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Sy continued on her way she had no particular destination in mind. She was just doing her own thing and keeping to herself as she normally did. She walked along listening for anything she might happen to come along since she wasn't able to see anything since she was blind. She had to stay on her toes if she wanted to survive in the rogue lands. She sighed out softly she was getting a little tired of being alone all the time but she didn't have much choice in the matter since she didn't think she would be accepted into a pride anyway.

Sy turned away from the sound it didn't matter anyway since she didn't have any reason to get close to anyone else right now or let anyone get close enough to hurt her so she left and would likely leave the area so she wouldn't have to deal with any conflicts either. It was how she preferred to deal with things on her own. Keep everyone at a paws length so she couldn't be rejected. If she rejected others first she couldn't be hurt by them. She sighed it wasn't a perfect life but she couldn't see any way out of it at the moment.

Syntyche sighed out once again as she made her way along a path she knew very well by now. She traveled these same paths often she needed to know her home well since she was blind and unable to see anything. She had figured out ways to get by on her own she didn't need anyone else and that was fine with her. She was fine. At least that was what she told herself as she made her way alone the path. Perhaps she was lonely but for now, her fear of being rejected was her higher consideration. She didn't want to feel the fear of rejection she felt when her own family threw her out when she was only a cub. It had hurt her badly and she wasn't sure when she would be able to let it go and move one. Perhaps someday she would find a safe place where she could perhaps fit in or perhaps she wouldn't and that would just have to be alright.

In the morning she went out again, she needed to find water and then go hunt. She had developed her skills quickly since she had little choice in the matter. Since she had been determined to live. She didn't want to give up and prove her family right about her being only a burden. She had taken to hunting small creatures like lizards and snakes. Which had been enough when she was a small cub. As she grew she had to learn to take down bigger prey to get by. She learned to take down larger prey such as gazelles which were not to hard to take down on her own. She found ways to make her life bearable. Soon she didn't need anyone she was fine on her own. At least that was what she always told herself as she made her way on day after day. Perhaps it was a lonely life but it was the only one she had. So what choice did she have? She didn't think at the time anyone would accept her. Only time would tell if she would ever find a home where she could perhaps fit in and be happy. Perhaps someday she would, or perhaps not.