Lapis Lazuli sat on the roof of his families estate as he pondered what his next step should be. Thanks to Aokigahara he now had a place to go after his purification. He wondered what that family was like, would it be different from his own. Would it be better? He had mentioned that multiple of his family members were knights, Lapis wondered just what they were like. Were they kind and reasonable like Aokigahara. Were they also knights of Saturn. Would they truly be ok with his intrusion. Aokigahara had said they would be but still it was hard for Lapis to believe. Not that he had any other options, beggars can't be choosers after all, even if they did resent him he could always find a different place once he was back on his feet. Maybe he could drain his spending and savings account as well to bring a bit of money with him when he purified. His father was filthy rich, he was sure he wouldn't care a bit of that fortune disappearing. He wondered how much he could withdraw without raising any alarms. He would have to look into that.

He wasn't sure how if he should let his parents know. He had no love loss for them. His father actively hated him and his mother never loved him enough to anything about it. However at the same time he didn't want them to think their only son had been kidnapped or murdered or something. He considered telling them he was leaving, that he wouldn't ever see them again. But he couldn't face his mother and tell her something like this and more to the point what if they tried to stop him. No he couldn't risk that. So he decided on leaving them a note. He would tell them in writing that he was going somewhere they would never be able to reach him and that he wouldn't be coming back. It would probably hurt his mother but he also figured she would get over it eventually. He would leave it in their mail box the night the purification happened so that it would be too late for them to stop him.

Lapis wondered if he should pack anything up. He wasn't particularly attached to any of his of his belongings aside from maybe the black magatama he had once received from his grandfather. He considered at least packing clothes but he figured that would be difficult to carry around with him. He decided he would just buy a new wardrobe with the money he would be taking with him. Lapis was going through a check list, this was such a big change in his life he didn't feel prepared at all but he knew it was necessary and he was thankful at least he wouldn't be alone. Lapis looked up at the sky and sighed he wondered where his place in the universe was. Camelot told him he was a knight deep down but Lapis wondered exactly what kind of knight he was going to be.