Olivia was finding that the melancholy was once again beginning to overtake her life. She knew she hadn’t been happy in her last life, knew from the thoughts she remembered from the rare few times that she powered up…but she was assuming that she wasn’t happy all of the other times either.

And now that she and Tavi weren’t talking…well.

It felt as though she had utterly lost her heart, and quietly wondered what this world bothered to hold for her anymore. But, she had Hannah, she supposed, and a friend…even a distant one was a nice thing to have. Honestly, if she didn’t feel as though she were bothering the other woman, she would have reached out to her to go to this food festival with her…but…

She didn’t want to be a whining pain in the side.

And she knew that she was whining a lot, even if it was just to herself, honestly…if she were someone else, she wouldn’t bother being friends with herself…it was stupid.

She was stupid.

But, Olivia shook her head roughly and looked around the busy block, full of food stalls and drew in a deep breath, enjoying the different smells that wafted through the air. No, today she was going to push all of this from her mind…and eat. Eat a lot.

If she couldn’t be happy…at the very least she could get fat.
Sylent Nyte