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Posted: Wed Apr 07, 2021 6:45 pm
Located a short walk from the Citadel, the barracks lacked much of the former's grandiose luster. Faustite oft imagined that they were built centuries apart, perhaps one by the mysteries of old and the other by the hands of motivated agents looking for a home. It had always stood during his short Negaverse career, and no one ever named a founder. It simply was, and he seldom thought about it at all, if only to wonder why it was such an eyesore out the Citadel's arched windows.
Now he looked to it for shelter. The hollow clack of metal heels followed him through each identical hall as he maundered through the place, idol of soot and smolder, leaving wending smoke and cinder as his heels preluded his perusal. So far, all he saw was the same as the previous — same bedroom blueprint, same hallways, same doors but for their unique numbers.
None emerged from their Negaverse-sanctioned bedrooms as of yet. Many doors were shut; the flamegilt General wondered what transpired beyond those doors. What were these agents like, out of uniform but arrested in the Negaverse's grasp? What would he be like, if he found a space to call his own?
Then he thought: why speculate?
There was little to tell if a place was occupied or not, so when he chose a room, he knocked out of vestigial politeness.stari_maga I hope this works! LMK if I should edit!
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Posted: Sat Apr 10, 2021 4:15 pm
It was less than a second after the knock that the feet of a chair could be heard scraping across the floor as someone adjusted their position. Muffled footsteps followed, and then the doorknob turned. "It's a bit late, Sylvite," said Cybele as she opened the door. "Is everything-" The sentence cut off as she blinked at the stranger standing in front of her. While she was powered up, as she tended to be whenever possible, she had not been expecting company. Her shoes and antlers were off, and her hair, while not quite to the point of disheveled, was undeniably edging in that direction. At least the room behind her was neat enough. There were pressed clothes lined up on a rolling rack, a new laptop and some books perched on the desk, and little else. Cybele stared at the general, not bothering to be subtle about it. Her gaze lingered on his flaming torso for a long moment. Youma? Something else? Although she was used to all manner of magic and monsters, there was something about this that sent a chill down her back. Her gaze was careful when she finally met his eyes, and there was no warmth to her voice when she asked, crisply, "Can I help you?"
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Posted: Mon Apr 12, 2021 12:48 pm
Confronted with that face, familiar yet not, eerie in her presence in the Negaverse, Faustite lost his words. He seldom had many, and most of them scathing; to see her here was a shock he never expected. Her question, cold and more akin to go away than what do you need, was left to hang in the still air between them.
He knew it would be wise to walk away, but her tone was shitty, and he felt petty for it. So he glanced past her (not much there), then turned his flame-bound attention on her directly. "You must be new.
"Faustite. General." He did not offer a hand.
The last two years held many surprises, her corruption included.
As is habit, Faustite leaned with one arm against the doorway, with ample room for her to pass. He was much too small to try to strike an imposing presence, he found. "Been gone a while; was looking for a place to stay. Know which ones are open?" Faustite tilted his head toward the stretching corridor.
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Posted: Sat Apr 17, 2021 1:43 pm
Even dressed down, Cybele was still wearing the dark wings that marked her rank, and she turned so that they were visible. "Not so new," she said, tone marginally more relaxed now that it was clear that the General was not here on some sort of urgent business. If she'd managed to come across one of the few people who did not know about her eventful introduction to the Negaverse, there was no need to bring it up right away. Now that her gaze was fixed on his face, she had to wonder how long he'd been involved in all this. There was something distinctly inhuman in his eyes, it was true, but there was also something young. "I'm Cybele, Eternal Senshi of the Hunt," she said with a small nod, although, wary of the flames, she did not offer a hand, either. "It's nice to meet you," she said instead, finally flashing a small, practiced smile. She glanced down the hall. "I think seven and eight are open. Perhaps a few upstairs, as well." She was silent for a moment, still staring, still trying to determine what exactly it was that was wrong with him. Then, all at once, she seemed to remember more of her manners and added, "Have you been in here before? I can show you around, if you'd like." The layout of the building wasn't so complicated, but it was still nice to know what was what.
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Posted: Sat Apr 17, 2021 2:55 pm
"To the Negaverse," he amended. Not that he was guaranteed to be right about that, either; her corruption could've occurred the day after he left, for all he knew. "You aren't using a mineral name."
To carry the identity that she had when she fought against the Negaverse — it could be brazen. It could be a quiet rebellion against a faction that took her by force. Or it could be a tactically sound jab at her former allies, but he felt less certain of that. Why use that name around allies if she wanted to fit in with Metallia's ragtag regime?
Those thoughts presumed too much, and he dispelled them with a perfunctory nod. "Always avoided this place. Be nice to know my way around." He shouldered off the doorframe, straightened, waited for her to take the lead. Easier it would be to move again, to outpace his thoughts. However easy it was to teeth on the look she gave him — the same as when she first said you're one of them — it was better to face forward. To try to accept that Metallia deemed this one ally.
It wasn't easy, swallowing all that doubt.
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Posted: Sun Apr 18, 2021 7:45 am
"I was never assigned one," she said with a small shrug. "But I'm newer to the Negaverse than to the war, yes." There was no hiding that, she supposed. Early on, Cybele of the Hunt had been the only hint of who she was that she'd had to cling to. Now it didn't matter so much, and if someone insisted that she take a mineral name, she would probably do it, but that would take adjustment. For now, being Cybele did not affect the performance of her duties. She turned off her lights and closed her door before making her way down the hallway, half a step in front of the fiery General. Somehow, it was easier if she did not have to look at him. "You've been around for a bit, then?" she glanced over her shoulder for a moment, just long enough to be polite. "What brings you here now?" She had a difficult time imagining someone constantly on fire having much luck finding a place in the city, unless there was some magic to help with that. She knocked lightly, then opened a door at the end of the hallway. "This is one of the bathrooms."
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Posted: Sun Apr 18, 2021 6:14 pm
Nothing she wanted to concede for context, then. How intrusive would it be to ask for story behind her joining? Traitor she was, and Metallia granted her the same rank and honor as those like him — those who joined, grew, and broke half their bodies for their Queen. Oh, most would find that a slap in the face.
How divisive. Rolling his eyes at himself, Faustite strode next to her at the slowest pace his conflicted body could spare.
"A bit. Four years by now." Regrettable that his face didn't show it.
"Used to live in the Citadel. Now I don't. Used to avoid this place." He cocked his head for the implied answer. It wasn't an answer, but he wasn't interested in parting with the context. She should understand — she wouldn't concede any of her own.
The bathroom received a once-over only for how he saw her eyes in the mirror. They weren't any different than what he remembered.
"Do you remember breaking my wrist?"
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Posted: Mon Apr 19, 2021 3:01 pm
Cybele's brow creased in the mirror at the final question, at the departure from the stalemate of pleasantries. She met his reflected gaze for a moment before turning to stare at his hands and wrists instead, as if that might be what sparked some memories of this boy. "No," she said. "I don't remember anything at all from before last September." Nothing came to her now. Memories never did. Around Ganymede and some of the other senshi who seemed to know her, there might be a vague tug of something in her chest, but that was all, and with Faustite, there was none of that. When she looked at him, she mostly felt concerned about that fire. "It's not surprising. I've heard a bit about who I was before, enough to start to put together some pieces. From what I understand, she was brutal." She let the bathroom door swing shut behind her and rested a hand on the wall, instead. "I am sorry about your wrist." While sincere, the apology was not quite personal. It was somebody else who had hurt him, somebody dead.
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Posted: Tue Apr 20, 2021 2:02 am
"Mm." His attention left the mirror, left the Hunt, and he stepped back for her to proceed with the showing — if there was much more to see. "It's been roughly seven months since you were corrupted."
What was it like to be an adult with seven months of memories? With little clue why she knew what she knew, or what she was supposed to say when she found someone who knew her? She was a living farce, now — bereft of any memory that gave her conviction. Annoying, but it wasn't his place to do anything about it.
"It's doing better than my liver, anyway. And she got her comeuppance." The holes in her said as much.
He sighed, blown in the other direction. Best not to blow smoke in her face. He started walking; he couldn't sit still anymore for how his fire chafed at the hollows of his ribcage. "You mentioned Sylvite's name earlier. Were you the one she ambushed?" It would stand to reason, since they knew each other. The Negaverse was vast, and left so few opportunities for personal connection among its human populace.
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Posted: Sat Apr 24, 2021 8:53 am
Cybele gave a final glance towards where his organs should have been before continuing down the hall. "That wasn't her, was it?" She didn't think it was, although there was no real reason why. For all she knew, her past self would have gladly ripped someone in half. She would do it now with a good enough reason. It wasn't a long walk before they reached the next door, and Cybele shouldered it open, revealing a smallish kitchen plastered with passive aggressive sticky notes. "Yes," she said, still matter of fact. "I'm Sylvite's acquisition, as some call it. Although I don't remember much of the ambush, either." Of course she knew that she'd woken up in the General King's office with a hand in her chest, but even that and the first few days after were something of a blur. She nodded towards the sink, which was surprisingly clean. "Wash your dishes if you eat in here instead of the castle. We might have not bugs down here, but a particularly rancid youma tries to sneak inside and nest if things get too dirty." It wasn't actually clear if he even would eat, but since she was giving the tour, of course she'd go over the rules just in case.
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Posted: Sun Apr 25, 2021 12:04 am
"No." It was sensible to ask, though she didn't sound remorseful for the actions that she performed and had forgotten. "That was karma."
What would it be like, living in a world where the record of his past misdeeds was sealed behind everyone else's lips? Could he reasonably take ownership of actions he couldn't remember? Would he want to talk to anyone, knowing they might recall violences by the look of him and hold him accountable for it? Would he follow Cybele's lead in denying everything, and shifting the blame to an artificial second entity to divest all that blame?
Ultimately, it didn't matter. What happened to Cybele would never happen to him.
"You're not a possession." Already irritated, his eyes were roll of flame as he heard about his comrades' routine dehumanization. His hand found his hip as he walked with her, his thumbnail worrying the grate like a starving dog with a picked-clean bone. There was more to say, but it was better unsaid.
Eyes forward. Mind present. Every passing second is another second of distance between him and the past.
Shouldered into the wall again, on the cusp of the kitchen, he shifted his weight. "I'll remember that. Wouldn't want to accidentally make a friend." He spoke with bitterness, as much as it could be mistaken for a joke.
"You eat down here, or you pretend you remember what it's like to be a person and eat in DC?" He thought it was a valid question. All covered in flowers and antlers and verdant hell, she looked like a creature that would eat fruit in a forest on an aging afternoon day. Then he shook his head at himself; fake antlers didn't make her more relatable.
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Posted: Sun Apr 25, 2021 1:31 pm
Cybele shot a sharp side-eye in Faustite's direction. "I'm sure you can find some sort of friend that doesn't want to eat my fingers," she said, dead serious. Some of the sticky notes were hers. She did not like the sink youma. She did not like any youma, really. Chaos or no, they always seemed to get feisty if she got too close. "I'm trying to get better at being a well rounded person," she said. He was right in guessing that she did not often feel like a person at all, but that did not seem right to bring up in front of someone who was clearly less human than she was. Anyway, she was getting better at pretending. "I spend plenty of time in the city. I have a job. I've tried archery, primitive weapons hunting, improv, things like that," she said. It always felt strained when she tried her hand at the hobbies she saw on her old social media, as if she were grasping for some sort of connection that wasn't there. She'd only done the improv class once. Hunting in the woods was a little better, but harder to plan when she didn't have much of the gear for it. "I'll eat lunch out and bring back takeout sometimes, but if there's nothing going on, I'll eat down here." There were also, of course, the times that she needed a sandwich at three in the morning. The kitchen got plenty of use. Still, there was only so much to see here, and she backed out of the room, gesturing for Faustite to follow.
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Posted: Sun Apr 25, 2021 6:44 pm
Faustite shrugged. "I'd eat your fingers, too." He pushed from the wall, and on he followed. He wasn't sure if he was joking, but it didn't matter; there were more food options available to him than just her fingers. Worrying that they didn't keep the larder stocked for the less human-presenting of their kind, though.
He was hungry. Famished, even. Faustite hesitated in following her, caught pining for the food they were leaving behind.
Soon, he hoped.
"You don't have to do those things." He didn't, and Axinite never nagged him about it. "Just do whatever you want." The job helped, but learning spearfishing or boar hunting wasn't useful for a senshi. It hardly endeared anyone to the Negaverse, either, to have to carry on the image of personhood. What a sham and an albatross, personhood — little good it did anyone but for finding out which had crossed faction lines. And even at that, whatever memory it cost them was nothing that touched on speech or rote movements or any of the basic motions that identified a human as a person.
But if anyone asked Cybele if she played in her high school band, well. She best be a convincing liar. Shame if her lack of personhood was so easily ascertained.
"You ever see anyone when you eat here? Halls look dead." The lack of livelihood after living in the Rift was unsettling.
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2021 4:22 pm
"I'll break your teeth if you try," she said without looking towards him. Her voice was quieter and not quite aggressive, but she was just as half-serious as he was. It was a short lived moment, though. She was back to being polite enough as she crossed the hallway and pointed between two doors with an open palm, allowing Faustite to do the honors since one of these would likely be where he ended up staying. "People sleep here," she said. "People eat here, yes. A few are like me. A few, I believe, are like you." The fire might have thrown her off at first, but the context clues were pointing more and more towards him being half youma. "As I said, these are the only rooms free on this floor." There was always the possibility that someone had moved out without her noticing. Things fluctuated here without much fuss, but there had always been enough people around that her point still stood. "That's about all this place is good for, though. If you want anything more interesting than that, it's best to go to the city, or at least the castle." Cybele was not particularly interested in whatever baked goods and starseed experiments that were housed in the dark hallways of the citadel, but perhaps they would be more his style. "It's why I'm trying out hobbies," she added with a small shrug. "I'm not under orders for it. Staring at these walls for all my free time got a bit boring after a month or so. It's just trial and error to find out what I actually like." There was an element of following Fleur Willis's paper trail as well, to see what she'd liked in her old life and if it clicked now, but not many people knew that she'd found her old social media, and she decided not to bring it up now.
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2021 5:46 pm
Faustite hadn't voiced it in their transition from one area to the next, but he thought it: I'd eat my broken teeth, too.
When they reached the last of their tour, Faustite needed little encouragement to step forward and inspect the rooms. A single, black-nailed finger poked open one of the doors and he peered inside. "Not that like me," he corrected. "Most youmafied officers gain something — horns, a tail, wings, extra limbs. Human and then some, the lot." Flame eyes combed over the spartan room furnishings — all functional in style, likely as cheap as the Negaverse could spare.
He turned, shouldered open the other room. "I'm the only one who lost something." He knew it was pointless to continue; they were both the same.
In which case, the one he was standing in was as good as any other.
He stepped back out, leaned against the wall, crossed arms over what was left of his chest. One hand ever shaped words in the air as he spoke. "Most people here get stuck staring at the shut door — chasing memories they'll never have again, chasing their lost humanity. Glad that's not you." He watched her, appraising.
"Thanks for the tour, Cybele."
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