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Most of the topics here are known to be "Jokey" and all fun and games, but at the moment, I have to speak out of character to address something. For a while now, what I thought I've been feeling was lack of motivation from keeping up with the guild but it turns out it's been effecting my daily life for quite some time.

I would message everyone privately but I figured things aren't really taken seriously or even cared about unless it's put here.

I've recently been diagnosed with a high functioning depression disorder, specifically PDD (Persistent Depressive Disorder) and MDD (Major Depressive Disorder).

(MDD symptoms)


My doctor told me to talk with people to express my thoughts and feelings and even though I have friends, there's legit no one I can really talk to. Everyone has their own problems and I'd rather not be another one of theirs. I appreciate the time being taken out of to read. If things are moving sluggish or if things completely stop, then you'll all know why it did. But for now I'm trying very hard and trying my best to keep things going. 7 straight months of shows, matches, back to back PPV's, storylines and planning going on 8 months is better than any run I think. I figured to say this now since it'll be lost in the shuffle by time the PPV matches are posted so this will be in the eyes view for a little bit.

I'll keep it in mind. Thank you, I appreciate it.