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PostPosted: Mon Feb 22, 2021 11:19 am


He'd gotten the notification from the General King on the tablet and Kor nearly threw up on the spot. Derek wasn't home, but was due back soon. Figuring nothing important, Kor checked the notification. He didn't expect General King Axinite to contact him. Not personally, but still.

He barely managed to hide the tablet again before the bile clawed it's way painfully up his throat. The lanky man scrambled his way to the bathroom, locking the door behind him and narrowly making it to the toilet before everything he'd had that morning came up. His grip on the bowl had his knuckles so white, he was sure he'd break it.

Or Kor would be sure, if his brain wasn't swirling with thoughts.

Check-in? Meet him? Did he know? He had to know. Of course he knew when one of his own went missing. He didn't expect Laine to pick up his slack like she tended to when they were together. He hadn't... When he powered up, Rutile ended up just talking to senshi and knights. He was getting more and more convinced he needed to switch sides.

This was definitely a kick in the a**.

After a moment of dry heaving, Kor scrambled into the bathtub and drew the curtain shut tight like it could block out all he feared. He feared the Negaverse sending people after him. Sending Laine after him. He feared punishment, he feared everything about them. Over the years he'd seen and heard stories that made his stomach curl, and while most of them were probably not true... Kor was a very gullible man.

All Kor could hear was the pounding of his blood in his ears and the storm of thoughts raging in his brain that was telling him he was on borrowed time.

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PostPosted: Mon Feb 22, 2021 4:17 pm


Derek sighed as he pulled out his keys. He was utterly exhausted and all he wanted to do was flop over and relax with Kor before attempting anything else tonight. Grumbling to himself he made his way through the separate access and into the apartment proper. "I'm home!" He muttered around a yawn, and was met with.... nothing.

The house was quiet.

Silence was definitely not golden in his current state of life. "Babe?" He called, raising his voice slightly. Derek made his way through the apartment slowly. Nothing looked out of place.. Kor was definitely still here. He wouldn't have just left without giving Derek some sort of heads up. "Talk to me, Love. What's the matter??" Derek stuck his head in the bedroom. Not sleeping...

"Kor." He said, tone losing its softer edge. "Kor, I need you to say something. Anything bud. Let me know you're okay." No sooner do the words leave his mouth, Derek hears his phone go off in the other room. He sighs, aggravated as he stalks back to find it.

Derek is of all things, surprised to see its Kraven call him. "Hello...?"

"Where's. Kor." Kray nearly bites through the other line. Derek rolls his eyes. He's really not in the mood for this sort of bullshit, but he's definitely not going to voice that to the taller man at the moment. "Nice to talk to you too." Derek shoots back. "I don't know. I was in the middle of trying to find him when you called."

"Check faster." Kraven hisses. "He's not answering his phone. I've tried calling him a few times but it goes to voice mail." Derek sighes, trudging back into the bedroom to check Kor's go to spot of the bathroom.

This time, he's none to surprised to find the door locked. "Figures..." He mutters under his breathe. "He's locked himself in the bathroom." Derek can hear a long sigh at the end, and what sounds like the sound of a car engine in the background. "Alright... Just.. tell him I'll be there in a few minutes. Let me handle this." Kray mutters before abruptly hanging up.

Derek sighes, leaning against the "Kraven say's he'll be here soon." He says loudly, hoping to get through whatever this was Kor was dealing with. They had... talked.. briefly, about letting Kor handle his own issues. That Derek didn't need to break his way in to get to him every time... And for the most part, things seemed like they were going okay. But that didn't mean Derek wasn't worried.

"I'm here Babe... I'm right here..." He promised quietly.

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PostPosted: Mon Feb 22, 2021 6:19 pm


He hadn't heard anything. Not his phone, not Derek, not even MF clawing at the bottom of the door, meowing his head off. It was all spiraling again. Every time he was getting back into the swing of things, Kor had another break down.

Kor was shaking, his eyes were unfocused and he felt like everything was closing in on him. The bathtub was spinning.

Even if Derek was here, he couldn't talk to him. That was the worst part. He couldn't talk to him about this ever. It'd eat away at their relationship and Derek was going to end up leaving him. He pushed Laine away... He clutched his hands to his head, over his ears and pushed. He didn't even feel the pain of the piercings pressing into his hands, ears, and the areas on his neck and behind his ears.

Everything was too much.

Why did the General King want to talk to him? He was going to get punished. He was going to have to leave. Leave Destiny City. Leave... Leave the Negaverse, Derek... Nami.. Laine. Everyone.

Then they'd be safe. The Negaverse wouldn't bother them because he left. Right?

The tears hadn't stopped since he climbed in, and the only noise Derek could hear now and again was the almost wheezing breath of Kor when he couldn't exhale anymore. The wheezy inhale of a man who wasn't holding it together.

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PostPosted: Mon Feb 22, 2021 7:35 pm


"Kor... Sweetheart. Breathe for me Baby." Derek pleaded through the door. He was about ready say ******** it to their agreed terms when he heard the front door being opened, and slammed rather forcefully. "In the bedroom!" Derek called. Part of him wondered just when Kray had managed to make a copy of the apartment keys, or if he'd always had them. "He won't answer me..." The blonde said, shuffling out of the way as Kray rounded the corner.

Kraven scrubbed at his face. "I know. Believe me, I know.." He said with a sigh. "Look... I need you.. to just not be here. Go to the house, hang with Kazuo. Talk s**t about me for being an a*****e. I don't care. Just please leave."

Derek stared at him for a long hard minute. Excuse? "I'm not going to jus-"

"Derek! Please." Kray snapped. "I know you don't think so, but you can't fix this problem. Trust me. I'm not going to let anything happen to him Derek. I'll call you when he's calmed down. I need you to trust me."

Derek again stared. "If anything happens to him..."

"You get first crack. I get it." Kray muttlered, pulling a card from his wallet and proceeding to jimmy open the door. After a moment or two there was a click and Kray slid in and shut the door before Derek had the chance to follow. He sighed as he clicked the lock shut and slowly made his way over towards the drawn shower curtain.

"Firefly." He called softly, pushing the curtain aside. "Hey..." Kray reached in, gently brushing his fingers against the otherman's hand. "You gonna come out or am I getting in? Gonna hafta pick you up to reconfigure... I'm not gonna fit otherwise.."

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PostPosted: Mon Feb 22, 2021 7:44 pm


Kor didn't react at first. Not to the curtain being moved, not to the voice. The touch to his hand made him scream like he'd been hurt and jerked himself hard enough to fling his back against the tub.

It did the trick to bring Kor's eyes locked onto Kraven's face, though now he was winded from everything.

"I go.. I gotta go. They know. I gotta go." He knew Kraven would understand. "I can't be in DC anymore, man. I... I gotta get safe." Kor looked pained as he spoke, panicked, still not right in his decision making. but he knew who was in front of him. He knew what had happened. He was in full flight or fight mode, and he was choosing flight.

It was always easier.

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PostPosted: Mon Feb 22, 2021 8:08 pm


Kray flinched when Kor screamed. "No, no, no. Shhh Firefly, shhh."

Guess he was getting in. "Kor." He called, stepping over the lip of the tub and crowding into Kor's space. "No. No they don't. Listen to me Firefly." Kray tried to contort himself, and do his best not to actually pick Kor up as he rearranged the two of them in the tub, so that Kor was sitting against me. "You're safe. It's okay." The taller man promised, running a hand along Kor's back. "They aren't looking for you. You're safe. I'm not gonna let them hurt you. Not gonna let them take you." Kraven gently turned the smaller man's head just enough to kiss his temple before tangling their fingers together. "Breathe hun... Breathe. You're in a safe place, I promise." He repeated the same things over and over, his thumb brushing against Kor's skin all the while.

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 12:20 pm


He knew he was being manhandled, but he didn't want to sit still. So when Kraven tried to keep him still, Kor's hands went flying until Kraven grabbed them. A growl escaped and he shook his head.

"You're lyin' to me. 'm not safe. The king.." He hissed it out and tried to yank himself out of the tub. He wouldn't have the energy to do it, not with Kraven more than likely going to hang onto his waist to keep him there. "You...you can come. We'll bring the other two. We'll all leave DC. 's what we'll do." He looked up at his friend like he was pleading, his own watery and puffy and red all over again.

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 3:10 pm


"God damn it Kor, I ain't lyin!" He hissed. "It's me you're talking about. When the hell have I ever lied to you?" Kray shifted some, trying to sit up in the tub as best he could. "To hell with the King!" He snarled. "I sure as ******** didn't elect him."

Kray let go of Kor's waist only to cup his face. "Look at me, Kor. You are safe." For now anyway... "I kept you safe for years. What makes you think I was stopping any time soon??" Kray pulled him close, hugging him against him. "I'm not going to let him hurt you." Or anyone else for else for that matter.

He let go with a bit of a snarl and rubbed at his face. "Do you hear yourself??" Kraven asked. "You and I can pick up and go anywhere, yes. But that doesn't mean the others can. Maybe Kaz doesn't want to pack up and move without so much as a proper explanation... And... And Derek's a kid Kor. He's got family here. Are you gonna really ask him to choose?" Kray hated playing dirty and low like that... But he'd deal with the consequences from that later.

Kray nearly jumped out of his skin when there was a loud clatter from the fire escape outside the bathroom. He stared for a moment wondering if it was Derek, having gotten tired of waiting and was choosing to take things into his own hands. "..What about Nami???" Kray said slowly, turning his attention back to Kor. "Are you going to tell her you plan on leaving? Or are you going to make her witch hunt you down again??" She'd done it once, there was no saying she wouldn't do it again. "...What... What about Laine?" Kray said tentatively. "She's.. You found her. Are you going to disappear on her?" He asked, only to be distracted as the window slammed open.

Kray snarled turning towards the window only for all noise to die in his throat.

"What about me?" Laine said flatly, crawling through the window.

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 3:17 pm


He'd been on the verge of calming down once the clattering seemed to have stopped. Kor had stopped struggling, and was listening to the logic that Kraven was saying. His heart rate was up still, and the tears fell once again, but he wasn't struggling.

Until there was a slam. <********."

That's when a punch was thrown and he definitely got himself out of Kraven's lap. He managed to trip on the lip of the tub and narrowly avoided slamming his head on the sink, instead curling and falling hard on his side, arms around his head.

"Not safe!"

Then it was a scramble to try to get to his feet. The locked bathroom door did manage to stop him, though and he finally turned to stare at who else decided it was a bright idea to just appear.

There was still a wild look in his eyes as he looked at....

"L...Laine..?"

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 3:29 pm


Kraven and Laine watched as Kor dumped himself onto the floor rather unceremoniously.

Kray sighed, climbing out of the tub and over to Kor. "You are going to be the death of me..." He muttered, checking Kor over for any bumps or bruises. "You bruise up for that and the kid's gonna have my god damn head." Part of him wondered if Kor was always this skittish or it was just the current... panic at hand.

"Hey..." Laine muttered quietly, settling in. She glanced towards Kray for a moment. "I see your bruises healed nicely... Unfortunate." Damn... Part of her hoped she'd left a lasting reminder.

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 3:36 pm


This was way too much. Honestly this was way too much for him in this current state. Slowly Kor just sat himself down on the floor and hugged himself again as best as he could.

Laine was here.

Kraven was right. Kor couldn't make Derek choose.

'...Derek's a kid Kor. He's got family here...'

Those words were sticking with him. A kid and taking care of him. He's been down this spiral before.

"Meds...."

He needed his anxiety medication. God he hated taking it, but right now, he was going to end up having continuous panic attacks if he didn't medicate.

"Can....you get my meds?" Who he was asking was open for debate, but either would find the bottle in the medicine cabinet behind the sink. It would state for anxiety.

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 3:52 pm


Kray kept a hand on Kor, moving to the floor with him. "I'm sorry..." He said quietly as Laine rummaged through the cabinet. "That wasn't fair of me." His hand made a back and forth motion across Kor's shoulders. When Laine sat the bottle and a cup of water on the floor, he stiffened only for a second before forcing himself to relax.

Laine on the other hand, seemed to roll her eyes at Kraven's flinch and chose to sit a short distance away. "Do you just decide you're gonna cuddle anyone who ends up with you in here?" Damn... She really needed to up her game... "Been a long time since I last saw this..."

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 4:41 pm


He pushed Kraven's hand off of him, really not wanting to be touched right now. No, right now Kor needed to be by himself without being by himself. He had to calm down.

The meds were put on the floor and he grabbed them and took one dry before starting to count them inside the bottle. Too many gone. It was a really bad month, apparently. Kor wanted to feel defeated at that, but he wasn't sure he could physically handle more emotions right now. Not with all this s**t happening.

MF could be heard caterwauling right outside the door again, hating the fact he couldn't be in there with all the voices.

"...."

No one should have to see him like this, is what he wanted to say. They would both call him names and honestly, that would hurt his feelings right now. He just felt so raw and open that any form of teasing would not be read right.

"I'll be fine..."

But Kor didn't look up at either of them.

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 5:04 pm


Kray flinched as he was shoved away. Okay... duly noted. He too, backed up a short distance, trying not to look like a kicked puppy.

Laine made a face when he took one dry. She hated when he did that, and could never completely understand why he could do it without batting an eye. She seemed to sit up a little straighter when MF started from the other side of the door. Damn...cat was still going huh? "Mhmm..." She responded. "No's really doubting that." Laine she moved from her perch to sit on the floor.

"Pretty sure its not you." She said under her breathe, biting at her nail. Laine couldn't confirm anything for certain but, she was pretty sure it wasn't him.

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PostPosted: Tue Feb 23, 2021 5:21 pm


Years of swallowing other kind of pills ended up making taking them dry second nature. Didn't always have a drink on hand, but you always had spit. He took the water and just sipped at it without saying anything, and still not looking at either.

".... They're gonna come for me eventually," he finally whispered, MF finally giving up a bit with his meowing. Instead he just flopped on the bed and glared at the door.

He was sure they were going to come for him eventually. He wasn't doing anything for their ranks.

"'s this because of me? Because of ... those like me who can't... do anything. Useless."

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