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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2021 9:23 pm
Please. Encke didn't need to be asked twice. Earth was left behind, as were the threatening sightless rats with elongated tongues. The sky was replaced with a different sky further from the sun, with different views of stars and a view of Jupiter that wasn't too far away if he looked. He would have regarded it if he wasn't so busy listening for Pendour, parting from her to look over her and make sure she didn't look too injured. His first priority was making sure she was alright, especially because he had added to it; the second priority was the realization that her uniform looked different than it had-- "Are you alright?" Just to be certain. "I'm sorry. Try to avoid using my abilities in close proximity like that because plasma's just this --," he paused, glanced over her dress, and then offered, with a vague laugh, "uncontrollable, powerful thing." Encke felt like he was stumbling over his own words in his worry. "I think you upgraded, though, so there's that--"
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2022 12:45 pm
Pendour had been here enough times now that she did not startle at the sight of the shifting stars, or Jupiter, or any electrical skylines in the distance. She didn't even think much of them at first, other than the fact that it meant that they were away from the monsters of Destiny City, that even Jet couldn't reach them up here. Her grip on Encke's hand was tight, and it didn't loosen any even after they landed. Her skin tingled, but it would end up as a sunburn at worst. "Not hurt," she murmured, although her voice was thin. She'd been keeping it together while everything had been happening so that they could survive, but now that she was here the overwhelm was starting to set in, and she didn't fight it so much. Instead, she stepped even closer to Encke, and she leaned to press her face into his shoulder. From that angle, she caught a glimpse of the cape fluttering out behind her, but that was something to think about in a second, too. "I just really, really hate him," she said, and there was a full three seconds where she just let that statement sit out in the air, not even feeling guilty for it, before she realized exactly what she'd said. "Sorry." she leaned even more of her weight into Encke, and she sighed.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2022 8:54 pm
Her insistence that she wasn't hurt was a relief and he was able to believe her; Pendour's voice was thin, but from the way she was gripping onto him, he got the sense it wasn't because of the pain he had caused. He looked at her arms a bit harder, looked at her face once more, but only once more because soon she was against him and he shifted to hug her instead. To hear Pendour say that she hated anyone was a surprise, but not one she needed to apologize for. The person she had chosen to hate also wasn't a surprise. They had been nice to him. Put their foot forward and sent off his message to the Sessrumnir she apparently knew. And for that, he got hit with -- his opposite shoulder burned, and for a moment he was glad Pendour hadn't leaned there -- a whole spear and had some youma dropped on them. "Can't blame you," he offered, squeezing her lightly to show that he was there. "I haven't dealt with him terribly much, but I also think I hate him." Starting with the fact that he apparently tried to kill her-- "Do you want to go sit in the garden? We can take in the views of the aphelion. Relaxing." Well. More relaxing than rats.
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2022 8:19 am
"Sorry," she murmured, again, into Encke's shirt. Her voice was even quieter, even more distant. Even the thought of a garden only seemed to be doing so much to pull her out of it. "It's not you. Just, seeing him makes me-" She cut off, searched for a word, trembled. "When they ambushed Cybele's event, I was running, and he stabbed me in the back." Stab wasn't the right word, not really. The scar was visible over the low back of her dress, and it was a long slash that trailed across her torso towards and vanished under the new armor on her right arm. It had healed bumpy in places. Even now, it was obvious that it had been a bad wound once, and Pendour waved at it with her free hand. "This, and then later-" the starseeds, but her voice trailed off completely before she could say that. At least she didn't think that Encke would need the words to basically understand. It had even been right here, on the way to Encke's garden, that they'd had that first conversation about what trauma did to people, did to them. She didn't have to tell him that her thoughts were circling around and around all of the things Jet had done to her. Although it wasn't as bad as it could have been. Encke's presence helped ground her, as did the change of scenery. She wasn't quite panicking. "How bad did he get you?" she asked, still not looking up. Having something to do helped, too. "I have something that can heal, maybe?"
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2022 10:58 pm
The garden wasn't pulling her much away from the nerves and the distance, and Encke remained where he was, offering a squeeze in an attempt to ground her. Knew it was something that helped him, on occasion-- He saw where she was gesturing and immediately went to look, taking in the injury that he had seen before and making the connection of what had happened. Might have cursed himself for not being there, but he kept that to himself, more concerned about her and the way she felt now. She didn't need to elaborate; considering the hints that Jet and she had dropped, he had an idea of what had occurred between them beyond the aforementioned ambush. It was enough hints to solidly place Jet into his hated list. But there was no point in focusing on that. "You don't need to apologize," he reinforced, knitting his brows. "Everything of your reactions is understandable. He sounds cruel." Metallia was cruel. Those who had dedicated themselves to her in their entirety tended to be the same. It was complicating his feelings on matters. Tried to keep himself from active hostilities until he had been presented with a reason, but-- "It hurts. I'm not gonna lie, but," he offered a lop-sided smile even if she didn't see it, "Nothing that's going to kill me, at least." His shoulder stung a bit, which admittedly was becoming more and more noticeable now that whatever magic Jet had faded off and the adrenaline was easing back. It was definitely bleeding. Probably was going to leave a mark. Honestly, he should probably get that addressed, but he deeply felt the concern for helping her-- "I think you moving to block helped. Are you sure you don't need whatever you have for yourself?"
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Posted: Tue Jan 04, 2022 8:55 am
"I told you already, I'm okay," she said, and the focus on the injury, on helping him, broke through the rest of it enough that she was able to untangle her fingers from his and stand up straighter. She was already twisting her heart rings together as she walked around to take a look at his other shoulder. It looked painful, even if it wasn't dangerous, and Pendour's lips and heart twisted as she looked at it. She cupped one palm under the other to catch the healing water that the ring produced, and then gently poured it over the cut. It wasn't powerful healing magic, like a senshi might have, but she hoped it would maybe help a little. "Hate doesn't help anything," she told Encke as she worked. "Love helps. Kindness helps. I knew he was probably going to try something, but I thought I should still try being nice, and I think it worked, mostly?" Encke, with the bad shoulder, might disagree, but Pendour was trying to look for the good in the situation. "He wasn't trying that hard to hurt us, considering." She wiped the extra moisture off on her skirt. "It's just hard, sometimes. Nonviolence, peacemaking, love. It's harder, knowing he's after you, too."
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2022 1:36 am
At her continued insistence, Encke shut his mouth and stopped pressing on the concept, watching her as she separated from him and started to inspect it. Alright. Fighting her on it wasn't going to do him any good -- Wished he should help her somehow, honestly, but there was nothing his abilities could really do other than harm-- Even if it wasn't powerful magic, it did help, and it took some of the edges off enough that he was able to ignore the pain just a bit better. The bleeding eased back, leaving an ugly gash but nothing that was an active danger-- "He did just attempt to run me through but," he offered a lop-sided smile, "he did drop that pretty fast and just left us surrounded by youma. Could have taken those out if I needed to, but that's not the point--" He ran his opposite hand through his hair. "It is hard. I've been thinking about that myself," Encke shifted uncomfortably, but tried to stay mostly still so she could do what she needed to do. "Faustite and Basi had a run-in recently -- Vi and I were able to get to him and save him, thankfully, but even then --," he sighed, "And then what happened in November. And this. At what point has someone done too much bad to justify continuing not acting until they act?" He bit his lip. "But I think it's also part of what makes us different than them; we have more of a dilemma about it. We can choose to take a more peaceful path. Chaos warps."
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Posted: Thu Jan 06, 2022 6:11 pm
"I said it was hard," said Pendour, and although her voice crackled a little from all the panic and too-fast breathing and threatening tears, her eyes shone with a soft kind of strength. "I didn't say I was giving up." She stepped up beside Encke, her good eye towards him this time so that she could glance up to meet his gaze, just for a second. She had no idea who Faustite was, but if they'd gone after Basi, that couldn't be good. The events of November, on the other hand, were burned into her mind, just as they were burned into her forearms. She reached out for Encke's hand again, wanting to give in a gentle squeeze. "I do get mad. I do hate, even if I don't want to, but if I gave into that, it wouldn't help anyone." Her voice was a bit stronger then. The certainty she always gained when talking about her beliefs came through. "If I hurt someone, it'd just give them more reason not to like or trust Order. We saw that today. If I kill someone, someone else will be recruited to take their place, and it gives the others a reason to hate Order." She was steadier on her feet, too, and took a step towards the garden he'd seemed to be pointing to before. "We can act, though. There's a lot we can do." Encke meant fighting when he talked about being preemptive. She knew that. Pendour did not. "I, um, want to see what I can do about breaking their propaganda cycle," she said.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Fri Jan 07, 2022 1:54 am
It was a strength he admired in Pendour, really. Honestly, it would have been easy to give up her path, and no one would have necessarily faulted her for it. At least, Encke wouldn't have; he had seen over a decade of the horrors the Negaverse wrought and the horrors they refused to stop. Horrors that had started with a school on a hill that was really just some kind of youma creation camp-- Probably started before then, realistically-- "You're strong, you know that?" He chuckled lightly, meeting her step. "It is really hard to give into that. Especially when it seems that some of them, no matter what, can't let the concept of harming go." Even when Pendour had given Jet what he had wanted, he still lunged. Even when he and Faustite seemed to find an uncomfortable understanding, Faustite still turned around and yanked starseeds and quite nearly killed Encke's husband. Even when families and friendships were destroyed by memory wipes, they still persisted. The concept that she mentioned, though, made his brows rise in interest. "Considering how strong their message seems to be, as warped as it is, that's a good idea. Poke holes in it. Make them think about different perspectives. Something like what we can do one-on-one to someone who might be interested in purifying but perhaps at a bigger scale..." He was brainstorming already. "What were you thinking?"
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2022 1:08 pm
Pendour wasn't called strong very much. Sweet? All the time. Brave? Every once in a while. Soleiyu in particular seemed to like that term. Strong wasn't a word that the felt applied to her, really, but then again, she trusted Encke. He never lied to her. So, she looked over at him and she nodded a little. "I don't think Jet's too far gone," she said quietly as they walked. "I wasn't sure until today, but, um," she smiled apologetically, "even though I'm sorry about your shoulder, hearing him talk a little more gave me some things to think about." He had people he cared about who he was fighting for. Vengeance was something that motivated him in this case, and maybe in others, too. That was a sad motivation, she thought. It ate people from the inside. She'd try talking to him again, once his friend was healed. "For the bigger picture, well, I'm still doing research right now. I'm looking into other places that have paramilitary issues, and nonviolence work that's going on there. I think I want to try to do some information campaigns, though." It would be a big project, and it wasn't something that she'd talked about much, yet. "Social media, posters, maybe real advertisements? I think we could warn at-risk populations about their recruitment techniques, and make information about purification more accessible for people w ho feel trapped."
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2022 2:19 am
Encke was relieved she believed him. Strength was a complicated thing. It wasn't just lifting weights and being able to win in fights. It was being able to keep to one's principles and morals even despite pressure to do otherwise. It was being kind in the face of those who wanted nothing but violence and death. And, to Encke, that was one of the things Pendour embodied. It was interesting to hear her say that she didn't think Jet was too far gone, considering. "My shoulder will heal," he offered, resisting the temptation to reach up and rub it. All that would do would make it itchy-- "I'm just glad we made it out of there. Maybe if we run into him again, he might jump less quickly to violence." Hard to say if he would, though. He seemed determined to protect someone. Even if everyone on that side was misguided, determination to protect could absolutely lead someone to violence, Chaos or not. Chaos was just likely to make that reaction worse. It wasn't a bad idea to research other places that had problems with paramilitaries, and Encke nodded in interest as they stepped into the garden. His eyes darted around for a moment, clocking a few of the glowing bees in the distance. "Just riffing, here... things like anonymous social media accounts that talk about Order, what we have, what Chaos does. Pamphlets about what Chaos does to the mind. Talk about what those of Chaos look like and how to avoid them. Maybe we could even mention something of where the monsters come from." Encke had discovered by talking to people like the Bells that The Negaverse Makes Monsters was a fairly compelling argument. "Pamphlets that we could hand out to those who want to purify would be good too. Resources, places they can go, maybe if any of the royals would be willing to be mentioned as a potential contact..." He paused, before adding, with a quiet laugh, "Not to get carried away. That's a good plan, definitely a nonviolent way of resistance."
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2022 6:54 pm
"It's not just, oh, maybe he won't lash out next time," said Pendour. "He probably will. It takes more than a few encounters to get through to people. What I mean is, his violence isn't just some irrational, Chaos-fueled thing. He's out for vengeance." Pendour didn't sound disgusted at the thought, even if Jet still made her heart feel all cold. Rather, she sounded like she was putting together a puzzle and she'd just found the missing piece. "The cycle of vengeance starts with loss. If we can get him some healthier coping mechanisms, um, it should maybe help over time with the stabbing." At least, that was how it worked in theory. There were only a few agents who had opened up to her enough for her to offer them help with their grief, and most of them she hadn't run into again to see any long term results of all that. "Also, social media's a good idea. You can get carried away right now, we're just brainstorming-" Pendour paused as her new cape came into view again, and this time she was relaxed enough to peer over her shoulder to get a better look. "Oh, I am a Knight now, aren't I?" she asked, gently and only so surprised. She glanced back to Encke, and smiled. "It looks like my magic likes having you around almost as much as I do. First the Transcendence, now this."
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2022 8:25 pm
Pendour unfortunately wasn't wrong; every ounce of progress he thought he had with Faustite felt like it was reversed the next time he met him. One time, they were talking philosophy of protecting one's enemy. Another time, they worked together to help put the final blows on a monster, together. The next time, Faustite had kicked Basiluzzo's starseed down an alleyway. "Two steps forward, one step back," he murmured, seeming to agree with her. He hadn't even met anyone who was so easily convinced. Stillwaterite, now Sedna, was someone he had arguably worked with for a while before she came to him and told him she was purifying. Geocronite still seemed to be a project, at current, but he was also one that Pendour was familiar with. "But vengeance is a motivation I understand." It was one he was fairly sure Anser partially operated on. It was also worth noting his sister was unstoppable. He would have continued on with his social media theories--he wondered if he could safely utilize his acting clout for it or if he'd just make himself too much of a target--if it wasn't for Pendour's comment, and he looked at the same thing she looked at. The smile spread on his face, lighting up his eyes as he went in for a hug and a squeeze before she even asked for one. "You are!" he then backed up to get a better look. "I noticed a bit earlier, but I figured it was better to deal with more pressing things first--" A small flattered flush spread across freckled cheeks as he reached up to rub his neck. "Can't just say it's me. I mean, glad I'm helping, but," he winked, "the amount of work you've done is why you're a Knight, now. You deserve it." He paused, considered, and then added, "This'll give you more room to work, too. Should have a bigger magic pool now. More calming vibes. Even more considering the transcendence." And less of vengeance-driven a*****e generals snarking on her ocarina-playing, he hoped--
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2022 3:53 pm
Pendour grinned when Encke hugged her and she squeezed him back, in turn, although she was careful to keep her grip below his shoulders. With the new strength coursing through her, she found that it was easy to lift him off the ground and twirl in a half circle before she stopped, and, back on ground level, buried her face into his collarbone. Not knowing his boundaries, Pendour had always kept a little physical distance between the two of them, but right now she could use the grounding of contact, and warmth, so unless he pulled away, she would stay there. At least her breathing was starting to even out. "I think I felt it happen, but I couldn't really stop to look back then," she said. She shifted slightly so that she could peer at her dress with her good eye, so that she could see a bit of the cape and also the fin-like fabric that had appeared at her hips. "It should help a lot when things go bad, maybe. Getting the Squire magic made things so much easier." She shifted again, this time so that she could look at Encke and smile a little. "Then, maybe you won't have to worry so much about protecting me."
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2022 10:02 pm
Encke gave a delighted laugh when she lifted him and twirled him, a sensation he wasn't necessarily used to from anyone but Basiluzzo but not a sensation he'd complain about. He might have even kicked his legs out for a moment before she set him back down, snickering all the while. Knowing that perhaps she'd prefer to stay closer, Encke didn't make any moves to put any significant distance between them. Felt better, anyway. Knowing that she was there helped him too. "Understandable, considering what was happening at the time," he cleared his throat and shook his head out of the thoughts. "Anyway. I think it will. Knights generally have more magic to work with," occasionally more powerful magic too, he noticed, but he also didn't know a whole lot of knights as they grew -- mostly seemed to have a tendency of meeting ones that were already knights -- "And I think it's a lot like staging up for a senshi. Your starseed is ready to handle that power, so." He paused, pondered, and let his expression break into a grin. "Ah, speaking of handling things." In the vaguest sense, now when he thought about it, his brain making connections between things that were only tangentially related-- "I think my comet's also handling some new things. Would you like to see?" Encke hoped it would brighten her mood just that much further. And maybe living worlds could be something that could be added to the anti-propaganda.
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