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[Holiday-R] Blue Glasses (Jason and Drew)

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SSBrosB


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PostPosted: Thu Jan 04, 2018 4:51 pm


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One day, in the very early morning hours, a strange, bluish fog rolls in. It floats low to the ground and is incredibly dense and incredibly cold. Anyone who inhales even a single breath from this fog will be met with a sudden, harsh sensation of sadness. It’s the worst part of the holidays—the Holiday Blues. The fog slowly spreads through the town and is gone by mid afternoon, but the sensation of sadness, loneliness, and nostalgia may linger for longer than that. Scientists are explaining the bluish tint as just being a natural phenomenon, but in Destiny City, ‘natural’ isn’t really something anyone should expect. Today would have been a good day to stay inside.


Jason really should have listened to the articles that his brother had told him about. He should have really read them himself. He should have paid attention to the weather app that was warning Destiny City residents to stay inside, but no. He just had to go out today, right when the blue fog was starting. He had thought that nothing bad could come from it, that it was just regular old fog with a blue tint to it, but he had been wrong. The ‘scientists’, that he was now pretty sure were in league with the Negaverse somehow, or just crazy, had told residents that it would be completely fine to go outside today and the fog was nothing to worry about.

Wrong. Wrong wrong wrong.

He had never felt such intense sadness before. The fog was only now starting to lift a bit, but somehow it was drudging up feelings that Jason hadn’t had in… a while. He couldn’t say a long time, but for a few months at least. And it made him think about things that he really did not want to. He had seen two civilians killed while trying to stop agents. He had learned about all of the crazy stuff happening in Destiny City, had been attacked several times, and had learned that the world was pretty much under attack by some chaotic force that wanted to wipe out the entire planet.

It wasn’t anything anyone could talk to a therapist about, not unless they were a White Moon ally, none of which he could find. He supposed he could send out a message asking if any of his fellow knights knew of such a person. Either way though, that wouldn’t help him currently. He had been able to walk for a while, but somehow, the horrible sadness that lingered in him… he had felt very heavy all of a sudden, and had had to sit down on a public bench to try and see if he could sit out the feelings. He supposed it was due to the fog, and he hoped that once it was gone, he would finally be rid of this, or at least, feel a bit happier again.

Sailor Hawk
PostPosted: Thu Jan 04, 2018 5:21 pm


SSBrosB


Drew went out anyways. He always did to investigate, strange happenings. Yet every time, he got himself in trouble. He found himself wreathed in the Blue Fog. The Holiday Blues. The Holidays were never a good time for him. He lost his twin sister during Christmas. Sure, he got her back years later. His problems started that Christmas as he lashed at the Christmas Tree. Then Gramps… Gramps had that heart attack. Drew practically killed him himself. Then Gran moved out and refused to talk with anyone of them. Then Aunt Dia and Dani moved away. Far away. Drew never forgave himself for any of that. Then after he became a Sailor Scout, and journeyed to his homeworld, he found that in his past life, he had destroyed his senshi family, and their and his own worlds. He may have overcome the evil to save his friends, but he had never overcome the guilt in his heart. Tears streamed down his face as he wondered if he could ever be worthy of being a true Sailor Senshi. True he had been ungraded to a Super Sailor, but did the Power know the truth within him? He was a murderer – he had killed his grandfather. He was full of anger – ever since his sisters had been taken away. He was a mass murderer – he had destroyed the World of Etamin and others, and had killed other senshi in his past life. And he was filled with guilt for all of this. Guilt and sorrow. He wanted to curl up and die. He wandered over to where his friend Jason was sitting and sat down. “Life sucks, don’t it.”

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SSBrosB


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PostPosted: Thu Jan 04, 2018 5:27 pm


Out of the corner of his eye, Jason could see a figure moving towards the bench. He didn't recognize him at first, considering that there was still quite a bit of fog, but eventually it turned out to be, Drew! Jason was surprised that he was here, but not surprised that the other was outside, after all, they had to get stuff done didn't they?

Jason nodded his head. "Yeah, it does. What's the point of it again?" He asked, half-joking, half-serious. Honestly what was the point? Sure, the Earth had naturally had life on it, maybe. He wasn't sure about all this stuff since he learned that they all had past lives after all. Were dinosaurs not a thing then? Were they aliens from another planet? Who knew at this point!

He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Sometimes, I wonder if I'm even doing the right thing. I've let two people die right in front of me, and even though there wasn't really anything I could do about it, my emotions say otherwise."

Sailor Hawk
PostPosted: Thu Jan 04, 2018 5:57 pm


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“Mmm,” Drew said listening. “I hate Christmas. When I was eleven, my twin sister disappeared in an airplane crash during our Christmas Trip. We did not find her for four years. I feel like it is my fault. I flipped at the Christmas Tree and caused my Gramps to have a fatal heart attack. My Gran moved out and still will not talk to us. My aunt took my younger sister and moved away for four years (with my parents’ permission) to protect her from me. That all happened in the same Christmas.” He was still crying with tears pouring down his face.
“But I’m worse than that.” He started babbling without thinking. “In my past life, I wiped out entire worlds, including my own, and killed my own family. I am not worthy of the honor placed upon me.” He paused. The tears stopped streaming down his face. There were no more. I am disowned, I am dangerous. My family ripped from me. I am a killer. I am a mass murderer, a family – killer. I am death. I am not worthy. I am slime, a slug. I deserve to die.” He was no longer aware of Jason’s presence.
He took out his gold and black henshin pen, with the star top and the feather quill emblem. He stared at it. Never again should the power be used for evil. He should smash it. Smash it now. Smash it to smithereens. He raised it high.

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