he hated crying on his own, felt it looked ugly and strange on his own face more so than hers.
“Sonia? Will you stay, with our team, in our home — you can have both you know? Independence, your family, my chaotic cloistered garden retreat?” He didn’t believe he’d need to remind her this time, all the power she had to say ‘No’ to his ask, this time every time after. “I’m not going to make you choose this time, one or the other, not again.” there had to be a limit to his a**-hattery, or so he’d decided, he could only be so much of one when there existed a bevy of people to take him to task over it.