If she was only a bit faster, perhaps the dragon’s flame would not have tangled her into thread. Perhaps Misuth would have been there to help sweep - and keep the young ones safe. She wasn’t very good at it… but there would have been plenty more to learn. Plenty more to offer the weyr instead of a soft, useless mouth to feed. Try as Sh’vel might, he couldn’t silence those thoughts that burned painfully deep. Each scored dragon might have been one she could have spared from pain. It was a bit of a curse for her to be such a sentimental thing.
Misuth was looking up with longing in still the winter night. Moons and stars dancing around the bitter cold and bright skies, clearing her head a moment. Her tattered remnant of a wing flicking uselessly as if to lift her to chase the stars. The pale milky light did nothing to hide scores, burns. Sh’vel found it easier to shrug his twisted arm into a sleeve. To grow his hair to distract from the ripple of healed skin across his face. Misuth was at least happy hers seemed less ruffled, or perhaps all his fear was only for her. Maybe she should try to be a little stronger, a little braver. Then perhaps he wouldn’t need to be strong all the time for the both of them.
Winter wind rippled through her, and she couldn’t begin to care about the long walk back to her drafty ground weyr when the winter sky looked so perfect - chasing away some of her more tangled thoughts.
Prism Shine