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 Posted: Tue Sep 26, 2017 11:58 am
Thoughts, ideas, memories and just general information were becoming almost too much to keep track of for the red-head. Life was just whizzing by and she barely found time for herself let alone to mentally record and remember everything that was happening. So, in pursuit to fix this little dilemma, Gwen had opted to purchase herself a journal.
An average side, A5, lined notebook. For the most part there was nothing fancy about it. A faux leather exterior in a deep blue accompanied by a single ribbon marker and a matching blue elastic closure was its most remarkable features. Gwen hadn’t been too picky when picking it out. All it needed was a decent spine and be able to hold up to some traveling (mainly to her Wonder) if needed. With those boxes checked off, she was sold. The only thing that accompanied the book was a singular black gel pen that clipped onto the elastic closure.
It would serve it’s purpose as a memory, thought and information keeper.
OOC: This will be a thread I will use as Gwen/Hy's personal journal and will (mostly) contain drabble posts. All will be headed with a date.
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Posted: Tue Sep 26, 2017 12:29 pm
 Hy-Brasil Wonder:Cashel mentioned it being some sort of place where heaven touches earth. A Reverse hellmouth?
Old time hospital with some magic flowers thrown in for good measure.
A lot of medical research was done here. What was learned? Despite what Cashel thinks, maybe there’s something that survived? I want to try and find a way to create some things that they made in the past, but I have no idea how to do that. I can’t go around gathering and crushing herbs and leaves and slapping it on people hoping it does something. I don’t have a whole wing of patients to help me like they did back then. Could this have been helpful? I’ll be lpissed if it was right under my nose and I didn’t know. This is not a type of science s**t I understand.
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2017 9:59 am
Every time I visit the Wonder seems to grow more fertile, more alive and less like a haunted castle. I don’t know if it’s the work I am doing there, my presence, or a mix of both but Hy-Brasil is starting to look like I imagined it would. Hell, when I first saw the place it looked like a dump. Portions of it weren’t even safe to go into and now I can roam the entire castle. I’ve yet to go and explore the entire island. There’s just been so much to do that I only took short walks. I’ll just have to take a day away from the castle and explore the island and see what else might be there. Besides the rolling fields and flowers that is. Oh, and beaches. Though, the beaches make me feel uneasy since they end in white fog. It’s odd to know there is water there, and to see it come up on the short from time to time, but not actually see the ocean. Note: I’ve had this strange feeling or pull to go looking around the island. Maybe that’s why I want to explore it all of a sudden? Either way I think it’s a good idea to go on a bit of an adventure.
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2017 8:53 pm
October 2nd
Finally had a good talk with Cashel about my duties. Apparently, I need to get rid of some sort of ghosts or something that live on the island called Sidhe. He didn't go into much detail about them. Just that they weren't good, developed from humans who stayed too long on the island (Because apparently there's a time limit or something?).
It sounds like these Sidhe things are more annoyances than anything else, but it is sad that their starseeds are stuck there. So, if nothing else, I'll be able to release them back to the cauldron.
once, you know, I figure out how to do that exactly.
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2017 8:56 pm
October 19th
I had the strangest experience today on my Wonder. I hadn't realized that the sidhe on my Wonder could be aggressive.
It all turned out fine though and I walked away without any sort of injuries. Now I know another reason why Cashel wants to purge them.
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2017 9:01 pm
October 26th,
Spiders. Who ever thought that spiders were a great way to attack people and ruin a Halloween party has a very horrible sense of humor. The things were hardly the most intelligent creatures I've ever seen. Perhaps someone is loosing their touch?
Either way, I am actually pissed that a decent night out got ruined.
Well, not completely ruined. Isaiah is currently passed out on my couch half three quarters of the way naked, so that sight at least made the night interesting.
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2017 9:09 pm
November 2nd,
I've been anxious lately. Well, more than usual. I don't understand what is happening or why it's gotten so bad. A good drink at night seems to be the only thing that helps me relax enough to fall asleep at night.
I've never been one for drinking like this, not on the daily and for a purpose like this, but what am I suppose to do? I need to sleep.
Even a long night of patrol doesn't seem to help. Probably because, even out there I am still alone and my mind can easily wander.
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2018 4:30 pm
November 16, 2017
Nothing seems to be going right. I am not sleeping right, when I am awake I am just miserable, depressed, anxious. It’s never ending. I don’t know what’s going on. Hell, even drinks aren’t helping me pass out at night anymore. What am I suppose to do? I can’t keep going on like this.
Maybe I need a little me time. Time away from my knight duties, work, just...being me. I need a vent. Something to help me forget all this s**t that’s running over and over and over in my head. It’s absolute torment and I don’t get any reprieve, not even in sleep in the little that I get.
What can I do though? What could possibly help me with this problem? I don’t have anyone to talk to or no one I feel who would really care…
Screw it.
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2018 5:10 pm
November 19
Patrol turned out interesting. Ran across a squire who was quite enjoyable to be around. He seemed very open to meeting up more often too, which I wouldn’t mind doing. He’s somewhat capable of fighting but could definitely use some more work. I think having someone to work with, besides Scholomance, will be good for me.
There’s also the possibility that having someone else to focus on I may be able to keep myself from thinking too much about everything that’s been bothering me.
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