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Sailor Dubhe's steps were fairly bouncy anf vheery as she walked aloing the paths through Destiny City. She liked powering, she liked being in a position ti help people, and was she afraid to use her magic? Not on anyone. War or bo war, people deserved a kind hand and gentle words. That said, she was far more used to the company of Sailor Laodica to any other powered, but she hadn't seen her in a long time, and so the senshi was out and alone walking a patrol, hoping she wasn't attacked. She didn't know why they were fighting anyhow -- chaos had a right to life too.

But.. But then, Yolie had never met many order members if any. She was quietly worried they aboided her, and while the thought was sad, Yolie was all too happy to try making friends with anyone anyways. She was a healer by magic after all, and weren't medical persdonael bound by the Hippocrativ oath? Yes. Yes they were, and the blonde was going to do her best to harm none.

Sailor Dubhe gave a sigh as she paused in the park, sitting on a bench and withdrawing a lunch pack from near the bow on her back that she'd packed before powerting, and withdrew a sandwich, nibbling PBJ and looking about as she felt the auras of the area.

A lovely day, really.

Dibje bkinjed consideringly when she felt another aura, but didn't dare bother rising to fight. Instead she lppked into her back consideringly -- if they weren't hostile, she felt no need to be rude, and when Arnoica spoke, she beamed happily, looking back over her shoulder with a warm smile.

"Well! You're certainly more than welcome to join me if you like! I did pack extra in case I met others tonight, and it's aleways nice to have company when you're out patrolling! Myy name's Sailor Dubhe, what's yours?"

The blonde was bright, happy to meet the other senshi regardless of his aura -- she wasn't one to fight unless attacjed, and the girl was more than pleased to produce a few more sandwiches and a large bag of chips, motioning invitingly before looking for the tea jug. She felt no reason to deny the man food if he was friendly and she has it -- he wasn't an enemy!

Dubhe was delighted to shake Arnica's hand and offered a smile as well, befoiore settling to begin splitting things.

"Oh, you don't need to worry. I'm always happy to meet another senshi! I mean, we're all in this war we didn't srt, and even nif we're all kinds of different, I've never been given a reason to fight anyone eelse for no reason unless I'm attacked. It doesn't seem right to fight because somebody says someone else is bad, you know?" She sighed, thinking. She knew her mother's husband had been bad, and she hated him without a meeting, buit most people? No, she had no reason to hatye them, and the blonde smiled on, refraining from a chuckle.

"You don't owe me anything. I like to share!"

Sailor Dubnhe looked thoughtfcvful several moments. She wanted to be hoinest with Arnica, considering they were talking, and the blonde finally drew out the answer slightly.

"I wasn't giuven much to go on. I've gotten the impression the people with auras like your, but I don't think having a different aura alone ius a fair reason. There's never been much reason to fight -- but someone... Well, I think with a weapon? So not a senshi -- attacked me once and I lost my composure on them. But I don't have reason to attack other senshi, like I said." A shrug. "The fact everything is vague and ill explained isn't really helpful. It feels like we're all fighting for some select few who can't do their own dirty business." And THAT thought drew a face from the Order senshi, the girl scowling a biut as she shook her head.

"The big difference from the army countries have is I'm not sure any of us have much say. And then this whole space... Thing." Dubhe motioned skywards, and sighed. "I'm afraid I don't have a complete picture and I don't like that. I kind of got an awakening, then off went the cat."

That drew another pause as she made a face again. "I al;most wonder if the cats are the real problem. Normal cat's don't talk... What about you? What have you been told,. if I may ask?"

Mortre information meant a better idea of what was with all the magic, really.

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Sailor Dubhe listened carefully, slowly eating a sandwich in deep thought, letting Arnica speak freely before she swallowed and smiled cheerily.

"There's no hjarm in seeking your own world if the ones afforded you don't feel like home." Dubhe said, ands shook her head.

"I can't imagine any of my family awakening, but I do agree it should be a chopice. And so should our side. Right now it ferels like we're forced into this. I've been powered a couple years, but I'm more casual than I ought be in terms of training."

She considered, and wheeled the topic back to his faction.

"A liottle bit is less harmful than a lot." She'd been drained once in a fight, and she did not care for the experiance. But a little might be okay, if it helped others find a world that felt they belonged in.

And Sailor Dubhe was always glad to help people.

"If it's only a litytle bit, I don't mind donating to help you and yours before we seperate and after food. If this world and the stars don't make you happy, and you can do something about where you live, then it's not a bad thing seeking to build your own world and I don't mind helping a constructive cause/." She smiled warmly. "You sound like you'd need to take far less than some bozo with a catnip mouse half-draining you in a fight."

Seriously, that had nearly put her out.

"I like helping. There's a lot that would be less or not a problem if people worked together. I justy see no reason to fight unleress I must." Dubhe fished out some chips and offered him some with a smile.

"I'd actuaslly love to see that. I've seen my world... It's.. Something. Eerie, but if you wanted to see, I could try taking you. I think that's possible." Dubhe coponsidered. It sounded possible. She was the ferryman right? So she'd take the people she liked. Like Arnica -- he was a nice person. At his laugh,.. she smiled and giggled.

"I know, I know, the phrasding is -- special -- but I diodn't like what they tried to do. It's not fun being attacked for the fascctionm I awakened to." She sighed then.

"So I suppose I'm just a softie."

"I... Stopped trying to think about it." Dubhe admitted and smiled awkwardly. "There's too much going on in the powered world for me to process, sometimes." She did, however, soften from awkward to sympathewwtic, though, and sighed.

"I'm sorry you feel trapped. If there was anything I can do, I would. But, you can always find me, if you want someone to talk to about things, even if they're vague to protect youer loved ones." The girl finally smiled again.

"I mean... All of this? People shouldn't face it alone, or without support. It gets heavy[/.i] and that's not fair for any one person to endure." Dubhe settled, listening as she nibbled at her chips thoughtfully.

"I can bring you on my next trip to my homeworld, II think, if you'd like/." Dubhe offered, and then seemed to turn serious. "I'm not sure what hapopened entirely, but it's like life stopped in-situ... As if one moment there was life and the next, bombs. Kind of looks like a post apocalyptic landscape, really."

"I always feel erveryopne deserves at least one good ally. Life's just toio unpredictable to go in blind and clueless." Sailor Dubhe seemed thoughtful a moment. "And if someone does have all the answers, they're not sharing with the rest of us, so they're probably not very nice, in my view." Dubhe sighed, shaking her head safly at the notion.

"Unless we know what we need about why we're fighting -- not some arbitrary amound -- I mewan all the facts, not what someone who THINKS they know better - then trhere's no reason to fight. You're not hurtiong anybody. I'm not huing anybody, so, I see no reason to fight. And if someone kind does have answers and cares, they should be sharing with the rest of us. All of us, all sides." Sailor Dubhe sighed, and looked terribly apologetic. "I'm sorry for ranting, I just... I've never been one to go into something without a good reason. I try to be the sort of person I want to see in the world and I like people. Sometimes I just get frustrated wiith a lack of guidance or organization, and it feels like all ther senshi on my 'side' as we'll call it... They're focused on so much going on that there's nobody out there to help others. So... If that's something people needm it should be filled. And since I see no reason to fight, I want to offer a shoulder and my strength to people who justy want to do good by people, even uif it's a small group who don't want to hurt people out of maliciousness. Aah, I'm sorry for rambling."

She l,looked genuinely embarressed for talking his ear off sbout thinks, and then when the topic returned to homeworlds, she smiled warmly.

"I don't mind if you want to explore. It's pretty big, even if everyuthing is bleached out in the open air by now. Therte's nothing living there, and the only thing I'd not touch are the bnones... In the spaces there are bones. It's kind of..." Shwe shuddered. "It doesn't seem like the happiest world in the ggaLAXY. bESIDES, YOU'RE MY GUEST." tHEN, SHE CONSIDERED IN SILENCE, BEFORE OFFERING A SOFT LOOK. "yOU KNOW, IF YOU DON'T HAve a homeworld, I don't mind sharing, if there was a way. They're called 'home' worlds, right? Well.. That dioesn't nmean I shouldn't be allowed to shjare that home with others whom might lackj. We're all in this univertse together, adfter all. And I believe in trusting until proven you can't."

And Dubhe took a LOT to prove trust wants misplaced.