Uvarovite...
She could feel a sickness in the pit of her stomach that she wasn't sure would ever go away, angry tears still threatening to spill from her eyes. She wanted to hit him as much as she wanted to hold him. She wanted to berate him just as much as she wanted to applaud his job well done.
In reality, she could do none of those things, her heart in her throat as she watched the field medic assess the damage that had been done to her lover in an attempt to determine what could be made better before the next round. Uvarovite was fortunate in that he would have one full round to rest-- a by to get him through the third round and right on to the finals. It was a small mercy to the young woman who wanted to remove him from the competition entirely; a victory to the General who was so very pleased by her Captain's performance.
The mix of emotions was maddening and she tried to keep them at bay, lingering in the corner with her arms over her chest up until the medic had finished with her lover. As they were left alone in the tent she remained at a distance, watching him as though waiting for something terrible to happen, not knowing what direction to expect it from. She hated him so much, hated everything, including her desperate need to know that he would be okay.
xxxxxxxGrymoire